Tuesday, 29 July 2008

pictures

my C++ programming book
DAM (one of my lecture hall)
KIY cafeteria

E-J Info Race

EJ info race team from KIY



just back from foyer
watched and help Shawn and Cheryl to practice for their COM night performance
Zhi Hong and the other COM candidates also are practicing
really cannot wait for that day

went for the E-J info race in PTSL there at 8pm
my partner is Ben
we won the first prize which gained us a hamper
many junk food inside and we separate it out to our seniors and friends
i am going to play badminton match few weeks later
not going to take so many junk food and spicy food
that's why i did not have much choices in choosing my food here
most of the food here are spicy
besides that, Ben and I will have chance to gain the grand prize which is a scanner
but i hope to get the second prize which is a printer more....haha....
actually we just played for fun and not even think that we are going to get any prize at all
feel really shock to get the first prize in our college
haha.....very funny la....haha....

[心理测验] 生日顏色

12月23日~ 01月01日=紅色
01月02日- 01月11日=橙色
01月12日- 01月24日=黃色
01月25日- 02月03日=粉紅色
02月04日- 02月08日=藍色
02月09日- 02月18日=綠色
02月19日- 02月28日=啡色
02月29日- 03月10日=水藍色
03月11日- 03月20日=石灰色
03月22日- 03月31日=紫色
04月11日- 04月20日=銀色
05月01日- 05月14日=藍色
05月15日- 05月24日=金色
05月25日- 06月03日=奶油色
06月04日- 06月13日=灰色
06月14日- 06月23日=栗色
06月24日 =灰色
06月25日- 07月04日=紅色
07月05日- 07月14日=橙色
07月15日- 07月25日=黃色
07月26日- 08月04日=粉紅色
08月05日- 08月13日=藍色
08月14日- 08月23日=綠色
08月24日- 09月02日=啡色
09月03日- 09月12日=水藍色
09月13日- 09月22日=石灰色
09月23日 =黃綠色
09月24日- 10月03日=紫色
10月04日- 10月13日=深藍色
10月14日- 10月23日=銀色
10月24日- 11月11日=白色
11月12日- 11月21日=金色
11月22日- 12月01日=奶油色
12月02日- 12月11日=灰色
12月12日- 12月21日=栗色
12月22日 =黃綠色

*紅色* 你的可愛十分惹人喜愛!對愛情你很揀擇但又常常在戀愛,也喜歡被愛的感覺。你有著清新的氣質和開朗的個性,但有些時侯也會變得'多愁善感'。 和別人相處的時侯你表現得很友善和溫柔,所以很多人願意和你親近。你喜歡跟友善和隨和的人做朋友。

*奶油色* 你愛和別人競爭,失敗的感覺你最受不了。極愛運動和戶外活動,你的性格開朗也值得別人信賴。對愛情你會表現得很小心,不會輕易愛上一個人。但一旦找到你生命中的伴侶時,你絕不會讓他跑掉。

*藍綠色* 你最注重自己的外表。對選擇愛侶的要求甚高。你! 每每擁有清晰的頭腦去思考和解決難題,又不易犯錯。你喜歡在人群中被重視,也因此令你容易認識到新朋友。

*灰色* 你很好動,也很有吸引力。你永不會把想說的 話藏在心,總會抒發自己的感情。但有時會變得較自私。你渴望得到別人的注意,討厭不公平的對待。你很風趣,也懂得在適當時侯說適當的話,常常也令到身邊的人快樂。

*綠色* 你總能和新相識的朋友相處得很好。你不算是一個害羞的人,但有時侯你的說話每每傷害了別人。你渴望得到愛侶的注意,也較喜歡'被愛'的感覺,大多數的時間你總是在等待你生命中的另一半出現。

*金色* 你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。

*粉紅色* 對任何事你總是全力己赴的,還有你很愛照顧其他人。但你不是一個容易滿足的人,常有消極的想法。你常祈望你的愛情像童話故事一樣美麗和完美。

*黃色* 你是一個又天真又'甜'的人。常獲得別人的信任,亦有很強的領導能力。當要做決定或選擇的時侯,你總是做對了決定。還有,你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的戀情。

*栗色* 你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人,常依自己的喜好來做事,有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性,當你找到你要找的那一位後,你不會再愛上別人。

*橙色* 你總會對自己做過的事付責任,亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。你很難去相信別人,包括你的朋友,但當你認為他是可信的話,你將會把他當成永遠的知己。

*紫色* 你是一個神祕的人,從不自私,也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。你的狀態永遠是說不定的,是一個情緒化的人。很受周遭的人歡迎,但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動,記性也不太好。你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。

*石灰色* 你是一個冷靜的人,但常給自己壓力。你常常在小事上挑剔,又容易妒忌。你不大會定下來,但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。

*黑色* 你樂於接受挑戰,因為你擁有接受挑戰的勇氣。但你並不喜歡改變你自己的生活方式。一旦你落實了一個決定,你會長久地朝著這個方向走。你的愛情也是充滿挑戰和有點與別不同。

*黃綠色* 你是一個心腸軟和帶給別人溫暖的人。你與家人和朋友的關係良好。十分討厭暴力,清楚什麼應該做什麼不應該做。你也十分善良和? 酚^,又很知足,並不會輕易妒忌別人擁有什麼。

*啡色* 你很愛運動,整個人都充滿活力。但別人很難去接近你,話雖如此,你很容易投入一段感情。但當你發現你在那段感情中得不到你想要的東西時,你會立即放棄,也會復完得很快。 *藍色* 你對自己沒有信心,也很挑剔。你很有藝術天分,也很容易去愛上一個人,但當愛情來的時侯,你只是用你的'感覺'去愛,而並非用你的心去愛。

*銀色* 你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人,但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。你喜歡挑戰自己。學習新的事物時很快會上手,遇強越強。但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。

*深藍色* 你是一個很吸引人的發光體,也很愛惜自己的生命。你對身邊所有事物都帶著強烈的感覺。你是一個容易'意亂情迷'的人。如果有人把你激怒了,你很難會原諒他。

*白色* 你的人生充滿著夢和理想。你對周遭的事有點漠不關心,容易妒忌。你是較為獨特的一群,有時侯,你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。

*水藍色* 你的感覺來去如風。你的生活也帶點孤單,很愛旅遊。你對待別人很真誠,但太容易受別人的影響。對你來說,尋找愛情是一件很難的事,也容易在愛中迷失,令你很容易便被愛情所傷。

ICT fair

in my pc lab now
is very sien here and the lecturer is not here yet
feeling very sleepy and wanna go to sleep
walked around the ict fair in UKM here in Pusanika
thinking want to get a 4Gb pendrive because my pendrive have no enough space for me to keep so many stuff inside
actually gettinga printer also is a great stuff since we need to print out our assignment
and the cc there always charge us for so expensive rate
RM0.20 per page.
think about it what if you got 100 pages of assignment to print
it will cost you RM20 already
the other thing is you won't have only one project......
so many subjects and every subjects need an assignment....
really killing.....

Monday, 28 July 2008

Sports

went to a badminton play with those registered in DG for a choose players process for SUKEM
i and a gal name Mei Huai will play for girl team
Shawn and Zhi Sheng (a guy i just knew him yesterday) will play for guy team
actually i do not have much experience in badminton match as i just get training only
i totally don't know about the rules for double players
i used to play in single and my last match is when i were 10 years old
long time ago huh???is 10 years le......
at start i not really thought before that i want to play in badminton as i lost almost all my skill as i stopped from my training since 3 years ago
last few weeks play back badminton with Shawn and his friends make me feel really very eager to play again
played with Mei Huai yesterday make me feel very fun and she is really a great player
she can smash well and jump well
really hope that i can get part with her in the double player game
but don't know la.....we two have to train much in this as we never played together before
it is very funny while we part in a game with two Malays gals
we won the game but actually it is just lucky
if really want to put us into the real match in the condition yesterday, we sure will lose the game
haha.....hope that we can get trained well before our match at 15 of August

stopped from netball training since not long time ago
as i still got go training with the nettball team of KIY few weeks ago
not plan to play back netball in match but if training or just play for fun i will go
cause not plan to get darker anymore
haiz......love the ball so much but no choice

met many players here
some of my friends here great in basketball, some in golf and some in ping pong and badminton
those players are very great and really feel that we are actually nothing....
is true....don't ever thought that you are very great even if you been present state before
you will become nothing when you see those really great players

Shawn's brother fetch us to the DG there while others walked there
we reached there quite early and started our playing as warming up
is a very great fun play with those guys but they keep on 让me
haiz....i always lose the game when play with guys

class canceled

the calculus class been canceled again
i really cannot understand what happen to the lecturer
she really like to cancel the class.
almost every Monday morning, she will cancel the class.....=.=
should i feel happy???maybe
cause she not seems like know how to teach even.
sad la.....

