Monday, 29 September 2008

落难日 + 历险记

wah...my yummy dinner in Kim Gary...=)hehe....
四只落汤鸡。。。。。哈哈。。。。。
Thanks god!!!! I reach here.....=)
HELP!!!!the wave is 'after' me!!!!
check this out...found the boundary of the sky and the sea????all dark.....
walau...the wave...=S
all wet....=.=...haha....
siao po on boat....don't misunderstand....i m the camera girl....hehe....
on the boat....the wind damn heavy....
Entrance of Penang National Park
nice view huh???just before the rain...hehe...
a view to the sea from Penang National Park

planned to Pantai Keracut today.....
canceled it when we reach the National Park of Penang and changed our destination to Monkay Beach which is nearer......
the weather is not good enough today....keep on raining.....
7 of us choose to go by boat......RM90 for two ways....
10 of other friends choose to go by hiking through the National Park there....
the rain was not seems like gonna stop even.....
but because the rain is not very heavy....we keep on moving....
but when the boat been drove till the half way, the rain is very very heavy and the storm seems like coming up its way.....
the boat is not very big and stable enough....the main thing is, it was shaking and the sea water + rain make all of us get wet.....we choose to turn back our head and went back to the beach.....
we called those friends who went by hiking to turn back also.....but they asked us to go picnic in the half way there...in a 'pondok'.....
after the picnic, the weather changed to be better a little bit....
they choose to continue the journey....we walked all the way....and the way is so familar for me as i been there when i were in form 3...brought by Mr. Michael Chong my Geography Teacher....
we walked till the beach of Muka Head....
the rain was not stop at all but continue fall even heavier....
the wave become bigger and bigger until we had no place to stand on the beach...everyone's shoes got wet....
we ran and scream when the wave came....damn!it is scary for many people...
honestly, I did not feel scare at all but at that time, I just try to figure out a way for us to save all of us from all of this stuff.....just turn back our head or just ran through the beach????which one we should do??
Esther and Min choose to turn back....I really don't know which way should I choose at the one moment but at last I choose to give up and just turn back my way....
this is the safer way and the best decision for me.....I think many people will agree with me....
other friends seems like so eager to go till the last destination....
sorry if you all feel that I were selfish at that time....but that is the best way for me....and all of us....serious....
the weather were damn bad....
4 of us walked back ourselves while others still thinking wanna continue their journey or turn back.....
sorry for behaved selfish in this thing....
took a bath in the toilet there and other friends also turned back at the last....
called the bus to fetch us back earlier then the early plan.
4 of us went to Gurney and walked around....nothing to do
decided to go for a movie at last....we watched ' Mamma Mia'.....
hehe....a funny movie......
had our dinner in the Kim Gary at last and went home....

trapped in a traffic jam for half an hour after dropped yu home....
it is raining too heavy all the way.....
reached home at 9.30pm at last....hehe....finally...

今天真的是患难日。。。。。
突然觉得自己好厉害,因为,竟然能在这样恶劣的情况下那么的镇定
爬山的技术也没有退步。。。。哈哈。。。。
好佩服我自己。。。真的。。。。
可是今天真的是个很特别的经验。。。。
这次的假期真的很特别。。。。。只因为有了这次的经验。。。。
原来我们四个还真的很有默契呢!嘻嘻。。。。。。

半途放弃,不是我会做的事情。。。。。
因为我不做没有把握的事情
今天,选择了放弃,为的是大家的安全。。。。
有时候,适当的放弃,是必要的,也失无奈的。
坚持,没有错;放弃,也不见得一定不好。。。。。。。

