15 minutes exam.

went out to Persatuan Pelajar II exam in KTAMS today. a cold cold exam hall again.

lol

so sien. the paper was past year questions.

almost 60% of the people finished it in 15 minutes included me..LOL

finished it fast but not means I can go back fast as the 1st half and hour is not been allowed to go out of exam hall...

so sien.

got people go try. but failed.

another guy went out at 8.58am (exam start at 8.30am, after half and hour is 9am)

LOL

everyone been watching him. as he can go out from exam hall, everyone stand up and walk out.

zzzz...so serious.

reach back my dorms at about 9.15am by bus.

haha....

now, is time to nervous....(want relax a bit first).

because, next week will be all major subjects....

add oil~~~

pray hard

pray hard for myself do not get sick for this exam period.

as I really felt so tired for these 3 days because all papers continuously.

everyday when i come back to my dorms after the exam, I will felt whole body hot and cold inside.

this is not a good sign. because this is a sign that i am going to get sick

oh no!!! please don't...please tahan....I am going home soon.

sick in home is much more better besides getting sick during exam period is very very bad.

this will screw up my new 3 major papers.

no joke!!!

went out for a chemistry paper today.

it is so lucky for me to focus on organics chemistry as it comes out 70% of the paper.

good for me.

I am happy actually. but pray hard I can get a good results for this subjects although I screwed up the mid sem paper.

going to settle another paper tomorrow which is a pass-fail paper.

a co-k paper. so sien.haiz...this is wasting of time to study this...haiz...

hope it pass fast and I can release....a bit....not until my major paper passed....

miss my home badly. miss my mom's cooks.

miss my babies.....haiz...

dreamed of them almost everyday...please....let me go home.

I need rest....

missing someone badly.

cannot meet until december. this is bad....

meet in dream la...LOL

the 1st subject to be screwed~!

today, went out for the stupid Numerical Method exam.

damn hell....totally screw up with the paper.

20 questions in 2.5 hours. this is really seriously hard to finished when I found out the questions all need many works and steps.

work until i gonna crazy.

haiz...end up, I 'tikam' almost half of the papers and seriously i have no luck.

all wrong~~haiz....

scaring to retake next semester.

i have no time to retake anymore.

"a mi tuo fo", please let me pass.....i do not want to retake.

there is another paper tomorrow.

Chemistry.

haha....I did not spent much time on this subjects during the past study days.

but i been spent time for my Numerical methods. and the worst is I screw it up.=S

hope that the chemistry paper will not be that hard because my mid sem is no good.

haha...

enjoying the weather in the evening for these days.

because the raining weather make my room become cold and nice.

hate the air conditioner in the exam hall that make me freeze even with my jacket.

so sien. cold until my brain was freeze. cannot think.haha....

I can felt the stress as I am stress as well....

add oil. everything will be fine.

get some rest before continue your journey.

everything will be nice and good again.

add oil~~

somebody get sick today.

pity him...haha....

so sad I have no time to hang over for a visit.

take care and drink more water ya...=)

another monkeys' visits

another Monkeys visit today...

and this time, it is much more....whole gang....so keng.

my dinner almost get spoilt as when the juniors are trying to get the rice from the person who sent those rice here, monkeys all around. and this make them in "danger" stage.

because Mr. Monkeys always attack those who taking foods.

so sien.

luckily they still reach here on time for us...luckily i got my dinner.

haha....

another Mr. Monkey trying to enter my room again today.

but then this time, due to i open my window smaller, so it has to try to open it and enter.

this make it enter harder and get out sound louder, so I found out earlier.

this time, even scare also, i know what to do. SCREAM.

haha...it run away and i off my window back.

Mr. & Mrs monkeys are hungry. so they are searching for food.

this make me cannot get to bath. because they are searching food at the rubbish bin at toilet and bathroom.

haha...

well...had lazy day today.

i am pretty surprise to myself as i am so relax for this final exam.

i spent whole day looking at the same chemistry notes.

haha...

started to study my numerical methods. for tomorrow 12pm.

wish me luck...LOL

happry 21st to YuMin

today is my best friend's birthday.

28102009....

so sad cannot celebrate with you together so i only can manage to wish you here.

happy birthday....

happy sweet sweet 21st birthday.

people always like to tell us that we already 21st, an adult.

must be this and that.

but I just want to say, always stay pretty and be yourself.

