I am waiting....

I am waiting...

waited since last semester....

waiting for the time that I will be free for study ONLY~~~

haiz...

why am I should be busy for so many things?

feel so tired of so many things....

feel so want to drink some alcohol to make myself get drunk and sleep until like there is no tomorrow....

then I can forget all those troublesome....those problems that cause by my dinner and my assignment.

haiz...

I hope I can~~~

I wish I can~~~

forget everything and leave UKM.

for one week...please...

my CNY week is for study exam...

but I don't know whether I can make it or not....

haiz....

missing someone badly...

hope that you can take good care of yourself and don't make yourself too tired....=)

I am always there to support you~~=)

busy busy busy~~~

today is damn hell tired day because of the busy life of mine~

so sien~~~

forget that my class at 8am in the morning canceled already.

therefore, I change my plan to go to Pusat Kesihatan as I know it.

left my letter there and told them that i will go to take in the evening.

but then so sad la...just a signature also I cannot get after I left the letter there for 7 hours...

this is "pigs" style...

haiz...

well....feeling headache now....

don't know is it because of I did not have enough rest or because i have too much things to worry about?

hope that I can settle everything faster....

then I can rest...

these words appear in this blog since last semester...

but then, I still cannot make it reality~~~

haiz...

got another assignment today...have to passed up at 10am in the coming Monday...

haiz...

feeling so hate my lecturer.

WTF...

just now when she asked us about the Mid Sem paper date.

when she said want to make it at 5th of March...I told her that I had an event that night that I have to make preparation...

and I am the director, cannot run off....

she said:" saya tau, dulu saya pun active....tapi...mana satu lebih penting ya?"

all her things is important la...we all not important...

she even ask those student to ponteng class to go Mid sem exam...

=.="

got this rules?

damn hell...try and see if we ponteng her class to other's mid sem exam, she sure scold and perli de....

hate her a lot...

damn hell PIG~~

university election

election of university is coming....

saw this situation in the Pusanika when i were there for office....

got a big shock~

they all shout at there loudly...

i were wondering whether this can help?

can this make all those students know that they are useful and should be voted?

I don't know....haiz...

went out to class at 2pm.

quite sien....

my dinner things is in the last preparations....

hope everything will be fine and run well....

sorry for my childish reactions....

i should not ask for those useless thing....

haiz...

got know that Rynn is coming to UKM during the dinner of Pesta Ang Pau of UKM.

so happy le~~

worrying about my face~~

my skin is so dry~~haiz...

someone help!! I am out of mask!!!

haiz...

larian 1 Malaysia

woke up early at 6.45am in the morning to go for a walk organize by UKM which is called Larian 1 Malaysia.

felt so sleepy....

although it is called "larian", we did not run but just walk from the starting to the end.

everyone is waiting for the walk to get started~~

so hot under the sun.

we gathered at the stadium around 8am but the walk started at 9am~~=S

get set~~~Go!!!

the starting point~~

the total distance for girls are 5km while guys have to run 7km.

we walk through so many places where we never been there before like the tamam special for those people to have some research or experiment on plants.

look at those people walking~~=)

this is the ending point~~finally~~~

we used 1 hour to finish the whole journey.

walking and chatting...haha...

seriously, I have no stamina at all...

feel so tired even I just walk.

lol

we got free food and drinks from college.

and the n we got free mineral waters from the university.

and there are also free milo which has so many people go line up to get it.

we went out to da bao our lunch after the walk and then come back to college.

it is so refreshing to have a bath after the walk~~

it is so tired to walk for so far.

but then feel quite healthy as I seldom go jogging all that due to my busy life~~

just woke up from my nap in the afternoon from 2pm - 6pm....

haha...

so great to sleep for so long...

by the way, while I get started want to sleep, there are so many influences like msn calling and door knocking...

make me have to keep on wake up to answer all the call~~=S

Legion

this is the movie I watched in the passed Thursday (21/1/10)

this is the new movie at that day~~~

haha....love it so much as this is a very meaningful one.

what will happen to the world when our god lost faith on us?

although some of the scene in the movie does make me scared, but then, I still like to watch this movie a lot.

the Micheal, the angle, a very very "yeng" man~~LOL

i will suggest everyone to watch this movie beside avatar which is also damn nice.

it is meaningful and nice~~=)

pc fair + PAP carnival

rush to faculty in the morning to see my lecturer.

she is my mentor.