Sunday, 28 September 2008

女生的愿望

她说:我需要这样一个男人

  * 有点害羞,但曾在分别的街头,大声说我爱你。

  * 同我去庙里求籤,轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。

  * 言而有信。

  * 从来不迟到--我迟到他不生气。

  * 拥抱很久、很紧--每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。

  * 睡得比我迟一点,醒来早一点。

  * 朦胧醒来轻唿我的名字--没有唿错。

  * 记得我的日期、鞋号、密码、最怕的事。

  * 我很怕虫子,见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。

  * 雨后的早晨我去花园,用小树枝爬到路上来的蚯蚓送还草地--他在一边帮我。

  * 笑起来很像个坏蛋--其实不是。

  * 不舒服时,请假带我去看医生,回来路上买冰淇淋做奖励。

  * 开车绝不喝酒,让我繫上安全带。

  * 帮我做家务,每天。边做边聊天。

  * 常常帮助别人,不为什么。

  * 答应我:永远不。然后永远不。

  * 一边吹口哨一边修马桶。

  * 说:希望你是我的女儿。

  * 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。

  * 雨天散步,背我过积水,说:你还可以再胖一些啊。

  * 吵嘴时不会一走了之。

  * 错了会认错。

  * 我说笑话他笑。

* 逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子,他说:都试一遍好了。

  * 试鞋时,他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。

  * 常常说,有我呢。

  * 事情过了才告诉我,轻描淡写。

  * 指甲整齐干净,喜欢我替他剪指甲。

  * 我做的菜他每样都爱吃,要求明天再做。

  * 小孩子都喜欢他,常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。

  * 轻轻拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。

  * 忙时给我订机票,让我带父母一起出去玩。

  * 告诉我--24小时随时打电话。

  * 告诉我--不要省钱。

  * 去义务献血,回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块「福利饼干」给我尝。

  * 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。

  * 我喜欢赤脚,他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。

  * 留言时画一个小老虎头当签名。

  * 偶尔叫我妈妈。

  * 说谎时结巴。

  * 与人争论听上去像是解释。

  * 教我滑旱冰,扶着我跑了快一千公里。

  * 从不上网聊天。

  * 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣,他说谢谢,不用。

  * 送我的花是盆花,替我浇水。

  * 和我下棋,允许我悔棋。

  * 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我??

  * 喜欢运动,带我去招待女宾俱乐部。

  * 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。

  * 他养了一条大狗,他的狗喜欢我。

  * 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊,他坚决不还。

  * 我不辨方向,他体内有指南针,说--跟牢我。

  * 吃我吃剩的东西。

  * 我失眠时他陪我聊天。

  * 用双肘和膝部支撑体重??

  * 她以前的女友有困难会来找他。没有困难则不会。

  * 手上有一道伤--和几个小流氓打架时捏住对方的刀,我警告他下次不要这样了,他点头一笑不答。

  * 比我高,我取不到的东西让他取。

  * 重大的事情和我商量,比如明年的投资计划、週末野餐带不带烧烤架,晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。

  * 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。

  * 我感冒了,他还是会用我的杯

Saturday, 27 September 2008

Town's steamboat

wah!!!so many people.....=.=
walau.......so scary man.....can cause cancer.....=S

went to Town's Steamboat with our ex-colleague at night for dinner....
to celebrate our friend's birthday.....
too many people there and we arrived late....no seats for us and we have to walk around so long time to find seats.
too oily and hot inside the shop.....
finally we found a table and can start to eat at 8pm something.....
met Ms. Yeap Chee Beng at there....and also my friend, Wei Theng.
we were so full.....ate too much food....
damn!!!I really getting fatter and fatter......
ate too much and my ability to eat is increasing.damn!
I must keep fit and on diet after i go back to UKM!!!!!
haha....

went to E-gate Starbucks after the steamboat....
sit at there for hours and chat around.....
talk about so many things.....and even.....some sort of ghost story, which we scared ourselves in our dorms....damn scary man!!!!
hehe....
came back home late and I reach home about 2am.....first time in Penang....haha....

miss you so much....

Happy birthhday...

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happy birthday to you chonke....long time no see...miss you le....haha....

suppose.....

suppose to study today....my plan is like that....
but at last i slept after come back from the netball training in PCGHS.
slept till 2.30pm....had my "lunch" at 3pm.....
waiting the computer technician to come return my desktop to my house.....
I came back a week ago but never c tiok my desktop until today....=.=
what the heck that he took my desktop to his house for repairing and did not bring it back to me....
called him several times, he said it is ok already but at last did not bring back to us until today....
damn!not responsible for the job also.....

now starting to study my C++ again......I must finish my chapter 4 today
and must keep on study as much as i can so that i can cope back my study after the sem break....
still have a presentation after my break....just the first....so scare le....
i haven't do any preparation.

going out tonight to have dinner with friends.
honestly at start i really don't want to go.....I hope that I can study today....
i know i cannot study after come back from school because I will be tired.
now.....did not study tiok anything and today is going to pass....
I won't able to study after the dinner tonight....i will be tired and at last will be lazy....i know myself too well.....

chatted much with one of my junior today during the netball training.
she is studying form 6 now...lower...
she is Pn. Chin's student....
haha.....they do not like her.....
but i told her, you all sure will like her at last...because the same situation happened to us last time too.....hehe...
really damn miss the time we passed together in form 6 with our form teacher, Pn Chin....
she is a very good and special teacher....
I like her although my physics is very poor and cannot get into her hope....haha....

Friday, 26 September 2008

USM campus in Nibong Tebal


went to Nibong Tebal......USM engineering campus there.....
just to walk around and find min and esther nia.....
hehe.....
that faculty is quite good and big.....although just engineering there only
because if compared to the UKM engineering faculty....they are very big and many spaces there...
there are too many faculties in UKM already.....
we have Faculty of Science and Technology, Faculty of Law, Faculty of Engineering and more.....
all in one main campus.....
making all faculty looks like very small......haha....

rained very heavy today....suddenly the rain come just after we had our lunch in the Parit Buntar Pekan there.....
went to Queensbay Mall after went to min's house.....
had a short tea time in McD and went to buy some presents for friends....

went to min's house and saw her nephew....
a cute baby born at 19 of October 2008....
hehe....
just a week old baby...=)

time passes very fast....is Saturday tomorrow.....
I only left one week in Penang here....
haiz.....
hope to stay here longer but I feel quite miss the life in UKM.....
damn! so 矛盾!

