my 1st flight

inside the plane
nice view on the sky
the plane that I am going to take...=)

took a flight to come back to Penang today...

1st flight of my life...LOL

so happy me...finally can try the feeling on the sky

seriously i like the feeling when the aeroplane start to fly....LOL

the feeling just like I am flying too....haha....

so fast..just half and hour, I reach Penang...save a lot of time...do not need to be so suffer for sit in bus for 7hours....haha....

so great the feeling reaching home and stay in home....

the feeling to sleep on my own bed is so good....

the feeling to hug my little baby is so blissful...

I love my home...home sweet home....

seriously home sick after leaving for months....lol

back home finally...lol

finally...my 1st year finished officially included the examination....

my final exam gone...LOL

gone not just finish...but my marks gone too....

my TITAS...my only A...gone too...

5 questions with past year questions come out only...10% only...lol

mean die...haha....

finally...the day I am waiting for since months ago is here...I can go home...my home...

home sweet home...

miss my mom;s cook, miss my baby, miss my dad, miss my bed, miss my pillow...miss my everything in my home....

i miss penang...laksa, queensbay, char kuey diao....everything just nice for me since i leave it for study in  KL...haha....

Penang....I am bek!!!!

addicted to a game with my friends here....Restaurant City in Facebook...

enjoying trading ingredients with friends and compete on the level...lol

sleepy TITAS

fall asleep in the afternoon and end up sleep for the whole evening until 6pm.

lol

i never fall asleep like this before since form 6...

this time is due to the subject that I gonna have exam soon on Tuesday is TITAS...LOL

Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia.....LOL

when i get the book, i start to feel dizzy...

when i start to read the 1st page, i start to feel sleepy...

nd page, my eye almost close 

3rd page, my brain is empty and finally, i falled asleep...LOL

haha...

my birthday

my birthday....and i don't know about it until my mom asked my brother sms me...=.="

is chinese birthday...LOL

got slices of cakes from secret recipe...both are my favourite.

chocolate indulgence and sugar free chocolate moist cake.

haha...

actually i miss the cake i bake myself too...this time when i back to penang, gonna bake one also..lol

if i still able to bake...long time did not bake cake...almost forget already..haha....

so sien...went to kajang for satay kajang and went to secret recipe for those cakes and the meetball spagetti....LOL

happy birthday to me...=)

worrying~~~~

well....my final for 1st year bye bye....
not finished yet....TITAS left on Tuesday....haiz

statistics paper yesterday....
Calculus I on last Thurs.....
1 word to conclude those two papers.....die~~
worrying about my results now.
what will it be??? I don't want to retake....because I don't want to extend!!! HELP!!!

statistics is damn hard paper make all people scolding....haiz.....
the funniest part is when I back to dorms and online, saw many people scolding on facebook and msn at the same time...LOL
haiz....lost 40/100 marks just due to the stupid questions that make people confuse and cannot answer...haiz....

well, back to calculus I, i already retake in this semester and it make my study schedule become slower then my coursemates. now, I am worrying again that i have to retake again next semester.
really don't understand why the paper must be so hard???
everyone shocked when saw the paper...=S
haiz...I wrote something but all crap....haiz....

my calculus II, haha...same as Linear Algebra~~
bye bye....my whole week gone with all the exams which are all packed and I have not enough time to prepare....
not I don't wan study in the normal days...but please, if I have time, I will study...
but seriously, my relax time is studying~~~
not time to rest even and as i back to dorms also doing activities stuff...haiz...
hate local uni(s) study time.
the system is so bad as we have to suffer for the final paper like in secondary and primary.
the worse part, is we have to contribute much in those activities too....
haiz...

please~~ anyone help????



my room was like on war yesterday...
finally got all files from my senior on the treasurer BSMM Induk yesterday and I have to start work
tidy up the files take me 7 hours~~
I start tidy at 8pm until 3am only I get to sleep...
so many rubbish inside and the main thing that make me headache is the account...
so complicated...the invoice and the penyata were left in different places and files make me have to go check again again and again to combine it together so that can be better references.
haiz....

worrying much about my exam but like someone said, I cannot do anyth on it anymore.
I shouldn't worry about the past one but have to focus on the coming one.
my EXTERNAL~~
haiz....
have to study hard when i back to Penang...
but, I just worry about those two...
can anyone help???




count down, 3 more days to go....
Penang here I come!!!!

一個感人的愛情故事

一個感人的愛情故事



有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.



有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?



善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧



這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.



因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.



好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?







