waste my time again.....

wasted my time again.....just studied 3 pages of my book only....
the whole day stay in home without go out....
what the hell???
what happen to me???why my discipline become that bad???
I just cannot cope my study after I come into UKM....
damn!
It shouldn't be like that!!!
I should study at home since I am in home for whole day!!!!what happened to me??!!!!!!!!!!
haiz....
now, I have no mood to study anymore...haiz.....
sad la!!!
after form 6, I really like put down and forget about all my study spirit....
since when I cannot stay up late or whole night for study??
since when I cannot just stay quiet sit down study without walk around always????
since when my mind become like shit???!!!
since when??!!!