家好月圆


finally finish this Hong Kong movie.....
walau......damn nice the movie....
if you are someone who siao Hong Kong movies....
YOU MUST WATCH it!!!!
serious....i like it very very much....haha.....=)

错综复杂的家庭关系。。。。。
谎言一摞摞的事情,为了自己的利益不惜造就别人的痛苦的人
一次又一次的原谅别人的荷妈。。。。。
还有好多好多。。。。。。。
这个戏。。。。。真的很好看。。。。好看到我不懂得如何形容。。。。。
看了你就明白了。
希望大家会喜欢。。。。=)

cute and funny comics....






Thursday, 25 September 2008

Prangin Mall.....

kean wei and me in Prangin Mall....=)

went to Prangin Mall with Kean Wei to walk around today....
had a great shopping today...haha.....
bought a set of clothes....haha...Kean Wei bought more then me...haha...
really enjoy the shopping with you le....hehe....

not been to Prangin Mall for so long time already....
even when I were in Penang....not really go shopping in Prangin also after Queensbay Mall is opened....
many things changes.....many shops changes the shop lots.....

chatted with an old friend just now......
so regret that did not find her as I reach Penang last Thursday....
she is in UK now......=S
damn sad cannot meet her as she was in Penang for past few days....
miss you so much, shuang........

what happen to you????
just feel like something wrong with you even I just talk on phone with you for a while nia....
if really have something wrong, remember to tell me....
you know....
I always be with you...friend....=)

many friends are coming back in this few days.....
so happy...cannot wait to meet you all...=)
hehe......

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

华语

Nicole and me

好久没用华语在这边写上一笔了
为什么呢?
不要问我。没得解释。

今天是某人的生日,在这里祝你生日快乐。
虽然我们不过见过一次。。。。。

今天的感觉很悲喜交加。。。。。。

读书天。。。。。因为没什么地方去。
大姑妈来我家留了一天,想想今晚他应该会在这边过夜吧!
再过几天会比较忙,朋友们都快放假了吧!

突然有点不习惯用华语,虽然打字的速度没有减慢,可是有点词穷
哈哈。。。。。

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

free

free at home today...sleep, watch movies and study....
the C++ is very interesting but quite hard to catch up....have to pay some times on it....
haiz....hope that i can finish it in this holiday la....
how's ur study buddy????still ok??or you totally do nothing leh???
hehe.....all the best o....

I really hope to continue the friendship in good condition with you....
can we???

Monday, 22 September 2008

holiday.

went to BJ complex with my brother today evening to fix my shoes
walked around there and had a tea time at there.
quite a boring day as I slept almost whole morning and afternoon.

after came back from BJ, just watched movies and did some C++ exercise....
I know i have homework for the calculus....but I cannot do anything as i did not bring my calculus book back to Penang.

so happy yesterday that my dad bought me a new Power sport shoes...haha....
really like it.....

hope everyone enjoy your holidays
miss UKM and you all friends in UKM....
nice and happy holiday to you all....=)

Sunday, 21 September 2008

Seberang Perai City

inside Seberang Perai City


outlook of Seberang Perai City


went to my aunt's house today because it is my uncle's birthday.
in Kepala Batas there....very sien and boring at there.
at last, go out to Seberang Perai City with my dad and brother to walk around....
that is a brand new shopping mall in Butterworth there....
quite high class.....the building just 3 levels only.
the situation here really quite similar to Queensbay Mall in Penang.
just walked around and went back to my aunt's house for dinner and then come back.....

it is fun to come back to Penang and i enjoyed my holidays here....how about you all friends???
just sometimes will feel boring here as you all are not around.....
so hope to see all my old friends in Penang next week....
will be damn busy next week as many friends will come back for Raya holidays.....
but I really cannot wait for it!!!!=)
hope to see you all soon....=)

Friday, 19 September 2008

miss.....but I am here....

just came back from hair saloon for my hair.....haiz...
spent 3 hours at there....

not a good day in Penang here...
yesterday even worse.
at least today is better...

Vicky is going to fly to India today...
wish you have a nice and safe journey.

what can I say, I love the food in Penang so much.
especially those food cooked by my mom....damn nice....
this 2 days really so blissful as i can ate what ever my mom cooked....
I will cook too...haha....

what to say leh???
human being is really not reasonable...
when you get something, you will hope to get more and want to get the things you did not have.
I miss UKM when I am in Penang but miss Penang when I were in UKM...
haiz...I also don't know what can i do to scold myself....
haiz.....

buddy....no worries about the stuff la...
everything will be fine.....
gambate for your final...
let the thing passed....you will be happier...
there will be a brand new day everyday.

