Calculus time.......

woke up already.....LOL
still sleepy..haha....yesterday sleep till quite good because after take the medicine, I did not feel pain on my teeth anymore...haha...
played games yesterday night...but is after I finished my study in Science Physics...
checked out my exam schedule....my Ethics will be at 10th of November....is 5 days after my C++....quite many time for me to study for it...so i played game after finish my Science Physics....haha....
today...is Calculus time...haiz....the hardest subjects between all....LOL
but is the one I like the most.....good luck for me.

time really passed very fast....
whole week for study..passed...
today is Friday...3 more days to go...my final will get started....
good luck everyone...=)

somebody help!!!

now...I really speechless and i am so sleepy now...
but i just cannot sleep...
damn it!!!because my teeth so painful now and the weather now damn hot!!!!
I also don't understand why will my teeth will pain till like this????
I will have an extra class at 11am later and I should sleep now so that I can study during day time later...
what the hell that I really cannot sleep since 1am just now...
I were trying my best to sleep but I just lay on the bed and totally cannot fall asleep although I am damn sleepy!!!
I just hope that my teeth won't so painful so that I can sleep a while or just take a nap.
and the weather recent days damn hot in KIY here...
I really cannot tahan any more and just imagine I took at least 3 time bathe per day....
really hot!!!!
can it just rain even just a while????can it make me feel a little bit cold????so that I can sleep???
I were sweating when I were on my bed and turning around with my eye opened...
just cannot sleep due to the pain on my teeth and the damn hot weather!!!!

somebody just tell me what should I do????or somebody please help me!!!!!

有好多话，想说却说不出口
每次到了嘴边，又被吞回去。。。。。
唉。。。。。谁来给我勇气？

feel comfort with the "relationship" recently....
you guys just think too much....actually I got a big shock when I got the news...LOL
by the way...thanks to you to tell me...hahahaha....

Jogging...

the Lake...
This is KEJUT...
the building is Bangunan Pusat Teknologi

just came back from jogging...
went to jogging with friends near the lake in the KEJUT(Faculty of Engineering) there early in the morning...
it is so fun to go jogging after so long time I did not go for exercise...
my stamina like shit! cannot tahan even just jog for a while
haiz....have to go for exercise as i free.....(but I really so busy recently)

now....have to continue with my study....
the Science Physics is driving me crazy with the Organics Chemistry...
last part to complete it and it is Hubungan Ethnics time...LOL

never found out that the view near the lake there is quite pretty nice in the morning...
because I never go there since I were in UKM...LOL
busy life make me only come and go between my Fac and KIY
sad la..haha....

went to the cafe there for a breakfast after the jog and chat at there...LOL
quite fun to go out like this....
if there is next time...I think I will go for it again...haha....

Min, Happy Birthday

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Good Morning and a Happy Birthday to one of my beloved friend....lol
you are the youngest between us...but now also old already...LOL
aiyo!!!!get hit!!!haha...old already, must admit....if not, will easily get old one..haha...
so, very sorry for cannot celebrate your birthday with you this year because I am not in Penang...
all of us are facing our final exam rite????you too.....add oil and all the best o....haha....
hmmm....about your present...I gave so much already should be enough already gua???
I left comment on friendster, a beautiful birthday cake in my blog here...,message to handphone....and at last, comment on your blog....LOL
see la....later say me bo xim pulak...LOL

okok...I should stop crapping and back to serious stuff....LOL

yesterday...I were studying my calculus...oh god.....the past year is damn hard...
so many symbols again!!!can I just forget about this symbols????
really so wonder...why those lecturer like those symbols so much????
2 questions with symbols out of 5 questions in the paper...
god!just save me.....


ok...i not really get study yesterday but only during afternoon....
after had my dinner in the evening....
I started to play games and chatting with friends
haiz...just imagine that I did not study at all....
oh sad la....
the final is next week and now already Tueaday...
somebody save me!!!!
HELP!!!!

finally finished it!!!!

woke up at 12pm today
due to i were doing the assignment for C++ yesterday until today morning 5am....
lol
finally finished it and now I am tidying it up so that I can get it burned into CD to pass up...
happy....
worked for it since few weeks ago and it almost kill me few days ago....haiz.....
sad la.....

