normal Sunday

having another boring and normal Sunday as usual.

holidays almost passed. and it is passing fast.

one more week is passed and the other new week is coming up next.

December is coming soon.

well....suddenly feel like time flies as we cannot see it.

so surprise to have December in such a short term just right after Chinese New Year.

another new year is coming and Christmas had me first.

going to have a brand different Christmas with my big family in KL as my cousin is getting marry on that day.

haha...awaiting for it as well....

count down is coming too....

so fast, I still remember my last and very first count down in Bukit Bintang with friends and my cousin.

had a nice and crazy count down as well....

awaiting for the coming one.

and this time, probably, we are going to have a "picnic" in front of a bank???

haha....*wink*

well....

had great great dinner and lunch for these days.

my mom cooked nice and all our favourite food these days.

went for a great dinner some where near my house on last Friday night.

had a great lunch in home yesterday with my mom home cooked 福建炒

and great dinner of home cooked yam rice

today, as my dad said, nice dinner and great lunch with all our favourite food.

bravo to my mom. *happy*

my holidays is getting shorter with another 3 more weeks.

getting shorter.

but I am enjoying myself nicely at home.

2 more weeks to go for results.

3 more weeks later, we have to back to face our new semester and my night mare is getting started.

a lot of works to do....

starting to plan from now~~

haha.....

a bit lazy due to too much rest at home~

=P

enjoying holidays~~~

awaiting for December~~

happy birthday to Allieson~~

saw this cute thing when shopping around a furniture shop with my family.

my dad plan to buy some furniture.

walk 4 shops located around our house area today.

haha....

well...today went out about 11am something to Sunshine square to buy a present for Allieson baby.because is her birthday today.

she is officially 2 years old.

Sunshine upper floors only opened at 12pm. so after we shop around in the lower ground floor for foods, we went to buy a toy for her.

went to her house for her little party.

went to Batu Lachang for some food also after that because suddenly want to eat the pasembor.

nice one.

haha....

today just a holiday for us to go around.

=)

Happy birthday to Allieson.

girls' talks gathering

my hand looks fat...T.T

that esther so gao...hide behind...can't see her body...just see head...=P

went out for a dinner in Queensbay mall Dave's Deli.

had great girls' talks until 9pm like that.

change destination to McD because Dave's Deli is going to close.

haha....chat so much until forget time again.

we had some ice cream in McD and then chat until 11pm like that.

just reached home.

girls always can chat until forget time.

we chatted at almost 6pm like that until 11pm.

haven't finish actually.

awaiting for the next chit chat gathering again.....

a good guy is there for you all the time.

you should appreciate him just like how much he appreciate you.

hope all blissful and find the correct one.=)

风车

红风车 转一转吧 福来我家 求风生 雨点降下 花儿别怕 红花开 笑一笑吧 福来我家 云飘飘 听风说话 娃儿别怕 月缺月会顺时 下雨下雪听天 念挂像风筝 不见面 有著线牵 红风车 转一转吧 福来我家 如分开 雨点降下 娃儿别怕 红风车 转一转吧 福来我家 如分开 雨点降下 娃儿别怕

love this song.

is a very nice and sweet song.

very suitable as a 童谣

have a boring day again.

watched drama and sleeping.

haha...

a boring dinner

just come back from a dinner in 梁氏家庙

actually, i not so like to go such place.

just to accompany my dad. if I did not go, I really feel that he is so pity to go alone.

because, quite many people that we don't know there.

and we been arranged to sit with those people that we don't know at all.

so sien.

whole table, only got 9 people (included us), we don't know them.

but those other people know each other de.

pity us. but then as like I go, I can chat with my dad so that he will not so boring for that 3 hours.

this is a anniversary dinner for 138 years.

quite a boring one.

because, every year also that few ajk siok sendiri nia.

the food.....for me is consider not bad.

but then not very nice.

the prawn got no taste, the fish over cooked.

the mee came too late. we all already full only come. most of the mee been threw away.

kinda waste food....feel quite uncomfort to see it. but then no idea la. it is out of my control.

haiz....

today, Allieson came as her dad go to KL for work.

she just came out from hospital today.

but then her stomach ache came again after she woke up from her evening nap.

pity her to see her suffering for her stomach ache and she don't know how to tell us

she keep on say that she hungry.

but then actually she is in pain.

haiz....

pity her....haiz....

feel quite hard to make the decision.

but finally I made it.

will not change anymore.

