dental surgery

just came back from the dental department in the Adventist hospital near PCGHS there....
went there for a dental surgery....=S
now...I cannot talk anymore....have to go there after 2 weeks....
haiz...
cannot take hard and solid food in the mean time for few days....but only some liquid food....
now my mouth have no feeling....due to the narcotic still effecting but then.....I started to feel a little bit painful now.....haiz....
长痛不如短痛.....better then I will keep on feel pain after go back to UKM...
I want to eat sate!!but not now...have to wait til I back to UKM...go eat at Kajang there....
damn miss the sate there....damn nice!LOL
after the operation...my face.....T.T

haiz....now....my work getting started...have to study my Exam P....
congratulation to all my friends who passed the exam in the pass few days...
those who haven't pass...is ok...try the best next time k?
all the best....

start to suffering for my SOA now....
Probability, here I come...=)

boring day...=)

boring day....
get an 'aeroplane' from my friend....Ian...U remember it!
stay at home for drama whole day and do nothing...
damn sien....
had a dinner with my family at Jelutong there....
that's all what I did at my house...sien le???
LOL

holidays is a time for relax but also is a boring days...damn sien....

anyway...hope that I can get a breath when I really start to be busy....
haha...=)

praying

went out for praying at the Batu Gantung there with my mom early in the morning...it is 49 days after my babysitter passed away
went to the "milk Buddha" there after that for some praying and had our lunch there.

went to Islee in the Greenland there to shopping and after that go to Tesco

is a day that I can really accompany my mom to go so many places as I really quite free for today..
just scare that I might be busy for my stuffs after this week....

will go for a teeth operation on Tuesday
after that I have to eat oat for few days and cannot go out from my house....=S
damn sad...

is a great day today but tired...
will go to sleep quite early I think.....

总觉得今天的时间过得特别的慢。
是因为。。。。。吗？
唉。。。。。不该想。。。。也不要想。。。=)

enjoy your holidays...=)

new hair style....=)

went out to Passion with yu to cut my hair...LOL
changed my hair style already...LOL
I don't know is it pretty..but I feel not bad...
LOL

came back from there and watching movie now....
going to pray tomorrow and will go shopping with my mom tomorrow...
going to have a busy life soon in my holiday as I suddenly have so many programs...LOL
hope that I able to meet all my friends soon and can have a great holidays la...=)

hope everyone will enjoy their holidays...
we are going to meet back soon in UKM in the end of this year...
miss you guys in UKM.....

bad luck =S

went out to Queensbay Mall with my brother....
walked around and bought something...LOL

just want to relax for few days and I have to start to study....
my teeth is special case...and I have to go to Adventist Hospital to seek for a dentist....haiz....
made an appointment and have to go there on Tuesday...
no choice but have to get an small operation....twice...because got two teeth...
haiz...damn sad la...and I have to eat oat for few days after that as I cannot bite anything....this situation is going to happen twice in this holidays

not plan to go else where in this holidays and I will start to study my Exam P soon....the exam is going on in the March and I have to start to prepare for it so that i have full confidence when I enter the exam hall....
is a computational exam and I have to answer 30 questions in 3 hours.
hehe...not really sure that I can make it or not but no matter how....I will try the best for it...

ate some tau fu fa today morning...but I bought from the other stall as the stall I like didn't open in this morning...
damn shit the tau fu fa not nice one..like shit!
and the wan tan mee that I bought, the hawker forget to put in wan tan for me...=.=
why were I so bad luck today???get cheated in the first day I came back to Penang...=.=
sad....
is it because I went off from Penang for a long time already and I already forget the way to survive in Penang??
should be not.....but don't know la...just treat as I got bad luck today...=.=

reach Penang

finally...I M BACK.....hahaha....
reached Penang in the 3pm in the evening....LOL
the driver drove quite fast today as I reach Penang in 4 hours.

went to dentist in Sungai Dua there....
my 智慧牙were so painful until I can't breath....they just driving me crazy....
I even dare not eat as eating make my teeth damn painful...haiz...
I just cannot stand on the pain and cannot sleep also
haiz....
suffered for it since study week...
1 months.....haiz..........sad....

going home tomorrow...

finally finish my exam today...
went to Dataran Gemilang by Vincent's car and after lunch, came back and rest...
actually I checked out from my dorm already...
going home tomorrow morning and I scare I have not enough time to wait for the office to open tomorrow...
so happy that I finally can go home tomorrow.....
long time no see...my lovely Island....
miss you so much...=)

relax

watched movie whole day and so relaxing...
haiz.....
tomorrow I got an exam that will kill me
sad....
have to do some revision later and tomorrow morning....

funny maths

just came back from PTSL
went there since 10am ...
a really funny Maths joke i got it today....