I missed the time that I "book" with her for almost 20 minutes.

luckily I manage to see her.

went to PC fair in UKM at DG.

just a small one, nothing special. did not buy anything but then I got free gift.

thanks to Alvin purposely go sign up for the online game just to get me the free gift...haha...

went to class for an exercise session....so sien...

i miss my "homework machine"....haiz...

really so hard to get understand the exercise....

and I realise that I am going to die for this subject...haiz...

have to start study soon...

go to Pesta Ang Pau Carnival at Kajang.

just a small carnival. it is much more smaller than what I imagined.

quite disappointed.

ate something at there and then we went to satay kajang.

went to Metro Kajang to buy some daily use things also.

and then come back to KM finally.

so sorry to make you have to drive so far back and drive in rain

kinda worry about you.

haiz....make you disappointed with the carnival some more...

T.T

i know you are tired....and cannot get rest...

haiz...

by the way, hope you can enjoy your trip~~

missing you~

Basket ball match~~

watched a basketball match at UM yesterday.

it is been so long time i did not watch a match like that.

so excited~~

6 seconds left and the points become 48 vs 48

3 seconds left, the point become 50 vs 48

damn hell nervous. thought will have additional match but then everything just change in the last 3 seconds.

the team that I support lose the game. although it is kinda disappointed, but it was a great game.

they lose for the mistakes that they did in the court.

what can say? we as outsiders, should not comment a lot because I know that if we were in the court, we might did worse than them.

by the way, they all did a great job.

another match for 3rd and 4th tonight. go to watch or not? depends....

suddenly found out that I never forget the feeling to play ball although I thought I did forget about it.

been years, i never touch a ball...neither say that I am going to play a match.

I were so crazy on netball and basket ball for so many years during secondary....

suddenly miss the time which passed long long time ago....

the only class for today were canceled.

this is a damn happy news for all of us and I decided to go to Mid Valley after this....

a lot of things to buy and prepare for some event which is upcoming...=)

a lot of assignments is coming on their ways...

1 is done, 2 are in progress and 1 more to get started.

add oil to me.....a lot of things to study as well as my mid sem is coming~~T.T

add oil to all my beloved friends who is stress and busy for their study life....add oil o~~

hope to see you guys soon~~

lazy day~~

today is the most lazy day for me since this semester get started.

the morning class of modelling statistics been canceled.

for the account class in the evening, i ponteng.

haha....

because when I woke up from a nap, the weather is bad.

rain and storm. and the wind also very keng.

this make me wondering should I go to class as I need to walk to the class....

at last, when I found out the storm get worse, so I decided not to go.

my friend sms me while they are in the class and said there are quiz....

this is OMG....

but then at last, the quiz been canceled due to some reasons....

haha...lucky me~~

woke up at 11am in the morning.

this is so late.

I were late for the bus to go out for lunch at the stall outside....

rush out and I thought the bus was passed.

therefore, I took the other bus and go wait for the bus at outside.

but then there is no bus for 11am. so sien...

so I took mini bus to the stall and then da bao my rice.

my poor friends all cannot get the bus to come out, therefore, they waited for the 12pm bus....

so pity~~

a lazy day for me is good for rest~~=)

missing someone badly~~

sleepy day~~

today is seriously a sleepy day~~

woke up damn early in the morning.

a lot of works to be done.

today, I only got 2 classes.

one is 2pm and the other one is 8pm.

went out for discussion at 12pm and we finally make the assignment done.

and then damn hell bad is, the lecturer suddenly said that the assignment only need to passed up in the coming Wednesday but not this Wednesday.

make us so rush. is this a good thing?

the good thing is, we at least finish done the assignment earlier and can continue with the next assignment.

the bad thing is, we rush a lot in this few days, to search for data and details.

haiz....just think good~~

went to a class at 2pm. is statistics industrial.

a sleepy class....really damn hell sleepy~~

my head was so heavy during the class.....make me feel so suffer in class

the lecturer is talking nonsense some more...haiz...

went out to the class at 8pm.

a discussion class....

discuss with our assignment.

but because we had done it long time ago.

therefore, we just chatting around at there.

thanks to Tong Hoe to fetch me to class~~

=)

getting more and more emo recent day....

maybe is due to the stress in homeworks and event...

hope that I can settle it soon~~

add oil~~

the spy next door

went out to Tropicana mall in the Saturday morning after went to check out the orphanage house visit by UM Biz club in Taman Megah.

the Orphanage house is full or those children who had mental problems

feel pity to see them.

we just drop by a while then go off....

went to watch a movie from Jacky Chan.