I am sorry for make you disappointed.

sorry~~

my brother is going to have his 1st STPM paper tomorrow morning.

all the best to all those in exam mode.

so fast, 2 years passed.

2 years ago, I am having my STPM also.....

haha....

now already passed~~~

add oil for all....

partly recover

just back from a gathering with yumin they all in Old Town near Sunshine Square there.

chit chat a lot.

meet a new friend too.

today, I am recover.

partly I guess....

why will I say so??? because, in the morning, I were ok, but then in the evening, I am not so good to have a little bit stomach ache.

2 weeks passed....

so fast....my holidays is getting shorter~~

T.T

but, December is coming....yeah~~

we always forget and ignore about the people who stand beside.

look at him/her once upon some time....

he/she might be the one love you the most all the time.

等-王心凌

我盼着你说的那一天

我不停摧赶时间

世界变成了一点点

你的温暖却在蔓延

我为你摸不到快乐的边

我不停对抗思念

为什么地球是个圆

我的心情像一只箭

心动了 敞开了 不懂得收敛

想哭了 不在乎 流泪的肤浅

回忆也 悄悄地 消失在黑夜

拴住你的心才是重点

爱过了 自由了 更懂得感谢

想念了 才知道 空虚的眷恋

从白天 到黑夜 爱透明孤单

穿越了 心动的界限 我等着你的出现

A Very Short Life

watch this movie today. via PPS.

this is a short story that talking about a case where a stepfather rape his 11 years old girl.

this case been showed up after once the little girl's mom accidentally killed her by beat her.

pity the girl. never have a good life through out her whole life.

the mom dare not say anything even though she knows that her boyfriend raped her girl since long time ago.

what the hell world is this???haiz.....

saw one news in a magazine while I were in salon waiting for hair cut few days ago.

a mom use her 3 girls, 10, 8 and 6 years old, to earn money by ask them to make love with those old man.

what the FXXX mom is this???

how come they can do such thing??

haiz....

Allieson been sent to Hospital yesterday night because of her stomach ache.

pity her so much.

my house become damn quiet due to the absence of her.

miss her a lot...hope her can recover faster and come back become my little monster.

haha.....

my stomach ache is getting better today.

but not yet fully recover.

haha...hope can recover as soon as possible.

it is terrible to have such bad bad stomach ache.

December, please come faster~~LOL

pity my dear to watch movie alone today just to keep promise to me.

haiz....

T.T

love u always...

若抱住 别作梦 未得宠
看到的 听到的 不要信
遗憾是 闭起眼时
至望到世间多少暗涌
爱得深 说得真 别感动
再锥心 再刻骨 不觉痛
无奈是 两手相拥
也是觉得冰冻

not our day

today is not our day.

4 patients in my house included myself.

Nicole fever, Allieson and me stomach ache and then my brother sore throat.

so keng...all sick together

whole day cannot recover make my mood damn bad. haiz....

fever yesterday, stomach ache today. bad bad day.

please recover faster as I got a dinner on this coming Sunday.

=S

got a bad bad dream in this morning when I back to sleep after woke up at 7am for toilet.

5 peoples jump from a high building and die.

one of them are my Grandmother who passed away years ago and the other one is my uncle who stay in Butterworth now.

the other 3, I don't who they are in the real life but I guess I know them in my dream.

feeling damn hell weird.

when I told my mom, she not take it serious, therefore, I did not say much.

but if I did not say out now, I am sure, I cannot sleep tonight.

another pair raised up again.

congratulations. hope you guys can be sweet sweet always.

=)

hair cut + fever

brought Nicole out for hair cut today. she cried.

she scared. because since she was young, she never been to salon before.

poor her.haha...

but finally, cut already also.

went out for my own hair cut in the evening also.

quite happy with my hair now. won't messy anymore.

got some fever in the evening.

maybe due to the raining.

weather nowadays are not so good either.

now getting better after took a nap and take a panadol.

haha....

someone is having his final paper today.

finally can relax for holidays already.

happy o~~~

days by days passed.

now already 18th of November.

one more month to go.....

awaiting....

