all the best

lol...although i am not that 'strong'...but just hope that i can touch my dream....haha...
all the best to me and all....

2am again now...what the hell that I still not yet sleep although i will have a morning class at 9am
damn hate the class as it is so pointless and waste my time with it
by the way, not really plan to go the class unless I can wake up in time

not really hope to stay up so late until 2am actually
then why???
why am i so stupid to stay till this late (early)??
just because I cannot finish my calculus homework which I really not plan to copy vincent's answers again
i want at least one homework (cos this is the last homework in this sem) is done by myself....
lol
what bad dream as i were not so hardworking before this....
have to be hardworking for the coming final exam and not to let myself slack again after that as i should study for my exam P
haiz......just hope that i can cope all my studies...
i really not hope to retake or been forced to dropped my credit hours in the next sem
just wish me luck.....

gonna crazy soon......
registered my courses today morning....
oh my god!!!i have 22 credit hours for the next sem but it wasn't include the co-k yet,.....
add on the co-k,i gonna have 25 credit hours in total!damn!
thinking want to take another language course in the next sem but I don't think that i can make ot as the maximum credit hours that i can take just 27 credit hours only!damn it!

going to have my econ test later...and i am studying it now...
just get started....haha....damn it!
what is happening to me as I have to get my pointer at least 3.00 to proceed my study in the next sem.or else, i just can take 16 credit hours in the next sem and have to proceed my study for one more year!oh, damn stress!

sien

in the PPSM pc lab now....
suppose to have a class now but seems like no tutor is coming....
wait at here and do our registeration online here since the line in KIY is damn bad
finally settle our stuffs
left 1 hour class + tutor later
haiz....
having a very sien and stressful life in UKM here as we always have so many tests.
just finished a presentation yesterday....but I am going to have another one more presentation today.
going to have a test tomorrow.
there will be presentations on the coming Monday and next Saturday.
Next Sunday is gonna kill me with the Simulation stuff....
oh my god.....I just cannot tahan with the life like this!!!!

so wonder why other people's university life are so enjoyable but not mine one?
everyday with tests and projects.
presentation....damn it!
some quiz more....what's the hell!!!????

although it was raining yesterday night...
I still went to the Economics class....lol
don't think that I were so hardworking that won't skip class.
went there is because my friend is there.....he is a genius...my C++ presentation which will bring me to hell today need his help...lol
so thankful to you Vincent and Lih Loon.....you two really help me much....
finally i understand what are the lecturer talking about in the calculus class for the past few weeks....lol
my form to study in calculus came back finally...lol
haha...damn happy with it...
my calculus in university here is not only solving problems but application more...
what we learned in form 6 were not enough unless we know how to apply it in our life and to explain problems so with theories..lol


we have to do our early registration for the 2nd sem courses...
damn it that I am gonna to have > 22 credit hours in the next sem....
oh my god...that 22 hours is the one written in the guide book but after register, it will be more.
damn!
why do i say so?
just because the credit hours written in the book for this sem is 19 hours only but after register, I got 22 credit hours to catch up.
what's the hell is doing that it gonna kill me with that.....the 22 hours wasn't included the Lab and the tutorial.
damn !

have to go back to my study now...
yesterday night was too tired as my class continuously....
after discussing the presentation with kean wei i slept until today morning....
haiz...

no title

so sien in UKM here and i do nothing in my study for whole day yesterday....
went to library after my lunch(actually is breakfast) yesterday,but have to come back quite early at 5pm because library was closed at 5pm during weekend.
it was rainy day yesterday...luckily i brought my umbrella...lol
went to kolej Aminuddin Baki for a early dinner and come back to my dorms.....
continue my study n C++....it is gonna kill me as my presentation is tomorrow!!!damn.....


ok....due to i feeling that myself is damn fat here.....so i am on diet recently....
trying to cut down my meals....not to eat much.....
i cannot stop from have my normal meal as i have gastric....if i stop it, the next day i cannot even wake up for my clas....

