back to Penang with Alvin~~

came back to Penang already.

reached at yesterday night....about 8pm something.

went to Super Thanker for dinner and went to Tesco for buy something.

came back and get rest.haha....

came back with Alvin this time.

is 1st time is I come back with him.

and this is the 3rd time he come to Penang...haha....

went out for dim sum early in the morning.

come back and bath, went out to BJ complex to buy my cotton.

came back and went out to Air Itam for a short Tea Time + lunch.

damn hell the worst thing happened that my shoes rosak~~~

haiz....

broke down at the wrong time le....

I seldom wear that shoes for almost one year because it is kept well.

haha...

but then it broke down as I wear it after so long time....haiz....

pity me when it broke down both side.

came back to home and change my shoes....

sadly my dad's lovely fish dead today.

so, he suggested to go walk around at the Zhou Tian Yang there and buy his lovely fish.

so, he bought his new members....lol

went for dinner after that.

come home after that.

rush out to McD greenland after bath.

to meet friends....yu min, yu and esther.

chatted a lot. until 12am.

haha....

well...I seriously feel that all those so call "reasons" is not reason at all...

haha...think nicely before you let go the right one.

=)

going to miss you guys until I come back during Raya again.

hope that you diet plan can be suceed & your harddisk will be fine, your handphone & laptop can be recovered.

take care~~

haha...=)

should study!!!!!!

study~~I should study~!!!!!!!

but I were playing game all the way...I always like this during exam period....at last..i only read 1 chapter of Insurance nia...haiz...

so sad~~

i got more to go le...how a???

I not plan to bring the stupid heavy book back...haiz...

going back home tomorrow...cannot wait for it....

finally the day is here....I been waiting for it....

haha....

okok...back to study and stop crapping!!!!!!!!!!

bye bye~~

1st day of mid sem = die~~

today is the 1st day of my mid term exam...

a bad bad bad start....operational research~~if you just listen the name of the course, you will thought it is just teach you how to organise your research~~~

but actually~~it is maths with all theoriesssss....

OMG...

the paper driving us crazy...all theory...haiz...

this paper consider die~~

"certified dead"

going home for a short weekend on coming Saturday...

haha...I have to study here tomorrow as my books is too heavy to bring back.

this time go back, is because my mom requested.

lol

1st time she asked me go home.

why wo?

lol

want someone help her to finish her food. (because she is cooking for praying)

haha....no idea la.

have to go back and become her driver and eat helper (help to eat)lol

played game since i come back to my room

haiz...I should study...but i just addicted.

haha..nevermind la...tomorrow should study my Insuranssss.....

and I have another assignment which is the stupid Statistics II...sigh~~

people is in exam mode le....what the hell assignments?

haiz...

something weird happened on me just now...haiz...

my heart beats suddenly very fast just now. like cannot breath for a few seconds.

what is happening?

hope that everything is fine......

awaiting for coming saturday~~

七夕情人节

由相知而相爱，由相爱而更加相知。
人们常说的神仙眷侣就是你们了！
祝相爱年年岁岁，相知岁岁年年！
七夕情人节快乐。。。

got this little poem from my friend which I love it so much.

today is a very special day for those chinese couple which know about the story of the 牛郎织女

well...obviously it is not for me. because my lovely boyfriend don't even know about the story and the chinese date today.

sigh.

he is a "banana"....what to do? even when I told him the date, he also cannot understand.

asked him to guess the date of today. the ans is "today is 26th of August lo....what's so special?"

=.="

i give up to let him guess at last.haha....

but then nevermind la.

when you found out that you are with the one which is your correct one, you are having valentine's day everyday.

and I found the correct one.

well, probably because we both fighting for the mid term exam tomorrow.

haha....no idea la.

well, dear, add oil ya~~all the best...=)

here is the story i found by using google.....mayb you can translate and read on it la...haha....

相传牛郎父母早逝，又常受到哥嫂的虐待，只有一头老牛相伴。有一天老牛给他出了计谋，要娶织女做妻子。到了那一天，美丽的仙女们果然到银河沐浴，并在水中嬉戏。这时藏在芦苇中的牛郎突然跑出来拿走了织女的衣裳。惊惶失措的仙女们急忙上岸穿好衣裳飞走了，唯独剩下织女。在牛郎的恳求下，织女答应做他的妻子。婚后，牛郎织女男耕女织，相亲相爱，生活得十分幸福美满。织女还给牛郎生了一儿一女。后来，老牛要死去的时候，叮嘱牛郎要把它的皮留下来，到急难时披上以求帮助。