Sunday, 27 July 2008

Back to UKM

reach UKM at 4.35pm although i depart from Penang at 9.30am.
take a long time right???
because the bus stopped at the Butterworth Bus Station for a very long time and only depart at 11am
it also stopped at the Jalan Duta toll there and the bus driver go for a meal....
and we reach Kajang Bus Station at 4.15pm.
we wait for the Rapid KL but can't get it.
finally we get a taxi to go back to KIY in RM8
the price is acceptable at least
go out for a jogging with Kean Wei as we planned for a badminton play in KKM but Shawn didn't show out himself at last
had my dinner with Kean Wei, Shawn and Shawn's room mate in KIY
now only i get free a little bit and going to finish my homework in EST.
haiz.....getting so tired today.....

tomorrow will be a very busy day because i will have class from 9am until 10pm and only will get a stop of 3 hours between 2pm to 5pm
after my class tomorrow, i will have a Pesta Tanglung interview in KIY until 12.30am
another thing is, if not mistaken, i still have to attend to a badminton player choosing meeting for SUKEM.....but i don't know the actual time to attend.
if i could be cut into few, i think i will do it.....
really damn busy day in this coming week as i really got many stuff to do.
hope that i really can be more free after the prom night.

EST vs online

i didn't finish my EST homework at last
why???
because i got a message from Hwee and ask me go to Foyer for having "shan zhu"
which she brought it fro her hometown, Johor
after that we bring down our laptop and online together in foyer
3 laptops online together in foyer
me, Hwee and Shawn.....and other friends look at our laptop together with us at there.
talk around about friendster at there....haha....
adding this and that friends....
go back to my room very late and sleep
at last, my EST homework been left out.....haiz....

almost forgot.....
today is someone's birthday.....
happy birthday.....=)

不舍得

时间过得好快。。。。
回来槟城已是第三天了
还有不到一个小时的时间,我就要离开槟城,回到UKM去了
好不舍得离开
我会很想念槟城的

爸妈,谢谢你们哦!
再回来槟城短短的一天,你们一直陪着我
陪我去好多地方,买好多东西
也陪我吃好多我很想念的食物
我真的很开心
家的温暖,是我所感受到的
我在那边,一直都好想你们
我会一直打电话回家的
谢谢你们多我的好与疼爱
我深深地感受到了

昨天,去了三间shopping mall
那就是BJ complex, tesco extra还有queensbay mall
买了好多东西。。。。。今天我有大小包的回去UKM了。。。哈哈。。。。
也去吃了咖哩面,炒果条
超开心的!!!
我还买了新电话,那是因为我的电话坏掉了
只能message,不能讲电话。没办法。。。。
sony ericsson。。。。。k530i。。。。。
哈哈。。。。。

Friday, 25 July 2008

Penang

Penang, my lovely hometown....
finally i back to here again after 2 weeks in UKM....
feeling so miss the foods here and the people here....really....
get onto bus with Kean Wei at 4pm from Puduraya there and finally reach Penang at 9pm....
we both feel very happy....because we finally back to our hometown already....
going to shopping around to get my stuff tomorrow....in BJ and Queensbay Mall
will be very busy tomorrow but i still feel very happy with it....=)

got a message from my friend in UKM there and ask why i don't want take part in SUKEM in badminton....
haha....i didn't get in time for the registeration as i were back to Penang last 2 weeks when they open for registration....he seems like disappointed with it.....but cannot change anything as the registeration already closed....
i am not a good player in badminton as i already stop from my training since 3 years ago as i get serious hurt in my finger.
but i still promise him to accompany him to training as he really need friends to help him
actually i just want to play with someone can beat me well.and he really can play much more better then me.....enjoy the feeling even i lost the game.

will back to UKM on this Sunday morning
bacause that is the only bus that i can get back to Kajang and the situation there will be much more better then the Puduraya.
the other advantage is i can reach my hostel by just take a T430 Rapid KL bus
i don't need take LRT and then change to KTM and then change to Rapid KL bus to reach my hostel
but the bus will depart at 9.30am in the morning.
very early.....
sorry for cannot meet you all again even i in Penang for a longer time then last time
i really hope that i can but i really have not enough time....

one more thing i want to inform everyone who might see this post is, i won't use my Digi number already and i passed it to my mum....
my new number is 017-4527197
hope that everyone here can be informed and can call me by this number
thanks anyway and very sorry for not inform most of you guys.....sorry ya......

Going home!!!!Yeah!!!!!happy.....=)

going home today after my Pesta Tanglung meeting
hope can reach home as early as i can.....i really miss Penang very much.....
but this time i cannot meet my friends because they are busy with their test in the coming weeks
sad.....
never mind la.....we still can meet each other when i back to Penang next time in September

my handphone brok down again
this time, the problem is when i call people, it has no sound and when i pick up a call, i cannot hear what the people talk about....no sound again.....kek ki!!!!
i still can message but cannot call......shit!!!!
i just fix it not long time ago but now it come out with problems again!!!!
few days ago, the problem is my bluetooth cannot connect with other device especially my laptop
this really touched me because i cannot backup my file into my laptop!!!

will not attend to the orientation of the faculty today because i will go home today at 1pm
also cannot attend to the orientation next week due to i will have my Biro duty in the SUKEM next Friday.....
actually i also not feel like want to go, due to i really don't like that such thing
been played by those seniors and still need to smile at them and make like you so like to be played!!!!
they some more want us to get 80 signatures of the seniors and don't know whose signatures else
if not, we won't get any direct senior.....=.=
please la!!!!these all stuff just to 满足他们的虚荣心only lo.....
i really hate it!!!!not feeling like want to go
luckily i always can find my excuse not to go.....lucky......=)

eat

something wrong with me this few days
i eat so much!!!!
example: yesterday after my calculus class at 11am, i had my lunch in KIY with kean wei and tong hao.....after that, i went down to FST to meet Shawn and we had lunch with William at there.that is my second lunch!!!!
i went back to my room and clean up my room, i ate soe biscuits before i come out to the career course at 1.45pm
after the career talk at 5pm, we were provided fried mee and some kuih.....i ate again.....
back to my room and clean up my room again, get a call from Shawn them ask me to meet themm in cafe
kean wei and tong hao they all were there since they just finish their class together
i ate nasi goreng ayam again..... oh my god!!!!
i ate so many thing in one day!!!!oh god!!!! why?????

the day before, just guess what i ate for my dinner????
i ate 1 piece of roti planta and a plate of nasi goreng ayam!!!!!

oh god!!!why????
must control back again......try the best......=s

Thursday, 24 July 2008

headache

talked with Zhi Hong today when we were in our career course because we are in same group
we both feeling headache about our SOA (society of acturiary) exam
the test will be held in the coming September and we all don't have ant confidence on it
really very terrible and feel headache on it
take a very long time to study about that exam because our lecturer won't teach it one
study on ourselves
sad....this make me even busier....
the first paper is the Exam P (Probability)
my probability damn bad since long time ago
headache with it now
5 papers.....don't even know can i finish even 2 during my universiy life or not.....sad la
the next paper is the finance mathematics which is much more easier (according to my friend's sister who took it)
but it is still very hard for me because i have to study on my own again....

get a bad news that i have to take biology in the next sem....
oh my god!!!! don't even talk to me about it!!! i feel headache when i heard about it
get a big laugh by Shawn when he heard that i have to study Biology!
"haha!!!!!u take Biology a????haha.....sure die ......"
i know la....haiz.....sad er.....
really cannot understand why am i the statistic student need to take Biology er???
just like i am taking Physics now...really wonder er....
the physics not same as what we learned in form 6 even
they are talking about the science but not physics la
all taught by the lecturer are just commonsence la
it seems like nothing to do with physics la
really!!!!
and the worst thing is the lecturer like to cancel the class at his own and do not inform us....
let us go wait so early at there and then go back....sweat......

Navigate Your Career




went to a career course at 2pm after finish my lunch with Shawn and William in FST
that talk is very fun
the talk today is about communication skill today
we learn up how to make presentation in a great and correct way
we been separated into 5 groups with about 10 people per group
we been asked to build up a "country"
my group's country name is Engmany
is the combine of the England and the Germany
haha....
it is very fun to play at there and we have to build up that country by imagine it as a future country in year 3000.....
we been given two foam, 1 set of crayon and needles
we are given half and hour to complete our discussion, choose a "parliament" and build out our country
this will show out the team work.....haha...
it is fun.....

came back to my room very late
clean up my room and tidy up my things
i will go back to Penang tomorrow!!!!
happy.....=)

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

BSMM

go for the BSMM duty slot tonight
as i reach my kolej at 7 sth
so sien
learn up some cheering and clapping stuff
and learn how to sing the song of them
finish that duty slot at 9.30pm and my meeting of the Biro stuff finished earlier
just got a news that i have to duty on this coming saturday
but i bought my ticket home le
have to talk to William....haiz....ask him find someone to ganti me

go back to my room
and my line here still very terrible
can on9 but do nothing with it
sien....
continue my study
really feel very boring in class....don't even know what the lecturer talk about
they talk and talk....but no one understand....sad.....
the lecturer here like to cancel their class at the last minutes
and don't want inform us earlier one...kek ki....