反沙芋

反沙芋

today is another boring day.

made some new things in the morning.

the name is 反沙芋

if anyone watched the hong kong drama "E.U". you will know about it....haha...

trying to make it better...

this is nice and sweet food that can take as tea time.

and it can be made in 15 minutes.

very easy...=P

another drama day after that.

not a bad day for me.

all days with drama, is my dream days...

no stress, no exam and no club's stuff...hope everyday can be like this.

awaiting for december....

please come faster...=)

shopping.....

went out shopping today. with mom and her friend.

walked whole day...LOL

went to Greenland to shop. but nothing to be bought.

finally we decided to go to Queensbay Mall.

bought a shirt in Padini again. Rm16 only....nice one...LOL

mom and her friend also bought few.

went to the Laksa Shack to eat laksa. in Queensbay Mall.

not bad.

we ate asam laksa, singapore laksa and nyonya melaka laksa.

nyonya melaka laksa is the most spicy one...and the singapore laksa is my favourite.

well...went to Hospital Lam Wah Ee today to visit jingyu.

she entered hospital just in the morning.

hope you can recover faster and good luck for your coming exam.

=)

went to the wrong hospital because of the wrong information.

haha....

make me turn around in Pantai hospital like mad people.

until I got to call Jingyu. only i know, I went to the wrong place....

zzz....

haha....

came back and watched drama again.

宫心计, a nice drama.

very keng....haha.....

watched whole night until now just stopped for a while.

hope they can finish faster.

cannot wait for the end of the story....=P

at home

been busy since morning to help my mom to clean up her kitchen....

very dirty...haiz...spent almost 2 hours there....

stayed at home and become worm for days.

almost one week.

holidays always pass fast....

one week passed....so sien...

not much thing to post up as not things special to post up.

planning and thinking to buy new clothes for some special event.

decided my dinner (organised by me) clothes.

will go shop for it soon.

hope can get it.=P

2 more sets to be bought.

believe it or not??

I almost ready with chinese new year clothes.

haha.....=P

so fun...and excited...just cannot wait for the day to go out hunt for clothes....

this is lady...haha...

not yet go shopping, walk around and do many things.

stay at home everyday online and watch TV

played with babies all days.

they are cute...LOL

most people finish their exam soon....

=P

free till sien....

I am fan jian-ing....lol

I am sure there are someone felt want to beat me when saw this post.

because, I stay in home for these 2 days make feel so sien and too free..

I am just too free...watch drama whole day and play with my babies...

they are just very very cute....LOL

finished my drama, and now, nothing to watch already....

and I am so lazy to go work.

so, stay at home and slack as much as I can la....

when i go back to UKM, I will never be so free.....so sien....haiz...

wish everyone in holidays, enjoy their holidays.

those in exam mode, add oil o....

dear is having his exam tomorrow....

good luck o....after tomorrow, can rest for a little while before the next paper....

good luck and all the best...=)

Doraemon

went to watch DORAEMON: NOBITA & THE GIANT LEGEND OF GREEN PLANET in Queensbay today with my brother today.

2-hour movie.

a nice one for me. it is a very touching story to tell us about the problem that our earth today.

I love it so much~~=)

today is the day that Alvin has his another paper again.

good luck for tomorrow ok??

do your best, and don't felt sad for the passed paper already.

had great time in my house.

this is really....

babies are cute, mom's cooks are nice.

and the most important thing is, i am relaxing in home without any books, any activities stuffs.....

so great...=)

this is the moment that i am waiting for since few months ago....

wish the time go faster to December so that i can see you again.

and wish the time goes slower since you are here. because, I really still want to relax and spend my time for family and my dear.

all the best for your exam tomorrow...=)

happy holidays....

火爆鸡

香港辣汤

花雕鸡

just back from Kajang about 12.30pm like that.

went out to have a lunch for celebration as exam is finally over with my course mates....

straight away go to check out my college.

and than. come back to dorms to keep my stuffs.

never expect I got so many stuffs...zzz

haha...I am so scary...

well....this is time that i been waiting for since one month ago.....

finally i can go home....

exam is over. this means that my 1st semester of 2nd year is officially done.....

haiz....bye bye already....

the exam paper today very weird...

haha...final answer is, i don't know how to do.

they said, it is same as past year paper, damn hell i did not get that paper...LOL

never mind la....already passed....and now is time for my lovely holidays....

hi, Penang, I am coming back tonight....

my lovely home, my babies.....

mom's nice nice cook.....I am back!!!

haha.....

so siok~~~

going out to bus station about 5pm later....

and now....is my drama and resting time~~~

haha....

all the best to all friends that still having exam.

all the best and good luck to my dear.....add oil o....

wait for your visit during December....

lastly,

Happy Holidays to all~~~~=)

男人，你可知道...

