Thursday, 24 June 2010

back temporary~~

come back to Penang on a 10am bus from KL and finally reached Penang at 3pm
we walked back from the bus station to my house as my dad was not in to fetch us.
today was a tired day because I don't sleep well on bus.
yesterday, this was a very first time i slept so early for this few years I guess...
yes, I slept at 10pm.
and woke up at 8am in the morning...
what a really great long and early sleep since few years ago.^^

went to walk around in Times Square and bought somethings after my brother's interview in Majlis Jamek.
we also went to eat at Shabu Shabu in Puchong after that.
too bad to trapped in a traffic jam.

had a tired trip even though just 3 days 2 nights.
but at least it is a great short meet for me and my dear.^^

Monday, 21 June 2010

will be away

I will be away for coming 3 days 2 nights.
going to KL for my brother's OCBC bank interview.
because of some stuffs to be settled, only will be back on Thursday morning bus.

missing someone badly.....
finally can see you tomorrow.


school and classes will be started after 2 weeks.
this is quite a fast one.
haiz....
although due to the holidays make me miss my dear very much
but then I still lazy to enter back to UKM.
need to study hard for the coming semester.
hope I able to do it and will not end up last minutes already
....

Sunday, 20 June 2010

Happy Fathers' day

Happy Fathers' Day to my dad again.
today went out to Nicole's house for her belated birthday party with little Amy.
they had a party in their house.
all kids.
haha...
went to Sunshine Square to buy my brother's stuffs and then we came home.
a small incident happen when my dad is driving in front of the 16 hours clinic nearby my house there.
a weird silver vois drove by like running away from something by having a person hang half body outside of the car.
this case like robbery or kidnapping.
but we cannot get know already.
just that, my dad's car like kena kick by that person who hang half body outside the car.
and got some small scratch.
and we all got a shocked as there is a sound of knocking something.


went out to BJ for my brother's passport size photos.
and then is some of his stuffs again.
went to Gurney Plaza after that to spend my brother's RM50 vouchers at MPH..
we bought new pencils cases, and some fulls crap papers...and some stationaries.
we also had our dinner at Sakea Sushi for Parents' day celebrations.
my mom and dad finally got chance to enter a Japanese Restaurant.
hope they like that meal.^^


happy father's and mother's day to my dad and mom.
feel a bit guilty to left you guys at home after my brother and me go to study in KL.
hope you all will be all fine, always happy and healthy.
I promise will always call home to chat with you guys.
feel pity to my mom that will be all along at home when my dad are working and babies are back to home.
haiz....
don't know what to do le.haiz...

Friday, 18 June 2010

shopping day

today went out to shopping in Queensbay Mall.
3 days in this week, in a row I went to Queensbay Mall to walk around.
1st day: Wednesday, went for movie day with Yumin, Esther and Jingyu.
2nd day: Thursday, went for a short shopping with my brother for his present.
3rd day: Friday, went for a gathering with Layping, Esther, Yumin and Jingyu. a shopping day.

so crazy me.LOL
went to have a dinner with Layping them at the Taiwan Bull.
then we went to walk around in Queensbay Mall searching for Layping's shoes.
I bought an eye shadow also...^^
finally she got her shoes.^^

crazy shopping to have window shopping by only can see and try but cannot buy because of no money...
T.T
hope I will have a day soon to have a great shopping day without need to think of those prices and can buy what ever I want.but when will be that that day come?haiz...


going to have a dinner tomorrow night.
now it is time to sleep.haiz...
good night.^^

Thursday, 17 June 2010

congratz

to my brother fr entering UM to get suffer for the coming 4 years....^^
haha...
yes!! my brother got intake for UM in the coming semester 2010/2011....
and he got actuarial science + finance.
haha...so sweat la...
congratz to him because did not enter UKM as UKM using BM to teach. so sien...LOL


today...went to buy bus tickets for next Tuesday to go to KL again with my brother for his OCBC bank interview.
went to Queensbay to look for his present for his fren.
came home with empty hand after 2 hours.
^^

so nervous at night when my fren sms me told me that her brother hacked the website to get his UPU results.
so we hack also...^^
but the website is soooooo damn lag...haha...
we got enter after 20 minutes of waiting...^^


anyway, congratulations to all new intakes...^^

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

karate kid vs the A-team



watched this 2 movie in a row for today.
want to say which one nicer?
for me both also nice.^^
how to say so? because....

firstly, I like the karate kid's spirit....never give up the dream.
always work hard for your dream.
"when life brings us down, it is just a matter whether we want to stand up or not.."
i love it...^^

secondly, I like the A-team also because it is really a funny movie.
it is a great action movie with some funny actions that make us feel relax watching...
the B.A. got frighten after sat on the helicopter drove by his team mate...a crazy guy that act as a doctor and sew a lightning on his arm that mess him up.haha...
love the Face, the handsome one also...^^
because he is so funny can make jail like his house.
and he seems damn enjoy when he is in jail.
haha...love a great movie like this...big actions and big jokes...^^


went to Sticks to sit around for get a drinks also.
had a free drink and a light buffet.^^
not a bad situation....^^
watched a match between Switzerland and Spain.
a match which not so worth to watch for me...haiz...
1 vs 0 after that. Switzerland won at last....haha...^^

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

drama....

掌上明珠
finished this drama just now.
finally done. quite a slow one as I went to KL in the past weekend.
I only can watch around 3-4 episode in one day.
babies in my house always kacau me. make me cannot watch the drama nicely.
this drama is a great one as well.
but I still prefer the past one i watch, name 铁马寻桥...^^
this drama is not a great one is because of its ending.haiz....why must the good guy die?
why the bad guy didn't die?
many people complain online to have a new ending....haha...
hope that will be another ending....^^

谈情说案
watching this drama recently.
a new drama....should say very nice?
haven't till the ending...this is a pending opinion until I finish watch it.
but temporary, it is quite a nice one...^^


so, what next?haha...^^

Sunday, 13 June 2010

back to penang...not a very good trip

went out to have dim sum with my aunts them at Sea Park in the morning.
had a lunch around 2pm something at Puchong.
then we go to KL for the bus.
there are so many people there and there are 2 buses that will departed at 4pm to Penang.
an Indian fat woman checking tickets there and she asked everyone to enter the bus without looking at the seats numbers and at last, we cannot get to sit at the seats that we already booked.
this make many people angry
some people like us tends to buy tickets earlier so that we do not need to sit at the back of the bus.
especially like those families coming with children and old folks.
my aunt always will feel not well as she is old and not so get used to sit the long distance bus.
when I cannot get my seats, I scold the fat Indian woman.
the others scolded her together also.
she really got ashamed on the spot in front of 20 overs peoples there.
today is the worst service I ever got since I start to use this Plusliner services about 1 and a half year ago.
haiz...
but today is fast for us to reach Penang in 4 hours.
this is at least one thing not bad.