check out this photo...lol
found it when i have nothing to do during online...hahaha....
damn cute McD.....do you ever tried to have a meal in McD before and get something like this????
lol
i never...haha....i think it will be suitable for those who wanna on diet and thinking want to have a meal in McD also...lol
won't be that fat as the size is damn small...lol

Irritated!!

midnight oil again....haiz.....
no choice as i cannot finish my study and I don't want to feel stress when the final is near.
damn it as I not really can study for these 2 days.....haiz....
I know what is happening but I just cannot handle it!!!!
study over night....at least I can study more....haiz....
although not much can be studied.....i can get something into my brain.
the feeling is damn irritated....make me cannot cope my study and damn it I cannot concentrate!
damn !!!!!!come back!no more dreaming!!!!is not time for that and sleeping!

went to library after woke up in the morning.....1pm
slept early in the morning at 7am and woke up at 11am
lol
didn't sleep much as well because it is too bright in my room as the sun shined into my room
haiz....

心，去了哪里？
不再属于我的了吗？

burning midnight oil....

lol....3.10am now...haha...
and what am i doing now???? burning midnight oil...
just because I cannot cope and touch my target during yesterday day time even I stay awake in dorms for whole day....
damn shit!!!!
day dream whole day....don't know what were I dream about also...serious...
haiz....then the consequence is....cannot sleep until i finish at least half of my target....
pity man!!!!
peaceful....lol
the candle is peaceful right???just during day time i think...if you gonna light it up during night time like this....just like what am i doing now...."burning midnight oil..."
lol...
haha.....
someone does not sleep as well as me.....my room mate and friend...
chatting on msn and studying at the same time...
feel so boring and come here to post up something....haha.....
got to go now...maybe if i free during day time later or i found something to post up....i will be here again...lol...
bye for now...haha....

woke up quite early in the morning about 10am.
say quite early is because i slept very late at 3.30am
haiz.....get used to the busy life in UKM here....sleep late at night and wake up early in the morning...haiz.....=)

the corridor outside of my room....=.=...dark...

out of electricity......
so suddenly that my laptop become totally dark.....
damn! the electricity is down.....oh my god!
damn hot in my room for almost one hour...haiz......


一直选择逃避，为的就是不要让自己在陷下去
可是，我还是拉不住自己的心
我的心，很不听话。。。。。

612 星球

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我 忍着痛 也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙
小王子说 爱一定 开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗 在什麽时候

好喜欢这首歌哦。。。。。感觉很有意思
会有吗？幸福？？？
知道你在骗我，可是却是心甘情愿的被骗也不生气。。。。。
我到底还能忍到什么程度？？能忍到几时？

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹

meals....lol

look a this.....haha....
early in the morning...and this is my breakfast...(when i have time for it)
why do i say so???just because if i able wake up early in the morning and don't need to rush to class, i will have time for this delicious breakfast....
if not, I will just drink plain water and rush to class....lol


check this out....lol
study....is the title of this picture when i found it...lol....
and i gonna study later..haha...
the final is near around the corner...damn shit that I did not prepare anything about it...=.=....

ok...gonna say something...recall about this at the moment i receive a message from someone that i not really like his style....
always don't want go to class and will message me to help him sign the attendance...damn shit!
if you are lazy and don't want to go, then just don't need go and don't keep on message someone to help you sign for the attendance every time you want to skip the class....
what the hell who are you that I have to help you up like this????damn!

true love...perhaps....
this picture is so cute and i got it from my friendster...thanks for my friend to post it up for me...
and thanks a lot for your wishes....
hope that i can find mine one as soon as possible....
but when will it be???lol..
we just wait and see...haha.....

someone told me that cannot understand gals' thinking...lol
no doubt...is a guy..haha...
walau...girls thinking sometimes is even simpler then you guys k?
girls...fight for our thinking la...lol...
just simple, must not forgot dates, and accompany the girl during the important date(if you able,if really cannot,i think a phone call and messages is enough right??)...is gals thinking and they won't angry anymore...lol
but the mistakes that those guys always make is forget about the dates...lol
haha.....=)

