going back UKM tomorrow.

stay at home today...
last day in Penang for the coming 6 months.
so sad...T.T
i gonna miss Penang much...

went back to UKM means test and quizzes is coming...
haiz....
feel damn stress qith the life like this...

play games since today morning...facebook games....haha...
quite childish actually as I like addicted.
haha...shouldn't but nevermind la...
because this will be the last time for me to play this games...because the line in dorms damn lousy

so sien...

got big shock with that...
should I feel sad or happy?
anyway...all the best to you....just choose what you like....

why am I can be so calm?
actually I am not...just act...
but then if I am not calm like this...what else can I change?

new year celebration in yu's house...=)

went to yu's house yesterday night after went out for house visiting whole day...
went to Esther's house as the 1st to visit and after that is YT's.
went to min's house and mine one after that and then I stop at my house
because I am going to my aunt's house for a party at night.

waited for my brother to come back and pass me the car so that I can go to yu's house after attended to the party at my aunt's house

after chat in yu's house, we went to McD in Sunshine there to yum cha....
chat at there and after that went back to yu's house for a small fashion show...lol

we slept at 5am in the morning and woke up at 10am
after a maggie lunch in yu's house...we went out to Gurney for movie...
but so sad...all movies full....
so many people there until have to queue to very long...
haiz...

walked around in Gurney there and buy some stuffs...
we bought the Big Apple Donuts...and ate in the food court there....

went to Sea Wind Restaurant for dinner but ther haven't open for business yet....at 6pm...
at last we had our dinner at Faces....
quite early....we finished our dinner at 7pm like that...
went back to Esther's house and the went to the sea side pulak....
quite siok there...

went home after that...
very tired today because we not really sleep well yesterday night....

min and Esther...please take good care of yourselves....
school is going to start soon...
all the best...=)

praying....in CNY

went out to "Guan Ying Ting" to pray today....haha...

so many people there....the situation is so bad and my eye totally cannot open

hmm....today is the third day of Chinese New Year...haha...

went to New World Park there for Ais Kacang and Jelutong there for Laksa....
damn nice...lol
this will be the last time for me to eat laksa in Penang for the coming 6 months....
=S
sob* sob*
damn sad....I love laksa always.....=)

went to Butterworth yesterday and came back at 12am...
but still trapped into traffic jam on Penang bridge....
so gai....=S

2nd day of CNY...

went back to Kepala Batas there today...
went to mu aunts' house and went back to my old house....
yea..is my old house....(last time we called my grandpa's house)
hmm..it is just few meter away from min's grandma's house....lol
but we didn't meet each other for so many years...lol

hmm...today...the weather damn hot please...
I really can die as my aunt's house just like an oven...
went to my fourth aunt's house in the afternoon and went to my the other aunt's house in the evening...
please...I am feeling so lucky now for not been 'baked' or 'cooked' after stay there for whole day...
single storey house and this make the house become hotter and hotter as the weather really so bad recent days.

the angpau for this years really become lesser and lesser...
all my relatives in KL were not back to Penang her this year,...
damn sien as all my closer cousins are from KL....

so fast...my holiday....3 days passed...
5 more days left...haiz....

Chinese New Year......

my new year eve dinner....haha...
steamboat as usual.....
the difference for this year is...add on more people in my house for this dinner....
2 of my uncle here...haha...
after a while...my other uncle and aunt also here about 9pm like that...

I continue eat and eat from 7pm to 10pm...haha...nonstop.
keng???amazing???I also think so....I always eat so little only...
haha....this time..I really eat many many food...haha....

came back to Penang...make me so excited..
I really miss Penang so much....the level is the level that I never thought before...

today is first day of Chinese New Year.
I did not go out for any visits....haha....
my uncle and aunt they all are here...
playing cards, eating and drinking....haha...
they all really didn't stop...haha...from morning until evening...keng....haha....

going to Butterworth tomorrow for some visits...lol
I think will be boring..haha....but then can get angpau...haha...
happy...=)

I AM HOME!!!

finally....after 7 hours and 30 minutes journey from UKM to Penang....
I finally reach Penang at 3am....
yea....is am but not pm....
haha...so tired...
so many cars in the highway until all plaza tol are traffic jam....haiz...
the bus travel quite slow.....reached Penang this late....=S

damn tired....