I guess I cannot celebrate your birthday with you for another one year?

haha....I also don't know.

but I will always wish you from far apart and yet near.

haha...although I am curious on your wishes....but then hope all can be true soon.

=)

all the best for your exam. and happy 21st again....=)

1st paper of the sem

today is the 1st paper for this semester which named Etika dalam Kegiatan Sains dan Teknologi.

=.=""

when heard the name, felt damn sweat la...haiz...

luckily it is passed... the paper is not hard actually.

but seriously i not so sure i got the answers correct.

because all are structure and essay questions. very hard to say.

wrote until my hand almost broke down.

so painful to wrote 5 essay (6pages) at one time.

so pain.haiz....i kept on stop on the half way.

the exam hall was so cold, and I were so regret to forget to bring my jacket with me.

T.T

shaking in there while answering the questions.

the last questions of the paper make all of us felt damn sweat because the questions want us to praise this stupid noob course.

no idea la...we have to "lie" instead of this course taught us not to lie....lol

finally the subject that I hate the most in this semester passed already.

and I am praying hard so that I do not need to retake this subject.

oh god...although I did not study nicely for this subject, please let me get at least a "B"

haha....

when i were about to get prepare to go out for my exam today (about 2.30pm)

there is some sound at my window that make me look at it instead of I were trying so hard to memorize my notes. (I always open my window because my dorms is hot)

and I saw a head on my window.

that is Mr. Monkey!!!!

Oh My God!!!

i just tried to chase it away (like when we chase a dog or cat)

but this doesn't work.

so I scream!!LOL

first time in my life that i scream like this.

really....my leg were shaking at the moment because I felt so scare if it enter my room.

then I really don't know what can I do.

my room mate not in pulak.

haiz....

lucky me that it gone away after heard my scream.

haha.....(suddenly felt that my scream is so useful...**wink**)

another "interaction" with Mr. Monkey when i came out form bathroom about 6pm.

actually i am expecting it while I finished my bath.

because I heard the sound that the big rubbish bin been push.

but then i never expect that there is not "it" but is "them"

3 of them I guess.

scared by me while I came out so suddenly and I were so scare of them too....LOL

2 run and 1 left.

it look at me and I look at it.

don't know what to do.

I tried to walk bravely so that it felt scare of me and go off.

lastly, i reach my dorms safely.

thanks god again.

today is my 1st exam paper and 1st day I been scared of monkeys in these ways.

hate KIY the most in 3 things.

1. been built on a mountain, make me so pity to climb up everyday.

2. discrimination on race by the office executive head.

3. Mr. & Mrs. Monkey all around...scary...

haiz...

1.5 years to pass through...

add oil~~

one more paper on Thursday

Numerical Method.....haha....

this is no laugh because it is a major paper....

add oil~~

lazy me...

went out for a dinner date with Alvin in Kajang yesterday. look at what is he doing??LOL

choosing....

"tau ge"

because I forget to ask the hawker don't put in tau ge for him. and he hates them a lot.

so he choose one by one out.

=.="

very lazy to blog for the past 2 days.

why? because i were damn headache with my stupid etika.

damn sien la.

haiz....

i don't know what is that thing related to my course

ok. then never mind.

but it is really very hard to study as we have to memorize all the words and terms.

the most terrible is, the thing that they talk about in slide one and the next slide is no related. I really don't know how to study.

T.T

exam tomorrow, but don't know how to study.

what the heck!

now is time to study again.

have to force myself to memorize all the stupid malay terms.

help!!

haiz...

my head is explode!

this is a very serious problems.

this is the last day where I should study my Numerical Methods until one day before the exam.

so sien.

haiz...

too many formulae to be memorize.

and this make my head is going to be exploded.

this is terrible.

I have to get study my Chemistry and Etika start from tomorrow.

damn hell!!

all need to memorize.

haiz....

somebody just help!!!