God bless....all the best way....

my bebe....Allieson....
me in nando with my yummy dinner....=)
vicky and me
yummy..........

finally home...
never thought before that the first time I drive in Penang is going to Hospital to visit someone....
really.....
got a bad news as I reach my home yesterday night....
my babysitter been sent into hospital....
rush to visit her today morning as i woke up....damn sad as I saw her in this morning...
she cannot talk and move anymore....not even eat....
they feed her by using pipes....
I dare not cry out as i saw her...but she cried when she saw me....
damn sad.....but I cannot do anything.....

went out with Vicky and her friend today...
in queensbay mall....walking around and buy my stuffs....
spent a lot again....
had our dinner in nando...quite fun went out with them....
but today not a great day for me as my babysitter situation make me damn sad....
just cannot get cheered up....

I treat my babysitter as my grandma as she really love me so much and treat me as her grandchild....
I love you.....just hope the god will bless you and give you an easy way to go....
no matter what way is that....I will take it....all the best for you and I will always by your side.....
support you.....

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

Finally can home......

shawn, kean wei and me
Yamakuchi-sensei in
won this in the Pesta Tanglung Kolej Keris Mas
cute guy from ...haha...

today is holiday in Selangor state....
all classes been canceled....so happy that I can stay in my room for almost whole day.....haha....
watching the movie 家好月圆 after finish my Japanese movie .....
both movie are damn nice.....
in there, I like the Ogata Yamato damn much....he is cute and handsome....haha...
the Yamakuchi also cute too.....she is very nice looking and brave teacher to protect her student....haha....

been cheated to the Kolej Keris Mas Pesta Tanglung yesterday night....
really feel like wasting of time there....
the food just 3 or 4 choices if not mistaken....
just hotdog, nugget, fishballs, chicken rice and drinks....my god....
but cannot deny that their games is much more then the PKB KIY....
8 stations and so many games to play....

finally I can go back to Penang already....haha....
tomorrow is the day....hehe......so miss Penang, my bebe, Nicole and my family.....
miss you all so much...=)
on the other way, I will miss you all in UKM when I in Penang too....=)
see you all after 2 weeks....

have to study SOA exam and my C++ in my Midsem break.
haiz....my holiday have to pass with that because my final exam is after the break...
sad...

Tuesday, 16 September 2008

time

过了明天!我就要回家啦!
好开心哦!
可是,离开UKM的两个星期,会很想念这边的朋友和生活噢!
我们相识也快三个月了吧!好快哦!
时间一直都不等人。
回到槟城时很开心,但也同时会想你们。
两个星期会很快过去的吧?这么觉得,好像很漫长那样的?
到时候就不会这样觉得了吧!
希望大家都能享受在家乡的感觉吧!
十月六日见!=)

in my room now......all classes tomorrow will be canceled....because is holiday in Selangor here....haha....happy as my schedule in Wednesday always full until I cannot breath.....haha...
going home on this Thursday.....happy with it o....

that is problems between us.....but you said nothing....
then just left it la.....I really hope to solve it and face it with you....
but you disappointed me.....really....

Monday, 15 September 2008

quiz....

just came back from kolej Ungku Omar (we commonly call it KUO)
went there for the Pesta Bulan celebration.
they supported Kolej Ibrahim Yaakub(KIY) so much, we have to support them too....haha....
met many KIY friends...

had a small quiz in the Hubungan Etnik class...
damn it that we cannot do it well....
I not even finish read the question and the time is over....
no choice, we have to copy the answer from our friends...
read so hard for days (started from yesterday night....alse called days because is more then 1 day)haha.....
gained nothing.....hehe....
seriously I am not suitable to memorize stuff le....
so wonder, how am I going to study in my Biology in the next sem???
although there is friend said want to help me, I think he will rather kill himself for teaching me....haha...
don't know la....just think about it next year....
there will be a examination of Society Of Actuaries in the February.....will I able to take it???
the test is so expensive and will cost me RM400 le.....how a????I will pok kai for it.....
and it is so pressure to take an exam that is so expensive....first time in my life.....
haiz....
wondering.......

the coming final exam will be damn hard to score for me as I really need some times to study hard and more on it.

"chill" up....

get "chill" up (have to explain here.....read it as the meaning of cheer la...haha...too many people asked already....haha....sorry for my bad English but it has its own meaning...)after chat with friends just now....haha....
thanks for you help...you really great!!!!hehe...
dealing with my tutorial homework now.....haha...
so much homeworks to deal with as I watched movie and sleep for whole day...damn!
suppose not like this....moody day make me cannot do anything....
damn hate with it!!!!
I won't get disturb with this stuff anymore because I know, there are more and more better friends around....

我的名言,也是不懂是谁的。。。。哈哈。。。。
“这个世界上不会有谁没有了谁就活不下去的了”
我可以为了一个朋友去做很多事情,上刀山,下油锅,但,就不会为了朋友去自杀
没有一个人值得我这样做,因为我的一切,使我爸妈给我的,也是属于我自己的。
迎!加油!