老牛死后，夫妻俩忍痛剥下牛皮，把牛埋在山坡上。织女和牛郎成亲的事被天庭的玉帝和王母娘娘知道后，他们勃然大怒，并命令天神下界抓回织女。天神趁牛郎不在家的时候，抓走了织女。牛郎回家不见织女，急忙披上牛皮，担了两个小孩追去。眼看就要追上，王母娘娘心中一急，拔下头上的金簪向银河一划，昔日清浅的银河一霎间变得浊浪滔天，牛郎再也过不去了。从此，牛郎织女只能泪眼盈盈，隔河相望，天长地久，玉皇大帝和王母娘娘也拗不过他们之间的真挚情感，准许他们每年七月七日相会一次，相传，每逢七月初七，人间的喜鹊就要飞上天去，在银河为牛郎织女搭鹊桥相会。此外，七夕夜深人静之时，人们还能在葡萄架或其他的瓜果架下听到牛郎织女在天上的脉脉情话。

crazy me to run around officesss....

today is the most tired day ever~~~really~~

because I were running from one office to another, another to 2nd another and 3rd another........

ran to canselori as I woke up early in the morning at 8.15am (i slept at 3am something)

ran to print out the letters which i need my penasihat to sign.

after that ran to meet a penyelaras to pass me receipts that she want to claim the money from me....

but at last, all receipts that she gave me, cannot claim money de..sigh....wasted my time....haiz...

went to see my penasihat at canselori....and finally get his signature.

ran to post the letter to the BSMM Cawangan Selangor because due date is near.

I have to go to buy setem and all that....haiz....

finally, the letter is sent.....

1st job is done

ran to Pusat kesihatan to meet my pengerusi BSMM UKM.

just to get his signature under my dinner stuff.

very sien.

he has a lot of opinions. make me have to ran back to go edit and print the letters again.

went back to him, and he wan change things again. luckily his secretary lend me her computer and printer...

finally....I done my 2nd job.

in pusat kesihatan also, must get the signature from the same person, my pengerusi.

to claim money from Tabung PBSMM.

haiz...

have to explain a lot of things.

ocvad, you owe me!!!I have to help u explain how u spend RM200!!!!!haiz...

ma huan...

finally he sign also....

3rd job is done half also. (I haven pass to the 4th office. I have no energy to go to pusanika anymore. very tiring, cos it is far...)

went out to have lunch with Jordan and William today.

luckily William has car.

or else, I will not go out to eat.

I rather eat oat in dorms.

damn tired le...haiz...

came back about 1pm and I have to tidy up all my documents.

finally it is done with all things of BSMM except I have to send up the surat jemputan and surat claim.

all these are just small deal. compare to the things I had done today morning. LOL

now, i have to study,

no more others activities come to kacau~~~~

my mid sem is tomorrow le.

no more kacau la...I already did a lot of things!!!

no more ask me fast fast fast...

if you want me to be fast, please be efficient yourself before talk to me....

or else I will make sure you become speechless when face me!!!

talked about those bad attitude of the bus driver in UKM.

we always get scold when we take the bus to the stations which is near by car but far by foot....

why cant we take the bus? i cannot understand le....lol

we paid!!!

haiz....lame service...

and some of the bus driver do not want to stop for us and rather drive away with his bus which is empty~~=.="

what is that???

haiz....no point..and this is UKM.....

just went out to meet my juniors about some problems on pesta tanglung...lol

now, I settled all the problems with activities already...I want to study~~~~~

bye bye~~

sien~~~

very sien in some days here. have to study...

not much coped today.

I don't know why...just did not have the mood.

busy with BSMM stuffs again.

haiz...

I wan to stay away from all that la...can I?

still cannot....until march of next year~~~

haiz....

going to have my mid sem in coming Thursday...how to die?

don't know~~~just die la...lol

did some online shopping....

nice the clothes???ok la...

the website is not bad.

miss you a lot~~~~

typing~~~

type~~type~~type~~ again and again...

i typed a lot of things today...

reports...letters...and the most important is my online meeting~~~damn hell...

always like this de....can they never make things last minutes????

my due date can kill me de le..

haiz...anyone can understand that a budget report is so hard and take me damn long to collect reports from everyone and do it??

i have to tidy it up some more.

haiz...

nevermine la...no one will understand as usual...and I never hope that anyone of them can understand also...

just take as I am crapping here. just to make myself feel better.

finally, i settle all the things....on time....(before 12am tonight)...haiz...

