holidays life

went out with my mom to market today morning.....LOL
nothing to do at home yesterday also...and went out to tesco extra with my mom and my brother yesterday....walked around with my mom in the night market at the Sungai Dua there also.

should I feel enjoy in this holidays???
I really don't know....contacted with some friends in MSN and we found out that everyone seems like doing the same thing at home...watch movies, play games and sleep...
haha.....

do nothing again today but just stay at home for movie....LOL
i finish one series of Hong Kong drama and start the other one...keng???
hehe...just finished few questions for my exam P exercise...haiz....
should work harder.....

today is a special day for someone....
great day and wishes for you all...enjoy...=)

sick again.....

LOL
saja siok to put his photo on here as I accidentally saw it on friendster fans club....LOL
like his since long time ago...his movie is damn nice...haha....

get cold suddenly today....
sore throat + cold...I really cannot tahan....

clean up my house today....
wipe all those places where are dusty
feel fresh after wipe....
washed my car with my brother today....
we broke a pipe when we wash the car...LOL
the pipe just been 'take' out by my brother when he try to put on the polimer pipe on it...LOL
the water just cannot be stopped until we turn off the main pipe in our house...haha....

slept in the evening for 2 hours because I feel a little bit headache....haiz....
my situation really bad enough even come back here....I also don't know what happen to me....
hope to get recover soon as I need to go out next week
next week will be the busiest week for me in Penang in this holidays
only Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday will be free at home....LOL
and PC fair is coming soon...going to get a external hard disk for myself
my brother want to get a new printer...hehe....

well.....hope to meet my friend soon...as I only can go out next week...
after that, I have to stay at home for days after 9th of December again as I will have the second operation on that day...LOL

风云决

went out for a movie with my brother in Queensbay Mall today...LOL
is the first time I watch anime in cinema...
this anime not bad for me...but not much people watch this anime.
haha....met some uni friends in Queensbay after my movie....so shock to meet them there...haha....

actually I not plan to go out today as my face still like bao after the operation....
I used ice to make it better but still a little bit like bao....=.=
haiz....
just hope that I can recover faster...I want to eat ho liao le....
but now everyday I only eat a little bit rice nia....because I cannot eat fast...and will take long time to eat...I just do not like....haiz....
what to do?eat less...take like diet lo....

my Rynn come to Gurney today but I didn't go to see him!!!!!!!!!!
haiz......=S
T.T
I WAN TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!
damn sad....haiz....and I just got know he is there when my friends saw him at there at night...damn sad la!!!!
haiz.....

my face will be better tomorrow...should be....haha....
and then I can go out shopping already....
haha....but then....after 9th of December....I cannot go out for days again....T.T
because...there will be the second operation pulak....
sad la!!!!!
luckily all friends come from outstation come on the date that I just recover from ba pao face.....
haha...luckily...and I can eat well already....
do not need to feel sad...hehe....

but today I got sore throat....make till me cannot talk well....due to my face....haiz....
damn pity me.....=S

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...Allieson....

my bebe...Happy birthday....
is 1 year old now...LOL

sad...boring...=S

stay at home whole day...dealing with the probability question....haiz...
I cannot answer the question even the 1st question....and have to ask for my brother's help...
walau...damn sad la k?why huh?why am i so stupid one???the question just form 6 level...
i thought my maths was not bad during form 6???
now...the standard like shit!!!!

my face.....bengkak like bao!
haiz....now i really no face to go see people already la...
haha...
sad la...cannot go out from my house...
this one still ok...cannot really take food only gai....
have to eat those soft food like mee sua...haiz...i don't like to eat..but what to do?
I have to eat as I scare my 'old friend'(gastric) come back for me....haiz....