I need a bigger brain.

a bigger "hard disk" for me to store all this.

next week, please passed as soon as possible so that my headache is gone too.

please~~

damn hell...this is very headache.

haiz...

gonna do some revision for me to get memorize the formulae easier.

haha.....

add oil to me~~~

add oil to everyone.

haha....=P

love

this is a video that I watched quite a long time ago where talked about "LOVE"

I been shared it in facebook.

some how I really love to watch it. think of want to share it here.

many people love it as well.

this is really a great "stories"

everyone got their own love story.

some people look over around for years before found their "Mr. / Mrs right"

some people just stay there, and wait. theirs comes over.

this is nothing to be fair.

some things that we always say, fate.

studied for 2 days and I am reaching the last chapter of Numerical Method today.

it is not a really tough subjects but a lot of equations.

this is the hardest part for me as I am not good in memorize thing.

some how I might forget about my daily life things.

no good in this but i am good in memorize numbers.

don't ask me why.

I am just kinda weird. haha....

been stressed and make me like want to ki siao.

I am so sorry to think so many weird stuffs.

and make you feel hate it.

sometimes I just cannot control myself not to think.

I am sorry, i know you don't like it.=S

saw something in some friends' blog.

hope that everything will be fine.

add oil~~

many things~~

went out at 8.15am in this morning

and got a chasing phone call from an silly people while I were printing my assignment in the cyber

went to see the silly people and got a "scold" from him.

what the hell with him to order me do work which my boss is not him.

haiz....

talk so much and spent my 45 minutes at his office.

this is really so sien have to spend time with the silly people.

got a work to do while I am in my study mode.

this is terrible and ridiculous.

and what the hell is, he did it in the very last minutes.

hate him!!!

rush to faculty for the statistics presentation.

get in time and luckily the presentation is been delayed some how don't-know-what reason.

my mentor was away and not able to attend to our presentation.

she always do that. haha....

it is been so lucky as our lecturer did not really got much questions on our assignment and presentation.

we got passed very fast.

unlike my course mates. pity one. that got questioned a lot from their mentor.

make them got some trouble.

pity them.

got everything settled at about 10.30 and finally I got back to my dorms.

start to working on my Numerical Method studies.

working on it and I am glad that i almost settle most of the things.

this is the 1st time been so glad on my study.haha....

found so stress even my study is ok.

felt like losing somethings. haiz....

"I am trying to get used to it as i got used to it last time."

sorry for been so mad on some nonsense things.

trying to control myself.

trying hard.

i can make it!!! add oil~~~

time wasting

can someone help me on this?

it seems not getting well...haiz...

seriously, i only got to finish 2 chapters of Numerical Method. and this progress is damn slow.

haiz....

i am wasting time to do many things.

online is the one most. haiz...

although line is lag...=S

dealing with many problems cause by the stupid statistics assignment and the group members.

i really fed up with this. please, the presentation pass faster and I can get myself out of this thing.

I hate one of my group member. that is why, I really do not want to work with him.

but unfortunately, I have no choice as the group is arranged by the lecturer.

hate him!!

he is really disturbing.....please stay away from me!!

hate when the BSMM people called me for work on the treasurer thing again.

hate when the stupid pegawai want to see me!!

do you ever know that, this is study week?

I need to study and get some rest before exam.

please do not give me any work as I am not working for you!!

you are just a Quartermaster.

not treasurer!

fed up with all these things.

haiz...

tomorrow is going to have the statistics presentation.

faster come, faster pass.

I am free from assignment soon, but temporary.

got to study on numerical now again.

so sien.

haha...wish my holiday come faster and I can get some rest soon.

I am really tired and feel stress enough for all the thing in UKM.

seriously~~~

updates

look at my leg.

it become like this after i took rapid to go out for lunch with Alvin on Saturday.

the driver drive suddenly right before i got to sit down.

ok, if he is drive slowly at start, it is ok because I won't unbalance.

but then, he is suddenly drive damn fast!

make me unbalance and hit on the stair case.

haiz...

luckily i got hold a tiang and Alvin hold me in time.

or else, my face will kiss the floor....T.T

so sad....haiz...it is painful.

haiz....

get a dinner in food court in Kajang.

nothing much to eat actually.

but still better than food in my college and the stall outside UKM.

eat everyday make me feel so sien.

change sometimes, make me feel great!

lol

my study week is started.

means my final is near also.

so sad~~

starting to study the Etika. which is the one i hate the most.

pointless subject.

haiz...

got a shock news that my cousin is going to get marry soon end of this year.

big congratulation to him.

this is great.

he always said want to give me ang pau during Chinese New Year but he keep on take from my mom they all because he just do not want to get marry...LOL

so glad to hear that.

another big big shock news is, my niece is going to get marry soon before my cousin.