Tuesday, 22 July 2008

tired and busy day

still in the foyer as i just came back from a library course which going to prepare us for a match named E-J info race next week.
helping my friend to practice her COM night performance and don't know where is her partner now and she need a laptop to help her in playing songs

actually i did not join this match when my senior finding people to join it because i were not around.
when i ate my dinner with friends just now, we talked about it and seniors told me there are 2 vacancies left
Ben and me just join it in the very last minutes
we ran back to the room and change our clothes
came down to the foyer to meet our seniors and other friends
i only got know that my university library got so many facilities here which we do not know
it is fun but just at the starting
we started to play MSN with each other even we just sit neighboring.
it is funny
i been dared by my friend to on friendster
i did it!and they got shocked....haha....
because there are so many lecturer there....haha....

go to BSMM there to find my senior and change my duty slot stuff....

tomorrow i will be damn busy as i got the BSMM duty slot from 8.30pm till 9.30pm
and at the same time, i also got a meeting at 9pm
i hope that i could be cut into 2.....
haiz....

Noisy

my class will start at 2pm and end at 5pm today...
just a programming class and a pc lab only...
but i been woke up so early by the stupid car which parked downstairs of my room....damn it!!!
they just keep on making noisy sound downstairs by the engine sound
making people wake up in such morning.
really brainless....i slept so late yesterday night and just want to sleep till later to keep back my spirit.
going back to sleep again later after my breakfast and study a bit about my C++ before i go to my class....

trying to make myself busier and busier nowadays so that i won't think about nonsense stuff anymore
my mood is not stable recently
making all my stuff not going in the right way...
trying to learn up to make myself so busy and have no time for nonsense.
relax......my friend keep on told me this word when i feel stress....
relationship stuff......always keep me away from my real soul.
don't like it but i can't escape.
getting easier and easier to feel uneasy nowadays
when can i keep myself away from such thing????
when can i find somebody to understand me??
Relax.....Relax......take it easy.....

一点点

我不过只是想要求一点点的时间,
可以给我吗?
我一直不想放弃,因为觉得不值得
可是,你的态度让我好失望
每天都过得好辛苦,心很痛
你明白吗?

Monday, 21 July 2008

tired

today really is a very tired day
just finish my class at 9.30pm and came back to the BSMM to settle my duty stuff...
so tired....

went to the library to find out about Economic stuff
i have no even a little bit basic about it....really damn terrible
some people told me that it is the easiest subject in all art stream subject but i think i really need quite long time for it.....haiz....
pity la....

met Shawn in library as he came to me and study together...
he showed me his beloved Biology, my god!
i really can't understand about it at all...so sad....
research is needed for we all who in UKM since UKM is a University Penyelidikan....
headache about all those thing
many people in library today....
everyone seems like very hardworking making me feel so stress....
spend my evening until 4.30pm in library and go to Pusanika to get my stationery
met Zhi Hong there and go buy breads since we both feel very hungry
go to DAM for our Hubungan Etnik class...
very boring there and i just continue my Economics study there and chat around with friend
the class finish at 6pm but actually it suppose finish at 8pm due to activities are going to held in DAM.
so happy for that...
walk from FST to Amin there to have our dinner...
went back to FST for our last class today which is Economics...
the lecturer suddenly tell us that the books we got cannot be used because he is going to change back the book to Malays but our books is in English!damn it!!!
and he is going to teach in Malays and our exam will be in Malays...
i will like listen to Alien's speaks in class already...
so pity....
did not really touch Malays in my book for a long time and i getting all my books in English in library.
really feel that i will fail my exam...i don't want la!!!

talk about the SOA exam today....really don't know how many papers can i take during my university life....
the paper one will be held in the September and i not yet prepare anything about it
i and Zhi Hong both thinking want to push it to the next year since we have not enough time to prepare for it yet...
the first paper is Probability and will cost me 100 USdollar which equal to RM300 something now....
stress......

line

the calculus class was canceled suddenly after we all reach there.
really very terrible.we were not been informed earlier for that but only be informed when we were ready for the class....gai....

really miss the internet line i used yesterday....it is damn fast...
the line is very slow during weekdays due to too many people using it.
although it is wired.but it not seems like much more better then the wireless
i can downloaded many songs yesterday but not today...
i take coupled time more then yesterday to download a song
terrible ler...
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Take a Bow (Rihanna)

Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,
Please, what else is on.

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

a great song introduce by one of my friend.....love it so much....=)

Sunday, 20 July 2008

Badminton


went out for badminton with Shawn.
Kean Wei didn't join us as she got a gathering with her Chung Ling friends in their senior's house.
William got his swimming training with his friends as they will have their swimming competition in the coming weekend.

walk the whole way from KIY to KKM...because we can't get any bus or taxi from KIY....
it is damn far away. like doing warming up all the way
we walked quite fast but still took about 20 minutes to reach the KKM.
due to Shawn forget about the shortcut way and i only know the long way to there.
2 more guys (my course mate, but i not really know them)played together...haha....
they played well....i really got damn bad stamina even get training for netball recently.don't even talked about badminton.
smash well and great with Shawn. he won the game....
but i think they will feel quite free to play with me as they really can play very well.
much more better then me.

not training for badminton since 3 years ago....totally didn't touch it.
making me lost all my skills in that game.
hope that i can catch it back in the mean time......=)

but i still get praise by those guys that i really can play very well although i did not touch the racket for a long time......haha....really hope so...
hope that i really can get back my skill and play even better.....
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talk much today....
everyone got it.....black or white, is part of our life.....
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my eyes....very scary....m i????
somebody told me that when i look at him i seems like can look into his soul
m i???
so wonder....

坚强

原本以为我已学会了坚强
其实不是。
还是不能受到打击
一点也不能。

好想学会坚强这样东西
可是我还是学不好
好怕!
外表坚强的我,到底及时才能真正的学会“坚强”这两个字????

Quiet Sunday

woke up early in the morning today....
is a quiet Sunday, some people went home since Friday and some others were yesterday.
our hostel is very quiet now, not much people stay around.
some people got other plan like going out with friends to Mid Valley, Times Square, Sungai Wang or even The Mines to shop around.

start to study my C++ and calculus since few days ago when i were free...
it is still ok for me in calculus but not C++ the programming stuff...
my god.....
it is really tough enough since it is new things to me.
my pc skill not that good and this subjuct really can kill me.
Vincent taught me many thing as we discuss some question about C++ last Friday.
He is very good in programming stuff but not me.

university life need our discipline which controlled by ourselves and i am still learning about it.
many activities in the campus life make us very busy and almost no time to study.
our discipline is very important as we need to start study ourselves.
the quiz is coming up their ways and i don't wan get any simple mistakes but want to get a mistake that may make me learn something.
many assignments are coming up their ways too...
the first one will be the Persatuan Pelajar report.
my group was formed by me and Shook Yin and 2 Indians girls and one Malays guy
those two Indians girls just stay in the same row as my room...haha...
but i don't know who is that Malays guy.

planning to go play badminton in the evening today.
sports play very important role in our university life.
a player who stop from playing sports for a long time will easily get fat and the shape of body will become =.=
really....got sample....
i tried before in the year 2006.
but not this year although i didn't play netball for almost one year since the mid year of 2007
but at least i got do some pumping and sit up in my room everyday to keep myself fit.

talk about something with someone yesterday.
got what i want to know from him and i swear i won't do it again....
thanks for telling me. i understand your feeling.
really sorry for that day.
and welcome for your apologize also...=>

Saturday, 19 July 2008

Pictures.....=>

William and Shawn...
Shawn, me and Kean Wei
William and me

Times Square

Just came back from Times Square....
hang out to Puduraya there to get my ticket home next week with Kean Wei after finish our Persatuan Pelajar and lunch at UO Cafe.
Shawn and William are going out with us too
the Puduraya there is a damn complicated place.many types of people there and it is very dangerous for only girls there
i really hate the situation there and not really like to be there if not i really miss Penang so much and want to get my bus tickets

going back to Penang on 25th of August....
hope can meet you all.....miss you all very much....

went to Times Square after bought our bus tickets.
having a great fun walk around there.
we separated out into 2 groups after having our "dinner" at the Kenny Roger Roaster at about 4pm something and i go buy my stuff with Kean Wei
William and Shawn went to meet their friend
we meet back again and go to Watson to help Christine to buy her lotion.
those guys bought ice cream and Aunty's Anne bread.
having the second dinner at the Aunty's Anne there.
walk around in those sports shops and then go back to KL Sentral with monorail.
get into the KTM at KL Sentral and reach UKM at 10 something.
really have a fun time today.
a very hard to get a free time like today to hang out together.
like Shawn said: You are very lucky to get me on when i am free
is true....
damn busy life in UKM here during weekdays.
so happy to get a free days to go out today.
we all thinking for next time.
but don't know when will it come since we will be back home the next week and we will have our faculti activities in the coming weekend and our Com night is coming too....

