Relax....but it's not Sunday...

going to have my EST presentation at 12pm today...
just did some practice just now....
all my class on the coming Thursday are cancelled...happy...
haha...
will be free after Wednesday...
but...have to study....for final exam...
my 4 flat....=.= is running away from me...
my mid term was damn bad..means that I have to try my very best in my final exam....haiz....

Relax......=)
it's not Sunday...just a day after Sunday..LOL
but relax can make us do more in the future....
lol
hope that I can....=)

released a lil bit...LOL

finally the simulation is finished!
woke up early in the morning today and went out for simulation in FSSK
we are the 2nd group.....we finished our presentation quite early...and i start to learn the C++ program using Vincent's laptop in the lecture hall while he gave me some task to do revision....
spend about 2 hours at there for other groups' presentation....
we are provided with lunch...
had our lunch in Pusanika there and come back to KIY finally at 12.30pm....LOL

finally...my simulation finished...my persatuan pelajar for this sem settled....
hu...happy...=)

tomorrow will be our EST presentation...the one i scare the most...LOL
my English....=S
hope that it can pass faster then i will feel better and free....hahaha....

2 more test and 1 more presentation to go.....=S

tests........

NameThatDrug.com - The Drug Test

ok....some comment here...LOL
this drug test very suitable for those Biology students as they should so familiar to the drug scientific names....LOL....my level so low....due to I just simply guess the name of the drugs as only know some of them...haha..sad....



Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

IQ test...LOL...118 only...so sad...my IQ is lower then average...haha...
stupid.....=S

Simulation.....hell!!!

dealing with our simulation now...
in Bilik Aspirasi of KIY....
15 people per group...
we been provided with foods and drinks...to make us can survive if we want to stay in the lecture hall there for the discussion and preparation...
the presentation is tomorrow...we only been given 24 hours to make preparation....
everyone is so busy with the stuffs....
haiz....
just imagine...have to organize an activity in one day....
damn hate this stuff......but it is taking 40% of our Persatuan Pelajar marks while the final just take 30% only...
imagine that this simulation is more important then the final paper....damn!!

choose to do it in KIY here is because 12 of 15 members on my group is from KIY...LOL
4 Indians and 8 Chinese...LOL
the other 2 malays and 1 Chinese is from other kolej....hehehe.....

woke up late at 7.10am in the morning today....
why do I say is late????
because I have to reach the class which take me 10 minutes to reach by walking at 7.30am....
imagine that I have to wash my face and bath....like shit!!!
just because I slept late yesterday night at 1am....due to my C++.....haiz....

LET'S ROCK BUDDEIS ON BMW

a little bit wonder how are we going ride on this thing???lol
it is nice and pretty design....but.....lol
this one.....round a little bit and can say quite cute...haha....
by the way, it looks like toy more then a real bike...lol
this one will be more elegance.....
lol...green color...the color i like the most and pretty nice....
this one is the one i like the most among all those pictures I am showing here..lol
this one is tricky and funny....lol
how to ride?how are we going to balance ourselves when we were on the bike??wondering....=.=
this one will be the most normal design among all.....
simple and nice....the color is so artistic and nice combination...lol
this one a little bit hightech design...haha...
quite nice....lol
this one like one thing......蒙面超人....hahaha.....


received an e-mail with all this pictures and they seems nice and pretty...
just to show everyone here about the BMW new design.....
is coming soon stuffs i think....(don't ask me....I simply say....LOL) =)

I am going to be crazyyyyyyy.....................

oh my god!!!!i just gonna become crazy soon!!!!!!
studied C++ since just now afternoon as I reach my room about 2pm
I just cannot even finish the question of Functions!damn it!just one question!
met Vincent and Lih Loon in cafe to ask about the questions...but two of them just cannot recognize the problem which make me cannot run my program.....and I am going to become crazy!!!
came back to my room after that and start to do my homework again ....
going to have a simulation for Persatuan Pelajar tomorrow!
this simulation going to take me two days!means that, my weekend is gone!

going to have my EST presentation on Monday and I should start to prepare it tomorrow but I just not seems like have time for it tomorrow!damn it!
got a C++ test on function stuff on Tuesday and Economics test on Wednesday!
just imagine!I have totally no time for other things until the coming Thursday....
and I have to continue my study for final exam on Thursday!
just give me some time to rest can????
i just want to rest for a while!b ut I just have no time for it!damn la!
I am going to be CRAZY!!!!!!