终于给我等到了我想要的
虽然并不像我所想象的。。。。。
但有总比没有好。。。。

Z....je m'ennuie de toi

my face....T T

went to min's house today evening and chat around at there....
LOL
just to pass her her birthday present....from me and yu...hope you will like it....=)
although it is late....but still nice right????
my 'ku xin' le...purposely bought back from KL one...hehe....

my mouth can't open nicely due to the operation in the morning...haha...
now getting better ....but eat become the thing I scare the most now....because I ate with the damn slow rate....
damn sad....and I only can eat oat....haiz.....
just take it as diet la...since I am getting fatter and fatter...haiz....

now...my face like ba bao already...and it is even more ugly then the photo in the last post...haiz....
but...I still can eat Ice-cream...hehe...my mom just bought me a big tupperware of Ice-cream.....it is mine...in chocolate favor one...my favourite..hehe...happy....=)

so hope that I can go to Gurney Plaza....the new wing is opened...LOL
many friends said that it is pretty wo...haha...
but I don't think that I can go in this coming few days...because...my face...T T
haiz....wait la ha...I will go in this holidays one for sure!!!!!

dental surgery

just came back from the dental department in the Adventist hospital near PCGHS there....
went there for a dental surgery....=S
now...I cannot talk anymore....have to go there after 2 weeks....
haiz...
cannot take hard and solid food in the mean time for few days....but only some liquid food....
now my mouth have no feeling....due to the narcotic still effecting but then.....I started to feel a little bit painful now.....haiz....
长痛不如短痛.....better then I will keep on feel pain after go back to UKM...
I want to eat sate!!but not now...have to wait til I back to UKM...go eat at Kajang there....
damn miss the sate there....damn nice!LOL
after the operation...my face.....T.T

haiz....now....my work getting started...have to study my Exam P....
congratulation to all my friends who passed the exam in the pass few days...
those who haven't pass...is ok...try the best next time k?
all the best....

start to suffering for my SOA now....
Probability, here I come...=)

boring day...=)

boring day....
get an 'aeroplane' from my friend....Ian...U remember it!
stay at home for drama whole day and do nothing...
damn sien....
had a dinner with my family at Jelutong there....
that's all what I did at my house...sien le???
LOL

holidays is a time for relax but also is a boring days...damn sien....

anyway...hope that I can get a breath when I really start to be busy....
haha...=)

praying

went out for praying at the Batu Gantung there with my mom early in the morning...it is 49 days after my babysitter passed away
went to the "milk Buddha" there after that for some praying and had our lunch there.

went to Islee in the Greenland there to shopping and after that go to Tesco

is a day that I can really accompany my mom to go so many places as I really quite free for today..
just scare that I might be busy for my stuffs after this week....

will go for a teeth operation on Tuesday
after that I have to eat oat for few days and cannot go out from my house....=S
damn sad...

is a great day today but tired...
will go to sleep quite early I think.....

总觉得今天的时间过得特别的慢。
是因为。。。。。吗？
唉。。。。。不该想。。。。也不要想。。。=)

enjoy your holidays...=)

new hair style....=)

went out to Passion with yu to cut my hair...LOL
changed my hair style already...LOL
I don't know is it pretty..but I feel not bad...
LOL

came back from there and watching movie now....
going to pray tomorrow and will go shopping with my mom tomorrow...
going to have a busy life soon in my holiday as I suddenly have so many programs...LOL
hope that I able to meet all my friends soon and can have a great holidays la...=)

hope everyone will enjoy their holidays...
we are going to meet back soon in UKM in the end of this year...
miss you guys in UKM.....

bad luck =S

went out to Queensbay Mall with my brother....
walked around and bought something...LOL

just want to relax for few days and I have to start to study....
my teeth is special case...and I have to go to Adventist Hospital to seek for a dentist....haiz....
made an appointment and have to go there on Tuesday...
no choice but have to get an small operation....twice...because got two teeth...
haiz...damn sad la...and I have to eat oat for few days after that as I cannot bite anything....this situation is going to happen twice in this holidays

not plan to go else where in this holidays and I will start to study my Exam P soon....the exam is going on in the March and I have to start to prepare for it so that i have full confidence when I enter the exam hall....
is a computational exam and I have to answer 30 questions in 3 hours.
hehe...not really sure that I can make it or not but no matter how....I will try the best for it...