Sunday, 14 September 2008

中秋节快乐。。。。。


今天是中秋节
这次是第一次在没有和家人的陪同下度过中秋节
这个二十岁的中秋节,过得很不开心。。。。
很想家,也很。。。。。。

中秋节愉快。。。。。

moody and bad day

had a damn moody and bad day....just like the weather now....raining so heavy and dark for the whole day.
feel better after get a nap during evening.
the Ethnics test is tomorrow....plan to die for it...
really have no mood to study at all.
just finish my first meal for today....scare to get gastric as i really not feeling like want to eat.
feel hungry...and feel not worth for me not to eat and get gastric for this stupid stuff....

thanks a lot for listen to me....you always can be a good consultant to me....thanks a lot....
I feel better now...no worries....

lost myself and...........you

alone in the night till now midnight watching movie....
suddenly feel so cold.

i feel like lost myself suddenly....because i lost you.....my best friend...
are we still good friend???can we still be so close like last time????
I am wondering and losing myself now....
UKM give me so many things but it also take away many things from me....
can you don't be the one????are you still there for me when I need you???
I am so cold now....

爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空 下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行硷硷的泪水
是你 哦 是你
让我望穿泪水 肝肠寸断


伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水 将我掩埋

Breathless-Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth
to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love
Believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve
what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

life is less more
Thank you listen

Saturday, 13 September 2008

problems

just chatted with my friend in cafe of KIY.
talked about our PKB KIY stuff....
only I got know that were so many problems happened behind the PKB KIY
haiz....no comment....

had a great day watching movie today....
haha....

finally...

finally...finish my assignments after "fighting" yesterday
whole day for the assignment.....killing me la...
a little bit free now....hope to get well rest this 2 days and will have a small quiz on Ethnics on Monday....
after that, my holiday is coming...=) happy....
many presentations are coming up their ways after the midsem break...
so....I gonna enjoy my lovely break on the coming 2 weeks.....my Penang.....
I love you so much!!!

so enjoy myself in my room now...
but just one day...I have to continue my study for ethnics tomorrow.....damn!
8 chapters le....siao one...
there are 9 chapters in a book for 1st sem. the first test is in 8 chapters....=.=
want to kill people a?

really hope that nothing happened between us...
because I really care about what you think.....

Friday, 12 September 2008

die in midterm!!!

Meeting room
study box.....we always call it "kotak"
more "kotak"....haha....

just get killed by my c++ midterm just now...
damn shit that my program can run but cannot solve my question with the equation which i put in.
I don't know what is happening as I really know how to do it during practicing but i just cannot make it during the test.
damn!
sure die in this midterm!!!!argh!!!

i must do the best for my final exam as my midterm result really like shit!
haiz....

doing some funny thing now with my friend...
2 people sitting in the same study room but messaging each other...haha...
dealing with my assignment in the study room of library
have to finish it tonight as my friend need it ttomorrow to make slide show....
haiz.....the assignment is driving me crazy......=S

exam....C++

going to have my C++ midterm test later...
haven't finish the study although slept late at 4am in the morning just now.
after Perayaan Kuih Bulan of KIY, just feel free a little bit but my assignments are coming up their ways.
have to finish 2 assignment in one day....today...
my exam will take my time till 2.45pm later.
have to finish my assignment on Ethnics and Persatuan Pelajar.
Persatuan Pelajar is going to have the last class in this coming Saturday.
is better I try to finish the work in today or the latest tomorrow.
haiz....
have to pass my Ethnics assignment to Hwee them tonight so that they can proceed on with the slide show....
have to pass up our assignment on the coming Monday....

I am going to back to Penang on the coming Thursday.
cannot wait for that day.....I miss you, my hometown....
the feeling step on the land of hometown make me feel so blissful.
this is the feeling for a person who goes outstation for a long time.
miss the foods and everything there which make me feel familiar.....=)

Yu, sorry for not able to help you on that night.
because I were outside for function.....busy with stuff...and cannot help you...
sorry o....=S

这次回来,要面对的到底有多少?
我又能承受多少?
无论如何,还是要面对等的。那是不可逃避的。。。。。
谢谢你的鼓励。=)

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

Pesta Kuih Bulan KIY 2008

PPSM seniors and Ah Seng.......
scared me before took photo......you guys really......=S
stage of PKB KIY 2008.....
enjoy yourselves.....haha......
my friends from other kolej....
"Ghosts".....haha.....
Indian Dance
Seniors...
Malays dance
Fire works
spray you!!!haha.....
Scary man!!!!
our advertisment at UKM front door

finally....our KIY Pesta Kuih Bulan KIY is over....
didn't sleep at the night before to prepare for the PKB KIY....
slept at 5am in the morning yesterday to do my movie show for the PKB KIY....
did not go for class yesterday because we cannot finish our preparation....

many people came to our KIY PKB at that night.
the ghost house is so popular until many people queue up so long to go inside...
RM2 per person. those "ghost" were our friends from faculty engineering, FEP and PPSM....
haha....they made the sound of ghost until no sound to talk at last....
they built the ghost house for days until yesterday before the Pesta begun.
they put so many effort on it.....and the ghost house really earned quite a lots of money....

the food stalls were not many enough.
there were no food like mee or rice....only burgers, french fries, nugget, fruits and jelly....
and also "zhen zhu nai cha" and orange juice lo.....
the stage show is not fun enough, the songs choosen for the show is not hot and great enough...
they chose the slow songs and it cannot make the situation become hot.

due to bulan Ramadhan, our open ceremony started late at 10pm at night.
the protocol cannot do the jobs well....making the ceremony not running in the smooth way....so many problems came out on the spot.