=.="

this is really.....no idea what to say.

she is 18 years old.

although she is old enough to get marry...but I just feel that is too early.

haiz...

me, this "aunt" haven't get marry, but she already want to.

when i get marry, i think her son/daughter already 6/7 years old~~~or even older~~

LOL

so sien...haha...

we always cannot understand their thinking~~

going to enter the war zone soon. starting in progress....my mood i mean.

going to miss you a lot.=)

tired~~~

what had I did today?

woke up in the morning about 10am.

clean my room, clean the fan as well....my room was clean.

and I cook my maggi mee to eat. (because I am lazy to go out for my lunch)

starting on my study. on Operations Research.

but, I just able to finish a little bit.

2 chapters which is the shortest among 5 chapters that I must finished for my final.

wish me luck that i got more and more to go, which is....7 subjects.

haha...

feeling like I am so tired for recent days

always miss my home during this period of all semesters.

getting more and stress on my studies before I entering the study week.

hate study week.

feeling like my shoulder feeling like getting 'harder'

haiz.....

hope my old hurt in my back will not get back in the period of time.

many people went home.

my college is getting more and more quiet.

awaiting for tomorrow.

I seriously need some rest.....

emo~~

slept late (early in the morning, about 4am) make me woke up late about 9.40am in the morning and rushing to my faculty because we have to go see our lecturer.

this is bad when she kept on asking questions and make us cannot answer it.

hate it!

haiz...never mind. I go study for final will do.

very very hate when I can always be such emo suddenly.

since when I become like this?

lost my mood to do everything while I should not be like this as I really busy enough.

I got a lot of things to study, assignment to be rush.

and every thing which is in my life!

to be tidy up. but first, i have to tidy up my mood now.

**just ignore me pls**

i just don't know how is this happen on me.

haiz....

today is my last day class for this semester and so fast, another semester is gone.

and I should feel happy with it because I just cannot stay in UKM anymore.

I am busy enough until I have no time to rest, and I should not get myself into emo now.

please!! get me out of this!!!

I just should have the feeling to do many many things to forget all this nonsense.

haiz....

getting feel weird as I heard that.

why is it so?

I don't know. haiz.....

**please, those reading this, please ignore me.

notes copying~~

my assignment on Statistics is been done...temporary~~~

because I am waiting for my group members to send me their part so that i can compile it and really complete it on this Sunday.

the presentation is on next Wednesday which is in my STUDY WEEK.

damn hate it. but we have no choice. haiz....

just simply do it. what ever.

it is now the time that I should be on bed now but I am not.

well..I am going to.

because I been copying my notes since 7pm until now.

wow~~it is been 7 hours copying.

stop in the middle for toilets and some chatting stuffs with some friends.

well...the longest time that I been stopped from copying is when a cockroach getting into my room in the mid night.

somehow I saw it crawling and trying to enter my room from the door.

damn hell I got big shock as I really got some fear on this disgusting stuff.

and I hate it!!!

getting it away with the help of my room mate and my mosquito spray~~

and finally it is "dying" when i spray almost 1/4 bottle of my spray. *happy*

and I throw it away from 2nd floor to the ground floor.

haha....*wink*

just do not let me see it (or its species) again.

I hate it.

continue with my copy of my insurance stuff until I got no even a minute to study.

got a "interview" from my lecturer later on our assignment and the is my last class at 2pm later.

good luck to me that she will never question me too much until i cannot answer the questions.

got to see my statistics lecturer yesterday during evening...

asking about some questions on my statistics assignment and I got it done my part.

*smile*

well....I am sorry that I should not talk about those thing again to you.

thanks for telling me about your thinking. appreciate and happy with it.

*wink*

change my blog skin

today should be the day where i can stay in dorms and facing my statistics assignment.

but then still have to go out to the canselori there for some treasurer stuff for the BSMM.

found out there are so many people pay their fees so last minutes.

because they cannot do pre-register for courses.

they have to go pay. got a long queue until I have to go out for lunch with my coursemates.

went out and come back again and when I reached there again, they opened another counter.

the procedure getting faster.

this is good and I manage to go back to UO to print my slip.

reach dorms almost 2pm and go to office when it is open back.

to hand up my slip.

started to get some studies for get myself ready for my assignment.

been spent whole afternoon until dinner time for these things and it is hard to get understand.

sad~~

I am running out of time!!