ate some tau fu fa today morning...but I bought from the other stall as the stall I like didn't open in this morning...
damn shit the tau fu fa not nice one..like shit!
and the wan tan mee that I bought, the hawker forget to put in wan tan for me...=.=
why were I so bad luck today???get cheated in the first day I came back to Penang...=.=
sad....
is it because I went off from Penang for a long time already and I already forget the way to survive in Penang??
should be not.....but don't know la...just treat as I got bad luck today...=.=

reach Penang

finally...I M BACK.....hahaha....
reached Penang in the 3pm in the evening....LOL
the driver drove quite fast today as I reach Penang in 4 hours.

went to dentist in Sungai Dua there....
my 智慧牙were so painful until I can't breath....they just driving me crazy....
I even dare not eat as eating make my teeth damn painful...haiz...
I just cannot stand on the pain and cannot sleep also
haiz....
suffered for it since study week...
1 months.....haiz..........sad....

going home tomorrow...

finally finish my exam today...
went to Dataran Gemilang by Vincent's car and after lunch, came back and rest...
actually I checked out from my dorm already...
going home tomorrow morning and I scare I have not enough time to wait for the office to open tomorrow...
so happy that I finally can go home tomorrow.....
long time no see...my lovely Island....
miss you so much...=)

relax

watched movie whole day and so relaxing...
haiz.....
tomorrow I got an exam that will kill me
sad....
have to do some revision later and tomorrow morning....

funny maths

just came back from PTSL
went there since 10am ...
a really funny Maths joke i got it today....

I went for waffle in Pusanika there with my friend.
a waffle cost RM2.20 and we ordered 2
and my friend also bought a cup of sweet corn which cost him RM2.20
he paid with RM10 and the Malays girl ask for syiling
and he ask for my help...
the malay girl took RM0.70 from me but she return RM6.80 to my friend...
?????
sweat...then why she want to get RM0.70 from me???
and her maths got serious problem as she should return RM6.30 to my friend only ma....

another case....when i got my waffle...
they thought that my friend paid for me already as they forget that he bought a cup of corn....
=.=
sweat...
if I were the boss...I think I will cry for hire this kind of worker....
haiz....
pity le...

study.....

going to PTSL today....
have to go or else I will die on Tuesday...
haiz...
study study study and study....
my whole university life is study.....=S
sad....
even in the coming holidays, I also have to study....no choice but to do so as I really need to study or else die...
sien and sad man .......
good luck...
back to study....=S

3 more days to count down.....=)

woke up quite early today...
actually can say that I used to wake up quite early recent days....
almost woke up at 7.30am everyday and sleep at 12am....
such healthy life ya????hehehe.....
since form 6, no healthy life for me...as it is really damn stress until we have to study all days and only sleep for several hours per day..
but now...is university life....have to make healthier as I still can make it...
when we come with our activities before mid sem and all that...everyone will be damn busy until no time to sleep again...
that is why I will sleep as much as possible when it is available....hehe....

movie for whole day yesterday and my book is in front of me...
I finished my economics....and is time for exercise...
and the most headache is: " I don't know how to answer those questions even I finish my study already!!!"
just don't understand why will it be so hard?
I finished the study which people use the whole form 6(1 and a half year) to finish in 2 days without exercise.....and now...damn headache with the exercise....
haiz.....
should I be proud of myself????totally NOT!!!!!

like I told my friend..I always think this way...
I will try my very best as I can in the examination.....but if I still get bad result in the exam...
then I will just take it and will not feel regret or blame myself since I tried the best!
this is my thinking and principle to make myself feel better in case it really happen...

now....finished packed up my stuff and waiting for muy aunt to come and bring all my stuffs to her house for the coming one month....
for the coming few days...I have to eat outside of my room and cannot cook anymore...
as I now really serba tidak ada...LOL
just 3 days....never mind la...
after 3 days...I will be back!Penang....damn miss you!