Big Apple...lol
brought back by my friend from Mid Valley...haha....
is my second dinner for today...lol....
oh no!my diet plan fail for today...=.=
haiz....when saw something nice, I just cannot tahan and will continue eat...=.=
no good....not discipline enough....haiz...

by the way...the donuts very delicious...
thanks a lots....lol =)

copying....color and meaning of roses...

lol......copying.....
haha....read someone's blog just now....
realized and recalled back what had we discussed in the cafe during dinner...lol..
the colors and meaning of roses..lol

well, gonna say something here...

gals....when you receive roses...look nicely what color is that...=.=
don't get misunderstand about the color and the purpose of the sender...lol

guys....when you thinking want to give roses as present to someone.....
please check out clearly the meaning and color of the roses before you give out the roses...
you will get scold...if you sent wrongly...haha...
here is some guide for all....hope you all will like it...

hmm.....gonna say hi to someone here...
i know you don't like your name to be in here....
so, you know yourself who am i talking about la....lol
pai se that i am copying your blog post...cos it is damn interesting to share with friends about this here...lol...
i know you won't mind i become copy cat of your blog right???lol...

Red Roses
Red roses proclaim "I love you." They are the ultimate symbol of romantic love and enduring passion. Florists can't keep up with Valentines Day demand for red roses, which makes them especially expensive in February.

Yellow Roses
Yellow roses indicate friendship and freedom -- so don't send them if your intentions are romantic and long-lasting. Yellow roses are also appropriate for sending congratulations to newlyweds, graduates, Texans, and new mothers.

Pale Pink Roses
Pale pink roses connote grace, gentleness, and gratitude.

Light Pink Roses
A joy to behold, light pink roses express fun and happiness.

Deep Pink Roses
Deep pink roses say "Thank you."

Lilac Roses
Lilac roses indicate the sender has fallen in love at first sight with the recipient and is enchanted.

White Roses
Pure white roses symbolize truth and innocence. They also send other messages: "I miss you" and "You're heavenly."

Coral Roses
Coral roses express one thing with their passionate color: Desire.

Peach Roses
Peach roses speak of appreciation, gratitude, and also sympathy.

Orange Roses
Orange roses communicate enthusiasm and desire on the part of the sender.

Dead Roses
Regardless of the original color, dead roses say "It's over" loud and clear.

COMBINED ROSES
Put two or more colors of roses together, and a new rose meaning arises:

White Roses + Yellow Roses
A symbol of harmony.

Red Roses + Yellow Roses
A message of happiness and celebration.

Red Roses + White Roses
An indication of bonding and harmony.

MORE ROSE SYMBOLISM
While roses are traditionally presented in bouquet form, these are also acceptable:

Single Red Rose
"I love you" (but I'm not going to go broke telling you).

Single Rose Any Color
"I thank you" (and I'm still not going to go broke saying so).

Two Roses Entwined
An engagement or marriage is imminent.

	red Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special.
	pink As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness. Pink rose bouquets often impart a gentler meaning than their red counterparts.
	yellow The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.
	white White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance.
	orange With their blazing energy, orange roses are the embodiment of desire and enthusiasm. Orange roses often symbolize passion and excitement and are an expression of fervent romance. A bouquet of orange roses will send a meaningful message.
	lavender The unique beauty of the lavender rose has captured many hearts and imaginations. With their fantastical appearance, lavender roses are a perfect symbol of enchantment. The lavender rose is also traditionally used to express feelings of love at first sight.

stress.....