finally I got to see my dear yesterday night when he came to Sime Darby Convention Centre to find me and go to my aunt's house with us.
finally 80% of my family know who is he.
haha...
^^
still miss you so much le....

had a real great high class dinner at the Sime Darby Convention Centre at Mont Kiara yesterday night.
this is the most grand dinner I ever attend.
the food are great as well.^^
we had a real great dinner there.
and the sound system in the Ballroom are really great as we will not feel unconformable with the songs played.
I love this dinner really....^^


quite a tired one today as we walked back to home after been dropped by bus at the Sungai Nibong Bus Station after sat 4 hours of bus.
watched a movie named " The Punisher" on bus.
this is a great movie as well...
thanks to the driver to played it.^^

Saturday, 12 June 2010

travelling with family

came to KL today with my family and my aunts.
by bus.
woke up at 5.30am in the morning and went out to have a breakfast opposite my house.
eat wan tan mee...^^
our bus is 7.30am bus. double decker again...LOL
the bus dropped passengers at Kuala Lumpur oil railway station before went to Puchong to dropped us.
my aunt came to fetch us after that and we went to have a lunch at Puteri Mart.

reaching at my aunt's house just on time as there was a storm raining after we reached.
went to take a nap and slept until 7pm.
went out to have a great dinner with 8 dishes for 12 persons.
a bit scary but it is nice.LOL

now, it is time to sleep after watched the 1st Fifa world cup 2010 match
it was Mexico versus South Africa. and the result is 1 vs 1...
^^
good night everyone...haha...

Wednesday, 9 June 2010

Happy Go Lucky

a nice movie been watched today.
it is touching and funny as well...
but I hate those gang of girls that sit beside me, laugh like hell even those part with not funny at all...
maybe I am not that easy get laugh? haha....
but they even discuss about the movie when watching, OMG....
those "xiao mei mei"...haiz...
school holidays, make Queensbay Mall got a lot of people walking around...
not so in mood to shopping as well...
watched that movie and accompany brother to go Popular Book Store to buy book.
then we came back.

the movie is talking about gambling....
anything good on gambling?
playing cards is never mind, but never play until lost your family.
小赌怡情,大赌败家,不赌没输赢


going to KL on this Friday.
with my family for a wedding dinner.
hope that it will be a fun one.


teaching Nicole badminton nowadays.
but honestly. I am trying the best to have more patience on her.
remember that I never have a real teacher for badminton since I were young.
playing with friends and my friend's dad taught me some.
training is not my learning process...
but play more make me play better.
gonna play with friends some day again soon to find back the feeling....^^
a bit miss my best badminton partner....where are you?faster come find me to play again.haha...


finally my dear got his job.
finally make his decisions.
hope everything going well and you can got experience from it.^^
add oil and good luck dear...
miss you so much.^^

Tuesday, 8 June 2010

gathering with Shuang and Ping Wey

went out for a gathering with Ping Wey and Shea Shuang at Queensbay Mall...
had our dinner at Dave's Deli.
had a great chat about our secondary school stuff.
felt like so funny when we recall back all those stuffs.
haha...
got an idea to go Genting Highlands during July....hope can go play with you all again soon.^^

shopping around in Queensbay Mall with Ping Wey before Shea Shuang reach after her works.
nothing to buy actually.
those clothes all not nice. so sien.haiz...



just get to know more about something, but disappointed with the answer at last.
don't say me small gas or what. i am just speechless...




explanation is not necessary for some situations.
just like just now.

Sunday, 6 June 2010

final working day

today is my last day of working in Jusco, Queensbay Mall.
working till 3pm.
quite a boring day.
not much people in the morning.
but when I want to go back, too many customers.
LOL
this making me cannot go back on time.
^^
went to Tesco with my parent.
walked around and then went to Sungai Pinang food court there for dinner
feel like go to the wrong place le.
the food all not nice de.
the char koey teow make Penang sia sui.
the dim sum not nice. the char hor fun not nice also.
really...haiz...and the price also very expensive.haiz...
no feeling like 满足感...

so happy that I can have much more time to get rest at home again.
haha...^^

Saturday, 5 June 2010

this is not so good....haiz..

today is the 2nd last day for my working life.
gonna be "penganggur" after tomorrow.
standing so much in the Jusco for all days long. for at least 6 hours per day, this make my old sickness come back again. which is my back pain.
hopefully it can recover soon after tomorrow.
^^

today is the J-card day for Jusco.a lot of people coming around and walking in Jusco.
I met Nicole (my mom babysit de baby) also.
she is playing around with her cousin.^^
did not feel boring at all today work as there are many works.
I am not selling Jeans also, I am helping other stall to look around when those promoters are not around.
Jusco were opened until 11.30pm.
came back home and sit down which is so free and happy so much to have my supper...^^

a lot of permanent workers in Jusco are looking for some part time people.
especially Chinese.
anyone who willing to work for weekend, Friday to Sunday, find me le. I might can help you anyway.^^

Thursday, 3 June 2010

results is out!!

my result for semester 2, for sesi 2009/2010, is out.
not sad but feel released.
I just hope for over 3.00 for my PNGK.
and I did it. much more better then I think.
feel happy with that
but feel quite disappointed with my business...
hope to got A in this subject but I only got B.
so sien.
haiz...

worked from 10am to 4pm today.
came home and got message from facebook that results can be checked by sms earlier.
checked it immediately.
when I saw 1.00....and did not read clearly that, that is Rm1.00, I thought my results are so bad and this make me damn nervous...
haha...
sent a wrong format of the IC number and make me wasted RM1.
and also make me more nervous.
at last, I got my results, better then last semester but overall still not much different.
=P


now, it is time to sleep...good night...^^

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

A same day with different things

today is the same boring day as usual.
but there are something different that light my day up.
special thanks to 2 of my best friends and brother.

went back to PCGHS with my brother because he want to go meet Pn. Chin to return her book.
we met Mr. Lau.
talked to him and he is funny.
got shocked when we enter the room to find him because he is looking at something so concentrate in his laptop.
haha....
talked to Pn. Teh Siew Hong, my favourite Maths teacher as well.
we ate char koey Teow in canteen also.
quite funny when the canteen aunty did not want to sell drinks to my brother but sold other food to me.
maybe because he is guys and they not allowed to sell food to outsiders.^^
sometimes, be girls is good as well.
haha...at least PCGHS is really got a bit weird in this thing.....haha...

work as usual today.
quite a boring day as no customer at all.
very sien one.
haiz...
because of accompany my dad to go buy bus ticket to go KL at 11th of June, so I late for work and enter at 1.30pm.
boring day but at last passed.
worked until damn sien until Esther and Yumin appear.
haha....
they watched Prince of Persia before me...T.T
so sad.
no people can accompany me to watch already.
anyone can accompany me to watch? please contact me. I am free next week Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. (temporary)....
haha....