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

Cleaning day

today is a day for me to clean up my room......I have to pack my things up so that my aunt can come and take from me...
so bad the college ask us to clean room like this...we have to clear room and pass back the key to the office at least 22nd of November...
it is very ma huan that we have to pack all our things back....
i won't bring my things back to Penang, but just some clothes and some stuffs only...
everything is available in Penang home...

I think I will go to Library after lunch today
as I haven't finish my study yet...and I have to clean up my room
unless my room is not disturbing for me to study...then I will stay here and will go to Library on Sunday.
tomorrow, I have to wait for my aunt to be here....no choice but to stay in my room

the day here really damn sien with my study all days...
totally put of social life since the study week
everyone is so busy with their studies and so do I
my mood will be damn bad when I feel stress...
keep myself away from the social life...can keep myself from problems.

saturated

my brain now full of those microeconomics stuff....
studied the micro stuff since yesterdays...
library just like my second home...as i will be there as i woke up in the morning and came back to dorms before i sleep...LOL
but I still cannot finish my study...damn sad....
many things to cover...and the thing I study till now still not enough for the exam coming in the Tuesday...
Last paper....have to try the best...

my friend is even terrible than me...
2 heavy papers in 4 days....today is Bio diversity and Monday will be the other bio paper again
like it so much...but when your mind is saturated and too much to cover....you will be moody...
damn sad...
i don't like Economics....but after study for days on it...found out that it is not as bad as I think...
I am a Science student...and I should be confidence on myself....LOL
but actually I am not...people said that if the science student take those Economics stuff...they will score...but I don't think so as nothing is easy in this world....everything has the own difficulty...
different people will have different standard...
the things that easy to you, not necessary easy to others.

i should stop talking nonsense now....
back to work now....add oil to me...=)

story...Little Monkey and Dogs

in PTSL again...
came here so early and reach at 8.10am but the seat i like the most is not available...
damn sad....I thought I am quite early as the library was opened at 8am....
going to finish my study in Economics today and I should do so as the exam is next week....
I should started with my revision the day after tomorrow
LOL
why??because I am going to move my stuffs to my aunt's house tomorrow and I will be busy tomorrow..LOL


a story to tell....the title is "Little Monkey and Dogs"
when I came out from my hostel to library in this morning...
i just realise there are so many monkeys on those tree nearby my dorm there...
this case always happen as our hostel is located on a small mountain and it just look likes a "zoo"
but when i walked till half way......
I saw there is a young monkey jump down from a tree and run cross the road...
at the same time....2 dogs running to it and they attacked it....
the young little monkey was dead...poor monkey...
just feel damn terrible when i saw this incident...
the older monkeys up trees there were shouting to the dogs but they cannot do anything as they cannot win if they go to fight those dogs...
damn sad when i saw the incident...
and i quickily ran away because i scare i been attacked by those angry monkeys...LOL

sad...=S

in the ciber at PTSL now....
damn sien in here since morning...
went to PK to take medicine and came here....
falled asleep in the koleksi rujukan there because i cannot sleep well yesterday night
this is because my room mate was burning mid night oil and she on the lamp make me cannot sleep in bright condition
just imagine that the light is on and the room as bright as day time....
i woke up several times at night...
this is not the first day...but almost whole week as the exam is on...
and i really don't know how to tell her that it is quite disturbing like this and I cannot concentrate well in my exam in the next day without well sleep at the night before...
sad...=S

EST

EST exam is coming at 12pm later....
now is 10.15am....I am going out in Pusanika bakery for a breakfast+lunch at 10.30am....LOL

it is so sad for me to see your action like this yesterday....
i will not feel angry and sad anymore...
just make natural and let it be....
I have no idea with you anymore....don't thought that feeling is the biggest thing in this world
I can live without anyone!!