C++

it is a terrible day for today....
damn hate my mentor.....she asked me to write down the day that I can go meet her for the last sign of my mentor card....
i wrote today date yesterday...she wrote at the note there that I can go find her in a meeting room just beside her office....
I call for her and she ask me wait for a while....damn that the 'a while' is one hour...
because she forgets about me already!
damn it!
how can she be like this?wasted my time at there as I have so many thing to do after that!

went to PTSL after the met the mentor.
to get past year paper from the PC there.
met Shawn and friends there....everyone is there for the past year...lol
went to bakery to buy my lunch....so full now...haha...


study C++ today...haiz....
my test is in the coming Tuesday...no choice but to study start from today as I have so many things to study....
how to finish it wo?
I really don't know...just hope that I can pass all the paper and do not need to drop my credit hours for cannot get higher pointer then 3.00....god bless...


my life now in UKM here is full of numbers as i knew since I put Statistics as my first choice....
getting quite enjoy my life here already...lol
I started to get cope in my calculus although the theory part stuff is driving me crazy....haha....
hope to get good results in my final.....god bless everyone who is going to take their final soon.....all the best...=)

busy again......

busy study life again...haiz....

damn hate the life like this as i am so hate to study for exam...but what to do?

Malaysia's study style is like this...no matter is in Universities or secondary schools....primary schools are even worse....haiz....

so many things to study and all the books are so thick....

every lecture just treat us like his or her subject is the oly subject to study by us....

ponteng a class in this morning and only go for one calculus class at 10am

went to pusanika with hwee and kean wei and at last end up with spend money and time there...haiz...

beauty consultant...hope that it can work...

the consequence is ' I am so poor now!!'

went to PTSL after go to pusanika....

study at there for a while and come back to dorms when the rain was stopped

the weather for recent day was so bad and weird

although the day is so good at start but it will suddenly rain at the same time....damn it!

one thing that i get used to it is bring along an umbrella with me no matter is it rainy or sunny day

had my dinner in KIY cafe just now...
went to there alone and thought I will do 'da bao' again....but so surprise that i met Ah Seng, Ah Long and Sanja in cafe there....3 good seniors in KIY...lol
sit together with them and chat around...
got the news that our Hubungan Etnik is going to have new questions as it was always copied from past year papers last time...oh my god!
my food took so long time to be cooked as all those seniors finished theirs although they ordered it after me...damn!
met Vincent and Lih Loon after that
that Lih Loon was so keng...
imagine that he ate 4X what i ate...oh my god!
he ordered 2 plates of fried rice and both is 'tambah nasi'...=.=
add one ice-cream....
when we were eating....those friends just came down for dinner came out one by one....
our table become overloaded....walau....
at start, no one is there but just all Malays there....
but at last.....my table was full with those guys who just finish theirs games upstairs and come seeking for dinner...lol

all the best

lol...although i am not that 'strong'...but just hope that i can touch my dream....haha...
all the best to me and all....

2am again now...what the hell that I still not yet sleep although i will have a morning class at 9am
damn hate the class as it is so pointless and waste my time with it
by the way, not really plan to go the class unless I can wake up in time

not really hope to stay up so late until 2am actually
then why???
why am i so stupid to stay till this late (early)??
just because I cannot finish my calculus homework which I really not plan to copy vincent's answers again
i want at least one homework (cos this is the last homework in this sem) is done by myself....
lol
what bad dream as i were not so hardworking before this....
have to be hardworking for the coming final exam and not to let myself slack again after that as i should study for my exam P
haiz......just hope that i can cope all my studies...
i really not hope to retake or been forced to dropped my credit hours in the next sem
just wish me luck.....

gonna crazy soon......
registered my courses today morning....
oh my god!!!i have 22 credit hours for the next sem but it wasn't include the co-k yet,.....
add on the co-k,i gonna have 25 credit hours in total!damn!
thinking want to take another language course in the next sem but I don't think that i can make ot as the maximum credit hours that i can take just 27 credit hours only!damn it!