"The Spy Next Door"

this is a funny movie that make me laugh non-stop.

those kids are cute...LOL

love this movie a lot.

it is good for me to release stress....

went out to Sunway Pyramid.

a terrible thing happen as we can't find any parking lot.

this is so terrible and this is testing our patience.

haiz...

finally, we wasted the pay for parking and go park at the Taman opposite the Sunway Pyramid and walk to there.

went to APT to do my hair.

had a hair cut and dye.

hoping this new hair style can give me luck in this busy new year.

went to A&W for our dinner, but then it not seems make us feel full...

but just feel want to eat since both of us did not eat A&W for almost one year plus.

and we went to a mamak stall for suppr at 10pm after that.

ate Indo Mee and half boiled egg....=)

one more bad bad thing happened is, my scientific calculator finally out of battery since I bought it 6 years ago when I were just in form 4...T.T

haven't got a new battery for it as I don't know the model for the battery should I buy....haiz...

although there is some problems. but everything go smooth after that.

pray hard....

feeling weird for recent days....hope it is just my sensitivity~~

crazy day~~

it is a crazy day for us when we found out there is no bus to fetch us to go back to UKM after our lunch at KTM station.

we walked back to UKM.

met a bus on the half way, but then the bus driver do not wat to stop for us.

WTF~~we were tired after classes from 8am to 11am.

haiz....

walked until a bus station and we finally got on a bus.

i am lucky to stay in KIY where the bus got passed by.

but my friends those say in zaba, have to walk far to go back.

met some problems when I go to see my penasihat.

hope that the problem can be solved soon.

totally exhausted~~

I am totally exhausted

really~~seriously~~

haiz....

went out to Hentian Kajang at 11am with my ajk to see the catering for my dinner.

finally, we found a suitable catering that can provide us food that we want.

we discussed with them until about 1pm and went to their restaurant to have our lunch.

went to ask for the price for backdrop printing of my stage.

reached UKM at 2pm to meet my senior and go settle things in Jabatan Bendahari office.

finally all the things settled...

went to upstairs of the Canselori to see the S/U of the TNC HEPA for confirmation of the attendance of the TNC to my dinner.

he confirmed to come, my problems settled finally....haha....

went to bank in money for my club in the Jabatan Bendahari counter.

feel headache when the person who sitting at the counter don't know how to do the procedure...

haiz...

this thing make me feel frustrated as I got class at 3pm. haiz...

my time been wasted for nonsense.

rushed to my class and luckily I reached just in time as the lecturer just get started to teach.

I did not missed much...

a lot of notes to be copied.

suddenly got an extra assignment today.

so sien.

this make us become damn hell busy as we got 2 more assignment to be passed up next week...

i am going to knock my head to the wall already.

been so busy for my event for this few weeks, now, come to academics pulak....

so sien....

haiz....

I wish me can pass through this semester in a good way without become very "chan"

now is time to back to hell again....

assignment time~~

help!!

when can I get rest?

when can I get rest or stop from working?

been sitting in front of laptop and typing since 7pm just now.

so sien....

finally I finished up my assignment for the stupid co-k

actually it is a group work. but I really so lazy to contact those group members and give them all the details that I got for this assignment.

all details are about my club.

so I got all....then I decided to do it myself.

been typing for about 5 hours and referred to all my documents on my hand.

soft or hard copies.

finally I settled it at 11.45pm.

and then, I got email from my OCVAD to ask me do an annual reports for my treasurer part.

haiz...

have to type again.

finally I got it done in one hour as my account been done in the passed 2 weeks.

haiz....

and then, is time to check email and get down all the details that those people give me for my dinner stuffs pulak.

and then have to email my pegawai for opinion and idea for those procedures.