10 down, 4 more to go. ^^

Monday, 31 May 2010

boring day.

today was a boring day as not much people in Jusco, Queensbay Mall.
very sien.
working from 1pm to 7pm.
kinda short huh? but my leg still pain after stand for one week.
6 more days to go.
hopefully all finish faster and I finally can get rest.
suddenly so hope, damn hope that my work in the future is totally office work.
please...
I do not want to stand for whole day for the coming few years.
that's why I take those people who can stand whole day for almost 10 hours per day as god.
really~~
they are so keng.
but I am not.
haha....

quite tired today and I don't know why.
will sleep earlier tonight.
maybe a while more.12am.
been so long time I never sleep so early.
^^

results coming out soon.
this week only. 4th of June.
hopefully all done well.
I am worrying about those Major Paper.
really worry a lot.
been so busy for the whole semester and did not do well for my Mid term exam.
hope my results can be maintained.
this will make me happy already.
^^

working days make me not so in mood to watch drama in my hard disk.
kinda boring with those drama sometimes.
but then, I am sure I can come back to watch it after I done my work on this Sunday.
^^
Sunday, please come faster then I can get more rest and sleep well....^^

Saturday, 29 May 2010

hot issue in my house

nowadays my house got a very hot issue.
that is, my brother should go to Singapore or stay in Malaysia to continue his study?
my brother got a great scholarship, can give him full tuition fees, and 3600 Singapore Dollar per year.
but then, he still have to pay for hostel fees and some daily life usage.
headache all the days in this issue.
NTU want my brother to approve before 1st of June.
but UPU only will announce the results at 20th of June.
my brother so eager to study actuarial science in Malaysia.
but he so scare that he cannot get his 1st and 2nd choices.
but in my opinion, according to his results, he will get his 1st choice.
even bad luck, he also can get 2nd choice.
haiz...
this issue become my house's hot issue.
everyday we been discussed about this.


5 days passed.
today is the 6th day.
8 days more to go.
my working life is going to finish soon....please come faster...^^

爱与不爱 - 黄威尔

天天一起看海
脱离现实的存在
我们牵手拥抱 填满了空白
很愉快

和你一起计划将来
做你最好的依赖
但未来没有来
打算 打不开
沉默暗示你不想等待

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐
就有多少痛
都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后 也许还没最后
不要带走
你的天空

爱情已被现实摔坏
痕迹都留不下来
我们像是小孩
现在才明白 眼泪述说你想要离开

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐
就有多少痛
都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后 也许还没最后
不要带走
你的天空

Thursday, 27 May 2010

working life

I am working at Jusco, Queensbay Mall now.
4th day now.
10 more days to go. hopefully 6th of June come faster. then I can rest....^^
stand for 11 hours at there, this make my leg damn pain.
2nd day is 9 hours pulak...LOL
complained to my manager then cut off my working hours.
although this also cut off my pay, better then my leg pain like hell....

Jusco really no people all these days.
one day only sell few things.
haha...we stand there crap whole day.
very boring and tired.

tomorrow is Wesak day.
hopefully will have more people come over, then we can have more works to do.
time flies.
^^

it is time to rest now.
want to watch drama already o....^^

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

1st day work...

today is my 1st day work in Jusco, Queensbay Mall.
oh god. now my leg damn pain.
very painful to stand whole day.
wondering how those people make it?haiz...
not much people come to shopping today.
I only sold one pair of shoes and 1 belt today.
haha...and this is whole stall de sales.
the other people working with me is a Malay guy.
he sold nothing.
but snaking around.=.="
haha...
working from 10am to 11pm.
not only tired, but my leg pain more.
because whole day we got nothing to do, but then my leg so painful due to standing whole day...
haiz....

Sunday, 23 May 2010

great Sunday

today is a great Sunday for me.
went out have a breakfast in Pekaka Square with good buddies.
so great chat with you guys.
we change destination to yumin's house.
last time we used to go to her house for study during form 6.
today we go to chat. relax.
^^

come back home after that.
went out with my mom to Green land Islee to shopping.
went to Sunshine Square also.
my mom bought so many blouse and I bought one.
haha...
although I spend a lot today. but never mind la, as long as my mom happy will do.
I know she always want to go out shopping.
but my dad always go out with friends and work.
my brother also work, got his own function or he not even want to go out with my mom.

got a great chat with my mom today.
i know she is so happy today.
finally i can be a good girl for one day.
hopefully i able to be a good girl always.
feel like my mom is really old already.
haiz...
but I still have to go back to KL to study.
cannot always accompany her.
sometimes this make my decisions that I want to stay in KL after graduation is wrong.
I really feel quite hard to make decision.
haiz...

my brother went to KL today.
he is so ma huan le...always cannot make decision when to come back.
keep on call me and call my dad.
LOL


going to start work tomorrow.
not so in mood yet. hopefully tomorrow will have mood...^^
gonna sleep early now...good night everyone...^^

Saturday, 22 May 2010

I got a

Temp Job in Queensbay Mall Jusco.
haha....
actually people are finding my brother to go work, but my brother is too busy with his job, tuitions and IPhO camp in UKM for the coming week, therefore he asked me to go.
starting no feel want to work le.
but for now, I am damn poor...so, go work a while to gain some income la...LOL
^^
this is just a 2 weeks job just for some functions.
selling men's wallets and belts.
anyone want to buy present for bf, fathers or brothers, remember to find me ya...^^

well...gonna start work from coming Monday.
after finish work in the starting of June, then my results will come out.
heart attack time is coming....haiz...worrying a lot...
after that, I am going to KL for a weekend for a distance cousin's wedding.
in my memory, I never see him before...LOL
never mind, bring camera along....snap some photos back, then I know who is that..haha...

after come back from KL, my brother's university result should come out also.
then he will know which university to go. UM or UKM?
or he can get ASEAN to go Singapore?
which one is the best. I also don't know.
nothing is the best, but must find the one suit you the most.^^

suddenly feel that my holidays like only left one month like that nia....
OMG...I gonna enjoy it more...next semester will be tough one.
and the last semester will be busy one....
haiz...pray hard...