I went for waffle in Pusanika there with my friend.
a waffle cost RM2.20 and we ordered 2
and my friend also bought a cup of sweet corn which cost him RM2.20
he paid with RM10 and the Malays girl ask for syiling
and he ask for my help...
the malay girl took RM0.70 from me but she return RM6.80 to my friend...
?????
sweat...then why she want to get RM0.70 from me???
and her maths got serious problem as she should return RM6.30 to my friend only ma....

another case....when i got my waffle...
they thought that my friend paid for me already as they forget that he bought a cup of corn....
=.=
sweat...
if I were the boss...I think I will cry for hire this kind of worker....
haiz....
pity le...

study.....

going to PTSL today....
have to go or else I will die on Tuesday...
haiz...
study study study and study....
my whole university life is study.....=S
sad....
even in the coming holidays, I also have to study....no choice but to do so as I really need to study or else die...
sien and sad man .......
good luck...
back to study....=S

3 more days to count down.....=)

woke up quite early today...
actually can say that I used to wake up quite early recent days....
almost woke up at 7.30am everyday and sleep at 12am....
such healthy life ya????hehehe.....
since form 6, no healthy life for me...as it is really damn stress until we have to study all days and only sleep for several hours per day..
but now...is university life....have to make healthier as I still can make it...
when we come with our activities before mid sem and all that...everyone will be damn busy until no time to sleep again...
that is why I will sleep as much as possible when it is available....hehe....

movie for whole day yesterday and my book is in front of me...
I finished my economics....and is time for exercise...
and the most headache is: " I don't know how to answer those questions even I finish my study already!!!"
just don't understand why will it be so hard?
I finished the study which people use the whole form 6(1 and a half year) to finish in 2 days without exercise.....and now...damn headache with the exercise....
haiz.....
should I be proud of myself????totally NOT!!!!!

like I told my friend..I always think this way...
I will try my very best as I can in the examination.....but if I still get bad result in the exam...
then I will just take it and will not feel regret or blame myself since I tried the best!
this is my thinking and principle to make myself feel better in case it really happen...

now....finished packed up my stuff and waiting for muy aunt to come and bring all my stuffs to her house for the coming one month....
for the coming few days...I have to eat outside of my room and cannot cook anymore...
as I now really serba tidak ada...LOL
just 3 days....never mind la...
after 3 days...I will be back!Penang....damn miss you!

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我赶追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

Cleaning day

today is a day for me to clean up my room......I have to pack my things up so that my aunt can come and take from me...
so bad the college ask us to clean room like this...we have to clear room and pass back the key to the office at least 22nd of November...
it is very ma huan that we have to pack all our things back....
i won't bring my things back to Penang, but just some clothes and some stuffs only...
everything is available in Penang home...

I think I will go to Library after lunch today
as I haven't finish my study yet...and I have to clean up my room
unless my room is not disturbing for me to study...then I will stay here and will go to Library on Sunday.
tomorrow, I have to wait for my aunt to be here....no choice but to stay in my room

the day here really damn sien with my study all days...
totally put of social life since the study week
everyone is so busy with their studies and so do I
my mood will be damn bad when I feel stress...
keep myself away from the social life...can keep myself from problems.

saturated

my brain now full of those microeconomics stuff....
studied the micro stuff since yesterdays...
library just like my second home...as i will be there as i woke up in the morning and came back to dorms before i sleep...LOL
but I still cannot finish my study...damn sad....
many things to cover...and the thing I study till now still not enough for the exam coming in the Tuesday...
Last paper....have to try the best...