rainy day again....
the weather is damn bad since few days ago....
everyday is sunny a while, rainy a while...
really don't know what happen.....=S
the different is I never laugh so happy when I have to walk under the rain just like the picture...lol
even i got the umbrella...
don't think too much that because of there is no dog beside me....damn that is because i don't like to get wet...lol...=)


add on a tutorial today....=.=
just because the damn shit tutorial canceled last few weeks ago....
haiz....
have to attend la...luckily it is just an hour class...won't feel that boring..=.=

getting quite stress as my study haven't been coped...
I always like this since form 6...easily get stressed...
during SPM and PMR all that.....the word "stress" will not attend in my dictionary....hehe....
but not since form 6

final exam and holidays....

busy day.....

just finished my tutorial class in PPSM...

gonna continue my C++ class and Economics after this....

the Economics class is going to have a small quiz later...damn that I did not study anything about it....because I just got know about the quiz yesterday....

haiz....no time....2 chapters which is so long and so many things to memorize....

planned to start my study for my final exam tonight....

is time for me to stop from watching dramas and play games...

study hard for my final and we are going to play during the holidays in December....hehe...

that is a vacation holidays as everyone planned to go Johor....hehe....

cannot wait for it...but the final decision is still in progress....we still in consideration....=)

just came back from library
went there for study and finally finish some study in organic chemistry...
haiz.....I forgot all the stuff taught by Mr and Mrs Sim last time....so bad....
have to start again from 0.....
if I able to study consistently during this 3 weeks, I should be can go back to my aunt's house during the study week.....
hope that I can cope my study well.....=)

the line in my room here is damn slow and bad enough...
i tried for hours only get to online now....
haiz...

you will be always in my heart.......

got a sad news yesterday that my babysitter passed away on Sunday...

i hope that i can attend to the funeral but she just seems like not allow me to do so...haiz...

so sad that i cannot attend...
she will be buried in the Batu Gantung there together with her daughter who passed away last year....

I will miss you and gonna pray for your best to have a "new life" in heaven.....

I think your family members will have same thinking as me that you won't be so suffer for the sickness as you pass away.....

you will always be in my heart.....

Siber PTSL

exam P...all probability.....=S

in siber PTSL now....the library siber...

damn that I cannot online in my room for this 2 days....

the line just damn bad until we only can look at the laptop but do nothing....

talked about the SOA stuff with my friend who just passed the Exam P in the past holiday.....

his name is vincent....

the exam P is very funny....the situation in the exam room just like the exam for our Undang-undang....

but the big difference is, there is a cc tv upwards of your head to guard you....wow!!!hehe.....

3 hours...and we just been allowed to bring a calculator and our passport into the exam room.

no drinks and other things....
at last...a big congratulation to Vincent who is the first one to pass this exam P among the first year student of 2008/2009....haha....

A feeling.Only felt.

Here are a few reasons

why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.

Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.

We love them for a million reasons,

No paper would do it justice.

It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

A feeling.Only felt.

1st day class.........

went to class in the morning......
what were we do in the class????? no doubt....is copy......homework.....
damn shit!!!i never copy others mathematics homework last time and people were copied mine!!!!
but after came to UKM, you just see what had i done??????!!!!!!
copy calculus homework every Monday morning!!!!!damn!!!
what the hell???

had a great dinner with friends in KIY cafe....
we all brought something from our hometown and ate together.....so fun to have talk together....
everyone will come back to busy life after this as our final exam is after one month.....

many friends gave me feedback about this blog....

no pictures but all words...damn sien...haha....

trying my best to get this blog become more interesting....

hope that you all enjoy it...

this blog is about my life and the way for my friends to know about me....

enjoy and thanks for your feedback....haha....

hope to get more....bye...=)

Reached

dare not seeeee!!!!!!!dann!!!!!