well...when I got data from my course mate for the statistics project, it is time for me to get started for my assignment.

now, I am handling on it.

almost done. going to see the lecturer tomorrow to make sure the things got correct.

hope can get to see her tomorrow.

been chat on msn for a long night just now. because I am thinking hard on how to draw my graphs.

haiz....

suddenly the graphs are so hard to be drawn.

although it is done, but I still feel that there is a better way to get another better graph.

but then nevermind la.

i am getting fed up temporary.

hope I can do a better one soon.

feel that many questions and things to be considered before make the decision right?

try to get rid of some questions with issue that it is become the fate of someone.

people always say:" we do not have the right to choose our family, but we do have the right to choose our friends and partner"

get over it. everything can be adjust to the right corner when the time is right.

changed my blog skin a couple minutes before I posted this post.

trying hard to get a blog skin that I can manage to have my readers get a comfortable read on my blog.

the previous blog skin, was the nice pictures that I am using as my laptop skin now with alvin.

we heart that picture very much when we first saw it in the pc fair.

but unfortunately, it is not a good blog skin although it is a good laptop skin

felt pain in eye when I a trying to read my blog and his too.

this make me finally make up my mind trying to make some changes.

love this new skin a lot.

hope you guys like it too...=)

getting more and more crazy~~~

getting more and more crazy when I started to read my operations research....

so many thing to be study and cope in a short time.

final is getting nearer and nearer.

and seriously I miss my home~~T.T

haiz...

hope that the final exam can go over as soon as possible and I can go back to rest in home..

please....god...save me...

getting to register my course for the coming semester yesterday night.

what a busy semester is coming soon with 8 subjects and 1 big event to be organised.

wish me luck....LOL

went out for classes again today.

this is tired but so happy because all those classes are the last class for this semester.

but feel a little bit relax when the class at 5pm canceled.

so happy do not need to go listen to crap again. *wink*

basically my classes been done except 1 more hour on Wednesday and 2 more hours on Thursday.

all done for this semester and we have to started to get ready for our final exam...T.T

came back to dorms about 4 pm and again, i am sitting in from of my table until now except bath and go toilet.

so sien.

even dinner also, I am having it in front of table hare with my notes on the laptop screen.

last time, i get used to watch movie or drama during meals time for some relax but this time become notes...this is sien...haiz...

statistics assignment is hanging there and we don't know where to get started.

tomorrow...should start to do it and show some to the lecturer to check before she went off to some where for course.

so rushing.

she is going off on Thursday and I only can get my full data tomorrow.

which means I only got one day to do it.

add oil to me~~

sorry for bring out this issue.=S

crazy-ing~~~

i m seriously crazing today...

why??

guess what? I never left my study table for whole day except I go take stuffs like notes and go to toilet!!!

help!!

I am crazing with all my assignments and many many stuffs~~~

just did not check email for a day which I were not in, there are at least 50++ email in.

some of those are stupid forward emails, which is ok.

but many of them are about those BSMM stuffs...

can someone stop them??

I am seriously temporary close file for BSMM stuff...please leave me alone!!!

luckily my back recover last week some how. because it been come back in pain last week.

luckily today no more pain even i sat on the chair facing the table for whole day....

finished up key in my data and start to study my operational research which need to study for the "interview" from the lecturer....

haiz...

help!!

I am seriously crazy now....

help!!

someone please drag me out of UKM....I hate it now!!!

The Mines

went out to The Mines today as no place to go anymore and we do not want to hang out to Mid Valley and Kajang.

actually nothing is so special around The Mines anyway.

went to have a lunch which I counted not so good in Pizza Hut in The Mines.

the services are very bad.

and the food are not so good as well...

guess what?

the pepsi was finished. ( ok, fine, i m late. so never mind)

the soup are cold (walau....this is bad. but i m cin cai, never mind)

the spaghetti is so little amount. (ok, I am not that keng in eating. little a bit never mind)

the bread sticks are not been made nicely. (ok, I cin cai, when it is eat with the soup, still consider nice. never mind.)

but then I really feel want to scold when face all the "never mind" together!!!

what the FXXX !!!

I won't go there anymore....hng~~

went to watch Surrogate also....

what a nice movie that taught good lesson to all human.

trying to imagine the world where everyone walking on the street are all robots.

they are just a "you"

the person who named "jenny" and got nice body shape, pretty face in the outlook might be a stupid fat guy who is 60 years old sitting in home that controlling "her"

what will this world be?

this is no good.

do you want your wife/husband talk to you or see you in a body which is not belongs to him/her?