my friend is even terrible than me...
2 heavy papers in 4 days....today is Bio diversity and Monday will be the other bio paper again
like it so much...but when your mind is saturated and too much to cover....you will be moody...
damn sad...
i don't like Economics....but after study for days on it...found out that it is not as bad as I think...
I am a Science student...and I should be confidence on myself....LOL
but actually I am not...people said that if the science student take those Economics stuff...they will score...but I don't think so as nothing is easy in this world....everything has the own difficulty...
different people will have different standard...
the things that easy to you, not necessary easy to others.

i should stop talking nonsense now....
back to work now....add oil to me...=)

story...Little Monkey and Dogs

in PTSL again...
came here so early and reach at 8.10am but the seat i like the most is not available...
damn sad....I thought I am quite early as the library was opened at 8am....
going to finish my study in Economics today and I should do so as the exam is next week....
I should started with my revision the day after tomorrow
LOL
why??because I am going to move my stuffs to my aunt's house tomorrow and I will be busy tomorrow..LOL


a story to tell....the title is "Little Monkey and Dogs"
when I came out from my hostel to library in this morning...
i just realise there are so many monkeys on those tree nearby my dorm there...
this case always happen as our hostel is located on a small mountain and it just look likes a "zoo"
but when i walked till half way......
I saw there is a young monkey jump down from a tree and run cross the road...
at the same time....2 dogs running to it and they attacked it....
the young little monkey was dead...poor monkey...
just feel damn terrible when i saw this incident...
the older monkeys up trees there were shouting to the dogs but they cannot do anything as they cannot win if they go to fight those dogs...
damn sad when i saw the incident...
and i quickily ran away because i scare i been attacked by those angry monkeys...LOL

sad...=S

in the ciber at PTSL now....
damn sien in here since morning...
went to PK to take medicine and came here....
falled asleep in the koleksi rujukan there because i cannot sleep well yesterday night
this is because my room mate was burning mid night oil and she on the lamp make me cannot sleep in bright condition
just imagine that the light is on and the room as bright as day time....
i woke up several times at night...
this is not the first day...but almost whole week as the exam is on...
and i really don't know how to tell her that it is quite disturbing like this and I cannot concentrate well in my exam in the next day without well sleep at the night before...
sad...=S

EST

EST exam is coming at 12pm later....
now is 10.15am....I am going out in Pusanika bakery for a breakfast+lunch at 10.30am....LOL

it is so sad for me to see your action like this yesterday....
i will not feel angry and sad anymore...
just make natural and let it be....
I have no idea with you anymore....don't thought that feeling is the biggest thing in this world
I can live without anyone!!

wondering....=S

just came back from Hubungan Etnik exam just now...
hmmmmm......want to say hard???not really....because it is all past year questions...LOL
almost 90% from past year paper...
but the main point we all worry about is:" are those answers in the past year papers correct???"
LOL
we checked quite a lots of times...but not really every questions can get the full answer from the teks book...damn sad la...
worked for the hubungan etnik yesterday in the PTSL from 10.30am to 10pm
hope it can worked....

left 2 more papers to go for EST(tomorrow) and Economics (next Tuesday)
LOL
quite free now.....
later have to study Economics....quite a lots of things to go...
Economics is new for me.....I have to study it from beginning....
last times all my study stuff is in Science....
nowadays is on some art stream stuff....all new and this make me quite headache....

went out for lunch with Vincent, Shawn,Lih Loon them in Ming Ming...
and just came back...damn sien and tired...
want to relax myself for a while before I get to start my study in Economics...LOL
add oil to everyone who are facing their final exam recent days....

long time no c..

long time no c....
LOL
cannot on9 for days and this did not really annoyed me as I really so busy in my exam preparation
going to have my Hubungan Etnik later at 12pm...wish me luck..haha...

have to back to study now....or else later will die..haha....
will be back to Penang soon.....bye=)

lunch time

in somewhere in Pusanika here...
slept at 9pm yesterday night due to too tired after came back from Mid valley..
woke up late at 9am in the morning...imagine that i slept for 12 hours since yesterday night...
damn it that did not study tiok....haiz....
but then now have to work hard for my Persatuan Pelajar which is going to have exam tomorrow morning...sad...
Ethnics is on Monday morning....EST is on Tuesday morning...
haiz....
Economics will be the last subjects on the next Tuesday afternoon
will be finish soon and I can go back to Penang my beloved Island soon....=)

no time for this now...
have to study liao o....bye...=)

sad

went off from ptsl at 3pm to Mid Valley...where the place should not appeared by me as I am having exam at the mean time...
haiz...
spend money again....sad...
went off with my friend and just reach KIY about 8.30pm like that...
very tired as today I really sick and not really in good condition...haiz....