going to continue my study today after fight for the C++ for so many days...
the best thing of this assignment is, I learned up so many things from it...
so happy...haha....

ok....want to do my work already...no talking here...
anyway...add oil and all the best to everybody...
FINAL is COMING.....LOL =)

study!!!!!!!!

talking nonsense here again...LOL
this is a picture that I got it from e-mail...
is a paper work that build a castle...LOL
amazing right????just imagine that this people is so keng that can make this thing...
it is so artistic....haha....

hu......is Sunday again....
as yesterday did....I won't go out from my room again today
why????because I cannot finish my C++ assignment although I were dealing with it yesterday whole day until 2am....damn it!!!
it is so tough to write out a program like this!
the 2nd last program for my assignment is array..damn hard to understand the running...
we even have to understand the compiler stuff...walau....
no matter how....I have to work on it again today...it is halved way finished....
but I still have one more to go...
just hope that one can be easier as I also haven't check out the question yet...
haiz.....

my calculus...and the Science Physics (all Chemistry stuff in final),will be hold on the first day of my final exam...
just waiting to die....I still haven't really touch my Calculus!and the main thing is, I have to revise my science physics again although I finished it quite long time ago...I really scare that I will die in it as I already dead in Science Physics during mid sem.both take half the marks 50:50...

tired day

just woke up...
quite early for recent days as i keep on sleep till 10am or 11am
yesterday were quite tired for me as i study for whole day and went out with senior, Ah Long to buy daily goods in Hentian Kajang there.
went out for dinner also.....
bought so many food for me to stay in room...I think I can survive without go out from my room for 2 weeks...LOL
thanks a lot to Ah Long to help me so much...LOL
slept quite early yesterday night after waiting for my friend to come find me to take something.....at 12.30am...haha....

some words for today....
LOL
trust -when you break it once...it is damn hard for you to fix it back.
Promise - you will lost your 'trust' once you break your promise
Relation - no matter it is relation with family, friends or your partner....just take it important to you....it will be helpful when you need it.
Heart - once you break all those 3 above....you will break this one...=S

so miss the cinema as I really did not go there for weeks already...
no time and no right to be there as I really so busy with my assignment here....damn it!!!!!
have to pass up in the coming weekdays....haiz...have to study some more....sad la...=.=

ok...is time for me to study....
stop crapping and back to work....LOL
bye...=)

must!!!!

coming out with this words again...LOL
ok....mistakes....when we trying to do something new, mostly we will make mistakes...
maybe not every time...but is MOSTLY......don't be shy with the mistake..because you are learning something new when people are laughing at you in the moment..and you may be their teacher in the future due to you past mistakes....=)
be happy and grateful to your mistakes now because it is your teacher today and you succeed in the future...
cheer...=)

morning.....=)
slept late yesterday night....
because I were watching movie....damn it!!!it should not be like that!!!!I should study!
ok....yesterday I almost finished my C++ assignment and I also learned up so many things from the assignment.....but the hardest part of the assignment is still lacking and hanging....damn it!

is my target today to finish the assignment!!
is a must!!

tired..

this is some words from the richest man in this world...Bill Gates...
i totally agree with his statement here...LOL
rich...not means with many money or houses or cars .....
just that rich in your mind and thinking is the most important....
example like when you gain something from books....you are rich with knowledge.....is it???
you are rich....

came back to KIY at 10pm from library.....went to PTSL from 1pm and came back so late...studied at there and doing my assignment...so sad...still haven't finished it...haiz....
just hope that I can finished it as soon as possible...
lost my 1 hour time in the foyer while waiting for the felo, Ms Amy to come meet us...
at last she did not come and everyone just go back like that...damn!