went out to salon to tidy up my hair about 12pm like that with my cousin

now...I am sitting in front of my laptop...
chatting and typing blog
eating ba gua also...haha....damn like it!!!!!!
siok!!!!

finally i reach Penang, my home....lovely home...=)

Pizza Hut...=)

went out to Kajang after my Speech Communication class....
haha...
go out to Pizza Hut there and had our dinner there.
haha....
the new pizza....Golden Fortune...haha...
this is a pizza special for the Chinese New Year celebration ......
it is very nice....

went to Metro Kajang to walk around and buy something
but i got nothing at last...the clothes there really not suitable for me
the shops there closed very early...9pm...lol
but then we waited for one and a half hour at the bus station there.
after waited for whole night.we planned to get a cab back to UKM.
but then the bus suddenly come pulak...
haha....

thanks for leave your games...haha...


Chinese New Year is near around the corner....
my holiday mood is coming.....haha....

homework day...=S

today will be a homework day.....
how to say like this?
this is because I have to prepare for the Speech Comm presentation tomorrow and try to finish all my homework before the new year holidays
really don't hope to keep my homework until after CNY

Calculus II....21 questions....each question take 1 page of the A4 paper...=S
really die....I also don't know do I able to finish all today or not...
really hope can...if can, i able to study the Statistics stuff tomorrow and the prepare myself for holiday mood.

2 and 3 variables....die-ing...
graphs in 3D.....2D....=.=
engineering mathematics....in syllabus also i think....
=.="
vector is coming.....scare~~

quiz...quiz...quiz....AGAIN!!!!!

went to the Linear Algebra class....
get a quiz after a short break....
AGAIN~!!!!!!!
why those lecturer nowadays like to give quizzes????
4 quizzes in 2 days.....
the Linear ALgebra is a very tough subject...
the matrix stuffs making me headache...
although I know the way to solve it..but it takes damn long time to finish it as it is damn complicated!
at last....we copy answers from others....
because..the quiz only been given 1 question and we cannot finish it after 40 minutes!

Chinese New Year is near.
I still remember...last time when I were young....always feel cannot wait for CNY.
but now....I am still waiting for it...but not because it is CNY..but is because it will be my last and only break in this coming 6 months.
really damn stressful nowadays.
but then we still have to continue with it.


looking at my calculus questions....
use integration to find our the volume of a graph.
ok...i really hate this type of questions since long time ago
but then now it is my major.
have to face it everyday and many many questions on this things....headache...=S

many activities are coming up their ways after CNY
but then there are also many quizzes, assignment,presentation,sketches,talks....and many many more....are also coming up their ways.....
die-ing....
hope that I am able to help myself up and can get some rest....=)

Day of Quizzes................

today....haiz...
is a day of quizzes....die-ing...
went to the Calculus II class at 8pm...
taught 37 slides in about 10minutes....don't understand what had happen also...
the lecture class passed...the pop quiz is coming....
3 questions in 20minutes...
only get in time to finish one question only..the other 2...haha..
don't need even read it...cannot understand what is given and wanted...

went to Calculus I class....
there is a quiz that we been informed last week...
is ok for me this quiz as I prepared myself for it although there is 1 or 2 question that I cannot answer....correctly...

after that is the Statistics tutorial class...
quiz again...probability time....die....

don't understand what is going on today le...
so many quizzes...
3 quizzes in 3 classes that take me 4 hours....
I think my brain is not working also as I slept late yesterday with the tutorial questions that I got it last minutes at night yesterday...
what the hell?

this will be the very tough semester...
hope that I still can stand for it...

but quizzes are coming up their way after Chinese New Year...
somebody help!!!!!
I am die-ing....


thanks a lot...
so glad to have u as my best friend....=)

very tired day....=)

went out to Mid Valley today to get my stuffs...
quite early...came back to Kajang after that and then back to UKM
after that went out to the Pesta Angpau (PAP) in Dataran Gemilang there with my friend
hmm...this is not a very great carnival actually....not much stalls there
and not much things to look around.

haha...
many people in Mid Valley today...
maybe is because this is the last weekend before the Chinese New Year...
many people there to buy new year stuffs...
haha...

today is really a tired day as I need to study at night for my quiz tomorrow morning
just got the tutorial questions tonight that we have to summit tomorrow morning
damn sien....
have to finish it tonight also....haiz...
damn tired...=)

sate Kajang

went out for sate kajang in Kajang just now...
lol
after that, went for a shopping in the Metro Kajang there...haha...

came back quite early as we quite lucky to get a bus as we reach the bus station there.
haha...