going to have my econ test later...and i am studying it now...
just get started....haha....damn it!
what is happening to me as I have to get my pointer at least 3.00 to proceed my study in the next sem.or else, i just can take 16 credit hours in the next sem and have to proceed my study for one more year!oh, damn stress!

sien

in the PPSM pc lab now....
suppose to have a class now but seems like no tutor is coming....
wait at here and do our registeration online here since the line in KIY is damn bad
finally settle our stuffs
left 1 hour class + tutor later
haiz....
having a very sien and stressful life in UKM here as we always have so many tests.
just finished a presentation yesterday....but I am going to have another one more presentation today.
going to have a test tomorrow.
there will be presentations on the coming Monday and next Saturday.
Next Sunday is gonna kill me with the Simulation stuff....
oh my god.....I just cannot tahan with the life like this!!!!

so wonder why other people's university life are so enjoyable but not mine one?
everyday with tests and projects.
presentation....damn it!
some quiz more....what's the hell!!!????

although it was raining yesterday night...
I still went to the Economics class....lol
don't think that I were so hardworking that won't skip class.
went there is because my friend is there.....he is a genius...my C++ presentation which will bring me to hell today need his help...lol
so thankful to you Vincent and Lih Loon.....you two really help me much....
finally i understand what are the lecturer talking about in the calculus class for the past few weeks....lol
my form to study in calculus came back finally...lol
haha...damn happy with it...
my calculus in university here is not only solving problems but application more...
what we learned in form 6 were not enough unless we know how to apply it in our life and to explain problems so with theories..lol


we have to do our early registration for the 2nd sem courses...
damn it that I am gonna to have > 22 credit hours in the next sem....
oh my god...that 22 hours is the one written in the guide book but after register, it will be more.
damn!
why do i say so?
just because the credit hours written in the book for this sem is 19 hours only but after register, I got 22 credit hours to catch up.
what's the hell is doing that it gonna kill me with that.....the 22 hours wasn't included the Lab and the tutorial.
damn !

have to go back to my study now...
yesterday night was too tired as my class continuously....
after discussing the presentation with kean wei i slept until today morning....
haiz...

no title

so sien in UKM here and i do nothing in my study for whole day yesterday....
went to library after my lunch(actually is breakfast) yesterday,but have to come back quite early at 5pm because library was closed at 5pm during weekend.
it was rainy day yesterday...luckily i brought my umbrella...lol
went to kolej Aminuddin Baki for a early dinner and come back to my dorms.....
continue my study n C++....it is gonna kill me as my presentation is tomorrow!!!damn.....


ok....due to i feeling that myself is damn fat here.....so i am on diet recently....
trying to cut down my meals....not to eat much.....
i cannot stop from have my normal meal as i have gastric....if i stop it, the next day i cannot even wake up for my clas....

check out this photo...lol
found it when i have nothing to do during online...hahaha....
damn cute McD.....do you ever tried to have a meal in McD before and get something like this????
lol
i never...haha....i think it will be suitable for those who wanna on diet and thinking want to have a meal in McD also...lol
won't be that fat as the size is damn small...lol

Irritated!!

midnight oil again....haiz.....
no choice as i cannot finish my study and I don't want to feel stress when the final is near.
damn it as I not really can study for these 2 days.....haiz....
I know what is happening but I just cannot handle it!!!!
study over night....at least I can study more....haiz....
although not much can be studied.....i can get something into my brain.
the feeling is damn irritated....make me cannot cope my study and damn it I cannot concentrate!
damn !!!!!!come back!no more dreaming!!!!is not time for that and sleeping!

went to library after woke up in the morning.....1pm
slept early in the morning at 7am and woke up at 11am
lol
didn't sleep much as well because it is too bright in my room as the sun shined into my room
haiz....