okok...now want to sleep already...
dream on my great time in holidays...^^

Thursday, 20 May 2010

铁马寻桥


love this drama....very very much.
this is not the most important drama for tvb. but then it is a very nice drama.
touching, funny and geram.
haha....
a woman, waited for her husband and son for 20 over years..
she been through so much to take care of her 5 children.
she is a great mom.....
a bad guy, make all bad things, he lives rich with his family for 20 over years
by stealing others' recipe.
at last, he lost everything, his wife,his daughter and his wellness...
haiz....
I damn love this drama la. ^^
been so long I never so eager to watch one drama until 3am mid night. but this drama make me watched until 3am for 2 nights.
haha....
now, continue the next drama.haha...^^

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

kidnapper


went out to watch this movie with my brother today.
this is a great movie.
I like it a lot.
this movie is very very good and nice.
very touching.
this is a movie let us understand also that how good a dad will be when his son been kidnapped
and I love the character inside also.
^^
this is a nice movie that very worth to watch.


still enjoying my holiday life now....hehe....
watching drama at home.
playing game also.
play with my little babies at home.
although they are very naughty, especially when I am at home.
haha
they always like to stick with me because I always give them food...^^

Monday, 17 May 2010

KL one day trip

Pavillion front door
inside Pavillion. I love the escalator
JW Marriot Hotel
the table inside the toilet
the basin.^^

went to KL with my brother and Alvin dear yesterday by 4pm bus.
just because my brother got an interview in Bukit Bintang for ASEAN scholarship.
we went to Bukit Bintang today morning around 11am something.
reached there around 12pm and had our lunch at McD in Times Square.
we walked around at there until around 3pm and walked to the Sungei Wang.
walk at there for a while and we went to Pavillion as the Hotel is just opposite Pavillion.

the hotel name is JW Marriott.
I never heard before the name.
but it is damn high class la.
when we walked in, got people open door for you..
when you want to go on lift, got people help you to press button and hold the door for you to enter the lift.
we wait at there until my brother finish his interview and we walked around a while in Pavillion.
went back to Times Square for our dinner and went off for the night bus to go back to Penang.
traffic jam around KL Sentral there make us almost cannot get in time for the bus.
luckily we got an idea go take another way.
finally we got a bus at 8pm and reached Penang at 12.30am.

had a supper with dad at kayu there.
and reached home so late around 1.20am and sleep after that.
here is a short trip to KL.

Saturday, 15 May 2010

22nd birthday celebration III

today went out Toy Museum after lunch at house.
the Museum is really a small one that beside the road and you might miss it once you did not look nicely and have to take a U-turn back again.
hmm....inside? for me it is ok. but cannot walk too long as I felt boring after that.
after see my Doraemon. haha...

went to Botanical Garden after that.
the Garden changed a lot until I cannot recognise it.
and the most important thing is, there is nothing there.haiz...
sien.

went to Tesco to walk a while, while we waiting for 5.30pm to have our dinner at Tao, e-gate.
had a great dinner.
we ate so many sashimi and scallop.^^
and I ate so full until almost cannot walk.haha...
the restaurant also full. fully booked.
we are the last got to book on the spot.
this make me shock.
never thought the restaurant will be so full...

went to Gurney Drive to walk around. to make myself feel better and digest.
but kinda tired for hanging out for whole day.
we came back around 10pm something and reached at 11pm.
^^


thanks a lot for accompany dear...=P
have a great Birthday this year.


well...I am going to KL tomorrow for one day. coming back on Monday night.
for my brother's ASEAN scholarship interview.
^^


Happy Birthday to Me....^^

my 22nd birthday celebration II

my little cake....restaurant set's desert...=.="
haha...
with Alvin dear
with my dearest friends


went out to Harvest In restaurant in Irrawaddy Road with Min, JY, Esther and Alvin dear.
thanks for the sweet celebration.^^
chatting around at there but because of too many people, we change our destination to Coffee Island
basically the food there are nice, and the situation are nice also.
quite a suitable for chatting and dinner restaurant.
love it!!^^
watched Thomas Cup at there also.
quite a disappointed one.
haiz...
Malaysia team are really out of stamina...so sien.
China player are really great one. (don't say I don't love Malaysia, I am just 以事论事...haha...

today is my birthday also.
chinese calendar.
Happy birthday to myself.
haha...
this year, I really got great birthday as celebrated with my coursemates and kolej-mates 1 month earlier and celebrate with my dear and dearest friends 2 days before.
^^
thanks a lot for all.

my baby Allieson also sang me a birthday song.
this is a great present for me as she is so cute.
and this make me feel worth for sayang her so much.
haha...
although she cannot sing well, but her cute sound make me feel sweet.
thanks a lot ya Allieson...^^

well...more photos are on facebook. please feel free to tag yourself if you are there.^^

Thursday, 13 May 2010

老公万岁


finished this drama today.
like this drama a lot because it is very realistic drama.
imagine if you can get a husband like in the drama, I am sure, no one will let him go away.
although say that the guy might "scare" his wife, but in the other way, he is just endure
because he do not wan quarrel.
赢了一场架,输了一个家
is it worth?


watch drama in house the whole day for this holidays.
because I am damn lazy to go work.
haha....just want to have a great great sem break which is totally relax.
want to hang out, then hang out.
want to watch drama, then watch.
want to sleep, then sleep.
do not worry about over sleep.
and do not need any alarm clock to make me wake up.


dear is coming to Penang tomorrow.
cannot wait for him.
did not see him for 15 days more already.
damn miss him....T.T
tomorrow please come faster.
^^

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

QB neway




went out for Queensbay Neway...
2nd day after it open.
one bad thing is, the promotions haven't get started this week.
the words saying is different when we call for booking.
haiz.
but nevermind la. we still enter also.
the service is ok. and the room is nice too...maybe because it is new....^^
but then one bad thing is we can hear the music from the room beside.
the 隔音系统 no good.haiz....
sang for 4 hours. play in there with taking photos also.
^^

went to Bayan Baru McD also after that for a gathering with Lay Ping.
nice chat with you guys.^^
haha....