Friday, 18 July 2008

just back

Just come back from my fac orientation....
sitting in front of my laptop again.....
dealing with my t-shirt designing stuff and searching for my performance stuff....
the coming two weeks i will be very busy....
will have a Com night at 1st august and the 2nd & 3rd of August will have fac trip....don't know they wanna go to Genting or Cameron....
the 17th of August, will have a Fac night....hope that i wont get choosed to be the candidates and need to perform.....haha....

友谊

有人常说:远距离的恋爱很难维持,因为不常见面,互动也很少。
远距离的友情呢?是不是也一样?

真的很辛苦,很心痛,为了这么样的一件小事,会闹成那样
几年以来的友谊好像不存在那样。化为乌有。。。。值得吗?
不过才第三个礼拜,事情就变成那样。
还有三年的时间,你要我怎么过?

我说过,在这个世界上,每个人都有自己存在的意义
没有人会因为没有谁而不能活
有没有你在我身边,我还是一样能活得下去。
可是我真的不想失去你,因为是你让我的中学生涯变得精彩
虽然我们不能在同一所大学渡过我们的大学生涯,
可是,你还是我心头的一块肉啊!你还是会在我心中
一直都好像在我身边那样,支持我,鼓励我

昨天的你,真的很令我失望。
真的。
我承认我有错,可是你呢?
你觉得自己有错吗?
自己好好想想好吗?
等你想通了,再来找我吧!
冷静下来了,我们再谈吧!

朋友,你一直是最重要的
真的!我从来都不会忘了你。

Fed Up!

i really fed up with all those things already...
i cant even breath, feeling like killing recently with my co-k stuff, study stuff and even relationship stuff....
i really don't know whether other people facing the same situation too
but i and my friend really facing the same problems
too busy with the performance stuff and relationship stuff
his friends is too hot and my friends how i duno....
just that the relationship stuff make both of us cannot breath anymore
ran out to dealing with our stuff on thurs in Pusanika there cos wana buy things and get money from bank
talk about many things, suddenly feel that we both like robots...=.=
pity la....
getting more and more gai when my class tutorial was in Malays
the slide also in malays while we must write in English in exam....
really terrible.....
i also don't want everything become like that
that is not worth at all to pay out the relationship for years like that
but you all really disappointed me....
really hope that everything will be fine after a while and the time passed....

Thursday, 17 July 2008

library course

going to sing this song “爱的主旋律”in my fac orientation tomorrow
busy life in UKM here
my eye now very painful due to not get enough sleep yesterday nitez and looking at the laptop for whole day today
dealing with my t-shirt designing and my software stuff...
went to the library course today evening and get know more about our UKM library
its name is Perpustakaan Tun Seri Lanang...
is the biggest library in Asia Tenggara....really damn big as it got 3 floors...
and also the rules is damn many
it been separate to 4 floors
3 floors with books and 1 floor for digital stuff....

tomorrow only got one class, and i must go to my faculty orienatation
beside introduce myself(what i keep on doing recently), have to perform something also
really headache about it and finally we all decide to sing
got my Penang orientation also tomorrow, but i don't know the time since i can't get to attend to the meeting few days ago
give up about the netball Sukem also
i didn't go when they choosing player for the match
i really thinking wana play but i really very busy and don't wanna get black
Shawn will play in Sukem as badminton player and William will swim....
Hwee Hwee also give up about her swimming stuff as there is not enough people taking part...
haiz....
scaring about tomorrow...cos i know quite alot of seniors and they can recognise me
shit!!!!i will get played....=.=
sure
haiz......

爱的主旋律

男:是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女:是你在那个 雨季 赶走了孤寂
温柔的笑容 换我仅有的坚定
男:天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
要说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男:是你的声音
女:带给我勇气
男:恋爱的频率
女:直到我心底
男:如果你愿意
女:是的我愿意
合:爱在我幸福的主旋律
男:从前的实际
女:现在我相信
男:天空会放晴
女:爱会更甜蜜
男:如果你愿意
女:是的我愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
女:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温柔的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜
男:天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
要说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男:是你的声音
女:带给我勇气
男:恋爱的频率
女:直到我心底
男:如果你愿意
女:是的我愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
La。。。。。。
男:如果你愿意
女:是的我愿意
合:爱在我幸福的主旋律
男:从前的实际
女:现在我相信
男:天空会放晴
女:爱会更 甜蜜
男:如果你愿意
女:是的我愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

怀念

为什么事情就是会变成那样?
我不过是想坚持自己的信念而已,那有错吗?
距离那么远,我真的很想念你们,也很怀念以前的一切
我不是个贪新厌旧的人,而一直以来我都是个喜欢回忆的人
相距那么远,为什么我们还是要吵?
我不喜欢的就是别人威胁我和逼迫我,难道你们到今天还不懂吗?
我说过会做就是会做,但不是现在。
我们这边的生活真的很忙,每天都是三更办也才有时间休息
功课很多,时间很密集,活动也是一直跟着来那种
尤其是近期,为了我们的一个晚宴,大家都好忙
每天一放学就是在讨论那些事情,根本没什么时间做自己的东西
就连要拥有属于自己的私人空间也很难
一回到房间,不是睡觉,休息,而是打开手提电脑
上网找资料,准备功课,看看有什么表演的slide show可以参考
我真的很忙,也很不舒服,感觉上就快生病了,
可以给我一点时间吗?
但读一个人在这里我会很无助,和朋友们去逛街会想念和你们去queeensbay的时候
和朋友们去上课,讨论功课,我会怀念和你们在敏的家读书的时光
我真的真的没有忘记任何和你们的回忆
真的!

get on9 d....happy....

Finally i get to on9 in my room as my internet cable stuff settled...
happy...
went to buy my books
my calculus book is damn heavy and big...
luckily got shawn help me today.....thanks ya.....haha...
but i very wonder, how m i going to bring that book to my class in the future???
haiz....
it is really heavy...heavier than my laptop er....sad la....

Tuesday, 15 July 2008

Busy days

my university life were damn busy
even wanna go buy new books for study also have not enough time to do so
yesterday went to the Pejabat Bendahari there to pay for my book
took the receipt and went to the PPU again to get my book....
it is raining so heavy and at last i get all wet with my friend, Chi Tat
went back to KIY (my hostel) at 4pm by bus and get a bath
go to my Hubungan Etnik class and chit chat around with Shawn and Zhi Hong them during the class because the class is very boring
Found the Malays girls who will be in the group as me in in a project for Hubungan etnik
the system here is very weird, when we are dealing with a project, we must form a group in few etnic
really don't know is because they scare that those Malays canbot follow or beat those Chinese?
or Chinese is too good in such things?
but i don't think so
everyone have the same opportunity if they all work hard together...suppose...
we all decided our topic in 5 minutes time since we already read about the details before that
but cause my malays member ran back too early after the class, we cannot get a chance to discuss with them also
haiz.....don't know la
Shawn and Hwee Hwee they all said nevermind about it
just leave it like that since i already be prepared to do all the project with Hwee them.

join the BSMM KIY yesterday....thinking that wanna learn something about first aids
i also join New Tune not long time ago
they will have a concert on this friday...going to enjoy it...haha....

my schedule full with class everyday....the credit hours need to collect in this sem is 20 units
the next sem will be even busier....22units
my god!really killing la!
haiz....no choice

went to the persatuan pelajar which is my co-k last saturday....is very boring society
but i have no choice since this is the easiest gaining point society due to the exam is very easy to score (according to my seniors)
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got a big shock with you guys .....really...
i really dare not to do so...sorry...
i don't wan spoilt anything i got now since i still enjoying it now
i promise, i did't forget anyone of you all in penang although i get new friends here...
i really miss you all and feel very sadd because i can't get to meet you all when i back to penang last week...
i really very rush...that is because i got ptptn stuff on last Saturday....sorry....
i will be back to Penang in september when i got mid sem break....real!
everyetime i go back to penang, i will feel like wasting money since the transport fees is very expensive
i don't mind to be tired due to the travelling on bus back to penang but i really feel very sad when i saw my family they wll worry about me all my way home alone...and they have to pay for my bus fees....
i really miss penang so much...everything is so familiar to me in penang, when i step on that land,even just one second, i feel blissful and thankful
just because that is my hometown...
i miss queensbay so much i wana go shopping at there....
mid valley is nice here but very far away from my uni and i nit to stuck in the ktm with people
really feeling bad about that

really feel sad when i got know that you got such thinking on me....
i really not mean anything to tell you all i like the life here...
just a truth
and i miss you all + penang is the truth also....100%
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get caught by the KIY netball team yesterday
i not feel like wana play in the sukem actually
i got com night at the match day and many things to be prepared
training with them is very relaxing actually
get to play back my lovely netball is the happiest thing for me but i will get dark again
really don't know what decision should be made??
should i play???haiz.....really headache la!

Sunday, 13 July 2008

big swimming pool...

A big swimming pool here in ukm....very big and deep.....haha.....

DECTAR UKM (a big hall....)







my uni new friends

vincent and me...a guy study in actuarial science....
Kean Wei and me.....a gal from Penang Chung Ling....haha.....

william and me...come from Subang...is my partner for a dinner dance performance..haha...


shawn and me....a guy from melaka.....always bully me....