I miss the sate there because didn't eat for a long time already....haha...
quite happy because get to eat it...so siok...lol

Facial.....

went out for facial at the S&M building near Puduraya there....
met my friend from UM after that and then went to KLCC for movie....
Bedtime Stories

a simple story that we can easily understand...
although it is not so logical that the things that we thought in a story can happened in the real life
lol

after a dinner in the Sushi King in KLCC there.
came back to UKM...
I quite lucky in the moment....
get onto the ktm as I reach the station...and then get a sit after that at the Serdang station
lol
quite a lucky day huh??
haha.....

election day

lol
today is the election voting day for UKM....haha...
went out for voting in the morning...haha...
no classes before 12pm today....so siok!

this is the first time i go for voting and this is my 21st year....haha....
I can register as a voter for our country open election also!
but this also means that I am one year older....sad...=S

get a girls' talk with Susan just now after voted.
and Hwee Min also...(my neighbor)
haha....

so sien to have a class in the evening later...
is the Speech Communication....
no final but it is torturing me as we must giving out a speech soon and got a sketch also...
stress....I really don't like this stuff....sien.

finally free...lol

today i am absolutely free....lol
because my class was canceled.....
suppose to have two classes today....Statistics I and TITAS....
but the Statiatics was canceled...and now...only left one class at 5pm...TITAS...
haha....
woke up so late

so free today...but yesterday was a damn busy day...
my class is from 8am - 7pm...
damn shit the lecturer asked us to bring the teks book which is damn heavy(about 3kg i think) to the lecture hall but he went in without slides and canceled the stupid Calculus II class....
damn it!

after dinner at yesterday night...went back for my heavy body and many many homeworks...haiz....

damn sien.

but I really enjoy my busy life nowadays as I really need it.....

yesterday night there were some pilihan raya University people came to our Kolej to give some talks
lol
so many people in the foyer there but i know nothing until my friend called me and asked me go check out....lol
haha....don't ask me whst that guy talking about that make all people clap their hands as also didn't really pay attention....lol

the pilihan raya is going to held tomorrow....
who should we vote for is already selected by our seniors to help us so that...hmm....
I think you all understand as I now in UKM....lol...pigs' place...lol
do they really do anything after they been selected is not that important also
as i know is, we must try the best to help those 'same race' punya people up there to get places so that we been protected when we need helps....lol

seriously I don't like this kind of things as it always shows me those black and dark things...haiz....

classes.....pack Tuesday...=S

a busy day....going to have classes from 2pm -7pm later....
so tiring and sien....

got a pop quiz just now in the linear algebra class....
haha...don't know how to answer le....die...=.=
why is it so difficult when we saw the questions?
when studying...the basic things is so easy...except those matrix stuffs....so confusing...=S

think back....
is it really too fast?
mayb.....





可以吗 让我和你对调

希望换成你 爱我爱得快要疯掉

知道吗 你对我多重要

只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡 飘过了你嘴角

飘到天涯海角

把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱

听不见你的心跳

连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到

我只要你喊我一次就好

从前亲昵的暗号

多想再次亲耳听到

I lost myself.....

lost...

I lost myself few days ago...
I also don't know what is happening as I cannot study well...
the Linear Algebra stuff is so difficult compared to other subjects....