Friday, 7 May 2010

Gathering...^^

Agemono Batter Deep-Fried Fish
esther
don't scare with the "ghost"...haha...
with yumin

went out for gathering with yumin, Esther and Jingyu at night at OXO.
had a great time for chatting.
it is been long time no see since after CNY.
everyone seems so damn busy with own life.
gonna get some time to meet up soon again also.haha...
we crap a lot of things on the weird people stuffs.
haha...never thought before that so much is happen just for this short 2 months.


went out also for dim sum in the morning in Pekaka Square with yumin and Esther.
miss my egg tat a lot...finally got a chance to eat.haha..





missing someone badly.
hope to see you soon.^^

Thursday, 6 May 2010

my primary school

the main door
Nicole's classroom. 1P
corridor

went back to my primary school in this evening.
to visit Nicole because she was sick.
and also, I just realize, I never been to my old primary school for years.
this is really....haiz...
I been graduate from there for 10 years.
passed by all the corridors, no more our memories there....because basically the whole school changed.
but I saw one more staircases that still available, is the one with snow white drawing. although there is no more snow white drawing, but then, the corridors still there.
miss the school so much.
I been played at there for years during break time.
suddenly, many memories back to my mind.
miss my primary life so much.
no more so many problems. no worries on so many stuffs.
saw so many kids there....all of them are cute.
those prefects seems like "dai go", "dai ka jie"....haha...they are cute.

talked to my brother's old teacher who still remember him.
haha...
she thought I am his girl friend.=P
by the way, saw the old teacher become old and she is getting retire soon also.
just realized, almost all my teachers almost retire already.
no one can recognise me anymore.
haiz....
10 years passed so fast.
turn back to see....
haiz...old already.



cannot online nowadays cause some line problems.
but I am enjoying fully in my house for my holidays.
haha...^^
awaiting for the gathering tomorrow so much.
see you soon.^^

Ip Man

went out to watch Ip Man 2 with my brother in the afternoon today.
quite a nice movie.
I love the actions and kung fu in there.
this movie shows us a lot of histories where we all almost forget that how those England people bully Chinese last time.
how about Japanese? long long time ago during world war 2, they are too.
but nowadays, Chinese all stand up. fight!!

went out to Gurney again with my family today at night right after all babies went home.
I bought a shoes with my bonuslink points voucher and my dad's credit card points.
my dad bought a belt too.
^^

I been not shopping with my family like this already.
I think I really should try to spend more time with them.
holidays, passed one week. I am hanging in my house all days without doing anything
but this is the life that i will have like this, for the last time i think.
haiz.
hope that I ca have more time and years to go in university.
but then not seems like
3rd year is coming.
gonna busy soon.
so now, is drama and play time.^^


looking forward for next week.
^^

Saturday, 1 May 2010

meeting shuang...^^

went out with shuang tonight for dinner nearby Queensbay mall there and then we went to OXO.
chit chat around about our life after the last meet last year.
haha....
chat around for quite a long time.
nice chat with you le. been so long time no see....
pretty already o...sweet girl.


feel like getting sick today.
maybe because of my sore-throat.
I should sleep earlier tonight


damn, got a phone call early in the morning and people scream on me.
make me got not enough sleep because I cannot sleep back after that.
just wan my mom to go collect rent, the fella scream at me.
what the hell!!!
damn...my mood damn bad after she make me woke up like that, so i scream on her also.
haha...
si lao yi...u thought I am so young to get you scold for nothing?ki siao....
haha...


happy to be home.
but hate when my mom starts to nag...please don't...this will spoilt my holidays mood
haha...^^

Friday, 30 April 2010

happy at home

I am so happy to be home.
sleep until i woke up early in the morning myself without any alarm.
rest as much as I can.
play with babies.
wow...this is just fantastic...

watching drama all days on I free.
haha...
this is a great great day.
I wish to have such free days for quite a long time already,
since this semester starts, i already hope to get free time like this.
enjoying life.
without worrying about assignment, mid sem, final exam and even BSMM stuffs.
this is just great.^^

I am free from all of this stuffs.
and this make me feel so damn free and happy.
at least, for this 2 months, I am free all the time.
free from all annoying stuffs.


few weeks before this, heard something from my best friend.
she said, if not cause of third semester, she will not know me for truth.
haha....why do she said so?
she said, I seems so cool in front of strangers.
and my coursemate said that hard to communicate with me.
LOL
this is really LOL
do I? but my friend said no after she knows me so well.
actually, i been look open on this stuffs.
why do I need to care so much on what other people said?
those people some more is the people that I do not agree with their attitude.
used people when people is useful for them. not talk to you when you are useless...
this is damn hell la.haiz...
never mind, I am happy today and now. nothing to be so worry about.haha...



I am looking forward for the 1st gathering in Penang now.
who will be the 1st?^^

Thursday, 29 April 2010

home sweet home again...^^

I reached home at 12.40am just now!!
so happy~~^^

travelling to the bus station straight away after my exam.
finished my paper earlier and come out half and hour earlier at 5.30pm
and I reached the bus station at 7pm.
luckily I got on time.
at least i can still go to buy some dinner for myself on the way back home.

not really can sleep during the journey.
but I did slept a bit.
quite a tired journey actually....
now, it is almost the time for me to sleep....haha...
good night everyone.

金莎 - 星月神话

我的一生最美好的场景
就是遇见你

在人海茫茫中静静凝望着你
陌生又熟悉

尽管呼吸着同一天空的气息
却无法拥抱到你
如果转换了时空身份和姓名
但愿认得你眼睛

千年之后的你会在哪里
身边有怎样风景

我们的故事并不算美丽
却如此难以忘记


尽管呼吸着同一天空的气息
却无法拥抱到你
如果转换了时空身份和姓名
但愿认得你眼睛

千年之后的你会在哪里
身边有怎样风景
我们的故事并不算美丽
却如此难以忘记

如果当初勇敢的在一起
会不会不同结局
你会不会也有千言万语
埋在沉默的梦里

Wednesday, 28 April 2010

finally last subject.

finally, today is the very last subject for this semester.
3.30pm will be the time.
hopefully I can do it well because this is not the killer paper, suppose....
but then, damn....I been studied on it for days and I felt like my brain is still blank.
haiz...
this paper should be the paper that help me to get score. but it seems kill many of my brain cells.
feeling like my hair drops in the faster rate.
T.T

really hate exam period. my hair will fall faster and faster.
but the thing in my brain is getting lesser and lesser.
please my god....bless me please. I just do not want to retake.
anything also can.
haiz...