Hwee Hwee and me...is my coursemate and my best friend here.....haha.....from Johor...




christin and me....pretty nice gal is she?





Ah Seng and me....my senior in KIY.....cute bo?haha....






星期天

今天是很难的的星期天。
我们没去哪里,就只是留在宿舍里
原本还想去mid valley逛街的,可是却下起雨来。
所以我们就一起留在宿舍里聊天
一直等我们的午餐,来之于马六甲的午餐
好好吃噢~谢谢你遥远的午餐。
午餐到了下午才来到,虽然有点迟,但是很好吃。
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昨天晚上好可怜
下午陪朋友们去游泳,
晚上去了keris mas那边吃晚餐
那边的晚餐好麻烦哦!
要用“抢”的那种。
会到宿舍已是晚上九点了
后来,在我去装水的时候,
被sukem的netball team player抓住了
被带去开会,回来已是十一点了
学长们又邀我们去mamat档吃东西聊天,他们称之为matplay
一行人四五辆的motor又出发了
认识了好多学长们
又在做那我们一天到晚都在做的事情,
那就是,自我介绍。
唉。。。。。。

Thursday, 10 July 2008

我回来了!

在离开了槟城两个礼拜以后,我终于又回到Penang了!
好开心哦!
好不容易才能回到这边来
虽然只是短短的几个小时(不到24小时)
但我还是很开心。再累也值得
因为我又能吃到妈妈煮的菜了!开心!!!=)

从大学要回到槟城,要经过travelling的
所以说不容易
以下是我的行程:
UKM > BUS > KTM > BANDAR TASIK SELATAN > LRT > PLAZA RAKYAT > BUS > PENANG
PLAZA RAKYAT是我上车的地方,老实说,要我一个人在那边上车不是不能,只是我会怕!因为那边很杂,有好多好多种类的人,外劳也好多
就连坐下来等车也会提心吊胆的。
所以我不会常回来,其中也因为巴士车票很贵,如果没什么必要,我不会那么时常回来
抱歉哦!朋友们,我们假期时见吧!

My university life in UKM actually very busy, every night I have meeting with friends about our com night, which is a formal dinner
We will have a performance at that night and we have to put much effort on it
Every Friday, I also have the orientation in my faculty which include all chinese, who are those taking actuarial science, statistic and pure maths
In actuarial science class, there are only 3 Malays this year! The others are Chinese! So great!
In my statistic class, the ethnic is moderate la! The ratio is about 1:1 like that
In pure maths class, most of them are Malays instead of Chinese

Our kolej (hostel) been launch English Speaking Zone yesterday night.
Everyone have to speak in English when you are in kolej Ibrahim Yaakub (my kolej)
Haha….
Luckily I used to speak in English since I were there last week.

Know many new friends at there…everyone is nice and always like to play together.
Like Hwee Hwee, Shawn, William, Mei Wen, Kean Wei, Suet Yee, Tong Hoe and many many more….
Haha…
I am so Happy to be here although I miss my hometown, Penang and my friends, my family in Penang.

How about yours? my friends? Enjoying your university life too??? Hope so…

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

happy

today i really very happy....haha...
becoz i only got one class which is only take me 2 hours
i am free after 1pm and walk around my uni with my friends....


yest nitez i were very happy also coz i get to eat pork at last
a friend seludup into our hostel and pass it to me...
happy....
i had not yet eat pork since 2 weeks ago....so poor me....
now i finally get it!haha....

时间过得好快,一个礼拜的迎新日就这么样过去了
我们大家都好像还没恢复过来那样
想想,上个星期的时候,我们还在希望时间过得快一点
因为那个星期真的过得很辛苦
可是想在过去了,我们又觉得kolej好像一下子静去了那样
好不习惯!
最近这几天都是在忙着见学姐和学长
除了同科系的以外,还有就是kolej的那些
好忙哦!
接下来,我的大学生涯会很忙
因为有好多的活动
忙上忙下的不只是上课,还有的就是活动
我们的活动被分为两种
一种是大学中心的活动,还有一种是kolej,也就是宿舍的活动
为了明年可以留在宿舍里,我们不可以放弃宿舍的活动
为了学业上的unit credit,我们也不可以放弃大学的活动
天啊!
好忙哦!

当然,我也很乐在其中
我们每天都过得很充实,也拥有很自由的空间
以前因为家庭的限制,时间上比较不能不配合家里的限制
现在的我比较自由,时间上只要没课,就可以去做好多关于活动的东西了
自由之余,自制力是很重要的
现在的我们,住在宿舍里,每样事情都要靠自己
包括对自己时间上的安排
什么时候要做些什么事情
什么时候要休息
这些都是看我们自己的能力了

就连我们上课的时间表,也是我们自己安排的
无论是那些课,都要自己有个概念
这个礼拜的课,过得比较轻松,因为都只是介绍会而已
下个礼拜开始,我们要忙的不只是普通的课
还包含了我们即将面对的presentation。

Monday, 7 July 2008

back for a while

hi, everyone.....i m back..haha...
just a while only la cos i now in cc...
haha...
doing my EQ test which is compulsory for those new students

i just finished my orientation week on last saturday
today is the first day i startd to have classes
today is the busiest day for me as i got 3 classes in one day
Had a very fun and torche week n my orientation week
know new friends as all my friends are not in the same university or kolej with me
those peoples here are very sporting and friendly
i quite enjoy my university life here since i started my life here a week ago
i will share my orientation week with everyone when i back to penang on this coming thurs in here as i have ot much time left to talk much here
many of my friends came frm Johor, Penang, Subang, Melacca
oh ya, my room mate were people from Butterworth
is chung ling butterworth ex student

ok, not much time left already
i am going back to hostel already
bye everyone....=)

Saturday, 28 June 2008

“消失”

今天我在小姑家
因为名天就要报到了
要消失一阵子了,因为我会没有电脑上网
同时也没有时间
所以,想在这里跟大家说声暂时的再见
两个礼拜后,我又会再出现。
哈哈。。。。
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很想念槟城
才刚出发,我已不舍得了。。。。

Friday, 27 June 2008

我的礼物


my 保温瓶

最后一天

今天是留在槟城的最后一天
明天,我就要离开了
到外地读书了
我的大学很远,不能时常回来
收拾东西的同时,感觉很想哭
也很害怕有东西被遗漏

我想,我的心会被遗漏在槟城吧!
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Nicole的爸妈用她的名义买了个保温瓶给我
当他们拿来给我的时候,我不在家
所以,他们打了通电话给我
当Nicole告诉我的时候,眼眶里竟然有点湿了
突然觉得,我会很想念这里的人情与土地
我从小看她看到大,
对于她,我真的把她当成自己的妹妹般看待
我很疼她也很宠她
她也是我的宝

ah be, nicole, 我会想你们的!
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收到了一件迟来的生日礼物
是个蛮贵重的东西,mp4。。。。
我不懂对于别人来说,那是不是还有别的意义
但对我来说,是没有
因为,我只是当这一个朋友送的礼物般看待

谢谢你咯!
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今晚,和爸妈还有大舅一起去了Tesco做最后的冲刺
我要买的东西,终于买完了
过后,爸还特地在大舅到以前的外婆家那边绕(那边被拆了)
听着爸他们回味着以前的乡村生活
就突然觉得,很不舍得槟城,很不想离开
我好想留下来
但是我不能。
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今晚是我睡在我床上的最后一晚
我想,会睡得特别香,特别甜吧!

Thursday, 26 June 2008

喘。。。。。

今天,有时不在家的一整天
那是因为一大早我们就去了komtar找YB帮我们前文件了
过后又去了学校见Mr. Lau签文件
然后去了food loft 吃午餐
再去拜牛奶佛
然后回去esther家,然后又陪豫去拍照
再去了tesco extra买baju kebaya
放了敏回家,我和豫又去了BJ买东西
除了买electronic kettle和iron外,我们各自也买了一双鞋
再来就是买豫的的东西
如microsoft office 的software,镜子等东西
然后去我旧家那边买文具(因为我们走出了BJ才发现我们忘了去买。。。哈哈。。。)
然后就回家了
突然觉得我的生活真得很忙
今天的行程如下:
KOMTAR > 学校(PCGHS)> food loft > 牛奶佛庙 > Esther’s house > 照相店 > Tesco Extra > BJ > 我旧家的文具店 > HOME
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今天去见的那个YB是我一个小学朋友的哥哥
他是个很好的人,和亲切
和我们聊了不少东西,也给我们他的联络电话
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也许你很不甘愿吧!
我们没有一个人能完完全全的理解你现在的心情
因为经历不同,我们的经验也不同
对我来说你有一点任性,
虽然我知道,不能达到自己的梦想会很痛苦,也会很不甘愿
可是,当我们不能达到自己的梦想时,
我们是不是也应该回现实,从自己的梦醒来?
面对现实,做我们应该做的事,能做的事?
梦想,只要你有心,我相信,总有一天会实现的
不是吗?
既然决定了,那就开开心心地接受
也面对我们所作的决定
与其用那种伤心与不甘愿的心情来面对,
不如坦然面对一切,也许,会有意想不到的收获
不是吗?
加油哦!
我相信,你一定能的
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很爱很爱这个岛屿很不舍得离开,今天和你们说再见了,我们几时还能在见?