Sick

finally....i sick again...
haiz...
sleep damn early yesterday night and woke up at 9am today morning...
and my head still damn painful...
I know the consequence.....I AM SICK...
haiz...
just hope that can recover fast...my Persatuan Pelajar test is on coming Saturday...
hope to get a better marks le...but it seems like hopeless...I not yet touch tiok...sad...
now eating something and after take medicine...I want to continue sleep again....
headache...make me cannot do anything..
feeling like not really want to eat food this few days cause the food all not nice and no taste one...
haiz...
but I have to eat also...because I need some nutrient to recover faster...
pray hard for myself to recover as soon as possible...

bad mood

today not a good day actually
i even have no mood to write blog post for today..
just pass by for a little bit crap

just came back from DECTAR after my C++ exam just now...
don't ask me how was it...it just sucks!!!
not enough time to finish it and damn that I forget the symbols stuff!!!!
just wish that i could pass the exam and do not need to retake!

feeling totally uncomfortable since yesterday after my Science Physics exam yesterday...
almost fainted on the half way go to toilet in my dorm...
haiz.....

my room mate was lucky...
she lost her laptop in PTSL
but she got it back yesterday night...
she left it in PTSL when she went out for dinner with her friends in the day before yesterday.
when they came back....it was gone....there is thief in PTSL...
they thought about a suspect yesterday and went back to PTSL again yesterday night and check it out...
luckily the thief's room mate help them and they got the laptop back...
many things inside were deleted...
but never mind...at least she got it back...
she was so lucky.....really...

it is a good lesson to everyone that stick to your laptop no matter where you go...
if you leave it somewhere maybe your room.....better lock it up or find someone that you trusted to help take care of it....

ok...i am going to sleep now...headache again....
haiz....

die....sad.....

first day for my final exam in UKM......
the conclusion is........sad....
my Calculus just die....haiz......
the Science Physics..not die yet but not seems well...(just much more better then the Calculus)...
forget all the things I studied for the pass few days...damn it!
4 questions to kill me...haiz....all questions have to think from the basic...but...all the basics just gone out from my head at the moment I saw the questions...haiz...
worked out with C++ now....just hope that I can cope it...
tomorrow is the exam...

feeling like almost get sick..haiz...
felt headache after my Science Physics...
went out for my bus ticket to come back to Penang in the end of the year...
no mood to hope to come back to Penang now although I really miss Penang....
sad with my exam first...=S

Buddy, Happy Birthday....=)

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Happy Birthday to my Buddy....
LOL
all the best in your final exam....=)

just came back from a dinner with friends out of UKM
seriously....the curry mee is nice....almost same as Penang style..haha...
so hard to find a great curry mee here as the stall opposite the Yamaha there is not nice
just ok nia..haha...

tomorrow is going to have 2 papers...
Science Physics and calculus....
i sure will die like hell as I really cannot finish my study...
just hope that the lecturer so good won't kill me as she did in the mid sem...haiz...

studied in the library since the afternoon
damn sien in there and there are many peoples there...
I have no choice but to go to library because I will watch show when I feel stress in my room
and this will make me watch nonstop
haiz....
went out for dinner with friends after went to library and just reach my dorm now...
damn sien now but later gonna look once more on my calculus past year...
the Science Physics is at 8.30am tomorrow and the Calculus is 3.30pm in the evening....
going to die twice tomorrow and hope that it wont be trice on Wednesday in the C++....=)

Good luck once again to all of my friends and myself....all the best wishes
=) =P

Birthday Party

Birthday cake
Ah Seng...
All juniors and Ah Seng...
Seniors and Ah Seng.....LOL

tomorrow is Ah Seng's birthday....
those seniors and some of our KIY juniors celebrated with him in KIY cafe just now...LOL
he keeps on ask us to help him take photos...hahaha....
quite fun at there...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Ah Seng....=)

nice weather......