心，去了哪里？
不再属于我的了吗？

burning midnight oil....

lol....3.10am now...haha...
and what am i doing now???? burning midnight oil...
just because I cannot cope and touch my target during yesterday day time even I stay awake in dorms for whole day....
damn shit!!!!
day dream whole day....don't know what were I dream about also...serious...
haiz....then the consequence is....cannot sleep until i finish at least half of my target....
pity man!!!!
peaceful....lol
the candle is peaceful right???just during day time i think...if you gonna light it up during night time like this....just like what am i doing now...."burning midnight oil..."
lol...
haha.....
someone does not sleep as well as me.....my room mate and friend...
chatting on msn and studying at the same time...
feel so boring and come here to post up something....haha.....
got to go now...maybe if i free during day time later or i found something to post up....i will be here again...lol...
bye for now...haha....

woke up quite early in the morning about 10am.
say quite early is because i slept very late at 3.30am
haiz.....get used to the busy life in UKM here....sleep late at night and wake up early in the morning...haiz.....=)

the corridor outside of my room....=.=...dark...

out of electricity......
so suddenly that my laptop become totally dark.....
damn! the electricity is down.....oh my god!
damn hot in my room for almost one hour...haiz......


一直选择逃避，为的就是不要让自己在陷下去
可是，我还是拉不住自己的心
我的心，很不听话。。。。。

612 星球

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我 忍着痛 也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙
小王子说 爱一定 开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗 在什麽时候

好喜欢这首歌哦。。。。。感觉很有意思
会有吗？幸福？？？
知道你在骗我，可是却是心甘情愿的被骗也不生气。。。。。
我到底还能忍到什么程度？？能忍到几时？

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹

meals....lol

look a this.....haha....
early in the morning...and this is my breakfast...(when i have time for it)
why do i say so???just because if i able wake up early in the morning and don't need to rush to class, i will have time for this delicious breakfast....
if not, I will just drink plain water and rush to class....lol


check this out....lol
study....is the title of this picture when i found it...lol....
and i gonna study later..haha...
the final is near around the corner...damn shit that I did not prepare anything about it...=.=....

ok...gonna say something...recall about this at the moment i receive a message from someone that i not really like his style....
always don't want go to class and will message me to help him sign the attendance...damn shit!
if you are lazy and don't want to go, then just don't need go and don't keep on message someone to help you sign for the attendance every time you want to skip the class....
what the hell who are you that I have to help you up like this????damn!

true love...perhaps....
this picture is so cute and i got it from my friendster...thanks for my friend to post it up for me...
and thanks a lot for your wishes....
hope that i can find mine one as soon as possible....
but when will it be???lol..
we just wait and see...haha.....

someone told me that cannot understand gals' thinking...lol
no doubt...is a guy..haha...
walau...girls thinking sometimes is even simpler then you guys k?
girls...fight for our thinking la...lol...
just simple, must not forgot dates, and accompany the girl during the important date(if you able,if really cannot,i think a phone call and messages is enough right??)...is gals thinking and they won't angry anymore...lol
but the mistakes that those guys always make is forget about the dates...lol
haha.....=)

Big Apple...lol
brought back by my friend from Mid Valley...haha....
is my second dinner for today...lol....
oh no!my diet plan fail for today...=.=
haiz....when saw something nice, I just cannot tahan and will continue eat...=.=
no good....not discipline enough....haiz...

by the way...the donuts very delicious...
thanks a lots....lol =)

copying....color and meaning of roses...

lol......copying.....
haha....read someone's blog just now....
realized and recalled back what had we discussed in the cafe during dinner...lol..
the colors and meaning of roses..lol

well, gonna say something here...

gals....when you receive roses...look nicely what color is that...=.=
don't get misunderstand about the color and the purpose of the sender...lol

guys....when you thinking want to give roses as present to someone.....
please check out clearly the meaning and color of the roses before you give out the roses...
you will get scold...if you sent wrongly...haha...
here is some guide for all....hope you all will like it...

hmm.....gonna say hi to someone here...
i know you don't like your name to be in here....
so, you know yourself who am i talking about la....lol
pai se that i am copying your blog post...cos it is damn interesting to share with friends about this here...lol...
i know you won't mind i become copy cat of your blog right???lol...

Red Roses
Red roses proclaim "I love you." They are the ultimate symbol of romantic love and enduring passion. Florists can't keep up with Valentines Day demand for red roses, which makes them especially expensive in February.