I don't want, please...this is not the world that we should live in.

we will become useless by just use only brains in home, sleeping on the "controlling chair"

imagine, you sleep on the chair whole day, and go to sleep on your bed during night.

what is this?

what is the use of your hand and leg?

let chop it off and donate to those people who need it la....

LOL

love this movie~~~

Tom & Cherry
Tira Cino
Presidental Sweet

went to have some Big Apple donuts for a tea time.

together with an ice cream from McD.

had a great time to chat about our first "date" during valentine's 2009 (before we been together)

at the same place~~~McD of the Mines.

Paper wrap chicken (纸包鸡）

醸豆腐 yong tou fu

special made tou fu (招牌豆腐)

went to the shop lot outside of The Mines and have a great dinner in "liang ya paper wrapped chicken"

very nice one with yong tou fu and the special made tou fu from the shop.

a very famous food in Serdang as well...

=)

came back in the KTM at 7.30pm and I managed to take on the 8pm bus.

reached dorms around 8.15pm and get online now...

=)

have a very sweet nice day overall...

miss you.

happy 222

now is about 4.35am.

I haven't sleep. this is not due to I cannot sleep or what; but is because I just came back...

from a friend's room.

just for some issue....private...=P

today is 222 days for me and alvin.

just to wish both of us happy 222......

nothing so special on this date but just the 222nd days we been together.

feel like this numbers....=)

been kicked from one office to another due to some BSMM issue on money.

so tired and it wasted me about 4 hours after all...

but, at last, I got what i want, I finish up my BSMM issue stuff before my final exam....

=)

add oil~~

有时候，换个角度去看某件事，某个人， 情况会很不一样。

有时候，被人利用，是不吃亏的，因为， 你学会的更多。

有时候，原谅别人，就是原谅自己

学会果断，该放下的，就放下。 该过去的，就让它过去吧！ 时间是就好的良药

加油！

some update added....~~~=)

did not sleep yesterday night and end up slept at 5am in the morning.

end up I skipped a class (insurance) in the 8am. (because I woke up at 10am) =)

got a phone call from my friend who was in faculty that want me go to meet my mentor (lecturer) immediately while I were waiting for my maggi mee to be cooked....=S

because if I did not go get signature from her at least 3 times, I cannot get my final exam slip!!

walau...this is the stupid idea because no one will go to see those mentor during normal time...LOL

they just trying to force us to go see them...

waited in front of her room for half and hour and crap with her for another half and hour.

rush back to dorms because I left my maggi mee in my dorms while I went out so rushing....

when I reached my dorms, it is already 1.35pm.

i have to bath and finish up my maggi mee.....

that tom yam favour make me eat very slow because I will get cough if I eat too fast due to the tom yam...=S

end up, I late for class by walked down from dorms at 2.05pm.

but, one thing luckily is, my dorms and my faculty are damn near that make me can reach in 5 minutes walk....

this is very good....

suddenly, I heart my coll so much....(sometimes hate it when I am tiring to walk up hill everyday)LOL

something which is very pai se happened while bee wen and I were searching for our dinner.

we did not found our dinner (da bao) at the room that it suppose to be...

so, we walked down to down stairs to check out. end up we found out there are one junior helped everyone to took all and kept in her room.

her room is block B (the block which i am staying), but me and bee wen go to the block C and knock the room....=S

when the Malay girl open the door and look at us in a weird eye sight, walau...damn pai se...haha....

at last, walk back to Bee Wen's room there, and we finally get our dinner....

so hard to get a dinner....=S

went out for my dinner meeting at 8pm.

chair this meeting make me very tired.

haiz....

my penasihat break her promise by not coming to my meeting at last...

which i hope so much...because with she there, we will feel weird and will be controlled....

at last, we confirmed with all preparation that we had done for this semester and we were going to have our final and enjoy our holidays first....

when we back to UKM again at 21st of Dec, we have to work very very hard already...

add oil to all my committee...