nice weather....LOL
what to say???just that today's weather is damn nice....because it is not hot.....
suitable for us to sleep too....hahaha.....
but, my final is coming...cannot sleep anymore....
must finish my calculus today....2 more chapters to go...
have to continue my Organic Chem.....sien...

just imagine that I studied for more then 12 hours yesterday....
Of course, I got stop for rest la....or else I will die...
stop for a short movie, chat online, and...talk on phone with friend...
LOL
but almost whole day time is study....
although I stop for all those thing...but just imagine that I studied from 7am till 10pm at night
hehe....I never be so hardworking since I finished my form 6 course
the motivation is there yesterday, so i take out my calculus and started to make myself into it.
hope that this feeling can be continue...
is time to continue my study now....bye...

就是不敢
问来问去，我就是开不了口

我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有勇气

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到昨天留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你

Good Luck....

good morning...
woke up quite early in the morning as i slept early yesterday...LOL
study with my differentiation for whole day yesterday...
haiz.......just cannot finished it....
damn hard....
just found out that the derivative really hard although it is interesting....
cannot finish the thing that I found it is interesting last time....sad...
have to finish the differentiation today and I should start with the sequence and series already...
not much time left and my calculus final is on Tuesday......=S
haiz....
get back to work.....=S


good luck for everyone in the final....

1545 now....
damn sien and hot....
i went to for another shower again...haiz.....
I am sweating in my room here...with fan power of 5 and the window beside is opened...
=.=...just imagine how hot is the weather here...haiz...just hope that I won't get fever due to this weather...(to prevent this, i drink a lot of water everyday)
i were studying since just now...with my big and thick Calculus book....haiz....
finished 2 chapters since morning just now...damn hate myself to be so lazy...I should can do more than that....but I just feel sien....
okok...no more dreaming.....continue back to study now....=S

Calculus time.......

woke up already.....LOL
still sleepy..haha....yesterday sleep till quite good because after take the medicine, I did not feel pain on my teeth anymore...haha...
played games yesterday night...but is after I finished my study in Science Physics...
checked out my exam schedule....my Ethics will be at 10th of November....is 5 days after my C++....quite many time for me to study for it...so i played game after finish my Science Physics....haha....
today...is Calculus time...haiz....the hardest subjects between all....LOL
but is the one I like the most.....good luck for me.

time really passed very fast....
whole week for study..passed...
today is Friday...3 more days to go...my final will get started....
good luck everyone...=)

somebody help!!!

now...I really speechless and i am so sleepy now...
but i just cannot sleep...
damn it!!!because my teeth so painful now and the weather now damn hot!!!!
I also don't understand why will my teeth will pain till like this????
I will have an extra class at 11am later and I should sleep now so that I can study during day time later...
what the hell that I really cannot sleep since 1am just now...
I were trying my best to sleep but I just lay on the bed and totally cannot fall asleep although I am damn sleepy!!!
I just hope that my teeth won't so painful so that I can sleep a while or just take a nap.
and the weather recent days damn hot in KIY here...
I really cannot tahan any more and just imagine I took at least 3 time bathe per day....
really hot!!!!
can it just rain even just a while????can it make me feel a little bit cold????so that I can sleep???
I were sweating when I were on my bed and turning around with my eye opened...
just cannot sleep due to the pain on my teeth and the damn hot weather!!!!

somebody just tell me what should I do????or somebody please help me!!!!!

有好多话，想说却说不出口
每次到了嘴边，又被吞回去。。。。。
唉。。。。。谁来给我勇气？

feel comfort with the "relationship" recently....
you guys just think too much....actually I got a big shock when I got the news...LOL
by the way...thanks to you to tell me...hahahaha....