getting more and more in holiday mood.
my holiday is tonight!!!
not so sure I can go back to Penang tonight.
hopefully I can get on the bus on time at 8pm.
should be run off once the exam done at 6pm.
I am now studying damn hard to make sure i can do in the exam paper and I maybe able to come out earlier? (god, god god....po pi po pi)...
haiz...
do not want to get stuck in KL anyway.
although feel don't want to leave my dear.
but no idea le. I'm so sorry because I am seriously home sick, Penang sick.
and I miss my babies a lot.
gonna see them soon.
hopefully they still remember me.
^^


went to check out from hostel in the morning and come back now to fight fight fight.
but then, I am hungry now.haha...
gonna have my lunch soon.


missing you all the time.T.T
add oil for you exam.


everyone, "chiong" for your last few papers ok? then we meet and play hard in holidays.
^^

Monday, 26 April 2010

holiday mood

holiday mood is on.
and my exam is tomorrow.....OH NO!!!

came back to UKM tonight. reached at 10pm.
hang out studying in McD in Kajang since 5pm.
went to eat in the food court in Kajang for dinner and come back to UKM.
haiz....
feel don't want to come back so much.

thanks for accompany for whole day even though you are so busy.
miss u so much.
haiz....
gonna separate for 2 months from now...
cannot get used to it since we always see each other every week in KL.
haiz....=S


yesterday evening, there are thunder storm in PJ.
and very sad, Alvin's house de phone line kena hit and the modem for internet burned.
pity again that they cannot get to online again.
I thought want to come out to off it when I heard the thunder but I were too late.
when I see it, it is already "breath" slowly with the small red light.
haha....pity....
therefore, one lesson learned. never online and use modem during raining and thunder day especially.^^

Sunday, 25 April 2010

last fights

fighting for the last 2 subjects of this semester.
Tuesday will be one and Wednesday will be the last.
hope both come faster and let me kill (if I did not get killed)....LOL
well...I wish to have holiday soon.......and it is coming!!1
OMG....please tell me that i am not dreaming!!haha....
damn!!why am I in holiday mood and mode now while I were so headache with my account few second before.haha...


I am done.
really done.
falling in love with someone damn badly.
don't know how will my holidays be without you with me.haiz...
Alvin Yeo...I miss you so much even you just go off for one night.haiz...



hey, what am I doing here? haha...
I should study hard.
ok lo....go add oil now everyone that reading here.
haha...all the best.

hey JEC, I miss you guys a lot.
miss the time we crap and chat along in any cafe.
let's hang out soon during holidays.
haha....^^

Saturday, 24 April 2010

纯文艺恋爱 - 初恋红豆冰主题曲

主唱:阿牛
詞曲:陳紹安
编曲:饒善强

你是汹涌的海浪 我是疲惫的沙滩
暖暖的斜阳 吊在我們的肩膀
你用醉人的眼波 拴住戀愛的繩索
那麼痴迷 那麼綺麗

你輕輕柔柔的細述着檳城下的雨
淋濕你的長髮幾十年来抹也抹不去
啊 我會慢慢的想起 幾十年都不會忘記

輕輕的為你唱首歌 幾十年的歌
靠在你的背後
緊緊握着你的右手 慢慢的教你寫首詩
要你記着我的事
當你孤孤單單的時候我要繼續為你唱出這首歌

Friday, 23 April 2010

Ice Kacang Puppy Love


went out to watch this movie : Ice Kacang Puppy Love
this is a pure Malaysia movie.
quite not bad.
want to say damn nice? it won't be...because basically the story quite a boring one for me.
as there is no climax.
but then, it is consider nice also overall.


Business final paper will come in the coming Tuesday and Account will be the last paper on Wednesday.
hope both won't kill me.
haha...
now, it is time to study.
add oil everyone.
^^

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

haiz....

harder and harder exam paper
worse and worse my working on it.
sampling paper is today, definitely die hard and beautiful
haha...
left 2 blanks out of 4.
the lecturer is so good to let us bring the question paper out of exam hall and do it at home.
have to pass up tomorrow evening by 4pm.

went out for dinner with my brother as he is here for the physics Olympia training.
pity all of them to eat all the malay foods which is stale and not nice at all.
after that,
moved my stuffs and clear my room today
all my stuffs been moved to Alvin's house.^^

but later, i have to go back to UKM again just to discuss the paper with my coursemate and pass it up at 7am.
did not sleep for whole night.
planned to go out from PJ at 7am and go back to my hostel and sleep until 10am then go for discussion.
went out to eat a famous curry wan tan mee nearby Alvin's house here at 4am.
this stall is so yeng where they open stall around 4am and the mee can be sold and stall close at 5am.
haha...people stay out late just for it like the Mr. Alvin so siao on it.
^^

2 more elective papers to go, hopefully will be easier one.
because I have no energy to stand on the paper that make me cannot answer anymore.
please....haiz...


called my mom today and got know she is sicks.
pity mom.
hope you can recover soon.
next week I am going home. I will help you to take care of those kids.
then you can rest more.^^

Sunday, 18 April 2010

another paper to kill

coming Tuesday will be my very last Major paper of this semester.
believe me that never touch this subjects before also as never open the teks book.
open this book on Saturday morning and I fall asleep until 4pm.
haha...so keng.

had an short exam in KTAMS for my co-k
damn hell this paper just took us about half n hour to settle it.
thanks Tong Hoe to come over and fetch me and fetch me back after exam.
haha...this make me can sleep till 7.45am even though the exam started at 8.30am.
we reached there just on time at 8.25am and we can enter the hall.
then we get the exam started and done it at 9am.
so siok....^^

sampling paper will be as tough as inference paper i know.
because I have not enough time to get study already.
hope I able to finish all the formulae in 2 days time.
damn hate this semester because I already memorize more then 100 formulae just in this 2 weeks.
modelling, industry and inference. now is time for sampling.
holidays please come faster and I can finally get some rest.

my brother is coming to UKM tomorrow morning for IPhO.
it is an international Physics competitions.
he will come with Pn. Chin. my Idol during form 6~~^^
gonna meet them on coming Tues right after my exam....^^
sorry for cannot meet you guys on these 2 days because I really need to study.haha...


PC fair is on in this weekend in KLCC.
so hope to get there for even just window shopping but I can't.
nevermind la. next time. i will go.^^

now it is time for continue study. add oil everyone,^^

Friday, 16 April 2010

one month earlier birthday celebration



thanks a lot to bwen for organising this celebration for me although it is one month earlier celebration.
and this is a great gathering too.
thanks a lot to ryllen, vincent and zi yuan to attend with us for this celebration at alamanda mall which i never been there before also.
haha...


this is quite a big mall...
if i got car, i will come always as this is more comfortable place compare to Mid Valley which is always crowded with people.LOL

I thought we just go out for a gathering tonight but actually it is a birthday celebration for me.
we all busy for exam. and we all will go home before May come which my birthday falls in.
thanks to all my friends that celebrate together with me.
had a great time hanging out with you all.

bwen, let's shopping together again during July...
^^

thanks again.