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

Finally.....

终于。。。。。
今天终于把PTPTN的事情忙完了
除了明天早上要把文件拿回去给校长签名意以外。
这几天,除了吃饭睡觉冲凉,我几乎都不在家
每天就是跑来跑去的忙着我PTPTN的东西
根本就没时间休息
老实说,我绝对会生病的
加上下个礼拜又有orientation week。。。。。
唉。。。。不懂该怎么办。。。。。

哭

今天要开始收拾行李了
有点感觉要哭的那样
就要离开了,很不舍得
想不离开又不能,离开又不舍得
即使再期待大学生涯,我也会不舍得离开
毕竟槟岛是我住了二十年的土地
好爱这片土地,爱这边的人情
也爱这里属于我的一切
因为,他(它)们是多么得让我觉得熟悉与亲切
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妈缝了几件衣服给我,那么,我就不用去买我的formal wear了
看着妈妈缝衣的时候,突然想起一首歌
《游子呤》

觉得好想哭。。。。我好不舍得
即使我知道,我还是会回来槟城的。。。。

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

没空

今天忙了一整天
早上和豫去clinic university做medical check out
回来后,就和爸爸去maybank开户口
然后,又去了宣誓官那边
回家吃过一点东西,又去了KOMTAR那边办事
回来载老弟去补习,再去post office买邮票+还水费
回到家,冲了凉就和豫他们一起去tao吃晚餐
一整天,都没休息到,好忙好忙。。。。。
晚上回到家,真的很累。
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为了上大学的这件事,已是忙上忙下好几天了
时间很有限,我根本不能休息
每天都要plan时间表
做这先还是做那个先,头很痛!

Sunday, 22 June 2008

UKM Bangi

Wake up early in the morning and go to market to buy my daily stuff
Need quite a lot of thing to survive in UKM there
So scare that I will forget to bring anything there.

Yesterday night, messaging with a senior in UKM
She was from PCGHS too….studying Statistic in UKM
Will be my senior again in UKM for the coming 2 years
Hope to meet her before I depart to UKM but she seems like will be busy and so do I
She said hope to see all of those junior who from PCGHS to UKM Bangi soon
“Last year, there were only 5 peoples go to UKM Bangi only. so happy to hear from you all this year got so many peoples coming…haha…. ” she said
yea….this year will be more peoples go to UKM Bangi.
Happy….
Should be….looks like I am not going to be alone because there are 2 peoples same course as me and they are my ex classmates in U6SB.although I not really close with them.
Not really worry about the university life in the future and actually, I really cannot wait for it.
Just worry about my course….will hard to be handling
.and also worry about my first two weeks in university there.
The orientation week will be very busy, after that, we will start to study and our Chinese senior are going to have some gathering with us.

Hmm….I think I will be back to Penang after the 2nd week as I w cannot come back after the first week.
Everyone, I will miss you all….

倒数5 天

Saturday, 21 June 2008

Me in Baju Kurung

i like this one the most...haha...soft and pretty right?



M i look like a malay girl?haha....


好多事情哦!

Go to SEC with my mom and dad after dinner just to buy a kettle
Which I wanna bring with me to University Kebangsaan Malaysia
After go to take a passport sizes photo in my brother’s friend’s shop in BJ Complex,
We went to Tesco Extra (The First Lady)to buy my baju kurung
RM102.90 for two sets
Actually there is one set, very pretty when I wore it
However, very sad is that set of baju kurung is dirty
Therefore, I put on the second sets
Met a few Malays gals which go shopping there, saw me trying my baju kurung
Ask them to teach me how to wear as I never been wore baju kurung before….haha….
They said that I look pretty when wear baju kurung….haha….(happy) :>
Bought two sets blue colour baju kurung as the theme colour in UKM is blue.
My mom told me that she thought I will buy one set blue and one set in green as I like green color so much….haha….
Actually, I been thought before, just that I can’t do so as the colour I need is blue.
It is no point that I buy 2 different colour if only one colour full fill the rules

Went back to PCGHS with friends today morning
Almost over slept as I forgot to adjust an alarm yesterday night
When woke up, I were jumping up from my bed, thought that I were late
However, the clock shown only 7.15 am….so early….sigh…
Slept more 15 minutes, as I know that yu will not come to fetch me so early. haha….

We been separated out according to our University
Met 5 of my seniors, but no one of them were from the main campus in Bangi.
They all are study in UKM branch in KL
Nevertheless, they also told us many things like what should we bring there and what we should do when reach there
Among about 10 peoples get into UKM in our school this year, only Seow Woon get KL branch
Most of us get Bangi Main Campus
Although all those go to UKM with me are not my best friends or good friends
Nevertheless, we promise each other to keep contact when we reach there
At least we still can find somebody we know there if in case anything happen

Went to Esther’s house after that for a while and discuss about university thing
Went home and get some rest after that as I very busy packing and preparing my thing recently


我真的不明白为什么?为什么那些人就是特别的奇怪?
为什么不能早点让我们知道我们的成绩?我们现在是非常的赶时间
每样东西都要在短时间内准备好,忙到不得了!
好忙!好忙!
还得我就连一点点能和朋友们在这最后一段时间内再次聚一聚的时间都没用

Friday, 20 June 2008

麻烦!

麻烦!
真得很麻烦!上大学的事情让我真的一个头两个大
除了一大早要去BSN买PIN no外,
过后又要去BIMB开户口!
为什么那么的麻烦????
忙到我好无聊,头好痛!

忙碌

今天真的是很很很忙!
为了上大学的事情,忙到我透顶!
一大早起来,去了银行不说,后来下午陪弟弟去了bj
顺便看看我的baju kurung的价钱
哇!好贵!又不美(对我来说)
唉。。。。还能善忘到把ic留在popular
要不是在那边有认识的人,加上以前是那边的member,
我的ic…..就飞掉了!
还好那个office的人打电话来要我去拿回
可是,我的license却不懂在哪里遗失了!
结果就在明天,要用车的那个时候,我的license不见了
不能驾车!气死我了!
好可怜!好sui 哦!
近来,我的运气都不好,去旅行前,电话坏掉
今天有ic和license不见掉(还好又找回我的ic)
不然,事情就大条了!
为了大学的事情,我已是忙到很头痛了!
加上一个接一个的问题一直存在与出现!
我要疯了啦!
真得很忙!
各位,邀约我出去的话,请提早预约或讲好,
如果已是告诉我取消的话,请不要对于临时又约到我而抱着很大的希望
因为,这个节目取消了,我很可能很快又有下一个节目介入了

晚上,和爸妈他们去了sunshine,买我的行李箱
好大,可是,我还是觉得不太够用。。。。= =
因为我有好多好多东西要带。。。。
好多东西都还没买,也还没准备好。。。。
忙。。。。

忙碌

今天真的是很很很忙!
为了上大学的事情,忙到我透顶!
一大早起来,去了银行不说,后来下午陪弟弟去了bj
顺便看看我的baju kurung的价钱
哇!好贵!又不美(对我来说)
唉。。。。还能善忘到把ic留在popular
要不是在那边有认识的人,加上以前是那边的member,
我的ic…..就飞掉了!
还好那个office的人打电话来要我去拿回
可是,我的license却不懂在哪里遗失了!
结果就在明天,要用车的那个时候,我的license不见了
不能驾车!气死我了!
好可怜!好sui 哦!
近来,我的运气都不好,去旅行前,电话坏掉
今天有ic和license不见掉(还好又找回我的ic)
不然,事情就大条了!
为了大学的事情,我已是忙到很头痛了!
加上一个接一个的问题一直存在与出现!
我要疯了啦!
真得很忙!
各位,邀约我出去的话,请提早预约或讲好,
如果已是告诉我取消的话,请不要对于临时又约到我而抱着很大的希望
因为,这个节目取消了,我很可能很快又有下一个节目介入了

晚上,和爸妈他们去了sunshine,买我的行李箱
好大,可是,我还是觉得不太够用。。。。= =
因为我有好多好多东西要带。。。。
好多东西都还没买,也还没准备好。。。。
忙。。。。

Wednesday, 18 June 2008

得到了!