I hate the job like this...

haiz...

when can I get some rest or stop from all those work???

someone please help me...

haiz....

overslept

I over slept today....

woke up at 8.43am and I missed my 8am class....haiz...

rush out to the 9am class.....

got a quiz in the class....luckily I did not sleep until 11am.

got an announcement from a lecturer few days ago that there will be a quiz online today 11am.

everyone rushing to the computer lab to online and check out about the quiz.

but then, we been waited until 11.30am. but no quiz also.

been cheated? or just because she want to act professional and high technology enough in front of us to make all things online, but then the server not helping.

at last, the quiz been postponed.

went to FSSK for lunch.

but it is damn expensive le.

RM3.80 for just 2 types of lauk + rice.

and the main thing is, I did not feel full after eat.haiz...

went to my course mate's college to take the photocopy of or textbooks.

finally got it.

went to Library for stat industry assignment discussion and went to class at 2pm.

so sien....

my bag was damn heavy today with 1 small book and 3 thick books.

add on with the laptop on my hand....gonna pengsan...haiz...

my shoulder is painful as well...haiz...

busy day again

rest for one day and just want to be lazy.

today started to be busy again.

went to see my penasihat with my ajk.

discuss a lot of things in half and hour.

went out to da bao rice and come back to dorms again.

went to Pusat kesihatan a while to take back my letter but then the people is in meeting.

so sien.

have to go again in the evening later.

chat with bwen while she came over to take her rice.

started to clean up my room after that as my room very dirty.

why my room mate never will clean the room?haiz...

did not went to the meeting yesterday night make me got warning letter...

zzz....I just first time did not go nia le...don't need give warning letter gua?

haiz....

just hate the meeting.

went out for steamboat at Sunway there on last Saturday night.

it is buffet style.

but then very sad because of bad weather.

eat under a big big umbrella and under rain as well...

eat until very very full~~

100110

10-01-10

is a very nice date with the numbers of 0 & 1 only.

love it. haha...

went out to 1-utama with Alvin yesterday and we used 6 hours to finish shopping in 1-utama.

finally got my diary planner in Popular book store.

many thing have to be planned nicely before the day is come. a lot of work to be done.

1-utama is somehow not damn big for me after yesterday.

been felt that 1-utama is damn big since last time and I never finish shopping at there although I been there for so many times.

planned to go for movie yesterday but don't know what movie to watch and there are long long queue also.

therefore we canceled our plan at last.

got an late e-mail today to tell me that tomorrow there is a meeting with the Pegawai.

but I really cannot attend to the meeting as I have class.

my co-k class been changed to Monday night. and there will be no class on Saturday morning already.

hurray~~

settled a lot of thing in the afternoon

there are still a lot of things to be done so that I can rest as soon as possible.

so sien.....a lot of works to be done and this make me feel so tired.

hope that May come faster and i can get some rest

miss holidays a lot.

nice dinner...=)

had a good dinner tonight with the rice that I order from the stall outside.

quite happy with the rice that sent by the stall, very nice.

RM3 with 3 types of food.

quite a save way for us.

having 3 classes today.

very sleepy and tired day.

slept for 2 hours at the afternoon.

went to eat at the faculty today, which got the only chinese stall in UKM.

but it is very sad that there are not much food left when we reached there.

so we ran to the bus station so that we can got onto the bus to go out and eat in the stall outside of UKM.

luckily we just got on time.

starting for the weekend again.

very happy~~~

*wink*

tired....

went out to offices early in the morning as I woke up.

rush here and there.

damn hate someone. make trouble on people already still can scold people and rush.

really hate him.

so hope that March come faster so that I don't need to see him anymore.

only one class only. but very tired as well.

run here and there whole day make me feel like whole body pain.

so hope I can rest and sleep for whole day.

got to rest after class.

now is time for me to get rest and sleep before classes for tomorrow.

got 3 classes tomorrow.

very sien and tired.

good night everyone. =)

classes

classes got started after 3 weeks since the semester get started.

and today has 4 classes continuously.

very sien.

from 8am in the morning until 3pm.

went out for lunch at 12am and then come back to do homework to summit before 2pm.

very very tired day.

went to see the En. Zameri for my dinner stuffs.