this is not me...I never do thing at the last minutes and send up so late de le...

nevermind la...i am learning to get used to it.

had whole day class again today.

very tired.

but what to do? no rest even I back to dorms.

only the dinner time...(short short de 15 minutes)that i can really rest a while

this is my life here.

what the hell life is this?

i am going to have my mid sem as others also...

my mid sem is on the coming Thursday lo...and I had not study yet. not even a little bit.

you guys so happy (or suffer) to study...I wish to, but I cannot.

because I have my homework and reports~~

haiz...

what ever la...

some how maybe the time is not so suitable or correct gua.

nevermind la...just leave it.

missing someone badly....

but cannot meet. because have no time!!!!!!!

haiz....

I hate exam, I hate report, I hate activitiessssss..........

haiz.....

selamat buka puasa

due to puasa was started since yesterday....

and we satrted to get hungry for our lunch....not only they puasa...same as us....

haha...after my stupid lunch (oat) today when I come back to my dorms...

and after that I falled asleep. until I woke up at 6pm.

went to buy a my "buka puasa" food...hehe.....

a burger + a nasi goreng~~lol

show that I am sooo00oo0oo hungry....

those malays friends saw also laugh at me...because I am as them....bought a lot of food for "buka puasa"

this is not fair le...

you guys puasa not we puasa ma...

why those food like no sell during lunch ane de?

make us no lunch to eat and at last....we also must puasa with you all???

haiz....

just not fair le!!!!!!!!!!

Pembarisan Tahunan dan Pentauliahan BSMM

went out early in the morning to KTAMS for the Pembarisan Tahunan dan Majlis Pentauliahan BSMM.

very tiring to stand under a sun even it is just a morning sun.

because we stand there for 1 hour...waiting for the Perasmi to come.

he was sleeping while we already ready at there.

=.="

this is really bad actitude....

but we have to wait. wait until he comes and he comes late.

make some of the people cannot tahan and fainted. or nit to rest beside.

felt dizzy after the Pembarisan....very sien.

went into the hall and we had the majlis pentauliahan.

just to get a cert.

after that is the ceramah...sien...

this ceramah become 2 hourssss.....and the person who talk, siok sendiri himself.

although we know it is very useful the talk. but, something bad is the talk was too long.

this make people feel dizzy.

even those VIP also sleep in front....haha....

finally everything is settled and they have the photography session.

this take some times and everything is settled at 12.30pm

finally.....came back and met William when we were on the way back.

he fetch us back...haha...so good.

when the event is done only i remember I have no lunch to eat today.

because the Puasa already get started yesterday.

haiz...pity us...no lunch for one month again.

so I ate oat in dorms today.

not full. but how? nothing can i do until wait till night.

very sleepy now.

have to take a nap. and continue my study tonight.

add oil~~~~

is saturday again~~

is saturday again.

today...no class, but activity is on.

going to have an activity later.

but rain heavily now...should I go? wondering~~~

had a great talk with someone yesterday.....

haha...seems like I am always blur in many things...

some things were settled down, but actually i still have a lot of things dont know....=.="

but nevermind la....it is going to be ok soon.

because, it is settled and clear now.

well...I should start my study today...looking at my book now...

it is thick~~haha....

I am scare~~

the mid term is on thursday~~~

hope that i can settle it~~~soon...

I am coming~~~operational research.....

add oil~~~

feel tired and fed up with all the activities~~~

I have a lot of works to do......

the anggaran perbelanjaan...dinner application lettersssss....

and my mid sem!!!!!!!!!!

have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow to go to the Pembarisan Tahunan which need for Pentauliahan....

hate it!!!

I already work a lot....do I still need pentauliahan????is it still useful??

this won't make my works become lesser...but just more....

haiz....

what ever la...just feel damn fed up with all the thingssss....

people quarrel again....

what to comment??

don't know....

I am not involved~~~~and not going to also....

drama + movie

well...there is one thing that I forget to mentioned about the drama that i just finished up yesterday night. it is quite slow for me to finish up this drama as I got it for quita a long time ago.

it is a long drama???nope..it is not really. I got 4 sessons. each has about 22 episode.

it is just a nice drama that make me addicted on it.

i like the ending of the story that they did able to build a very blissful family as they deserved it after they trying so hard to get it.

this drama make me feel soooo00oo00 great that I understand that we always have to go through a lot of things then we can come to what we want to get it. this is just great to havd good ending. but after you work hard on it.

hope so for me and my lovely one...=)

one more movie that I have almost forgot that I watched before. the title is "District 9"

well.. this is the movie that I watched last friday night when I were just reached Malacca.