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
but I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly

the silence isn't bad
til I look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
though I haven't slept in two days
cause cold nostalgia
chills me to the bone

but drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
when I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

when violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

and I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh, darling, I wish you were here




this is the song which is so lovely.
dear Alvin love it a lot.
been influence a bit.
listened it at the night like this alone. this make me miss you a lot.
^^

wish all can get to find your partner and fill in the blanks between your fingers.
^^

all the best for all in everything.

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

Being Human


went out to watch a movie named: Being Human" at Tropicana Mall after my Industry Exam.
this is a good movie.
a little bit funny, and quite good for learning lesson.


haiz...once again.
I make my paper damn hell again.
sien....
hope the next paper will be better.
2 down and 5 more to go.
^.^
good luck.


人你会写;但你,会做吗?

Monday, 12 April 2010

today is the 1st day of my final exam.
Modelling Statistics is the 1st statistics.
this is a hard paper and it is 4 credits hours.
very sien.
when I saw the paper, very sien and feel so down.
because I don't know how to do.
this is not very good
at last, I tried my best.
this is the best I can do after study for one week.
hope that this subject will not be very bad results.

next subject.
statistics industry. is tomorrow.
hope can do it better.


not feeling so well today.
after exam, came back and get some rest. and then I took a nap
feeling dizzy and want to vomit.
this is terrible.
i think this is because of my "hotness".
haiz...
not so good.
please don't get sick at the damn critical period.

Sunday, 11 April 2010

tomorrow is coming

i wrote this post one minute before 'tomorrow'
the real one. 2359.
LOL

tomorrow is the 1st day for my final exam.
so, this means the final exam of UKM is officially get started.
my subjects, the most difficult subject of the semester is the very 1st subjects. at 8.30am.
I don't know is this a good one.
but then hope that the effort I put on it as much as what i got in the exam at last.
my mid sem were so bad.
haiz...
hope that everything is ok and normal tomorrow.
wish me luck.


came back to UKM at 11.30pm just now.
not so hope to come back.
hate UKM as this make me so stress.
hate exam.
haiz...
hope this week pass faster.
then I can relax a bit.
as last 2 subjects will not be this tough.


all the best and good luck for everyone.
^^

Thursday, 8 April 2010

爱上你

如果说这世界 不够完美 不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就像爱 看起来 会那么少
一定是 在等我们一起 勇敢的寻找 一起找到

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过 整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞 为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人 忘返流连
的身边 要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进
的心里 分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节 都变甜美

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去 付出一切
能够遇见
认识 喜欢 爱上
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有
明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得
为我改变
继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

爱上有多幸运 像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福 一定要更加幸福
如果爱 真的是 那么的少
我们就 一起守护我们得来不易的爱 不被打扰

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过 整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞 为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人 忘返流连
的身边 要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

终于走到我的面前 完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍 只剩喜悦

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去 付出一切
能够遇见
认识 喜欢 爱上
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有
明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得
为我改变
继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

像是大雨过后晴朗的天 宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都 需要有夜成全
往回看 每兜一个圈 每一条迂回的曲线
都是为
爱上 必须留的伏线

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去 付出一切
能够遇见
认识 喜欢 爱上
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有
明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得
为我改变
继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

如果说这世界 不够完美 不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就像爱 看起来 会那么少
一定是 在等我们一起 勇敢的寻找 一起找到

love this song when I first listen.
tribute special for you, Alvin my dear....^^

对不起,有用吗?

男孩和女孩從小就認識,男孩經常約女孩一起去村外的池塘
邊捉小蝦,每次男孩總是

滿載而歸,女孩卻是兩手空空,女孩總是失落的含著眼淚,
獨自一個人回到家,然後

悶悶不樂。晚飯前,男孩敲響女孩家的門,女孩一見是男孩
,扭頭就走,男孩追上

前,對女孩說:“對不起,我把你的蝦都捉走了,給,我把
它們養在小魚缸裏,送給

你。”女孩眉頭一放,慧心的笑了,就這樣反復著他們純純
的童年,轉眼,他們各自

成長著。

——純純的“對不起” 。



男孩總是喜歡戲弄女孩,經常會把女孩逗到哭,然後又去哄
女孩到她笑為

止,直到長大後,也是如此。

男孩經常偷偷的把女孩的自行車輪胎的氣放到沒有,然後躲
在遠處,看女孩

著急的走投無路,等著女孩撥通他的手機,然後破口大駡他
的小賊行為。可男孩,依

舊那麼喜歡這樣的女孩。他竊竊的從遠處走來,灰溜溜的為
女孩推著那輛沒了氣的自

行車,任由女孩在一旁發牢騷,男孩卻暗自竊喜,然後委屈
的對女孩說:“對不

起,我知道錯了。”隨即,女孩便會柔弱下來,告訴男孩下
次不允許那樣,男孩點

頭,於是,那時的他們每天都充滿著笑容。


—— “對不起”的快樂 。




大學畢業後,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作總是很
忙,有時一個月

都休息不到一次,而女孩總是抱怨男孩冷落了她,終於,他
們有了第一次的吵架。女

孩委屈的哭起來,可男孩卻很理直氣壯的告訴女孩:“這是
為了我的工作。”這場冷戰

持續了很久。終於,女孩還是忍不住,主動和男孩和好了。
後來很多次男孩和女孩都

因為這樣的小事而吵得不可開交,可每次,都是女孩先妥協


那年,女孩生日,男孩答應女孩要給他過一個浪漫的生日,
女孩欣喜不已,她

在家精心打扮,等著男孩回來陪她渡過這個美妙的生日,這
一等就是淩晨,女孩在睡

夢中醒來,臉上掛著淚痕,男孩見到女孩,心疼的為女孩擦
去臉龐的淚痕:“對不

起,嫁給我好嗎?” 於是男孩拿出一枚戒指。


—— “對不起”也是一種承諾。




婚後,男孩的事業大有成就,經常有許多應酬,而女孩已經
成為一個專職太

太了,每天在家為男孩準備熱菜熱飯,把家裏收拾的乾乾淨
淨,她經常會去菜場買回

一些小河蝦放在魚缸裏養著,男孩總問他為什麼,女孩卻總
是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上總是充滿了不同的香水味道,
而每次沒等女孩