but i were late. haiz....he was just go away.

so sien.

came back to room and finally i can get some rest.

classes today make me feel tired and no energy.

my eye is painful as well...

everything is clear today.

feel released.

conflicts

went out for my dinner meeting yesterday night.

this is the longest meeting in all over 5 meetings I been had for my dinner.

thanks a lot to my Penasihat Cik Jumriah to give us so many helps and opinions on our organisations.

met a lot of conflicts in the organizing process....

thanks to my ajk for always support and help.

you guys are just the best.

got a shocked when I got a resign letter from one of the ajk.

the marketing ajk who made all of us so headache.

haven't been thought what can I do and what should I do until now.

have to discuss to my OCVAD before I make any decisions.

been worry a lot about this activities.

everyone is expecting for many things for this dinner.

but I am not a god and I am new in this thing.

hope that i able to do it the best.

starting to get more and more stress....

many works to be done in time and I am lack of time.

march is coming and we are going to have our mid sem after CNY also.

one more month to go and the time is really not enough.

always feel headache for these 2 days.

trying hard to get over it.

all the best to me....

got a bad news that my course got changes in subjects arrangement.

this is not a good news as this will make my plan for all subjects in 3rd year become messy.

20 units for this semester will make me quite free for academics.

but the changes make me lost 3 units for this semester and have to add 3 more units for next semester.

this is bad and no good.

haiz....

went to ask the ketua Program, but he is not in.

according to the office, the changes only related to 1st year students.

really hope so.....haiz....

been worry since that day.

honestly, the result we got from that day haven't make me satisfy.

hope that we can get a better and more confirmed answer in this coming few days.

a lot of things to be thought.

my head is going to be exploded.

haiz....

心动-林晓培

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来 就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头 就看到你
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来
你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

a very very nice song....although it is a very old song....

=)

special dedicate for a friend....

hope you can find a new own self and have a great life in this brand new year~~

all the best...=)

I am Back~

been so lazy to update blog recent days.

lazy to type and lazy to find photos.

now, finally my internet line is stable and I can finally feel a bit free as the only class today was canceled.

my leg~~T.T

my hand

well, my skin sensitivity is recover already.

finally~haiz....

sien....so itchy for days until I were so scared.

it is so terrible until I cannot tahan and go out for clinic and asked for the strong medicine.

and it will come out again once I did not take medicine on time....T.T

about my count down.

went to Bukit Bintang as planned.

walked around in the Times Square for hours as we reached quite early.

went there with monorail and LRT to avoid traffic jam with cars.

this year, there are concert same as last year as well....

and Rynn is there. so happy me to see him...=)

there are a lot of people there. all the road started to get stuck with humans since 9pm.

feel a little bit hard to breath actually.

went to the Standard Chartered Bank again. here is the place where we first met.

not much people there, we sat at there while waiting for the concert to get started.

and finally, watch the fireworks at 12am.

it is so so so nice and beautiful.

this year, not planned to play the snow spray anymore.

although there are still many people playing, but then it is lesser compare to last year.

I guess those police started to catch those people playing.

and we were quite lucky not to kena much of the snow spray.

we went back about 12.15am I guess...

to avoid pack in the KTM and monorail.

went out to Tropicana mall in Petaling Jaya to watch Avatar.

a very nice movie recommended by my cousin.

it is really very nice.

and I love the scenery very much. it is so beautiful.

we also can get a lesson from it that is how important was our environment for us from it.

love it.

went to watch Sherlock Holmes also.

at the same cinema.

it is a very cute and funny movie as well...

love the style they communicate in the movie.

a nice movie with great character.=P

Alvin come over to UKM today with his friend, Sum Kah Kin for their event road show.

some bad bad manner of FEP, UKM officers make people feel no good.

went out to find them in the faculty and we went out to Kajang for lunch.

came back again and bring them to Pusanika to meet th UKM Biz club president.

and now, they are in UPM and I back to my room to deal with my own things.

haiz....

went out to clinic UKM to see the president of BSMM

really hate those people who cannot do things well and blame people.

I am asking for help and he said I am wasting his time...zzzz

he went to vacation and only back today, how can I find him last week? wasted my energy and time...haiz...

no idea la....sien~~