可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...


read this story in one old friend's blog....really touching...
read twice and my tears just cannot be controlled....
sad story....worth read....LOL

p/s: for those don't understand mandarin, please ignore this post...lol
cos my english is not good enough to translate....lol

setlle LA = settle myself....=S

finally the Linear Algebra paper settled.....
surprisingly not really damn hard.
but, I still don't know how to do....haiz....
the most sad thing is, when my friend told me : " hey, this is the answer for that question!" when he saw my question paper......after the exam....why sad? because I didn't write that answer into my answer sheet because I thought it is wrong......T.T
wasted at least 5 marks there....
once again....many proving and one of it is the one my friend just taught me yesterday night and I already practiced it for at least 5 times....It is in my mind suppose and real.....but......got 1 question....I just confuse when I see it.....so.....I did wrong again!!!! AGAIN!!!!!! what the hell!!!!!
haiz....
who to blame??? blame myself.....haiz....


now...suffering time again...Economics paper tomorrow....lol
why suffer??? just because last minutes work again....
real last minutes work....tomorrow exam, i only open the book today...haha...
wish me luck...got an essay question.....T.T


Shawn, saw ur bro today...so surprise me that he took Linear Algebra same as me....lol
actually, Linear Algebra is the paper that most of the mathematics is engineering Maths...especially the vector....LOL
damn it!! i m not studying engineering...
other chapter is ok...just too much matrix make people headache....
and the last chapter....T.T T.T T_T damn hard to understand and I understand after my exam....
so so so so sad.......... SOS...anyone can save me ?????haiz....


noone.....back to work....economics....LOL
bye bye..=)




p/s: miss you so much.....good luck for your exam.....=)

T.T~~~~ die-ing...haiz....

Help!!!!!!crazy-ing.....
haiz...
Linear Algebra is the hardest subject among all 7 subjects now.....(saying so while I am studying Linear...LOL)

gonna crazy with my calculus!!! I am sooo00oo00oo0oo0oo KAYPO!!!!!
I did the question correct in the paper.....I go change it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn!!!!!!!!!!
lost 15 marks just like tt!!!!!!!!
the other questions....hahahahahahahaahahahaahaha....dont nit ask, I am die-ing too...LOL

wish me luck tomorrow for not die in ugly condition...
dont nit get flying colors for my result...just pass....I just want pass......
please~~~

a damn stupid cat enter my room from the window....
=SS
damn geli!!! make me and my roommate got big shock!!!!!!
scream like hell when I saw it!!!
I HATE CAT!!!!!
dont ever enter my room while I am in tension!!!!!!!!

错过-梁咏琪

错过-梁咏琪

以为只看小说 就能看到爱的颜色
这算是什么生活
我们留在自己的沙漠
开始魂不守舍 等待时间流过
如果你像天气 总对我不冷也不热
我不能选择沉默
爱情只是个泡沫 脆弱的一戳即破
你要好好把握

错过 我们都有过错
在幸福的角落 还要再奢求什麽
直到一天 遗憾开出它的花朵
谁都会明白 从前才是最快乐
错过 上天都有过错
创造悲欢离合 要我们承担结果
每一个人是另一个人的景色
在寂寞的时候 什么比爱更赤裸裸

如果你像天气 总对我不冷也不热
我不能选择沉默
爱情只是个泡沫 脆弱的一戳即破
你要好好把握

错过 我们都有过错
在幸福的角落 还要再奢求什麽
直到一天 遗憾开出它的花朵
谁都会明白 从前才是最快乐
错过 上天都有过错
创造悲欢离合 要我们承担结果
每一个人是另一个人的景色
曾经停过多久 很值得
错过 上天都有过错
创造悲欢离合 要我们承担结果
每一个人是另一个人的景色
在寂寞的时候 什么比爱更赤裸裸

在寂寞的时候
什么比爱更赤裸裸

这是一首很好听的歌，好久没听了，无意间听回，好喜欢这首歌。。。。。。

在一生十几年里，到底我们错过了多少人与事，你可有想过？
加油，把握现在所拥有的一切。。。。。=)

T.T

T.T
again.....crying but no tears.....
finished study my Calculus II finally before I sleep....
but then why I still crying while I already finish my study finally.....
because....
because.....
because......



my brain is empty don't know what had I done for the past 1 week (study week)
nothing in my brain.
haiz.....


tomorrow is the first day of my last final for my 1st year...and also my most most suffer week of the first year in UKM.
who was the one told me that "you going to enjoy your university life by goyang kaki after you finish your form 6?" ?? who?! WHO IS THAT????
I am now suffering for the past 1 year in UKM here!!! damn I did not sleep for days in study week although I been studied before that.
damn!!!
my university life is so suffer and busy....haiz....