Calculus just need more practice but the Linear Algebra is so hard to understand...
this make me cannot do any practice...so terrible

no mood to study during the past weekend...
make me like mad...painful and disappointed...

what can I do else?

today is Monday....is a new week to start as this this the 3rd week of this semester...
no more lazy and lacking....
must study well although everything just getting started...

study...study...study...

notice..: no water supply for 12nd and 13rd of Jan...
damn sad...
but until now...still have water supply..
I quickly had my lunch in my dorms and take a bathe before the water supply been cut...lol

went to class in the morning...
2 Calculus classes...
haha...
after this...is MacroEconomics...at 8pm tonight...
damn shit!!!
so tiring to have class like this...damn sien...=S

Malam Irama show.....

went out for a Malam Irama in DECTAR....
we got a performance in there....
this show is for charity...hehe...
3 dances at once included our red clothes dance and the blue color long cloths show...
those guys are playing flags at the side of the stage....
mainly the shows all are Indian dances as the main organizer is Indians....
and those audiences also mostly Indians...haha....

we all did the show very great and well...
haha...
so happy with it as we only just practice for 3 nights only
hehe...

spent whole day for preparing this shows...hehe...

the make up is water proof and this make me remove it for a damn long time...
haha...I really don't like to make up because this will make my face so dry....haha...
don't want to make up if not necessary...

Mid Valley again.......=S

Mid Valley........
the toilet in The Gardens

went out to Mid Valley today and meet up friends from UM....
nice to meet you...lol
had a great day with you guys....
we walked around in the Mid Valley and The Gardens

The Gardens is more high class compared to the Mid Valley....
no people walked there one....just a few nia...haha...
and the escalators are with sensors which can save electricity....
because they wont keep on run like that if there is no people on it....
it will stop...and when you come to it...it will start back....lol
keng...first time i see something like this...so 'sua ba'...haha....


Reach UKM at 10pm and go out to DECTAR again at 11pm..to practice the show for tomorrow
I always forget the particular part...haiz...and we are just standing in front of the VIP...
die......

I should study....
rest and relax for this 2 days..make me feel much more better already...
tomorrow...is time to study again...
no one included you...should not get into my mind to make me cannot study...

thanks buddy...

a very busy sem as 23 credits hours + 4 hours of tutorials...
sien...
feel scare of the Speech Communication class...
have to keep on talk talk talk and talk....in English....sigh...=S
the Calculus class make me feel damn stress as the lecturer is strict....
u must own the notes hard copy in lecturer class and all the questions given must be done in the time given...haiz...
sometimes the thing is new...not we don't want to do it faster...but we also need some times to take it and make up our mind also de ma...
haiz....
packed Tuesday from 0800-1900.......=S
2 hours rest for lunch...OMG....gonna die....
I am going to stay away from the Kolej activity already...haha....

Pilihan Raya is near around the corner....
got 2 big big gang of societies in UKM....
one is green and the other one is blue....
which one to choose???lol
the answer for all Chinese...is same..lol
think about it....do you want to get caught to the police station while you just walk back to your hostel with a guy at night but do nothing....haha...
just think nicely....=)


you guys just think too much...=S
make thing complicated.....=S
sien...
=.="

lost

went out for class in the morning...
come back in the afternoon and will have a class in the evening later...
sien...
when the time table is not stable and always change....really feel stress....
because my life is not in a good timing schedule
this make my body cannot support...
getting like want to sick ane...haiz...

hope that everything will be fine


thanks for your advise..."Mr. Professor"....lol
I know what to do already...
you always the one understand me well


I lost it....=S

stressful life...

the schedule today is quite free...because those classes been changed the time table
no class in the morning but only afternoon and evening..
2 classes today..quite free considered

feel tired with the life now...
many classes to attend and my schedule is so pack...
just hope that I have some way to release myself....
many meeting at night...cannot sleep early and have to do my things in the afternoon...
I think I will get sick soon....not getting enough sleep and rest




I really need it...
but nobody understand...
it is not here...



thanks for the concern...
seems like you are the one always understand....



just feel like so stress nowadays...
3 subjects with 4 credit hours...
very very stress...
can I get some rest? can I release???
but how???

meeting and dancing....

went out for a meeting in foyer KIY at 10.30pm just now and I just reach my room now...
what were we do?
dancing...lol
serious!!!
because we were preparing for the show will be hold in this Saturday...
a show for the whole UKM for charity....lol

there are 3 types of dance combine with Jay Chou's song...霍元甲
I joined the group which dance using the red color stuff...
the others...they were using those blue color long cotton to do something like a circle showed on the pictures up there...
it is damn hard to make it as need to plan nicely so that you able to come back to the original condition...
haha....