Jogging...

the Lake...
This is KEJUT...
the building is Bangunan Pusat Teknologi

just came back from jogging...
went to jogging with friends near the lake in the KEJUT(Faculty of Engineering) there early in the morning...
it is so fun to go jogging after so long time I did not go for exercise...
my stamina like shit! cannot tahan even just jog for a while
haiz....have to go for exercise as i free.....(but I really so busy recently)

now....have to continue with my study....
the Science Physics is driving me crazy with the Organics Chemistry...
last part to complete it and it is Hubungan Ethnics time...LOL

never found out that the view near the lake there is quite pretty nice in the morning...
because I never go there since I were in UKM...LOL
busy life make me only come and go between my Fac and KIY
sad la..haha....

went to the cafe there for a breakfast after the jog and chat at there...LOL
quite fun to go out like this....
if there is next time...I think I will go for it again...haha....

Min, Happy Birthday

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Good Morning and a Happy Birthday to one of my beloved friend....lol
you are the youngest between us...but now also old already...LOL
aiyo!!!!get hit!!!haha...old already, must admit....if not, will easily get old one..haha...
so, very sorry for cannot celebrate your birthday with you this year because I am not in Penang...
all of us are facing our final exam rite????you too.....add oil and all the best o....haha....
hmmm....about your present...I gave so much already should be enough already gua???
I left comment on friendster, a beautiful birthday cake in my blog here...,message to handphone....and at last, comment on your blog....LOL
see la....later say me bo xim pulak...LOL

okok...I should stop crapping and back to serious stuff....LOL

yesterday...I were studying my calculus...oh god.....the past year is damn hard...
so many symbols again!!!can I just forget about this symbols????
really so wonder...why those lecturer like those symbols so much????
2 questions with symbols out of 5 questions in the paper...
god!just save me.....


ok...i not really get study yesterday but only during afternoon....
after had my dinner in the evening....
I started to play games and chatting with friends
haiz...just imagine that I did not study at all....
oh sad la....
the final is next week and now already Tueaday...
somebody save me!!!!
HELP!!!!

finally finished it!!!!

woke up at 12pm today
due to i were doing the assignment for C++ yesterday until today morning 5am....
lol
finally finished it and now I am tidying it up so that I can get it burned into CD to pass up...
happy....
worked for it since few weeks ago and it almost kill me few days ago....haiz.....
sad la.....

going to continue my study today after fight for the C++ for so many days...
the best thing of this assignment is, I learned up so many things from it...
so happy...haha....

ok....want to do my work already...no talking here...
anyway...add oil and all the best to everybody...
FINAL is COMING.....LOL =)

study!!!!!!!!

talking nonsense here again...LOL
this is a picture that I got it from e-mail...
is a paper work that build a castle...LOL
amazing right????just imagine that this people is so keng that can make this thing...
it is so artistic....haha....

hu......is Sunday again....
as yesterday did....I won't go out from my room again today
why????because I cannot finish my C++ assignment although I were dealing with it yesterday whole day until 2am....damn it!!!
it is so tough to write out a program like this!
the 2nd last program for my assignment is array..damn hard to understand the running...
we even have to understand the compiler stuff...walau....
no matter how....I have to work on it again today...it is halved way finished....
but I still have one more to go...
just hope that one can be easier as I also haven't check out the question yet...
haiz.....

my calculus...and the Science Physics (all Chemistry stuff in final),will be hold on the first day of my final exam...
just waiting to die....I still haven't really touch my Calculus!and the main thing is, I have to revise my science physics again although I finished it quite long time ago...I really scare that I will die in it as I already dead in Science Physics during mid sem.both take half the marks 50:50...

tired day

just woke up...
quite early for recent days as i keep on sleep till 10am or 11am
yesterday were quite tired for me as i study for whole day and went out with senior, Ah Long to buy daily goods in Hentian Kajang there.
went out for dinner also.....
bought so many food for me to stay in room...I think I can survive without go out from my room for 2 weeks...LOL
thanks a lot to Ah Long to help me so much...LOL
slept quite early yesterday night after waiting for my friend to come find me to take something.....at 12.30am...haha....

some words for today....
LOL
trust -when you break it once...it is damn hard for you to fix it back.
Promise - you will lost your 'trust' once you break your promise
Relation - no matter it is relation with family, friends or your partner....just take it important to you....it will be helpful when you need it.
Heart - once you break all those 3 above....you will break this one...=S

so miss the cinema as I really did not go there for weeks already...
no time and no right to be there as I really so busy with my assignment here....damn it!!!!!
have to pass up in the coming weekdays....haiz...have to study some more....sad la...=.=

ok...is time for me to study....
stop crapping and back to work....LOL
bye...=)

must!!!!