Finally I reached UKM at 5pm today....
don't misunderstand....I depart from Penang in Chung Ling High School bus at 9am in Tesco Penang there....
the bus was very slow in driving and the traffic is jam....
the weather was very bad...sigh...
the sky was damn dark and it was rained...
haiz....the main door is the only door opened in UKM today....

the driver was so "heartless" enough that left us those from KIY one down the bus station and we have to walk up the hill ourselves under rain and carried the damn heavy luggages....
oh my god that we just tried our best to reach our room as soon as possible....

tidy up my room with my room mate as we reach UKM in the same bus...
our room wasn't so dirty as we imagined....
get it cleaned in 1 and a half hours....haha...
a very bad thing now is that is a dead body in the place we used to washed our clothes there....
don't think tooooooo much.....it is a MONKEY.....
damn now as I walk to toilet also i can smelt it....
OH MY GOD!!!!damn smelly....

thanks a lot to my buddy for help me found this such pretty nice template....=)

i dare to bat you because i know you well....hehe....

we just stay and see.....you will know what am i trying to mean already....hehe...=)

last day in Penang.....

went to Prangin Mall with my mom and her friend today....
my mom said she want to buy clothes.....at last she bought a blouse in Islee.....
went to hospital for my babysitter again today...
her situation is worse...her heart beat only left 30 something per minutes....
it is damn slow as she already cannot stay alive for long....
everyone suffering for her and herself too....
god bless you for your best....

going back to UKM tomorrow morning...
the bus is 9am depart from Penang Tesco....
haiz....gonna leave....
i will miss everything here....
will be back to here after my final exam....
just hope that I can study well in my final in UKM there.....
back to UKM means that my busy life gonna get started again.....=S
assignments, presentation, and studies!!!!!!is coming.......haiz.....

movie,bowling and chit chat....

Penang Bowl.....=)

went out for movie.....
"Flight Of The Living Dead".....hmm.....what can I say???
that movie is not geli enough....and is not.....wat enough???don't know la...
just not nice enough...the consequence....
if you haven't watch yet, I will say, just don't waste your money....
i myself not worth paying for this movie....cause a horror movie that can make people laugh for so long, really is not horror enough....=.=

went to Penang Bowl after that...
my skill......=.=
just gone.....
but still feel so happy as I did not play bowling for a long time already....hehe....
went to Esther's house there for dinner....and walked around in the night market...
Starbucks again after that...chat around about many things in our universities....
accompany Yu to buy her cakes from Secret Recipe for her family....and then just go home...
I left my car at my home there and follow Esther's car to Yu's house...to drop her....
oh ya...forget to say....anyone see this blog, can go buy lottery tomorrow...cause NAN DE today, Esther Goh drive to fetch us to go out today...haha.....

tomorrow will be the last day for me to stay in Penang already....gonna go back to UKM on Sunday morning....
I am sure I will miss Penang so much....
miss everyone here, miss the food here and miss everything here.....

这次回来，以前的感觉又回来了。。。。
我们又能回到无话不谈的那种日子了。。。。。
哈哈。。。感觉很开心。。。。。。
可是我很快又要回到那边了。。。。。会怀念这次回来的一切。。。
希望，下次回来，一切一样照旧。。。。。

miss everything you gave me.....but I really don't know what is that feeling....=S

worry...hospital....

went to hospital again....
to visit my babysitter....her situation is much more better then yesterday...
the heart beat is not that fast already...and she also can breath in more peaceful way already....
really damn scare and worry when i saw her situation like this....
we cannot do anything but just stand there and look at her nia.....
god bless....

如果你不了解，并不表示你应该拒绝它。也许你并不了解电，但你仍然可以享用电的好处。
我不知道电视怎么运作的，但我知道：你可以用电来煮一个人的晚餐，你也可以用它来“煮”一个人。

创造一直都在发生。每当一个人产生一个思想或者持续某种惯常的思想方式，就进入了创造的过程，某些事情也将因为那些思想而显现出来。

shopping + eat + holiday = fat...=.=

sleepy....although i slept for whole night from 12am yesterday....
oh my god.....my situation is worse in the holiday....
went to Queensbay Mall, shopping everyday....
haiz....damn la!I did not study anything....sad....=.=

the worst thing is I become fatter in this holiday....
6kgs up in two months....damn!!!I have to take four months to get back my old weight....
just imagine how fat am i now....=.=
must keep fit already.....