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了!

some update.

a little bit update here. with a small wishes to someone that cannot see it anyway.

haha....happy birthday to you.

well...studied for my insurance for whole day. and at last, I manage to finished it.

tomorrow will be the time to memorised all the things.

hope I can manage to do it.

wish me luck.

felt so thank you to my seniors to help me buy dinner.

so pai se when you guys got all wet just to send back my dinner earlier.

thanks a lot.

i really owe you one.

=)

hope someone can found the truth today.

I hope that what you did is not only due to the position that you are holding only.

hope that this is not the only reason.

hope you guys have a good day. nice one. and forever.

=)

**p/s: I should have posted this post yesterday night, but then I don't know what happen to my line and laptop that make me cannot post up and keep on save in draft...haiz....

btw, the time posted still yesterday night.=)

not a good start

today, I had a very very bad start in the morning.

woke up at 10am as usual.

go wash my face and then go to take water in th foyer for the last 2 days usage.

this is very very bad when I suddenly felt stomach ache and dizzy while i am taking water.

all things around me round and round.....

my eye like almost got close and damn my stomach is no good + felt want to vomit. damn pain until i cannot stand.

give up and run back to dorms and run to toilet.

felt better after that. now drinking milo.

this is not a good sign.

haiz...

i have to study today. please let me recover fast~!!

haiz~~~

relaxation~~~~temporary~~

haha....now, is time to study my insurance actually....

today is Friday and there are 2 more days left for my last paper which is the insurance paper.

but i m very relax in dorms whole day.

slept until 10am and slept again about 2pm till 4pm. haha...so keng.

I should study and give my best shot for this last paper as I already screwed up for the last 3 majors.

haha...but seriously, I am now, awaiting for next Monday to come faster and I can go home.

I am planning whole day, what time should I go off from UKM all that.

STOP~~please....STUDY~~~haha.....lazy me....

watch drama whole night yesterday night as i back from exam hall in the morning.

haha....now, started with study a bit already....=)

no study mood le...haiz...

getting more and more crazy when i suddenly felt want to eat the rice from the stall outside UKM for my dinner.

haha....went out with 6pm bus and come back with 7pm bus.

just to buy the food. alone~~

crazy me...LOL

but then food is nice~~~worth la....=)

felt weird today whole day.

don't know why.....

don't ask~~~

now, back to study~~~=)

hardest paper ever~~

today is the most terrible days since my final exam get started.

my operational research.....hardest ever paper...

suddenly felt so low confidence in the exam hall.....saw everyone beside me so nervous.

because the questions is so hard and even we know how to do also, we cannot finish it.

everyone felt so sad with this paper. so with me....totally cannot do.

wondering what had I study last night until 2am???

haiz....sien.

the next paper is the last paper : insurance.

not hard, but many memorizing stuffs...

hope that i this cannot memorize thing de people can make it la...wish me luck.

I am fed up with OR and seriously, I ready to retake next semester.

haiz....

now, getting rest for a while before I start ti fight for the last paper....

and that will be the day i going home~~~

so so so ** excited~~~~

haha....

cannot wait for that day....

count down: 4 more days

**my dear is having his 1st day exam tomorrow~~~~

add oil and all the best....

good luck o~~~

OH MY GOD~!

OH MY GOD~~~who can save me???

I am seriously crazying.....

my exam is tomorrow morning 8.30am and I still got half of the book that i haven't finished study.....

help!!!

I really don't know how I gonna pass for the tomorrow 2.5 hours in there.

i am really so terrible that i cannot finish up the study.

damn hell~~~

this subjects is Operational Research.....hard enough as too many stuffs to learn....