=)

visit my college family day which organise by BSMM also...

just crap at there a while to show myself there for some moral support.

so, back to my dorms after my craps with seniors...=)

now, I have to back to my works

statistics assignment and insurance notes.....

this busy life make me very tired and..........haiz....

one more thing: Happy Birthday to my room mate , yi fang~~~=)

happy birthday to Mei San...=)

07102009 Mei San's Birthday celebration.....

here is the birthday cake....chocolate moist from a bakery named "Vanilla" in Kajang.

I love this one very much....a nice "happy birthday" plat for the cake~~~

the birthday gurl~~~

crap kaki...=P

a random picture taken while waiting for eating cake

got a call from Bee Wen yesterday evening and go to Mei San's room to give her a small surprise with celebrating her birthday with her.

nice cake bought by Bee Wen from Kajang.

Happy birthday to Mei San again.....=)

stay in dorms....

been not update my blog for yesterday.

because I am busy???

no no no....

I stayed in dorms for these 2 days without class

and i only go out for:

1. lunch (yesterday)

2. find pengerusi BSMM to sign my document

stayed in dorms and study my statistics.

very sien.

here is a chapter with the point estimations that driving me crazy....damn hard....haiz....

suddenly feel very lazy to update my blog as well as because i am just lazy...haha....(crap)

went out for a BSMM induk meeting yesterday night.

hate someone very much because she is wasting our time.

how come you can become a director without can answer people questions on your program?

she was driving the president crazy...LOL

me? just sit there and sleep la....lol

got another meeting tomorrow......do not need to see her...oh yeah~~

missing someone badly......

一个耳机，两人共听，幸福在即。

幸福，就是这么的简单

saw this in a friend's blog....just to share here as I like it so much~~

读一读。。。很有意思。。。=）

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服,所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
> >
> > *所以请记住，
> > 喝酒不要超过六分醉，
> > 吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手

Music Box in Kajang....

went out to music box with Alvin today.

music box is a karaoke in Kajang...

although it is small but, consider ok la...haha....

the songs collections are ok also.

we sang for 2 hours and only cost us RM13.80 for both of us.

but no drinks and foods.

went to Metro Kajang to walk around and buy my Maggi mee to prepare for my study week.

haha...

maybe due to tiring with my simulation for past 2 days,

therefore I very easily get tired.

feel so sleepy and due to do not want him to go back so late, we decided to go back about 4pm like that.

had a very nice day....

past 2 days, are my Persatuan Pelajar simulations.

so tired because we have to attend for it whole day.

Friday : 2.30pm - 7.30pm

Saturday : 7.30pm - 7.30pm

the bad part is the lecturer want us to mark attendance 4 times per day.

haiz.....

cannot skip the class even.

very tired....I hate when simulasi.

luckily the last simulasi also passed.

no more....haha...

everything also quite smooth. although I quite worry at the starting, but at last also, we did quite not bad.

luckily~~~

one more assignment to rush before final paper.

the presentation is in study week also.

damn sien...haiz...hate statistics de. no matter is statistics I or II, both also make our presentation during study week.

same lecturer, that's why same arrangement.

haiz.....add oil~~~

now, have to start some study now....

add oil~~~

worrying~~

well...2.43am now.

and i cannot sleep.

been lay on bed for 2 hours since 12.30 am and finally i give up my effort trying to make myself sleep.

end up i wake up again and on back my laptop, online~~

=.='

this is really sweat la....

i got a simulation presentation tomorrow.

but just too much thing to be worried for tomorrow presentation.

1. I am not familiar with the members of the group

2. I not so like to work with them.

3. we did not practice many times and familiar with the procedure of tomorrow presentation

4. the classroom that the presentation is running got many problems like mic not working, PA system broke down for quite a long time already.

really damn hell worry about tomorrow.

i been not in this situation for quite a long time since I were in form 5

I used to cannot fall asleep one day before a big event, or a big exam last time.

those day before UPSR, PMR and SPM results released day, i sure cannot sleep one day before it.

haha....

weird me....

now, go watch my drama and work on my statistics la...=P

bye

happy mid autumn festival.....

happy mid-autumn festival to all....

every year, i passed through this festival with family except these 2 years.

last year, i were alone and this year, you are with me....

thanks.

love this festival a lot as i like moon cake as well...

mom always make moon cake for me.

she know I like to eat 冰皮, she will make it for me before I leave Penang as I cannot celebrate with family this year.

and she also make a lot moon cake for me to bring back.

love them all

and I love you also my mom....=)

thanks mom....