please, time pass faster when I were in the exam hall....
since I am going to finish the papers fast (because I don't know how to do...LOL)
but please pass slower when I am trying my best to "eat" all the thing into my brain before the exam....please~~~~


haiz....
going to sleep so that my brain won't be in sleeping mode at 8.30am tomorrow morning....
night~~

Hell day...=S

T.T
if crying is useful and can make me finish my study, I will cry until no tears....
so sad, it can't help.
I really going to be mad soon.
haiz....the thing that I have to study is so many....and the time left is so little....
who can help????
T.T

going to crazy soon

I really cannot stand on it anymore...
my brain full of the stupid vector.....study calculus since Monday but yet I cannot finish it until today.
4 days passed...my study week just gone like this. T.T
haiz....
my Linear Algrebra and Economics just left behind and I haven't study yet.

a presentation tomorrow...statistics.
hope it pass faster then I don't need worry about it anymore...

5 major in 5 days continuous.
Monday to Friday.
I am going to CRAZY....


when my result comes out, I really can long pia....haiz....

hope this exam pass faster and I can concentrate in my exam P.
finally, get to schedule my exam.

I am going to eat steamboat, drink many many soup, eat many many nice and taste food like laksa, ABC, Char Koey Tiao, Hokkien Mee and many many more after this exam.....

going home....
awaiting for 29th of April.


now, here I come, vector...T.T

cute skin

LOL
just pass by to crap a bit...
changed my blog skin.
thanks to Blogskins.com

it is cute here...haha....

someone to love - shayne ward

Finally she came along,
broke the spell and set me free
Pushed aside what used to be
Oh the broken heart it meant it once was me
I never gave it up, I always believe
When she's in my arms I know what I achieved
So hear me loneliness, I'm giving up on you
I don't need you anymore.
I found what I've been looking for
So hear me emptiness, I got no room for you
I finally found what I've been dreaming of
Someone to love
Cause I was lost, I was down and out
Until that day, I knew what my life was all about
Still wonder how, she came my way
She's the reason, I'm smiling here today
So hear me loneliness, I'm giving up on you
I don't need you anymore.
I found what I've been looking for
So hear me emptiness, I got no room for you
I finally found what I've been dreaming of
Someone to love, to hold
To be my inspiration, someone to touch to cherish
For life
So hear me loneliness, I'm giving up on you
I don't need you anymore.
I found what I've been looking for
So hear me emptiness, I got no room for you
I finally found what I've been dreaming of
Someone to love, someone to love (Oh Baby)
So hear me emptiness, I got no room for you
I've finally found what I've been dreaming of
No I've finally found what I've been dreaming of
Someone to love
Hehhh
Someone to love..



love this song recent day....
the singer is Shayne Ward. Love his songs much....
haha....

study week just begin (actually is because i just start to study....T.T)
I am sure I cannot finish my study....just try the best...
haha....all the best...

i know some of our friends are doing their exam now, all the best and add oil....

for those still in study week same as me, add oil also....all the best...=)

back to UKm again....=S

back to UKM again after went to my aunt house and stay there for 2 days.
my cousins and my aunts all came to my aunt's house and we had dinner together.
discussing with a lots of thing and at last I didn't study....haiz...
did just 10 questions in 2 days....I can just imagine how my result will be....T.T

well, one more week to go, I gonna study hard for Calculus in the coming 3 days.
wish me luck to finish it in time....haiz...

went to 1-Utama with my aunt and my cousin today.
is a very big shopping centre.
my aunt and my cousin bought a bag each and my aunt got her lovely handbag.
haha...and i got nothing but only 2 pens for my exam. what a pity me....T.T

well, reach UKM at 5 something.
now, is time for assignment and study...=)

finally can leave UKM...haha...=)

finally...i am not in UKM anymore.....LOL
came out to my aunt's office in the Jalan Gasing there and went to the funeral there.
a thing that weird, I not really know who is that. just know a bit...
cos I been see her when I were young. very very young....LOL

reach back my aunt's house about 11pm like that.
haha....
so siok at here....better then in UKM.
maybe is because I got a feel of family and home in here.haha....so siok man.



a small incident...haiz.

had a last date with Mr. A before we entering our hibernation period (study week)...LOL
gonna miss you until we ca go out for a date again...=)