昨晚,在看戏看的津津乐道时,突然收到敏的电话
大学成绩出炉了。
我得到了我的第一选择:UKM的Statistic
应该 很开心吧!对,我很开心,同时也很失落
开心,因为我的刀了我想读的科系
失落,因为我要离开槟城了
朋友们都在附近读,只有我去到那么远
有点不舍得。
其实,不是很怕自己不能适应那边的生活
只是不舍得槟城的一切
槟城的美食,槟城的shopping mall,
最重要的是槟城的家,槟城的家人与朋友
昨晚睡在床上,抱着属于自己的抱枕
躺着属于自己的床,我想,我会很想念着一切吧!
近来都特别的珍惜能在家用餐的每一次,
一旦去了大学,住家饭就会是最难吃到的了
特别的爱家里的味道,因为,我即将离开了家了
人总是在失去了,才懂的要珍惜。
会想念你们的,朋友们,还有爸妈。。。。。

Penang Bowl and

今天和佩柔还有敏及Esther去了Penang Bowl
我们总共玩了7个game那么多
可怕吧?哈哈。。。。玩完了再加,再加。。。。
哈哈。。。。
不过,也好久没玩得那么过瘾了
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过后去看戏,
hmmm。。。。。其实也不错看啦!
就是吓来吓去的那种戏咯!
一个变态杀手一直在杀人,不管那个人是否有得罪他
为了喜欢一个女生而发狂,
杀害她的家人及身边的每一个朋友
很变态吧?
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今天晚的蛮过瘾的,
很开心能和大家一起去玩玩
也许,我们的“下次去玩”是不懂在何年何月了
可是,我还是会很期待下次的
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听见了好多消息,朋友们分别都被派去了不同的大学
基本上,到了目前为止,还是Nibong Tebal的USM及Penang USM最多身边的朋友得到
那都不是很远的地方,大家依然可以常见面不是吗?离开,不是我喜欢的感觉,可是,我必须离开

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

成绩就要出炉了!

今天,载了弟弟去补习后,就去了queensbay mall逛逛
原本是想要去上网的,去到那边,刚好知道豫也在那边
就去meet她,原来,她约了朋友
后来,我们逛了一下,我就回了。
很抱歉哦!耽搁了你们。
终于买到了!哈哈。。。。
希望你会喜欢,原本,白色的会更美
只是,日子久了,就会觉得黑色比较美了。哈哈。。。
那时因为,黑色比较不容易肮脏,也不会因为用水洗过后变黄了
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输赢不重要,重要的是大家在一起
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当你看见了你爱的人,和他喜欢的人拥抱时,
那种心痛的感觉,是痛彻心扉吧!
没有人能明白那种感觉,除非是你亲身体验
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看见那一幕,眼泪竟然自然而然的流了下来
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明天,我们大学的成绩就会出炉了
很紧张哦!
每次,我都是那样的,在成绩出炉的前夕,都会睡不着
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Sunday, 15 June 2008

双亲节

今天算是双亲节
由于母亲节时,我没和妈妈庆祝,只买了一件衣服给她
所以今天,决定和弟弟一起请爸妈去吃好料
今天我们去了火锅之家吃了一餐
那边好多好多人,由于我们早到,所以有位子坐
那边的食物是不错啦!比起金火锅,各有所长啦!
火锅之家的鱼肉,雪糕和蛋嗒比较好吃
那边也有ice kacang, sate和点心
金火锅的牛肉比较好吃,材料也比火锅之家多选择
至于价钱,火锅之家是以身高来计算的
100cm以下的人,免费
100cm-120cm的人,RM4.90(all days)
120cm-140cm的人,RM7.90 (mon - fri); RM8.90 (sat, sun and public holiday and pb eve)
140cm以上的人,RM17.90(mon - fri); RM19.90 (sat, sun and public holidayand pb eve)
可爱吗?哈哈。。。。
在那边证明,身高不高的人,很吃香。。。。哈哈。。。。

Saturday, 14 June 2008

My last day

Today is my last day working in Seong Optometrist Sdn Bhd.after worked at there for 5 months and 6 days.
Is a very long time huh?
However, why seems like not really know the people there as I really feel that myself not suitable to work in the situation there?
Is me got problems or ???
I really don’t know
我知道我本身的脾气不是非常的好
但是我不至于会一直在别人的背后讲别人的坏话,也不会一直无缘无故的讽刺别人
如果我会讽刺那个人,一定是那个人得罪了我
有人对我说过一句话:“有女人在一起做工的地方,一定会有是非”
也许是吧?女人,很奇怪吧?
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近期来,有点要被逼疯了!
不是不想配合任何人的计划
问题时,他们是我一辈子不能违背的人
他们的话,我即使不想听,也还是要听
抱歉,我真得很抱歉,让大家辛苦了
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今天放工后,载了豫一起去了Gurney的Seoul Garden吃东西
Esther他们六点就到了
去到那边,已是晚上7.40pm左右了
虽然如此,我还是一直吃,吃到晚上十点
没停到的那种。。。哈哈。。。
很惊奇吧?我的食量好像一下子变得很大了的那种。
其实以前的我,胃口是很大的
只是后来,为了减肥,胃口渐渐变得很小
后来,也变得吃不多了
久久吃一两次那么多,也不过分啦!
哈哈。。。。

Thursday, 12 June 2008

闷到不得了!

今天店里没什么顾客,结果我们大家都很闷
没事做之余,也很无聊
时间变得很难过。
以前总是特别的忙,而到了今天却特别的有空
实在是令人很难习惯

明天就是last day了
时间过得很快,转眼间,半年的时间就这样过去了
我在那边工作已有五个月又五天了
老实说,是做得不太愉快
可是,无可否认的事,我学会了不少东西
至少,我看见了人生的险恶。
也看见了人面的丑陋

这半年,对我们来说,绝对不是虚度光阴的
对我来说,那是给我一个准备进入大学
是个让我懂得进入大学后要以什么面貌示人的一个实际经验
在眼镜店里,每天我们所看见的人,都是不同的顾客
每个人的taste都是不一样的
帮顾客们介绍眼镜时,我们要很小心
不可以讲错话,免得生意做不成之余,又得罪别人
除此之外,店里的人际关系也是一个很高深的学问
小小的店面,有着复杂的政治关系
你不能跟任何人特别的好,也不能太过乐于助人
奇怪对吧?
当你太过乐于助人,别人会说你爱奉承某人
当你跟某人太好,难保他或她不会在你背后说你坏话
老实说,这方面的学问,我是看透了,不过还是学不来
也许,我还需要一些些时间吧!

在槟华的七年时间,对于人际关系,我还是学得不太好
唯一学会的只是自私与宽宏
自私,是人不为己,天诛地灭
宽宏,对别人宽宏,就是对自己仁慈
经验,是最好的老师。。。。
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有差一点吵架了。。。。
还好来得及紧急刹车。。。。
唉。。。为什么?

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

好久不见

今天放工后,和双一起去吃晚餐
然后去了bj complex逛街
双买了pendrive,而我也问了关于电话的价钱

好久没见到双了
再过不久,我也许就会到KL去读书了
双也会在九月离开马来西亚到英国去
不懂几时我们才能再见面了
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近来,工作上过得不错
和大家相处得越来越不错了
只是,我还有三天就要走了

人,其很矛盾的
对我来说,读书时,想做工
做工时,想读书

很奇怪对吧?
不久以后,当我大学毕业了的时候
我就再也没得选择了,一定要上班了
而且,一上,就是几十年的那种
唉。。。可怜的我,可悲的人生啊!
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心结不开人不罪
心结一开见我佛

Monday, 9 June 2008

photos from Genting

yu,min and esther
me at burger king


me and yu

back from Genting!

回来咯!
Just back from Genting few hours ago
星期六晚上十一点左右,我们从槟城出发
巴士和我去金马仑的时候所乘坐的车一样公司的(星槟)
好巧!哈哈。。。。
在一路上不是很好睡,因为车摇摆蛮大力的
一路上停了大约三站,除了上厕所,我们也可以吃东西(有其中一站式咖啡店)
后来,我们半夜四点就到达山顶了
巴士放了我们就离开了
我们去了大厅那边的厕所洗脸,然后就在大厅那边坐着睡觉
那边的雾很大,也很冷,还下起雨来。
后来,我们便去逛街,因为室外的theme park由于雾大没开
我们走到好远的地方,大约是走到Resort hotel那边
然后因为看见雾散开了就去买票进入游乐场了
第一个玩的是flying chair
然后就去了check in hotel。。。。
冲了凉,我们有出发去玩咯!这次豫因为爱睡所以没跟来
我们三个去玩了flying dragon 和mini train(好像过山车那样的)
过后,我和敏还上去了flying coaster还有海盗船。。。。
除此之外,我们也去了那一点也不可怕的鬼屋
这次玩的游戏,没有我四年前去的时候玩的刺激
我们没玩crock screw和space shot
后来,我和esther还去玩”fomula1”
豫睡醒了,来找我们,我们有再去玩flying dragon和mini train
有人拿高分贝的叫声害得我差一点耳聋。。。。。哈哈。。。。
不过,那样才有气氛嘛!哈哈。。。。
我是很少会喊,因为对我来说,这些游戏不是很可怕。
更可怕的我都玩过了,这些不算什么
后来,我们还去了flying coaster那边
因为这个游戏有点可怕,我第一次和敏万的时候,她也是考虑了很久
这次换豫和esther考虑的时候咯!
最后,还是上去了
他们一上去就想放弃了,不过,由于给了钱,那个工作人员也关了笼子
没办法,只好硬着头皮上去咯!
我坐最外面的那个,感觉就像被丢出去那样
敏坐最里面的那个,感觉就像要撞上那些tiang那样
结果就是我们两个没那么怕,坐中间的那两个,还怕过我们。。。。
哈哈。。。。
玩完后,我们去了餐厅吃晚餐
好饿也好累。
同时,我们也买了snow world的门票
吃完晚餐,我们便回到房间休息
晚上,我们又去了snow world,然后去meet ah chan 他们喝咖啡
回到房间,大家也很累了,豫回到她的房间睡觉
哪里懂,我们的esther goh不舍得睡,又去乱她,把她叫来我们的房间
过后,豫来了又离开后,我们三个就玩牌咯!其实,我和敏是超爱睡的
可是被拉着玩,就玩咯!我和敏一直赢哦!哈哈。。。。
精神好的那个反而每盘都输。。。。
哈哈。。。。
我们玩到半夜三点才睡觉。