haha...this movie is just a weird and special movie that I had watched before.

because the starting more look like a documentary more then a movie.

haha...

what should I comment on this movie?

well...it is much more better then the Harry Potter (for me).

by the way, it is not as good as I thought.

haha....

boring meeting

today~~~still same....only one class...

and only one hour...

this is really sien..haha...

went out for a meeting from 8.30pm to 11pm.

at night..yea...at night.

and it is far away from my college. have to walk far...hehe...

those pegawai just like to "siok sendiri" in the meeting and we all don't know what happen.

i been taken as discussion again.

because I am the ketua pengarah for the Majlis Malam which they put so much hope on it.

and what can i do???just can smile and say "yes..."

haha...because I just hope to stop them from discussing on me.

and hope that all ajk won't feel that suffer.haha...

well...got the news that UKM will not close.

temporarily this is the latest news and accurate.

in case anything happen...just don't nedd worry yet..lol

hoping you will be ok~~~

special edition here...lol

this is the 1st one (and it make me surprise~~)
2nd one that i requested...lol
this one~~~take him a lot of time...and it touches me a lot.....

100 pictures, 1 love~~~

thanks to my dear~~

today....just a crapping day.

planned to get study for my Operational Research mid sem which is going to held next week...

but at last...I did not study anyth. just crapping whole day.

with who???haha...with many people.

but then aminly is just one people tt online whole day for me.

the people is who, haha....everyone know la.=P

chatted with Shawn and Catherine today.

4 people in a conversation fighting against girls and guys talk.

haha...

it was fun as well...hope that we can get a chance to hang out together la...lol

hmm....get know some friend's relationship problem.

and i feel that I am so lucky to get one that really care and love me a lot.

he is willing to do anything for me. just for me.

this is really really so thank you.

you make me feel that I deserved it.

you make me feel that I worth to be here.

you make me feel that i worth to exist. just for you~~

thanks for everything.

I feel blissful all the way.

hope that this can last long.

I will never regret to say "yes" at the start even I been doubt whether i did this correct decision??

and I thought for quite a long time about this before I said "yes"

and i now, i know I did it correctly.

i love you just because who you are.

and i know you love me just for who m i too.

just a simple answer as well.

just feel want to say thank you to you for everything you did for me.

thanks for remind about the thing that i forget.

thanks for the concerning when Iw ere down.

thanks for the milo when I got gastrik.

thanks for come over to find me just for a dinner because got gastrik

thanks for always remember our memories.

thanks for give me so many presents.

thanks for bring me to go so many places.

thanks for willing to give me your time even you are so busy.

thanks for always wait for me to sleep 1st just to say good night to me.

thanks for always wait for me to go off first when we go dating.

thanks for forgive me when i messy things up.

thanks for help my "tidy up" stuffs when I meesy up things.

thanks for everything~~~that I not able to write it in here.

somehow we might just doubt about the decision that we made or to be made.

we are going to make a decision, which is very big somehow. we might think whether we should do it or not.

but why not get a try and give everyone a chance to try???

you might not regret about it.

haha....actually this paragraph is for some friends who need it.

think about what you really need.

what you really got.

before you make a decision.

"think about your disadvantages before you think others' disadvantages"

remember this:

"there is no one perfect in this world. someone is perfect for you just because you love him/her"

sometime we cannot ignore something. but we can take over it.

you just do not need to ignore. try to get used to is, take over it.

you might found it is just so small matter one day in the future.

hope that everyone can be nice and blissful all the way~~~

男人女人--许如芸 阿穆隆

爱爱爱爱了几回也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
爱爱爱爱了几回也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

I always remember this that you made it for me and thanks for the everything.

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=52302548841

i will always remember~~=)

love you~~

correct??

要是妳不明白什麼叫癡情的表情，

首先，用妳美麗的眼睛認真的看進他的靈魂裡，

當他說話時，要懂得反應；

他悲傷時，請比他更悲傷；

他說笑話時，要笑得比他燦爛，、

不論何時何地在場有多少人，妳的視線都要常常跟隨他，

當他注意到妳時，就輕揚起嘴角微笑，這就叫癡情的表情。

is this correct and real????who knows???maybe you can have a try~~

i seriously like this one...lol

B型的金牛座

你的性格是 < 自我步調型 >。不會因競爭心或急躁而弄亂自己的步調。在任何時候、任何場合，也保持一定的步調來行動。比起他人稍有慢半拍的嫌疑，是一個悠然自行型。

金牛座出生的人，有很討厭被他人擾亂了自己步調的傾向。本來就不精巧，應付變化而行動或處理事情也很棘手，一旦步調不正常，就連續錯誤，所以也許會頑固的想保守住自己的步調。