I become the camera girl for the whole process...
so tired run here and there to take photos
I started my works 2 weeks ago when they started to do the dediction stuff....
and every meeting of the exco also I have to attend....to take photos to make out a movie show that show out our preparation of the PKB KIY....
sorry to everyone if I did not do the jobs well......
hope that you all really enjoyed the night.....

虽然是个忙碌又辛苦的中秋节,但是我们大家都很开心。。。。。
这不是个很成功的中秋晚会,可是,大家都已把最好的都拿出来了不是吗?
虽然是在考试的时期,大家也能把时间抽出来。。。。。加油哦!
你们都好棒!谢谢大家。。。。加油。。。。。

special thanks to you..buddy...
you really help much in my slide show for this night. thanks ya...
had a great night with you...=)

Tuesday, 9 September 2008

great

a great morning....woke up naturally after get a good sleep as I really very tired yesterday....
will be very busy tonight...to help them to set up the ghost house.....
my room mate is the exco...have to help up la....
is a very great experience to help up as we can learn up so many stuff....
get a small cut on my thumb yesterday night when I help my friend to cut stuff.....haha...
but just a very small cut la...
everyone work hard for it....hope that the Pesta Tanglung will be succeed....
tomorrow will be the best day for all KIY highlanders....
hope you all enjoy yourselves la....haha....

no worries.....just small deal nia...haha...

沿海公路的出口-SHE

用半截烟蒂烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
慌茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躺在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次手

就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走


Monday, 8 September 2008

preparing KIY PT

busy with PT stuff again
the last two days for us to work on it...
those guys from engineering faculty building a ghost house for the fun fair
they were playing around with the funny jokes and spray....doing vandalism....haha....
I just can help up them to take the stuff for them and cut the tape for them to paste the plastic bag.
the ghost house pasted and built by using the big black plastic bags.

after this stuff....we are going to busy with our Hubungan Ethnics stuff....it must be handed up in the coming Monday.and we haven't started anything yet.
going to start it soon as we all busy with KIY PT stuff....
canceled the plan which will bring us to visit to the TV3 tomorrow...
I really hope to go but I will be very busy tomorrow.
because I have to go for the C++ lab and have tutorial
the time left out, must be used to do my movie show for the PT night and I still have to type out the assignment for the Ethnics Project.
at night, we have to help to set up the ghost house, to complete it.
tomorrow, everyone who came from KIY PPSM all will ponteng our C++ lecture class as we shall be very busy with KIY PT
cant wait for that night to come...it must be very fun...haha....

study life

came back from calculus class....
later will have an EST class at 12pm...
damn sien...the life become very boring as the exam is so near around, make everyone busy with study and study.
the final exam is going to start at 3rd of November which is my friend's birthday.....hehe...
cannot celebrate your birthday already o....haha....
the date is damn near with this mid sem test, we only have time to breath in our mid sem break and have to continue our study after we come back to UKM.
this type of life is study life....haiz.....

feeling weird with the relationship between both of us...
why will it become like this???I also don't know what happen as we really close sometimes
can you tell me why will it become like this??

something happened at the Dataran K13D which is in front of my hostel yesterday night.
there are 2 guys came into the girls' block (the block which I stay in)
they got caught and our PC and police came.some how they just quarrel.
they thieves just ran away after the quarrel and all our PC try to after them on motor and cars.but at last, nothing gain.
actually it is very weird that they still can let the thieves went onto the motor in front of them and ride to the slope of KIY which is pointed to the main road.
I really cannot understand why will this happen?
don't should our PC should ride on or take away the thieves' motor and just take them onto the patrol car??they won't get ran away if those PC do like this.
the PC maybe made this mistake because they do not have enough experience. but why the policemen who stand there can make such mistake too??
sorry for cannot understand in this mistake as I saw the whole process with my eyes.

最不熟悉的人。。。。你, 我, 他。。。。。

偶然出现在一个人的网页,写下了那么一句话
最不熟悉的人其实是自己
也许到这儿很多一定会拍胸膛说:错!其实自己才是最熟悉自己的人!!
嗯,这句话在理论上的确是对的,但是最熟悉自己的人真的是自己吗?
累了就睡,饿了就吃。。。这是熟悉吗?
好,就当做成立。。。
但是有时走到餐馆前,看着一堆食物却不懂要吃什么?(这餐也许就报销了)
这时这个你是最熟悉自己的人吗?
也许你会将就些,为了填饱肚子就叫了一份自己比较喜欢的东西吃。。。(这是熟悉“营养学”和避免“生病”吧)
人生如此,熟悉的自己很多时候都做错了决策,这是熟悉的原因吗?
熟悉自己后悔的感觉,
熟悉面对这样的自己,
熟悉接受不熟悉的自己。
有时说,经验才是熟悉和陌生的分界线。。。你认为呢?