wondering....=S

just came back from Hubungan Etnik exam just now...
hmmmmm......want to say hard???not really....because it is all past year questions...LOL
almost 90% from past year paper...
but the main point we all worry about is:" are those answers in the past year papers correct???"
LOL
we checked quite a lots of times...but not really every questions can get the full answer from the teks book...damn sad la...
worked for the hubungan etnik yesterday in the PTSL from 10.30am to 10pm
hope it can worked....

left 2 more papers to go for EST(tomorrow) and Economics (next Tuesday)
LOL
quite free now.....
later have to study Economics....quite a lots of things to go...
Economics is new for me.....I have to study it from beginning....
last times all my study stuff is in Science....
nowadays is on some art stream stuff....all new and this make me quite headache....

went out for lunch with Vincent, Shawn,Lih Loon them in Ming Ming...
and just came back...damn sien and tired...
want to relax myself for a while before I get to start my study in Economics...LOL
add oil to everyone who are facing their final exam recent days....

long time no c..

long time no c....
LOL
cannot on9 for days and this did not really annoyed me as I really so busy in my exam preparation
going to have my Hubungan Etnik later at 12pm...wish me luck..haha...

have to back to study now....or else later will die..haha....
will be back to Penang soon.....bye=)

lunch time

in somewhere in Pusanika here...
slept at 9pm yesterday night due to too tired after came back from Mid valley..
woke up late at 9am in the morning...imagine that i slept for 12 hours since yesterday night...
damn it that did not study tiok....haiz....
but then now have to work hard for my Persatuan Pelajar which is going to have exam tomorrow morning...sad...
Ethnics is on Monday morning....EST is on Tuesday morning...
haiz....
Economics will be the last subjects on the next Tuesday afternoon
will be finish soon and I can go back to Penang my beloved Island soon....=)

no time for this now...
have to study liao o....bye...=)

sad

went off from ptsl at 3pm to Mid Valley...where the place should not appeared by me as I am having exam at the mean time...
haiz...
spend money again....sad...
went off with my friend and just reach KIY about 8.30pm like that...
very tired as today I really sick and not really in good condition...haiz....

Sick

finally....i sick again...
haiz...
sleep damn early yesterday night and woke up at 9am today morning...
and my head still damn painful...
I know the consequence.....I AM SICK...
haiz...
just hope that can recover fast...my Persatuan Pelajar test is on coming Saturday...
hope to get a better marks le...but it seems like hopeless...I not yet touch tiok...sad...
now eating something and after take medicine...I want to continue sleep again....
headache...make me cannot do anything..
feeling like not really want to eat food this few days cause the food all not nice and no taste one...
haiz...
but I have to eat also...because I need some nutrient to recover faster...
pray hard for myself to recover as soon as possible...

bad mood

today not a good day actually
i even have no mood to write blog post for today..
just pass by for a little bit crap

just came back from DECTAR after my C++ exam just now...
don't ask me how was it...it just sucks!!!
not enough time to finish it and damn that I forget the symbols stuff!!!!
just wish that i could pass the exam and do not need to retake!

feeling totally uncomfortable since yesterday after my Science Physics exam yesterday...
almost fainted on the half way go to toilet in my dorm...
haiz.....

my room mate was lucky...
she lost her laptop in PTSL
but she got it back yesterday night...
she left it in PTSL when she went out for dinner with her friends in the day before yesterday.
when they came back....it was gone....there is thief in PTSL...
they thought about a suspect yesterday and went back to PTSL again yesterday night and check it out...
luckily the thief's room mate help them and they got the laptop back...
many things inside were deleted...
but never mind...at least she got it back...
she was so lucky.....really...

it is a good lesson to everyone that stick to your laptop no matter where you go...
if you leave it somewhere maybe your room.....better lock it up or find someone that you trusted to help take care of it....

ok...i am going to sleep now...headache again....
haiz....

die....sad.....