金牛座在思考及行動上都慢慢的，不適應急急忙忙的活動，也不喜歡，有如在綠色牧草慢慢地吃草的牛一般，喜歡悠閒寧靜和平的狀態。於此傾向再加上Ｂ型樂觀，Ｂ型金牛座的人，可說是極『悠閒的人』。

是個悠閒的人，不會與他人競爭，但是也具有為了向目標前進，不惜努力而不屈不撓的一面。下決心的事一定要達成，是意志力很強的人，但是，認真拼命努力，是只對自己有興趣的才做而已，對沒有興趣的，表現出相當懶散且馬馬虎虎的態度，兩者的差異相當激烈。

另外，很討厭被人強制或勉強，對於命令的語調等，會猛然燃起反抗心，也會沒有興趣且倔強的一動也不動。

你是堅強且現實的，不會對追求毫無道理的事，或對神秘和不可思議等不知原因的，表示有興趣。只相信眼前明白看到的現實，做自己會做的事，具有這樣腳踏實地的姿態。

因為太過小心，所以行動及思考稍消極，但本人對自己的消極有所批判，也時常對積極的態度抱著憧憬。

巨蟹座的老公

他溫柔體貼，有時冷漠，有時仁慈善良，有時嚴苛得不近人情。但是，只要他是個巨蟹座的男子，他必定有一個溫暖而敏感的心。他的多變，並不是個性如此，而是他的情緒太容易受到外界事物的影響。想要真的了解他並不是件容易的事，他會本能的保護自己脆弱多情的心。妳要給他很多的安全感，當他不安的時候，可能有兩種反應；一種是像寄居蟹似地躲進殼裡去，另一種則是像大螃蟹一樣用鉗子亂咬人。溫柔的對他，是唯一的方式，他會一再的試探妳，喜歡妳不斷的證明自己對他的感情。不要不耐煩，這一切都表示他真的在乎妳。在他覺得安全的情況下，他是最細心、最體貼的男人。

　　嫁給巨蟹座的老公，是件輕鬆愉快的事。第一，他是個喜歡做家事的家居型男人，但是千萬別在他做家事的時候，蹺個腿在客廳看電視，那太傷他的心了，請在他身邊用溫柔感謝的眼光看著他。第二，他很有金錢「觀念」，爭取巨蟹座的男人對賺錢的興趣比花錢高得多，他並不吝嗇，但是，他不會喜歡你花錢去買一些沒「價值」的東西。

　

　　對了！千萬不要隨便丟他的舊東西，對懷舊的巨蟹座來說，一本舊相簿或是一個破鬧鐘，都可能是他的無價之寶，很多巨蟹座男人對母親有著依戀的情感。聰明的妳，最好不要製造婆媳問題，妳要尊重妳的婆婆，讓她教妳怎麼照顧妳的螃蟹，那不就是化阻力為助力了嘛？永遠記得「溫柔」就是最大的武器。

37th convo of UKM

the stage....

today was not a very busy day...because it is whole day classes and still ok the classes.

went out for the convocation duty in DECTAR.

many people there.

today the evening session was the convo for those Faculty Pengajian Islam.

haha...

not much people of compare to the Faculty of Science and technology which need to take 2 days to finish up the convo.

the duty is boring as I thought.LOL

the duty finished earlier until 4.30pm only and I manage to go to my last class at FST.

today???haha...just a quite nice day....

tomorrow's plan...tomorrow morning only think la...lol

good night...bye bye~~

oh, forget to say....

Happy Birthday to my stupid BRO~~~

Melaka Trip~~

satay celup "soup" a.k.a the satay sauce....lol
bread and cucumber~~
the satay celup~~(sorry...forget to rotate....haha...)

Satay Celup~~

finish eating~~
night view along Sungai Melaka....(still remember where is it???if forget, please go to read back your form 1 history book....hahaha...)

A Famosa behind....lol
in the St. Paul Hill~~
line-up for the chicken rice~~lol
the famous chicken rice ball in melaka....
putu piring.....(the taste like mayong penang~~)lol
the Arena club
nice souvenir from melaka~~

went to Melaka with Alvin which is his hometown.

he is sooo00o00 eager to ask me go...haha...

stay in his house for few days and met his family members...haha...