well...damn tired and have to sleep now...I am going to have a morning class at 8am...
die....=S

woke up damn early in the morning...
settled my stuffs in PPSM with my mentor and then went to KUO to print out my notes...
haha....
gonna go to see my ketua program in the evening again...sien...
everyday in here start from yesterday is quite happy and full schedule..
class in the morning and then study in the afternoon....
meeting at night...everyday..haiz...damn full...
hoping that my new life in this new semester is ok and happy....

i m waitin.....
but the time seems like is infinite....=S
wondering....did i make a right choice???

sien

ok...today is Sunday...it is really a very boring day
what can I say?just nothing to do and I am so boring in my room here...
haiz....
watching movie and listening to songs....
dealing with my SOA exercise at the same time...
all the problems is not that easy to settle and answer....
although all the questions are like form 6 questions but I really need a lot of time to fully 'recover'
haha....

my class is in tomorrow morning 8am...
so early....gonna sleep early...
haha....
but then this is the only class tomorrow until 10am only...haha...
what the shit class like this???haha...

New Year with New Look

changed my blog skin finally as I already search for a new skin since 1st of Jan...
planned to change it few days ago..but is so hard to get one skin that can make everyone feel comfortable when read it.
finally get one that I like it and it is comfortable for me when read the posts.

I read about the problem that you faced in someone's blog just now....
hmm....add oil and all the best to settle your problems ok?
everything will be fine...just try the best....=)
always support you with your decision.....
add oil!!!!

get started with my SOA probability yesterday...
spend a lots of time to answer all those questions...
I need more hard work to make it better so that I able to solve those question in the faster rate.
since I quite free now and this probabilities can help in my statistics in this semester...
all the best!
finished another new movie today...
a very great drama....talking about human's special abilities...
some of them might read your mind, fly on the sky, run in a high speed, tell those electronics thing like a phone to work in the way you want, paint out the future and more....
the best ability that i like the most is healing....
but then are all these people exist?
what if one day they really exist?how will this world be?
they can do what you cannot do......and everything they want...

this is a very great movie that you will keep thinking when you watching....
because you will never know who is the villain and who is the good guy?
the killer in this chapter might be the one who save the world in the end of the drama...
who knows?lol
one thing showed here in this drama is they show us there is no totally good or villain in this world....is it?
haha...

I like this drama since I watched it from the first season until now i finished the third season...
it is really great!!!!

1st class in 2nd Sem

woke up quite early today morning to go to class....
quite far away the classroom from my dorms...
this is the first class since I came back to UKM....=S
Statistics....our Mid Sem exam is coming after Chinese New Year....die.....
haiz...what to do???have to study already...
my holiday mood should be kept away from my life now and continue with my study

honestly I also don't know what should I say when I heard such problem from you...
I just can say that I only can be your listener but cannot help much as if I really face such problem, i also don't know what should I do....
just can say...sometimes, single life is better then what we think.....

New Year count down....=)

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went to Bukit Bintang for New Year count down yesterday with my cousin and his friends.....
a very great count down celebration there.....
so many people there until we do not need to walk and just stand there, and we been push by people....this is the way we were moving yesterday.....
met Alvin,Shawn's friends in UM also yesterday....lol

the fireworks at 12am is so great and nice....
it take almost 5 minutes to finish....haha....
we playing spray around like the last year Christmas count down....
everyone is so high at there.....lol
but the worst thing is, feel damn dirty after that.....=S
night view from Times Square car park....

walked in the Times Square to get my friends' car about 2am like that....
all shops were closed and no body there but only 4 of us....lol
quite weird to walk in there...haha.....

went to the A&W at some where else to yam cha.....
when we reach my aunt's house, is 4am something....=S
slept at 5am morning...lol


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went to 1-Utama today evening with my aunt and her family....
walked around at there and went to Sushi King for our dinner...
today is my cousin's birthday....lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,PING.....

a little bit disappointed with yesterday.....=S


happy new year to everyone.....
2009 is a brand new year for all......
all the best and happy always......=)