Yellow Roses
Yellow roses indicate friendship and freedom -- so don't send them if your intentions are romantic and long-lasting. Yellow roses are also appropriate for sending congratulations to newlyweds, graduates, Texans, and new mothers.

Pale Pink Roses
Pale pink roses connote grace, gentleness, and gratitude.

Light Pink Roses
A joy to behold, light pink roses express fun and happiness.

Deep Pink Roses
Deep pink roses say "Thank you."

Lilac Roses
Lilac roses indicate the sender has fallen in love at first sight with the recipient and is enchanted.

White Roses
Pure white roses symbolize truth and innocence. They also send other messages: "I miss you" and "You're heavenly."

Coral Roses
Coral roses express one thing with their passionate color: Desire.

Peach Roses
Peach roses speak of appreciation, gratitude, and also sympathy.

Orange Roses
Orange roses communicate enthusiasm and desire on the part of the sender.

Dead Roses
Regardless of the original color, dead roses say "It's over" loud and clear.

COMBINED ROSES
Put two or more colors of roses together, and a new rose meaning arises:

White Roses + Yellow Roses
A symbol of harmony.

Red Roses + Yellow Roses
A message of happiness and celebration.

Red Roses + White Roses
An indication of bonding and harmony.

MORE ROSE SYMBOLISM
While roses are traditionally presented in bouquet form, these are also acceptable:

Single Red Rose
"I love you" (but I'm not going to go broke telling you).

Single Rose Any Color
"I thank you" (and I'm still not going to go broke saying so).

Two Roses Entwined
An engagement or marriage is imminent.

	red Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special.
	pink As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness. Pink rose bouquets often impart a gentler meaning than their red counterparts.
	yellow The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.
	white White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance.
	orange With their blazing energy, orange roses are the embodiment of desire and enthusiasm. Orange roses often symbolize passion and excitement and are an expression of fervent romance. A bouquet of orange roses will send a meaningful message.
	lavender The unique beauty of the lavender rose has captured many hearts and imaginations. With their fantastical appearance, lavender roses are a perfect symbol of enchantment. The lavender rose is also traditionally used to express feelings of love at first sight.

stress.....

rainy day again....
the weather is damn bad since few days ago....
everyday is sunny a while, rainy a while...
really don't know what happen.....=S
the different is I never laugh so happy when I have to walk under the rain just like the picture...lol
even i got the umbrella...
don't think too much that because of there is no dog beside me....damn that is because i don't like to get wet...lol...=)


add on a tutorial today....=.=
just because the damn shit tutorial canceled last few weeks ago....
haiz....
have to attend la...luckily it is just an hour class...won't feel that boring..=.=

getting quite stress as my study haven't been coped...
I always like this since form 6...easily get stressed...
during SPM and PMR all that.....the word "stress" will not attend in my dictionary....hehe....
but not since form 6

final exam and holidays....

busy day.....

just finished my tutorial class in PPSM...

gonna continue my C++ class and Economics after this....

the Economics class is going to have a small quiz later...damn that I did not study anything about it....because I just got know about the quiz yesterday....

haiz....no time....2 chapters which is so long and so many things to memorize....

planned to start my study for my final exam tonight....

is time for me to stop from watching dramas and play games...

study hard for my final and we are going to play during the holidays in December....hehe...

that is a vacation holidays as everyone planned to go Johor....hehe....

cannot wait for it...but the final decision is still in progress....we still in consideration....=)

just came back from library
went there for study and finally finish some study in organic chemistry...
haiz.....I forgot all the stuff taught by Mr and Mrs Sim last time....so bad....
have to start again from 0.....
if I able to study consistently during this 3 weeks, I should be can go back to my aunt's house during the study week.....
hope that I can cope my study well.....=)

the line in my room here is damn slow and bad enough...
i tried for hours only get to online now....
haiz...

you will be always in my heart.......

got a sad news yesterday that my babysitter passed away on Sunday...

i hope that i can attend to the funeral but she just seems like not allow me to do so...haiz...

so sad that i cannot attend...
she will be buried in the Batu Gantung there together with her daughter who passed away last year....

I will miss you and gonna pray for your best to have a "new life" in heaven.....

I think your family members will have same thinking as me that you won't be so suffer for the sickness as you pass away.....

you will always be in my heart.....