I am going back to UKM today....lol

we went out for the satay celup after we reached Melaka on Friday night....

satay celup is nice la...haha...no wonder it is so famous...

must try some if you haven't got the chance before...

we went out to the Dataran Pahlawan there to walk around and shopping also on Saturday Morning.

we went to A Famosa, St. Paul Hill, Christ Church......bla bla bla...

the places is still same as my memory that I came here 11years ago when I were 10 years old.

went to visit the Baba Nyonya's house which is quite near to the A Famosa.

the house is nice and same as what we can see in the drama "little nyonya".....but this house is smaller...the owner of the house is the 4th generation in the house where there are 4 brothers.

and the surname is "chen" = 曾

so bad we were not allow to take any pictures in that house....therefore no pictures available.

went to eat the chicken rce ball nearby in a shop which is not big but famous.

the rice is nice and tasty~~

but we have to line-up to wait for our turn~~haha...

the boss drive...haha....(big big secret...lol)

went to the Dataran Pahlawan there for a shopping. and then....

went to his aunt's house to have a visit and the we went back to his house to get a rest.

went out for a dinner with Alvin's family at the Dataran Ikan Bakar.

haha...

the Ikan Bakar is nice as well...

and they eat Ikan Bakar with Nasi Lemak...lol

I ate 2 packets...but...he ate 4....keng..lol

went to the Jonker Walk which looks like a night market in Penang.

and bought some souvenir fromt there.

at last...we went to our next station which is the Arena club.

and spend our time at there until 2.30am.

haha...

hmm....went to buy supper at McD 24 hours...and come back home...lol

had a nice weekend in Melaka after so many years I never been here....

thanks to Alvin...to bring me here again...lol

going back to UKM later....

bye bye Melaka~~

***somebody request that He does not like to be called Mr. A here...so, I change la...haha....=P

release myself

now, I am online-ing at the Starbucks in Kota Raya.

haha....

I thought I able to upload some pictures here...but so sad la...the line here and the laptop i m using are sXXXX....so...just forgive me la..haha...later on, i will upload....=P

goinn to swomewhere after this.

where will i go???haha...just let me keep it a secret....I will post up pictures and my status after I come back. maybe tonight or tomorrow.

I will have my new status.

haha...

getting too emotional for days and hope that I get a chance to relax myself before i want to push myself into my Operational research world~~ gonna die~~~cos I don't even know what the lecturer talking about when she i trying to summarize her teaching since the semester get started.lol

and this is serious because my mid sem of this operational research is the earliest where it falled at 27th of August.

got a chemistry test in this morning and I did not manage to study yesterday night.

I thought I am going to die soon but luckily the questions are pretty easy as well.

haha...

we all got 25/30 except the last question about the heat capacity.

haha...going to enjoy my weekend as well.

so, bye bye~~

emo~~~

getting so emotional for these days.

and I don't know why....lol

feeling like just cannot make myself become feel good when I just trying to get free and easy for one day.

end up today, i busy for classes again.

not so comfort and confidence on myself when I found out there are so many things that I cannot cope and understand them.

there are so many things that I have to cope and study and I don't know what can I do as Mid sem is damn near around the corner.

haiz.

feeling the stress when I see so many thick thick books...

all the classes make me feel tired and stress....

and my things are really been messy up.

well...I am going to tidy up everything after this weekend. and I just want to get myself back to normal. get my soul to be good and feeling good again.

why do my life is so stressful???

add oil and all the best....I am going to get everything alright.

easy and lazy day~~

this is an easy and lazy day....

got my proposal approved today.

I have to start my work next week as well...

a lot of worksss....

today was a lazy and easy day i ever had since last semester.

slept until 10am in the morning.

went out for lunch at 12pm and classes start from 3pm.

came back at 6pm and then....watch drama until now a.k.a 11pm something I guess...

this is a good life that I would like to have. but then, this is bad as I only can have it until end of this week.

I am going to have a very very busy life.....

hope that I can make it nicely with all the stuffs that I have to do it.

a lot of things that i have to take care of.

1. my study

2. my BSMM

3. my dinner

4. and the most important thing is, Mr. A.

I hope I can take and arrange it nicely.

I hope I can...

I get what should I do

I dont know whether is this what I should do.

but I did it. because I know this is correct and right!!!

sometimes, some of the things that we should delete, we shall delete it.

if we should keep it, then just keep it.

don't keep anything there is not necessary.

remember that we should always know what should we do and when should we do it.

when we don't know whether we should do it or not, just remember one thing that is,

"always do it just because it is right thing."