这次去了genting,是很好玩
我们逛街逛得不过瘾是最遗憾的
因为第二天我们十点多就去逛了,可是还是没变办法逛完
加上第一天因为累了,所以我们也不是逛个很多
没买到什么,就花了我百多块钱
真是的!唉。。。。云顶的东西真的很贵
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我的电话坏了!
在我要出发去云顶的前一个小时坏了!
还我被逼要敏借我她的就电话,k700i。。。。
还好有这个电话,不然,我真的不懂该怎么办才好。。。。
要出远门却没电话用,很不方便的。
也很没安全感。
虽然这个k700i的keypad不好按,我还是不太能适应
只能慢慢来,大家,如果我会讯息会的慢的话,请多多体谅
因为我的手真的很痛,也不太能适应
给我一点时间吧!
加油哦!哈哈。。。。

Saturday, 7 June 2008

pay out money

Going to Genting tonight…..
The time passed so fast, I just came back from KL last week and now, a week time passed.
Going to enjoy myself with my last trip with 3 of my best friends before we all go to different university
Really so hope that we all can enjoy ourselves in this coming trip as I did not go to Genting since long time ago
The last trip I go to Genting is the tourism club trips with Shuang them
We all enjoy ourselves with many games like space shot and roller coaster
Enjoy our funny dine as we just buy big mac and eat spaghetti in Pizza Hut…haha….
Eat our cheap Maggie mee in hotel room and sleep together in a small bed
Shopping in many places and buy many things in Bum City(Genting)
Argue about our tastes and walk around together…it is so fun.
Shuang, I really miss our trip and like it.
I miss you all too….

One of my old friends asked me go out shopping last Saturday
But I said no as I have to go to KL with my family
This week she also comes to me again
Again, I said no to her because I want to rest before I depart from Penang to Genting
“Wah! You are so busy huh? Wanna date you out to have a dinner also must make appointment one a?”
Haha…..these are what she told me yesterday night on phone
“Haiz….I also hope that I can be free la….wanna stay at home also got problems er….haha…”I said
“Ceh! U ming ming tiok so enjoy…..” = =
Haha…..lost contact with her since we graduate from form 5 due to us didn’t attend to the same tuition class anymore. Miss her too.
As she contact me back last week, suddenly recall back about our life in tuition class last time
I always slept in the mathematics tuition class which held in Saturday evening when I got netball training in the Saturday morning because I very tired and she always be the one who copy the notes and ask me wake up to solve my question and write it on board when there is my turn and I will sleep back again.haha….

Pay out money….
Recently I really not so suitable to go elsewhere to look at clothes
Why? Because I keep on pay out money
From yesterday till today, I already pay out RM107 for 2 shirts and 2 pants
Yesterday go to queensbay with my mom and I bought a long pant and knitwear
Those cost me RM58…
Today I gone to market in the morning and buy another shirt + short pant
Those cost me RM49….
And now, I become pok gai….
I really very fast you know? Once I see those clothes suitable and I like it,
I will straight away pay money.
So sad….my purse so poor now….
STOP! STOP! STOP! Don’t pay out again….
My mom seems like didn’t say anything when she saw me buy so many clothes.
Some more said can take money from her if I have not enough money to buy or if I want to buy more clothes….= =
Weird k? if I buy clothes last time(exclude New Year), she sure will scold me….this time some more wanna pay for me….weird enough la!

Friday, 6 June 2008

many many things

今天店里特别多人
大家忙到头晕
在我放工的那一刻就是特别多顾客
还我忙到没得回家。。。唉。。。。

回到家,和爸妈他们一起去了queensbay逛街
Finally get my clothes and found the bag I want
Waiting for my university result now and everyone seems like quite nervous
The “everyone” is those outsider who are not waiting for result….haha….
They seem like nervous then me and just keep on ask me:“when will you get your result?”

Will depart from Penang to Genting tomorrow
If you ask me: “m I can’t wait for it?”
I will tell you that I don’t know
Really, do not know…..haiz…
And I also don’t know why
Maybe is because I feel tired on traveling through long distance recently as I just came back from KL last week and gone to Cameron Highlands few weeks ago

One more week to go, I will know my university result and will stop from work
Cannot wait for that day to come
Really hope that I can just stay at home and sleep whole day although it is quite boring having this kind of life
Get back to the school life is what I most hope now as I really like study much

My brother started his study in form 6
He asked me about some of the Mathematics and Physics works
Honestly, I almost forget all
I only can recall back those things as I read back the notes
This situation applies for Chemistry also
About PA, I still ok la
As it do not need much theories

Yesterday met Wei Chuan in spectacles shop as he came to buy his contact lens
He is now going to leave Penang soon
Talk about others friends’ resultsSeems like not much news can we both get as many peoples didn’t give us information and didn’t meet after graduated. Sad…..

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

love is cute rite??


平静

这几天上班都蛮忙的
顾客不算多,刚刚好的那种
让我们不忙也不会太有空

这几天,变得很容易累
累得每天睡得很迟才起床
真的不懂为什么??

今天,相信大家都收到消息了吧?
明天开始,车油起价了
从1litre = RM1.92变成 1 litre = RM2.70
天啊!竟然起了50%那么多!
结果,油站都是车了。。。
变成油站塞车。
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近来,似乎变得平静了
太平静了
应该开心吗?是应该吧?

Monday, 2 June 2008

more photos




Newway k box


Gary,Chuan,Chuan's gf, me and Ping








ping and me




回来咯!

今天是我回到槟城的第一天
昨晚因为塞车的关系,回到家一是晚上十一点了
好累。。。。。
所以一回来就上床睡觉了
一路上虽然我们用highway,可是还是有点塞车
更离谱的的是去KL方向的那条highway。。。。。
塞车塞到整整有四条槟威大桥那么长。。。。好可怕!
真是的!要是昨天我们是从槟城去KL的话,
我看,现在才能到达KL了吧?
那个车龙是非常的长。。。。。
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今天又要上班了
好闷哦!
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昨天因为下午才回家
所以当大家都醒来后,我们四个人就出发去唱k了
前一晚本来要去的,后来因为某种原因取消了
难得昨天有机会,便去了Newway Karaoke唱歌了
那边的房间好大,如果你去了那边,就会觉得redbox不够好玩了
除此之外,就连厕所也是在房间里面的
不用为了上厕所而特地跑到外面去
房间的空间很不错,基本上是和redbox的大房差不多
我们只有四个人俄!
这么大的房间,有点夸张。。。。哈哈。。。。
那边的麦克风也是用电池的,至少我们不用受限制于wire
四个人四只麦克风,不用抢或轮流
哈哈。。。。
虽然只有短短的两个小时,但是还是玩得开心
价钱和redbox的klunch一样,不会很贵
下次有机会,一定要再去一次。。。。哈哈。。。。
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这次去KL主要是参加光表哥的婚礼。
虽然有一小段的时间还蛮闷的 (因为没事情做,结果大家都拿了laptop出来on9)
可是,算是不错啦!
至少,能让我们这些久没见面的亲戚们见见面,聊天
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时光飞逝,我们大家都长大了
看见光表哥结婚,其实回头想想,我们几个也二十岁了
很快的,我想,我们大家也会拥有属于自己的家庭了
那天在车上回想起我们小时候在老家那边的童年
真的很好笑。哈哈。。。。。
这次去到KL那边,会遇见川表哥真的很意外。
我们好像很久没见面了
小时候,我们也是很好的玩伴啊!
虽然几年前因为某些事故变得比较生疏
但还是希望将来我们能继续保持联络

Sunday, 1 June 2008

Photos


kenny n me



back from KL

today i should go back to Penang
but to wait for my brother to attend to an exam for a japanese scholarship,
we all only will depart from KL (Puchong) back to Penang at 3pm
so sien staying in my cousin's without nothing
so we all plan to go red box or else where as we canceled our plan to red box after dinner
went to Station 1 at midnight yest chit chat around and play games
went back home so late and go to sleep till almost 10am
my brother and mom them gone out so ealy in the morning as i just slept at that time
haha.....

next week will go to Genting Highlands some more
gone out till far away from house 3 times in a month time
really admire myself.....haha....
 
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