Knowing

went to settle down my assignments stuffs and BSMM stuffs in the Faculty there in the morning.
finally I settled it at 2pm....haha....
after that, went to Mid Valley to watch the "Knowing"
this is a very very good movie....haha...
go watch it if you are free.
if you are busy, go watch it when you are free....LOL
a very meaningful movie that bring us to think, will the world come to the end one day?
can everything go back to the start beginning and start again?
is that any possibility that the world been destroyed and goes back to the time when there is only adam and hawa?
what are you going to do when you know that the world is going to end in the next day?
forgive those people that you cannot forgive them before that? or what?
LOL

this is a very nice movie that everyone should watch it and understand the signal from the director.
haha.....nice and great movie...=)

last speech comm class

today is my last speech communication class....LOL
we ended the class with a sketch from everyone for the last final "exam" in the subjects.

gonna miss this class also...we been together twice per week for a semester.
haha...
thanks a lot for a great sketch today.
the performance is better then expected.
lol
the worst for myself is I forgot some part...haha...
so paise.LOL

well...this class..my comment is the lecturer is ok but then she sometimes will be leceh a bit.
the classmates all very nice and we always have great time in class together.
hope can meet you guys in FST in the coming semester...LOL

bye bye to my speech communication...=)

watch this!!! be aware!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tb4cXOv-Z10

watched this T$&()((#&*($$)&*$($ stupid idiot show today as I got it in my email there.
what the hell!!!
just feel like want to scold and kill the stupid maid in this clip here!!!
damn her!!!
if anyone of you guys have maid in home and she is always been left with children in home, please, be aware...your children might be the victim.

my last weekend.

well....been complained for did not update anything here for days.
haha....
it is the problem that I were not available for the past 2 days.
went to Mid Valley for a movie named Shinjuku Incident.
stared by the Jackie Chan. this movie is the movie that talk about the story of those Chinese who stay in Japan.
is a great movie.
so many people in Mid Valley. until the GSC cinema there had a long long Queue.
luckily I booked the tickets. although I were late for get the reservation, but the receptionist was very good to help me get my ticket.haha....
well, this is a very big Whale in Mid Valley. patung lai...
haha....
National Geografi having a program there.


another thing that suprised me in Mid Valley was the education fair at the top floor of the Mid valley.
it is all about accountancy. we went up there to walk around and I saw UKM stall....
so surprise that I saw William ( my kolej friend there.
haha....they went there for introducing UKM accountancy course to public.
haha....hard work.LOL

we went to Kim Gary to full fill our hunger after the movie.
I order a very special food. is a cheese-baked rice with japanese style and they got wasabi inside the sauce.
well...no taste of spicy on the wasabi make me feel disappointed....LOL
after bought our stuffs, we go back very early about 5pm something.

it was so unlucky that is was raining as I reached UKM KTM station
and it was very very heavy.
ran to the bus station and met Davin there.
he went out with his Korean friends.

went out early in the morning yesterday morning. 7am.
because of the BSMM Modul Pengurusan dan Kepimpinan.
3 talks with all the procedure to apply for peruntukan for our activities.
just 2 words to describe all of that things. = "ma huan"
haiz....

we been separated into 9 groups with 4-5 members each group.
so suprise that I get know seow woon's room mate. she was my group member.
after the presentation, we got the debate part.
which discuss about all the activities through out a year.
LOL
so keng those people debate about all those activities....LOL

so tired sunday.
came back and sleep early at night.haha....

busy or lazy???

is been few days I did not come here for blogging.
not because I am not online.....actually I online since I wake up everyday and offline just before I sleep.
but I still did not write my blog...LOL
lazy???busy????perhaps.

went out for group discussion at a very far kolej until late at night yesterday.
reached my dorms at 11pm.
took the last bus in my university.10.30pm
haiz....
my sketch, feel like not as good as I thought it will be.
seriously I am not a very good editor...haha...

finally, finish my Calculus homework
and my economics assignments.

just left 2 more assignments and 2 more presentations to go...
add oil!!!
final is coming.
next week will be the last week for my 1st year.
fast huh?? we will be called "senior" next semester.
seems like very old ane...haha....


finally the day comes....
miss you so much...=)

April Fool

april fool passed...
haha...
get some sms that trying to fool me from frens. but I din reply it...haha...
i remember clearly today is April Fool la...
lol

well...went to the Kolej Keris Mas which is damn far from my college to do my discussion with my groupmates on the sketch on next Tuesday.
haiz...just hope that this sketch can pass as soon as possible so that i can breath nicely and comfort.
what a ma fan homework that bring me almost a week to write out a script. so headache.
haiz.
finally, we come out with the script today.
now, left to practice once and then we can rest until Tuesday.

last tutorial for Calculus, ulasan for economics and last presentation for Speech communication.
haiz.
anothe presentation in study week.
statistics.
when can my life be free a little bit??
just give me a second to breath freely can?


thanks a lot...
i like these 2 pictures much.
=)