had my dinner in the foyer while waiting for Ms, Amy just now...haiz...so sad la....
chatted with seniors there while they were trying to online....
so pity they cannot online in their room...=S

have to put hard work on my study in the coming few days in my room
is study week...after that is the final exam already...
Economics will be left at the last day 18th of November as 1 week after the second last paper....
hope can do well in all my papers in final.....=)
good luck to everyone...
god bless and good luck..=)

silence

plan to go to Library in the morning...
hope to enjoy the silence in the PTSL there....
the koleksi rujukan there is really damn quiet until we can fall asleep when do nothing there...
LOL
study at there make me can concentrate...if I gonna study in my room....when studying the C++, i easily get interrupted...hehe...because....I will watch movie....bad...
should go to the PTSL and study...but when I finished my class in PPSM at 7pm, I really feel damn tired and at last I put an aeroplane on my friend and at last did not go for it...LOL
pai se ya....=S
will help you to finish your project tomorrow.....try the best k???
all the best...=)

continue-ing......

studying my C++ and Economics again....
add on the Calculus that I still haven's get started....
haiz....
7 more papers to go for the final exam in November....haiz...it is really killing...
and 1 more assignment to go....
haiz....today night will have another activity.....
stressing life is now coming to me after I got my 'holiday' to relax a little bit yesterday.
feeling so bad as when my friend asked me :"how's your study today?"
so ashamed that I did not learn any thing from books yesterday as I did not study at all
just to give myself a little bit time to relax.

work hard....hope that I can do well in my final....
all the best to everyone especially my buddy and me....
add oil o.....LOL

rest.....

ok....is my turn now....to talk about my life and crapping nonsense here....
after so many posts that show cars and words for everyone here....LOL
hope to get rest...seriously...
but I have no right to rest as I have so many stuffs to do....damn it!
rest like the one on the image up there is not what I want but is what I always do for recent days =S
when can I get a rest like this????
when can I relax like this????
i think not going to have it until I finish my university course....=S

going to have a test on C++ test in the afternoon....
damn that I haven't finish my study yet...what ever la....no time for it anymore....
going to die soon...


damn happy yesterday night as I finally can run my program after I tried to figure it out since a week ago! LOL
so happy...haha....
congratulation to myself.....great job....=)

爱

copying again...LOL
this post is from one of my friend's blog....is very meaningful with those words here....
just to share around....
someone may found this one is very boring and meaningless...
but at the same time, someone may found that it is so meaningful....
anyway...jut a sharing here...read it if you have time for it...ignore it if you are busy or....whatever....=)


如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她,
如果你爱的人放弃了,请放开自已,好让自已有机会爱别人.

有的东西 你再喜欢 也不会属于你的,
有的东西 你再留念 也注定要放弃的,

人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的爱他.

男人哭了,是因为他真的爱了,
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,你怕不怕付出
如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束
如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟
如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦,然而我已找不到来时的路.

有一种爱,
明明是深爱,却说不出来有一种爱,
明明想放弃,却无法放弃有一种爱,
明知是煎熬，却又躲不开有一种爱，
明知无前路心却早已收不回来．

　　
为什么我们总不懂得珍惜眼前人，
在未可预知的重逢里，我们以为总会重逢，
总会有缘再会，总以为有机会说声对不起，
却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都有可能是诀别．

一声叹息，都有可能是人世间的最后一声叹息．

　　
也许爱情只是因为寂寞，需要找一个人来爱，即使没有任何结局．

伤口是别人给予的耻辱，自已坚持的幻觉．

　　
很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已，遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念．

我不知道一个人的一生可以有多少个十年可以给另一个人．

爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情．
每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人．不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，
遗忘让我们坚强．

　　
人这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的．
是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受．
重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的．
人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点，
因为微笑，我才了解爱．

　　
身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，
希望你快乐．你说：不如送我一双雨鞋，不如，你送我一场春雨，那么即使我流泪，在雨中，也不容易被你看到．

　　
世事其实都是在它适当的降临，只是我们没有适当的心情去迎接它．

因为爱他，所以离开他．我喜欢这句话．
有些感情直接和残酷，容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖．

带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，纯粹的东西死的太快了．

感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独．

世界消失了，

我会在天堂爱你.

如果你走了，

我会在泪水中爱你.

如果我走了，我会在远方爱你。

喜欢是淡淡的爱,而爱是深深的喜欢。

coolest car...