偶然在某人的部落格里看见了这片文章
感觉很有意思,就抄下来和大家分享。
究竟我们是不是很熟悉自己?
最了解自己的人到底是不是自己本身???是这样的吗?
当你在面对着必须选择一大堆东西时,你是不是能立刻做出决定,选择你最想要还是最喜欢的东西呢?能吗?
有时候,我们本身根本就不了解自己,到底自己为什么会做出有些事物和举动。。。
至于“后悔”这两个字之所以会出现在我们的字典里,都是因为我们不够了解自己吧!
对吧?

对于自己,我一直都觉得我不了解
我可以很了解一个别人,就是无法对自己很了解
有时候,会觉得很奇怪,为什么我会了解别人的需要
却不懂得我自己有些什么需要呢?我不懂。。。。。
近来,遇见了一个人,他很了解我,比以前的朋友们都了解我,明白我。。。也总是有方法让我放轻松下来,安慰我。
很开心遇见了你。谢谢你,我的好朋友!

Sunday, 7 September 2008

Movie Day

today is a movie day in my room here....
actually it should not be like this and i should study....
I watched 3 movies in a day....
each one takes me 2 hours....
spent 6 hours for movies...but not even a second for my study
is going to have a presentation on the coming Monday or Wednesday I don't know....
haiz....but i didn't prepare on it even
damn shit!!!
the C++ test is coming up its way on the Friday
damn sien that I not really feel like want to study....
my room is not suitable for study as when my room mate is sleeping, i will have no motivation to study anymore....
I really need someone to motivate me la!
i really need you in this, friend.....haiz.....

happy Birthday my friend....

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a very happy birthday to you my friend....
so sad you are too far away from me....cannot celebrate for you....haha....
take this as a present from me la k???haha....=)

wasting of time

well....look at my title for today....but i am posting a post to describe my life, yesterday life
i were wasting my time...a whole day time...
by just playing online game....don't ask me what name is that game, i don't know.
just simply play for fun....fun...I should not have and had it now as my test is damn near and I am not even started to prepare for it
damn!
after that i chat with friend on MSN and watched movie....
and then go out for a meeting of PT KIY...
and then, do my calculus homework...and then talk on fon...and now, i am typing my blog and i am going to sleep soon
damn! I wasted my whole day time! that should be a great and meaningful day for me to study...
but i just used it for nonsense....
when can I started to be hardworking enough???when can I started to stop from watch movie???
just WHEN????

Saturday, 6 September 2008

no worries....

quite free now....but studying my C++ now.
it is practical stuff...have to DO it but not READ it.
that is the problem

finally finish my Heroes yesterday night.
damn siok la....waiting for the season 3 now.
hope that i can get it soon.

test is coming up its way
so do the PT KIY and the PT Pusat.
everyone seems like busy with it and so do i.
got the programming stuff to do and I point myself for it only at night as I do not wan to spend too much time on it.

had a kebab as my lunch in the bakery there just now.
went to the PMFST for study.
due to not getting enough sleep and tired of shopping yesterday.
we came back to room earlier.
damn shit that do nothing yesterday and gain nothing today. and my test is coming up its way!!!
what's the hell?????

I won't feel bad or think that you are bad with that stuff...
because you know the way to control it.
i know the stuff which is even worse then this case....haha....
but don't worry, I were not involved and not going to involve too...

Friday, 5 September 2008

Mid Valley

Vicky and me

should be study in the library today but we changed our plan at the last minutes about 1pm something.
hang out with my friend in Mid Valley today.
met Vicky as she is in KL too...with her friend.
hang out for a while and then we walked separatedly.
we will meet again in Penang when I back to there at 18th.
met my UM friends in there too....is Ing Ting and Xing Le.

had a great day with you today....=)


morning walk.....

woke up very early in the morning and go have a morning walk to Wisma UNIKEB to buy my ticket home to Penang.
Finally i got it and I will be back to Penang at 18th of September!
wait for me o Penang! 
I miss you so much! haha....

so happy that I finally got my 家好月圆now....
going to watch it as I finish my Heroes....haha...
anyone who want to get that movie, can get it from me but I still waiting for astro on demand to finish it.
I only have the movie until chapter 27......the latest which astro on demand showed it yesterday night.

Happy....great line here....

happy with my internet now in my kolej...haha...
the line is as fast as streamyx line and I finally got it!!damn happy le....
haha....
so happy to get so good line
i finally can download my stuff and movie in a very fast way...happy......

just came back from a PT KIY meeting.
there is a senior, she is the Setiausaha of last year PT KIY.
damn shit that she is act pro in there and scold us just like we were all kids.
if she is scolding straight to the point, then it is good.
but she was not!she is scolding in the damn bad way and making people feel bad to her.
everyone is tired with all the PT stuff and we also have our exam around.
the PT KIY is getting nearer and nearer.

have to wake up very early in the morning tomorrow to go to buy the bus tickets before I go out for the Science Physics class.
we are learning the Chemistry stuff now and the physics stuff just finish in the Mid Sem
have to learn Biology stuff in the next sem.
sien.....I will die for it!
buddy, I count on you already for the next sem as you are the one professional in it o!haha.....