G.I.Joe

went out for lunch with friends and get call to go out at last.LOL

get a phone call from my mr. A and then go out to Mid valley to watch a movie.

we watched G.I Joe which is a quite new movie.LOL

this is a quite nice movie as well...it is quite funny and all the actors are really "yeng"...LOL

I like the weapons inside and they are really great~~lol

had a not so goood dinner at Yo! Sushi.

this restaurant~~well...haha...

my comment is the food are not really very nice and there are not much choices for us to choose.

and it is quite expensive also.

haha...

had a meeting with the BSMM ajk just now.

just to issue receipts for all the detachments and typed a report for them.

came back earlier as the meeting finished and then I get some time to take a bath and ran out for mandarin class.

3 more new students today.

one thing that I faced in the KTM today is My handphone almost been stolen

there is a guy trying to open my pocket.

felt there is someone touched my leg and got shock suddenly when people are going down from train at Bandar tasik Selatan.

luckily i realised it and push him away and he found out i get knew it and ran off from the train.

luckily nothing happen at last.

I have no money to support the lost of my handphone.

luckily....

just feel like I were so weird recent day.

bad luck all the way and bad things always happen.

messy up my things, Mr. A's things and I cannot make things correct and right.

haiz...

hope I can get "well" soon.....

weird weird weird me....haiz...

feeling weird today....

I were busy with classes, tiring with my tutorial, headache with my quiz and crazy with my lecturer's homework in class.

almost get crazy with all the things.

slept late at about 3am something yesterday night after back from Com night in port Dickson.

getting easy tired when I not have good sleep and enough sleep.

these happened for days.

I spoilt a lot of things.

these things make me crazy-ing.

really so sorry with all the things that I messy up.

I don't know what happen to me to make so many stupid mistakes.

and all these make my mood become worst and worst.

felt so helpless some how.

but I cannot do anything....when can I fix all the things?

I don't know.

when I went out for the mandarin class tonight

been told that the class was canceled because due to the English Speaking zone for all juniors.

suddenly feel like I have nothing to do at that time and felt so speechless at that moment.

I become damn weird...

please...somebody help to make me back to normal.

I should feel happy when the class cancel. I can rest and be free at dorms.

haiz....

Com E night 20092010

nice backdrop~~
with the Com King and Com Queen~~~
whole table of foodsss...all hungry...haha...
thosse seniors guysss...

went out for the Com E night in Glory Beach Resort in Port Dickson which took us about 2 hours to reach from UKM.

we seldom got dinner at this far...

the food is still ok. not nice.

seriously it looks like economy rice.....ming ming one also better then them....RM40...not worth..

all juniors did well job..the com king is not bad and his partner is the Com Queen...

hahaa....

had a wonderful and tired night except the foodsss...

we played like hell when got the free dance time....

this is a com night which is quite ok for me but I preferred last batch more.

haha...

port dickson is not fun at all and I felt lucky for not went there with the 9am bus.

nothing to do there but go swimming at the swimming pool of the resort...zzz...

so sweat...LOL

ok...I got statistics II quiz early mornign tomorrow...

so, bek to study...more pictures in facebook...

please proceed...haha..

bye bye~~

this is my 1000 post~~~

happy...LOLfinally it is here...haha....

some photos updatesss

well....due to my lappie in the hospital, I only can update my blog by using others' laptop or go to the pc lab in PPSM. so, i cannot update pictures.....
now....have some update here....more pictures will come after I get it.

here is some of them....
facebook got complete version....(for fac night PPSM)
KLCC~~~
sitting at the KLCC garden lake there and testing our new camera~~lol


well...one thing that I forget to update in this blog is I went out to KLCC for a gathering dinner with Shuang, Jing Ting and Ping Wey~~

shuang and jing ting~~~

ping wey and me~~~4 of us...this waiter not bad....the hand is stable....(maybe is because my camera anti-shake too keng ad~~~LOL)


preparing to PPSm dinner ~~
PPSM KIY~~~(all moved out~~left me alone in KIY....T.T)
I like this~~~haha...
all KIY gurls with Tong Hoe~~~


haha...temporarily is like this the pictures here...more pictures updated coming soon and in facebook~~~~

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exhausted~~~

ice cream~~bee wen's favourite...haha...from galelo fruits~~~


went out to Mid Valley with Bee Wen to buy some stuffsss....like my facial foam and her eye cream....
soo00oo many people in Mid Valley~~tot economics no good huh???
Mega sales still running...haha....
we went to Zen sushi for a lunch + tea time....