Mazda Hakaze
Chevrolet Camaro
Fioravonti-Concept car
Jaguar C-XF
A.D. Tramodana
Alpha Romeo 8C Competizion
Toyota Hybrid concept car

get this stuff from e-mail again...LOL
damn cool right all these cars????
a question here..... : when can I get one???LOL
if I can....
my dream car...Jaguar.....
but the one I like in this post here the most is the one red color one...the Alpha Romeo....LOL

pretty clothes...=)

this is not a post to tribute or copy from whose blog..please don't misunderstand...
post up all these is to show all of my friends all these pretty nice clothes..LOL
girls....it is not the problems of age and what...
your appearance always change with your clothes...LOL
hope you all like it...

p/s: those guys if just want to look at pretty gals' pictures from my blog....just don't think too much for this post as I think my friends are much more prettier...LOL
chack out those friends beside you (or your gf if you have one)...they will be more natural than all those here in this post...LOL

Relax....but it's not Sunday...

going to have my EST presentation at 12pm today...
just did some practice just now....
all my class on the coming Thursday are cancelled...happy...
haha...
will be free after Wednesday...
but...have to study....for final exam...
my 4 flat....=.= is running away from me...
my mid term was damn bad..means that I have to try my very best in my final exam....haiz....

Relax......=)
it's not Sunday...just a day after Sunday..LOL
but relax can make us do more in the future....
lol
hope that I can....=)

released a lil bit...LOL

finally the simulation is finished!
woke up early in the morning today and went out for simulation in FSSK
we are the 2nd group.....we finished our presentation quite early...and i start to learn the C++ program using Vincent's laptop in the lecture hall while he gave me some task to do revision....
spend about 2 hours at there for other groups' presentation....
we are provided with lunch...
had our lunch in Pusanika there and come back to KIY finally at 12.30pm....LOL

finally...my simulation finished...my persatuan pelajar for this sem settled....
hu...happy...=)

tomorrow will be our EST presentation...the one i scare the most...LOL
my English....=S
hope that it can pass faster then i will feel better and free....hahaha....

2 more test and 1 more presentation to go.....=S

tests........

NameThatDrug.com - The Drug Test

ok....some comment here...LOL
this drug test very suitable for those Biology students as they should so familiar to the drug scientific names....LOL....my level so low....due to I just simply guess the name of the drugs as only know some of them...haha..sad....



Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

IQ test...LOL...118 only...so sad...my IQ is lower then average...haha...
stupid.....=S

Simulation.....hell!!!

dealing with our simulation now...
in Bilik Aspirasi of KIY....
15 people per group...
we been provided with foods and drinks...to make us can survive if we want to stay in the lecture hall there for the discussion and preparation...
the presentation is tomorrow...we only been given 24 hours to make preparation....
everyone is so busy with the stuffs....
haiz....
just imagine...have to organize an activity in one day....
damn hate this stuff......but it is taking 40% of our Persatuan Pelajar marks while the final just take 30% only...
imagine that this simulation is more important then the final paper....damn!!

choose to do it in KIY here is because 12 of 15 members on my group is from KIY...LOL
4 Indians and 8 Chinese...LOL
the other 2 malays and 1 Chinese is from other kolej....hehehe.....

woke up late at 7.10am in the morning today....
why do I say is late????
because I have to reach the class which take me 10 minutes to reach by walking at 7.30am....
imagine that I have to wash my face and bath....like shit!!!
just because I slept late yesterday night at 1am....due to my C++.....haiz....