I am crazying~~~

last 3 hours for me to fight as i have to sleep earlier so that my brain will never stop working tomorrow morning in the exam hall.....

i don't want to fail this subjects la!!!

somebody help~~~~

seriously. I hate the statistics kaypo lecturer.

she is not the lecturer that teaching us. but keep on ordering people do things.

imagine, you lecturer come to tell you that you have to summit some things for your assignment because she did not have soft copies but only hard copies from you in this critical session.

walau...people are having final exam le.....

what the heck~!!!

and the most kek ki is when i sent her the soft copy through email, she reply : " please send it to pusat to your tutor!!"

WTF!!!!

I hate her.

now, don't care. just leave it...study my OR.

well...she is free enough to check that whether we all got steal the question paper out from the exam hall or not by checking one by one.

and posted up online to warn and ask the student to come out.

walau....she got too much o?

she some more said if the student did not take out, she will make her fail in the exam...

=.="

this is just too free and too much.....

well....ang gong po pi po pi....

wish me very very lucky for tomorrow exam~~~

bye~~~

freeze in exam hall....

went out for my majoring paper in KTAMS again today.

is statistics II.

so sien when I felt I can do the questions which i wish to give up while I were studying yesterday night.

haha....

this is good right???

no no no....not so good...as when i found out that those questions that I suppose to know how to do, I don't know...this is bad bad bad.....

haiz....

looking forward for Thursday paper....not because i got confidence. but then is because after that day, i felt a bit free.

all major paper almost done except the last one on Monday.

and....I am coming home!!!

sooo00oo0oo0oo goo00oo0ood...

lol

the exam hall today is just like a refrigerator.

so sien.

haha....

very very cold.

I were wearing jacket. but my hands were cold until freeze...seriously, is freeze....

i felt no feeling at all...

sitting inside for 2.5 hours is driving me crazy....

luckily the paper today is the last paper in the damn hall....

haha...

now, is the operational research time....

hard subjects.

haiz....

add oil everyone.

I can feel that is something wrong between you guys. and what i hope is the decision which will be made is satisfy and good for all....

never regret with what you do. because you must think twice before you do it.

don't felt hesitate. just go ahead to find the answer.

and do what ever is necessary and you felt right.

good for all....

add oil~~=)

add oil and happy birthday...=)

haha...is been one more day passed and my exam is at 3.30pm later.

so sad. i really felt want to give up this subjects to study the Thursday one.

but i just cannot make it.haiz....

today, is a special birthday for a special friend.

Shawn, pity u to celebrate ur birthday in the India...with your books....LOL

haha....btw, add oil for your final exam. and good luck....

Happy birthday.

been studied for 2 days for the coming statistics paper. hope I can do well...

add oil everyone...=)

some memories

actually now is just 1.53am where i just posted up yesterday post.

which is damn short. because not much thing special happen or need to be posted.

i am here again when I saw a news online (after told by Alvin)

this is a sad sad news for the people who knows the victim.

maybe you will say that "everyday also got a lot of victims that something happened on them that make people-know-them sad, what is so special?"

well....this is just a normal news for those people who don't know those victims,

but for me, this news brings back me an old memory that happened on me and my friends.

together we been gone through this experience. a scary experience that we will never forget.

it is very useless for me to repeat the story here.

but then, here is the links to it: http://tanny-leong.blogspot.com/2008/09/blog-post_29.html

and the news that happened on the UTAR students (2 from Penang and 1 from Kedah), is through this link below:

http://www.dailychilli.com/news/613-another-tragedy-in-kampar-area

somehow it is very dangerous to go to play water at the river side and seaside.

especially if you plan to swim after raining.

this is not a good choice as we should realize the danger that may happened on us.

my story above, is not go swimming, but the experience almost brought me to death as well in a beach.

this is no joke. please do not take any risk on this.

*touch wood*

><

lucky me and my friends all back safely that day.

thanks god.

all the best to all that going to take exam tomorrow.

add oil...

now, is time for me to back to study....

bye bye...

add oil~~~

studied my statistics today.

the exam is on Tuesday. gonna die soon because it is a lot to be studied.

haha...

well....went out for a dinner date in Kajang again yesterday night.

so pity when the rain falled so suddenly and we both got wet.

T.T

is time for all people to be add oil now.

because now, is not only UKM in exam mode.

UM, USM and all local universities are in too...=)

everyone...add oil....