went to KLIA to meet my uncle for my lappie~~
miss it sooo00oo much~~haha...
finally i got it back...
and it takes me about 6 hours to go and fro
I went there from Mid Valley about 4.30pm something and reached Nilai KTM station about 6 like that.....zzzz...stupid KTM.
went to there by bus and finally reached KLIA at 7.40pm~~~
so slow~~~haiz....
got my laptop back and took a bus at 8.15pm from KLIA and when i back to UKM, it is already 10.45pm....
haiz....exhausted~~~

the stupid KTM is down today~~
there is no air conditioner when we were on the way to Mid Valley and there were too many people in the ktm....and this make the situation bad....
feel hard to breath~~haiz...tot I gonna die inside KTM...haiz...
some people who had make up...haha...the make up bye bye la....
imagine.......sweat all the way and you been "kepit" like sardine.....make up like clown also useless.....LOL (sorry for the words ya...not means to have some body attack but just statement)

when we were on the way back....(Bee Wen to UKM and I to Nilai), we been "halau" from the stupid train at Kajang station which is one station before UKM....=.="
and we have to waited for the next train....think la...."halau" all people in the train to the other train....will make the other train become too full la...haiz....
that's why I felt exhausted.....really terrible the situation....
KTM always got problem...haiz...
when can it become under private company???
somebody please take over...so that I do not need to suffer like this~~~

busy busy busy again~~~

a lot of reports coming!!!gonna die soon.
my lappie is not with me until now....already 2 weeks...
but I have whole bunch of reports have to pass up in soft copies....
went to Bee Wen's room for doing my reports....what to do?
haiz....spent whole night at there and this is no good.
I cannot study my statistics II which is going to have a quiz today.
gonna die soon.
the stupid Etika....make me have to resend my reports again because the marks is no good last time.
damn hell....
very busy recent day until I have no time to breath. feel so busy and a lot of things to do.
can I get a rest???
Fac night and com night is in the coming weekends.
gonna tired~~~2 dinner in 3 days...
one is on Friday night, and the other one is in Sunday night.
going to be damn tired on Monday...
haiz...
when can i be free?
can I get some rest??? what i mean is a rest but exclude the sleep during nights....
haha....not in this semester.
because the study works and acivities is driving me crazy....

happened some quarrel in the past BSMM meeting on Tuesday night which I did not attend.
well....what to be so angry until have to quarrel in the meeting???
no comment because I did not attend. and one more thing is...I were so happy to not attend at that night.
going to ponteng a lot of activities of BSMM soon because they always want to have stupid activities which are very very very boring.
all talks~~~sien la!!!

updating~~~

not plan to type blog actually.
cannot get to online for days except if i come to the computer lab in PPSM here.
very far from my dorms.
somehow just feel lazy to drop by.
yesterday was a ery tiring day as I got class since 8am to 7pm.
the worst thing is the classes just stoppedn for 1 hour for a short lunch.
we have to "travel"in UKM for classes as different class in different faculty and different lecture hall.
bought my dinner after class and go back to dorms and do nothing but just lay on my bed as I really exhausted.



went to KLCC pc fair on sunday.
there are really a lot of people there la.
and the entrance and the exit is too far away make us very tired to walk far.
a lot of stalls and it is much more bigger then the pc fair in Penang.
honestly the stuffs sold there are not as cheap as we thought.
Mr. A bought an external hardisk (320Gb) with RM 215 which is not the cheapest in the pc fair
but then it is nice...LOL
we bought a camera as well.
nikon S220 with Rm500 and also 2 laptop skin.
sat at the KLCC garden there and we been spray by the automatic water dispenser...haha...
had our dinner at sakea sushi
not really fun as the stupid waiters not so polite.
haiz.....walked a while in KLCC and window shopping.
bought nothing at last and we go back.


went out from my dorms at 9am in the morning today
went to the office to find the bendahari kehormat to pass my proposal copies to her.
chat a while and then went to c the blood donation event which organised by my college BSMM member in FSSK.
well...not bad the result for today and I manage to donate blood too.
get so many foods after the donation.
got biscuits, bread and milo.
they also gave us the soya bean drink and a cert for blood donation.
not as pain as last time.
haha...
I will continue donate as much as I can.
feeling great after the donation even I lost 450ml blood.
hohohoho.....
went out for lunch in the stall outside of UKM with friends after that.
photostat our books as well...
finally I got all the books needed for this semester.
this sememster will be quite tough as the numerical method and the operational research will be very tough subjects.
all the best and add oil~~~