LET'S ROCK BUDDEIS ON BMW

a little bit wonder how are we going ride on this thing???lol
it is nice and pretty design....but.....lol
this one.....round a little bit and can say quite cute...haha....
by the way, it looks like toy more then a real bike...lol
this one will be more elegance.....
lol...green color...the color i like the most and pretty nice....
this one is the one i like the most among all those pictures I am showing here..lol
this one is tricky and funny....lol
how to ride?how are we going to balance ourselves when we were on the bike??wondering....=.=
this one will be the most normal design among all.....
simple and nice....the color is so artistic and nice combination...lol
this one a little bit hightech design...haha...
quite nice....lol
this one like one thing......蒙面超人....hahaha.....


received an e-mail with all this pictures and they seems nice and pretty...
just to show everyone here about the BMW new design.....
is coming soon stuffs i think....(don't ask me....I simply say....LOL) =)

I am going to be crazyyyyyyy.....................

oh my god!!!!i just gonna become crazy soon!!!!!!
studied C++ since just now afternoon as I reach my room about 2pm
I just cannot even finish the question of Functions!damn it!just one question!
met Vincent and Lih Loon in cafe to ask about the questions...but two of them just cannot recognize the problem which make me cannot run my program.....and I am going to become crazy!!!
came back to my room after that and start to do my homework again ....
going to have a simulation for Persatuan Pelajar tomorrow!
this simulation going to take me two days!means that, my weekend is gone!

going to have my EST presentation on Monday and I should start to prepare it tomorrow but I just not seems like have time for it tomorrow!damn it!
got a C++ test on function stuff on Tuesday and Economics test on Wednesday!
just imagine!I have totally no time for other things until the coming Thursday....
and I have to continue my study for final exam on Thursday!
just give me some time to rest can????
i just want to rest for a while!b ut I just have no time for it!damn la!
I am going to be CRAZY!!!!!!

C++

it is a terrible day for today....
damn hate my mentor.....she asked me to write down the day that I can go meet her for the last sign of my mentor card....
i wrote today date yesterday...she wrote at the note there that I can go find her in a meeting room just beside her office....
I call for her and she ask me wait for a while....damn that the 'a while' is one hour...
because she forgets about me already!
damn it!
how can she be like this?wasted my time at there as I have so many thing to do after that!

went to PTSL after the met the mentor.
to get past year paper from the PC there.
met Shawn and friends there....everyone is there for the past year...lol
went to bakery to buy my lunch....so full now...haha...


study C++ today...haiz....
my test is in the coming Tuesday...no choice but to study start from today as I have so many things to study....
how to finish it wo?
I really don't know...just hope that I can pass all the paper and do not need to drop my credit hours for cannot get higher pointer then 3.00....god bless...


my life now in UKM here is full of numbers as i knew since I put Statistics as my first choice....
getting quite enjoy my life here already...lol
I started to get cope in my calculus although the theory part stuff is driving me crazy....haha....
hope to get good results in my final.....god bless everyone who is going to take their final soon.....all the best...=)

busy again......

busy study life again...haiz....

damn hate the life like this as i am so hate to study for exam...but what to do?

Malaysia's study style is like this...no matter is in Universities or secondary schools....primary schools are even worse....haiz....

so many things to study and all the books are so thick....

every lecture just treat us like his or her subject is the oly subject to study by us....

ponteng a class in this morning and only go for one calculus class at 10am

went to pusanika with hwee and kean wei and at last end up with spend money and time there...haiz...

beauty consultant...hope that it can work...

the consequence is ' I am so poor now!!'

went to PTSL after go to pusanika....

study at there for a while and come back to dorms when the rain was stopped

the weather for recent day was so bad and weird

although the day is so good at start but it will suddenly rain at the same time....damn it!

one thing that i get used to it is bring along an umbrella with me no matter is it rainy or sunny day

had my dinner in KIY cafe just now...
went to there alone and thought I will do 'da bao' again....but so surprise that i met Ah Seng, Ah Long and Sanja in cafe there....3 good seniors in KIY...lol
sit together with them and chat around...
got the news that our Hubungan Etnik is going to have new questions as it was always copied from past year papers last time...oh my god!
my food took so long time to be cooked as all those seniors finished theirs although they ordered it after me...damn!
met Vincent and Lih Loon after that
that Lih Loon was so keng...
imagine that he ate 4X what i ate...oh my god!
he ordered 2 plates of fried rice and both is 'tambah nasi'...=.=
add one ice-cream....
when we were eating....those friends just came down for dinner came out one by one....
our table become overloaded....walau....
at start, no one is there but just all Malays there....
but at last.....my table was full with those guys who just finish theirs games upstairs and come seeking for dinner...lol