first day for my final exam in UKM......
the conclusion is........sad....
my Calculus just die....haiz......
the Science Physics..not die yet but not seems well...(just much more better then the Calculus)...
forget all the things I studied for the pass few days...damn it!
4 questions to kill me...haiz....all questions have to think from the basic...but...all the basics just gone out from my head at the moment I saw the questions...haiz...
worked out with C++ now....just hope that I can cope it...
tomorrow is the exam...

feeling like almost get sick..haiz...
felt headache after my Science Physics...
went out for my bus ticket to come back to Penang in the end of the year...
no mood to hope to come back to Penang now although I really miss Penang....
sad with my exam first...=S

Buddy, Happy Birthday....=)

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Happy Birthday to my Buddy....
LOL
all the best in your final exam....=)

just came back from a dinner with friends out of UKM
seriously....the curry mee is nice....almost same as Penang style..haha...
so hard to find a great curry mee here as the stall opposite the Yamaha there is not nice
just ok nia..haha...

tomorrow is going to have 2 papers...
Science Physics and calculus....
i sure will die like hell as I really cannot finish my study...
just hope that the lecturer so good won't kill me as she did in the mid sem...haiz...

studied in the library since the afternoon
damn sien in there and there are many peoples there...
I have no choice but to go to library because I will watch show when I feel stress in my room
and this will make me watch nonstop
haiz....
went out for dinner with friends after went to library and just reach my dorm now...
damn sien now but later gonna look once more on my calculus past year...
the Science Physics is at 8.30am tomorrow and the Calculus is 3.30pm in the evening....
going to die twice tomorrow and hope that it wont be trice on Wednesday in the C++....=)

Good luck once again to all of my friends and myself....all the best wishes
=) =P

Birthday Party

Birthday cake
Ah Seng...
All juniors and Ah Seng...
Seniors and Ah Seng.....LOL

tomorrow is Ah Seng's birthday....
those seniors and some of our KIY juniors celebrated with him in KIY cafe just now...LOL
he keeps on ask us to help him take photos...hahaha....
quite fun at there...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Ah Seng....=)

nice weather......

nice weather....LOL
what to say???just that today's weather is damn nice....because it is not hot.....
suitable for us to sleep too....hahaha.....
but, my final is coming...cannot sleep anymore....
must finish my calculus today....2 more chapters to go...
have to continue my Organic Chem.....sien...

just imagine that I studied for more then 12 hours yesterday....
Of course, I got stop for rest la....or else I will die...
stop for a short movie, chat online, and...talk on phone with friend...
LOL
but almost whole day time is study....
although I stop for all those thing...but just imagine that I studied from 7am till 10pm at night
hehe....I never be so hardworking since I finished my form 6 course
the motivation is there yesterday, so i take out my calculus and started to make myself into it.
hope that this feeling can be continue...
is time to continue my study now....bye...

就是不敢
问来问去，我就是开不了口

我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有勇气

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到昨天留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你

Good Luck....

good morning...
woke up quite early in the morning as i slept early yesterday...LOL
study with my differentiation for whole day yesterday...
haiz.......just cannot finished it....
damn hard....
just found out that the derivative really hard although it is interesting....
cannot finish the thing that I found it is interesting last time....sad...
have to finish the differentiation today and I should start with the sequence and series already...
not much time left and my calculus final is on Tuesday......=S
haiz....
get back to work.....=S


good luck for everyone in the final....

1545 now....
damn sien and hot....
i went to for another shower again...haiz.....
I am sweating in my room here...with fan power of 5 and the window beside is opened...
=.=...just imagine how hot is the weather here...haiz...just hope that I won't get fever due to this weather...(to prevent this, i drink a lot of water everyday)
i were studying since just now...with my big and thick Calculus book....haiz....
finished 2 chapters since morning just now...damn hate myself to be so lazy...I should can do more than that....but I just feel sien....
okok...no more dreaming.....continue back to study now....=S