coming out with this words again...LOL
ok....mistakes....when we trying to do something new, mostly we will make mistakes...
maybe not every time...but is MOSTLY......don't be shy with the mistake..because you are learning something new when people are laughing at you in the moment..and you may be their teacher in the future due to you past mistakes....=)
be happy and grateful to your mistakes now because it is your teacher today and you succeed in the future...
cheer...=)

morning.....=)
slept late yesterday night....
because I were watching movie....damn it!!!it should not be like that!!!!I should study!
ok....yesterday I almost finished my C++ assignment and I also learned up so many things from the assignment.....but the hardest part of the assignment is still lacking and hanging....damn it!

is my target today to finish the assignment!!
is a must!!

tired..

this is some words from the richest man in this world...Bill Gates...
i totally agree with his statement here...LOL
rich...not means with many money or houses or cars .....
just that rich in your mind and thinking is the most important....
example like when you gain something from books....you are rich with knowledge.....is it???
you are rich....

came back to KIY at 10pm from library.....went to PTSL from 1pm and came back so late...studied at there and doing my assignment...so sad...still haven't finished it...haiz....
just hope that I can finished it as soon as possible...
lost my 1 hour time in the foyer while waiting for the felo, Ms Amy to come meet us...
at last she did not come and everyone just go back like that...damn!

had my dinner in the foyer while waiting for Ms, Amy just now...haiz...so sad la....
chatted with seniors there while they were trying to online....
so pity they cannot online in their room...=S

have to put hard work on my study in the coming few days in my room
is study week...after that is the final exam already...
Economics will be left at the last day 18th of November as 1 week after the second last paper....
hope can do well in all my papers in final.....=)
good luck to everyone...
god bless and good luck..=)

silence

plan to go to Library in the morning...
hope to enjoy the silence in the PTSL there....
the koleksi rujukan there is really damn quiet until we can fall asleep when do nothing there...
LOL
study at there make me can concentrate...if I gonna study in my room....when studying the C++, i easily get interrupted...hehe...because....I will watch movie....bad...
should go to the PTSL and study...but when I finished my class in PPSM at 7pm, I really feel damn tired and at last I put an aeroplane on my friend and at last did not go for it...LOL
pai se ya....=S
will help you to finish your project tomorrow.....try the best k???
all the best...=)

continue-ing......

studying my C++ and Economics again....
add on the Calculus that I still haven's get started....
haiz....
7 more papers to go for the final exam in November....haiz...it is really killing...
and 1 more assignment to go....
haiz....today night will have another activity.....
stressing life is now coming to me after I got my 'holiday' to relax a little bit yesterday.
feeling so bad as when my friend asked me :"how's your study today?"
so ashamed that I did not learn any thing from books yesterday as I did not study at all
just to give myself a little bit time to relax.

work hard....hope that I can do well in my final....
all the best to everyone especially my buddy and me....
add oil o.....LOL

rest.....

ok....is my turn now....to talk about my life and crapping nonsense here....
after so many posts that show cars and words for everyone here....LOL
hope to get rest...seriously...
but I have no right to rest as I have so many stuffs to do....damn it!
rest like the one on the image up there is not what I want but is what I always do for recent days =S
when can I get a rest like this????
when can I relax like this????
i think not going to have it until I finish my university course....=S

going to have a test on C++ test in the afternoon....
damn that I haven't finish my study yet...what ever la....no time for it anymore....
going to die soon...


damn happy yesterday night as I finally can run my program after I tried to figure it out since a week ago! LOL
so happy...haha....
congratulation to myself.....great job....=)

爱

copying again...LOL
this post is from one of my friend's blog....is very meaningful with those words here....
just to share around....
someone may found this one is very boring and meaningless...
but at the same time, someone may found that it is so meaningful....
anyway...jut a sharing here...read it if you have time for it...ignore it if you are busy or....whatever....=)


如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她,
如果你爱的人放弃了,请放开自已,好让自已有机会爱别人.