Thursday, 4 September 2008

rainy day.....

it is a rainy day today.
went out to the Wisma UNIKEB for bus tickets.but cannot get it as the system is down.
went out with Hwee them to a hawker stall outside UKm for our lunch and do some research on goods that we need on PT night.
came back to UKM earlier then Hwee them as they are going to Kajang but we didn 't go for it.
it was raining quite heavy at that time and we have to walk in rain.
met our Acturial Science senior, Calvin when we were on our way back.
he fetched us before we got wet...haha.....

hope you can take good care of yourself...
don't ever put too much stress on yourself until you just keep on get sick like sore throat.

are there anything wrong between us??
or something wrong with you???
you look so tired recently.....i know the PT stuffs make you damn busy and they are important
but you health is even more important then that.just take care k?

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

tired......tired....

today is Wednesday and it is a damn tired day
it is the Bulan Rahmadan and it is the month of puasa for the Malays.
not much food is selling in UKM due to all the boss are Malays
we ran out for a lunch in the coffee shop beside the KTM station there for a lunch.
came back late and go to Pusanika to buy Bus tickets but it is finished!!!damn it!
went back to KIY and get a small rest.
went to Economics class and C++ class after that.
came back to KIY and get my dinner da bao from friend.

just get a small rest now but have to continue my study later.
my C++ test is coming out next Friday but I haven't start to prepare it.

got a test today...EST
suddenly pop out as she told us the test should be hold on next Monday.
damn hate this lecturer. she alwayd like something like that.
she never keep her promise.
came late to the class and go back very early...
is a lazy lecturer.
although it is good for me as she likes to be late and dismiss class early but the way she do her stuff is damn shit!

damn!

dealing with the PT gaming stuff yesterday night in the cafe there.
damn shit that we all just so moody and at last, nothing is done.
everyone is stressed due to the date is become nearer and nearer.
going to complete it as i promised my room mate to help her up.

sorry for being so moody yesterday, buddy.
not mean anything but I just cannot be cool yesterday.

slept early yesterday night as I never sleep so early since long time ago.
really feel uncomfortable and headache.
if not get rest, I think I will kill people yesterday night.
getting much more better after the rest.
now, start working.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...GARY....

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Tuesday, 2 September 2008

Heroes


just went out for a one hour lecture and 2 hour lab tutorial today.
Kean Wei their EST class was canceled.
went to KIY cafeteria for a dinner and chatting around until 6.30pm like that.
we were not chatting for a so long time since few weeks ago as we all busy for our mid sem test.
our mid sem test is still on and everyone is still headache with it....

poor Shawn, suddenly pop out 2 lab exam in next week when he is starting to get rest in this few days as the last paper will be hold on next Saturday.
now he started to feel headache.
so do I with my EST test in the coming Monday and the programming lab test is on the next Friday.
our Pesta Tanglung Pusat and Perayaan Kuih Bulan is coming up their way as we all busy for it.
damn shit that I will be very very busy.

watch a damn nice movie named "Heroes"
it is an English TV series movie.
a very nice movie on some special human.
they got those special skill that we all the normal human being don't have.
just think about it that you might found out youself are so special and different from other people one day
what will you do?? be a hero and help people or you might feel that you are the one weird and hate yourself??
think about it as it might happen one day.
who knows? nobody know the future except Isaac in the movie does.

Happy birthday my old friend.....

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Monday, 1 September 2008

给朋友的歌

离开时候 能不能在把我挽留
渴望已久 飞的时候却想回首
那座九十八楼 会不会欢迎我回来叙旧
现在我就在十字路口 颤抖着不想放手
嘿朋友 泪别再流 哭得太多会变得很丑
既然要走 无法回头
只好最后一次为你压抽
嘿朋友 泪别再流
分手以后我们还是朋友
从此以后 我们要为理想加油
创造成就
就算以后初开情窦 记得一定要告诉我这个朋友
如果生活过的难受
我会和你一起找到出口


突然很想念这首歌。。。。。
是我们中六时的毕业歌。
好想念以前的生活,虽然很辛苦。

reach.....

reached KIY at 1pm something after had my lunch with my family in Restaurant Malaysia in Kajang.
we ate the famous food in Kajang, sate.
brought my family to walk around in UKM.
they are now on the way home to Penang.
many of my friends just reach UKM also.

today is the first day of puasa.
is the day that we all started to feel suffer with no good lunch for the coming weeks.
sad....

the happy time spent with my family always passed so fast.
saw Allieson and Nicole's pictures in Ah Choong's camera.
both of them grew up especially Allieson.
really miss them so much.

an amazing magic show...haha...

 
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