有的东西 你再喜欢 也不会属于你的,
有的东西 你再留念 也注定要放弃的,

人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的爱他.

男人哭了,是因为他真的爱了,
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,你怕不怕付出
如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束
如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟
如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦,然而我已找不到来时的路.

有一种爱,
明明是深爱,却说不出来有一种爱,
明明想放弃,却无法放弃有一种爱,
明知是煎熬，却又躲不开有一种爱，
明知无前路心却早已收不回来．

　　
为什么我们总不懂得珍惜眼前人，
在未可预知的重逢里，我们以为总会重逢，
总会有缘再会，总以为有机会说声对不起，
却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都有可能是诀别．

一声叹息，都有可能是人世间的最后一声叹息．

　　
也许爱情只是因为寂寞，需要找一个人来爱，即使没有任何结局．

伤口是别人给予的耻辱，自已坚持的幻觉．

　　
很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已，遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念．

我不知道一个人的一生可以有多少个十年可以给另一个人．

爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情．
每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人．不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，
遗忘让我们坚强．

　　
人这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的．
是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受．
重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的．
人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点，
因为微笑，我才了解爱．

　　
身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，
希望你快乐．你说：不如送我一双雨鞋，不如，你送我一场春雨，那么即使我流泪，在雨中，也不容易被你看到．

　　
世事其实都是在它适当的降临，只是我们没有适当的心情去迎接它．

因为爱他，所以离开他．我喜欢这句话．
有些感情直接和残酷，容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖．

带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，纯粹的东西死的太快了．

感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独．

世界消失了，

我会在天堂爱你.

如果你走了，

我会在泪水中爱你.

如果我走了，我会在远方爱你。

喜欢是淡淡的爱,而爱是深深的喜欢。

coolest car...

Mazda Hakaze
Chevrolet Camaro
Fioravonti-Concept car
Jaguar C-XF
A.D. Tramodana
Alpha Romeo 8C Competizion
Toyota Hybrid concept car

get this stuff from e-mail again...LOL
damn cool right all these cars????
a question here..... : when can I get one???LOL
if I can....
my dream car...Jaguar.....
but the one I like in this post here the most is the one red color one...the Alpha Romeo....LOL

pretty clothes...=)

this is not a post to tribute or copy from whose blog..please don't misunderstand...
post up all these is to show all of my friends all these pretty nice clothes..LOL
girls....it is not the problems of age and what...
your appearance always change with your clothes...LOL
hope you all like it...

p/s: those guys if just want to look at pretty gals' pictures from my blog....just don't think too much for this post as I think my friends are much more prettier...LOL
chack out those friends beside you (or your gf if you have one)...they will be more natural than all those here in this post...LOL

Relax....but it's not Sunday...

going to have my EST presentation at 12pm today...
just did some practice just now....
all my class on the coming Thursday are cancelled...happy...
haha...
will be free after Wednesday...
but...have to study....for final exam...
my 4 flat....=.= is running away from me...
my mid term was damn bad..means that I have to try my very best in my final exam....haiz....

Relax......=)
it's not Sunday...just a day after Sunday..LOL
but relax can make us do more in the future....
lol
hope that I can....=)

released a lil bit...LOL

finally the simulation is finished!
woke up early in the morning today and went out for simulation in FSSK
we are the 2nd group.....we finished our presentation quite early...and i start to learn the C++ program using Vincent's laptop in the lecture hall while he gave me some task to do revision....
spend about 2 hours at there for other groups' presentation....
we are provided with lunch...
had our lunch in Pusanika there and come back to KIY finally at 12.30pm....LOL

finally...my simulation finished...my persatuan pelajar for this sem settled....
hu...happy...=)

tomorrow will be our EST presentation...the one i scare the most...LOL
my English....=S
hope that it can pass faster then i will feel better and free....hahaha....

2 more test and 1 more presentation to go.....=S

tests........

NameThatDrug.com - The Drug Test

ok....some comment here...LOL
this drug test very suitable for those Biology students as they should so familiar to the drug scientific names....LOL....my level so low....due to I just simply guess the name of the drugs as only know some of them...haha..sad....



Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

IQ test...LOL...118 only...so sad...my IQ is lower then average...haha...
stupid.....=S