問,男孩總是忙著解釋說應酬太多。女孩黯然,那時起,女
孩不太愛說話了,也不像

以前那麼開朗了,她總是喜歡成天的呆在家裏,抱著枕頭看
韓劇,然後隨著劇情哭

泣,夜深時,就會瘋狂的大哭。以後的日子裏,男孩回來時
,身上的香水味只有一種

味道了,女孩從來不問,可是男孩依舊說:“對不起,今天
又去應酬了。”


—— “對不起”,謊言的開始。



漸漸的,男孩開始不回家,或總是在外出差,男孩的事業越
來越好,身邊都

是奉承的人,他每天都在別人的恭維下自豪的笑著,而女孩
,幾乎不出門了,她總會

去超市買上很多速食麵,和一些必要的日用品,然後把自己
關在家裏,這一呆就是很

久。從前,女孩會經常和男孩一起聊聊天,而現在,她孤身
一人,身邊沒有一個可以

說話的人,每次打電話問男孩什麼時候回家,男孩總是倉促
的回答到:“對不起,我

太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上電話,那以後她再也沒有問男
孩什麼時候會回家。


—— “對不起”,只是個敷衍的方式。




女孩學著電視上的樣子,開始打扮自己,她覺得男孩不回家
,也許是看膩了

她,她決定不再頹廢,自己的幸福應該靠自己爭取,而不是
無謂的後退。

那天,女孩心血來潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是
女孩第一次

去,也是唯一的一次。女孩澀澀的按下電梯,來到這個男孩
經常說忙的地方,她細細

的觀察這個公司的每個角落,這裏的一切,她都覺得很好看
。終於,繞過長長的辦公

走廊,她來到男孩的辦公室,輕輕的推開門……女孩愣住了
,眼前看到的不是自己的丈

夫,也不是那個經常弄壞她自行車的那個賊小子,更不是那
個把蝦放在小魚缸裏的男

孩,而是一個正在和別的女人做愛的男人。那個女人坐在桌
子上,******的發出微弱

的呻吟聲,那個男人,仿佛山林裏餓極了的野獸……

許久,男孩才發現了女孩,男孩驚慌失措,忙把衣褲撿起來
穿好。可女

孩,轉身離開了。男孩飛奔出去,追著女孩,那晚,大雨襲
擊了整個城市。女孩不顧

男孩的叫喊,徑直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩後
面大喊:“對不起,我還

是愛你的,對不起,我真的只愛你。”可女孩,始終沒有聽
見。


—— 這樣的“對不起”太傷人。



男孩一直都沒有找到女孩,女孩失蹤很久了。男孩的世界已
經一片黑暗,無

心工作,無心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因為女
孩沒有朋友,她唯一的朋

友就是男孩,男孩終日守著電話機,手機24小時不關機,
怕錯過了女孩的電話。這一

等就是半年多。

快遞為男孩送來一個盒子。

男孩打開一看,裏面是許多河蝦的標本,有的在樹葉邊休息
,有的在水草裏

躲著,各式各樣的河蝦標本,旁邊放著一封信。


“ 我始終沒有勇氣再見到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或許是我根
本不想見到

你,我想這些應該過的沒什麼兩樣吧,我很好,我學會了

離開你怎麼讓自己存活,我懂得了怎樣賺錢養活自己,而不
用每天等著你回家,為你

燒一桌熱騰騰的飯菜,直到涼了也不見你的人,我的手機已
經不用了,因為我已經不

會再為你24小時的不關機,讓自己飽受輻射的折磨。我懂
得怎樣去愛惜自己,珍惜自

己的本來應該美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘記怎麼去愛你
的,因為你把我的愛弄得

遍地麟傷。

離婚協議書,就壓在魚缸的底下,你簽完字,按照地址給我
寄過來就行了。

對不起,我想我是真的累了。”


男孩按照地址找去,他滿心希望能夠見到女孩,然後讓女孩
原諒,並且告訴

女孩自己不能沒有她,可是打開門的卻是女孩的父親,而女
孩就站在她父親的身後——

是女孩的遺像。

女孩的父親告訴男孩,女孩在寫完這封信後,跳樓自殺了,
血肉一片模糊。


—— 原來“對不起”也可以是種結束。


那一年,男孩瘋了。


每個人在自己的生命裏頭,一定會遇到一個自己真正該珍惜
的人。請你好好的珍惜那

一個人,不是每一句的對不起,都可以換來每一句的沒關係
……千萬不要辜負了自己心

愛的人,那對誰,都不好……把這個故事傳下去,讓你的朋
友們知道,不要隨意地說出

對不起......

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

Clash of the Titans

went out to watch this movie tonight.
although I am in study week.
this is a great movie if you love the mythology stories like me.
but I do not recommend for 3D because I do not feel that it worths for it.
but I still love it.^^

went out for dinner around 10pm like that at a mamak stall.
and we been surrounded by those 'promoters' (workers) of the stall as we sat down in the table there.
because there are 2 same stalls selling the same food.
well....but when we want to pay money, no people come over to take the money as.....
got the immigration people come to catch those illegal Indonesian workers.
and poor them. especially the otak-otak stall that no one to take care of the stall as all the workers been caught.
this is the 1st time I saw those people work and catch people around me.
suddenly, there are no more workers running around the stalls.
half of them been caught.
no sound, no big actions, no running. just caught like that.
checking business licence. catch those did not or cannot show the proper Identities Card.
pity them.

but still, they should be caught.
or else, as a Malaysian, our working chances been taken.
though some of us might say we not even want to work as the job those people having.
but still, the chances of works are there.
modelling Statistics....is done by me today.
gonna find some days to make some revisions before exam as well.
feeling like not much things in my head but still, i done all understanding.
hope so.


I playing games a lot.
this always happen during study weeks.
haha....
this is so no good.
but i been addicted so much.
haiz....

Tuesday, 6 April 2010

lazy

it is my 2nd day on my study week. haven't been finished even one subjects.
all things need to understand hardly and memorizing whole bunch of formulas.
so sien.
my brain is saturated with the formulas.
hope that I can remember it for one week.
after this, I am going to make my brain totally blank and relax.

hope that exam faster passed...(I always do during exam period)
seriously I am homesick.
miss my mom's cook and miss my babies.

feel so tired at here.

well....it is been quite few days ago I got updated from my friends from something happening around her.
hmm....nothing much to comment but just feel speechless.
hope that she can make it to ignore all the things and totally concentrate in her study and tests.
add oil everyone.
and me too...^.^

Friday, 2 April 2010

^.^

yummy~~let's get started...^^
onion fried eggs....
herbal soup....^^
chicken curry~~^^
a tired but great day....^.^
went out to market near Alvin's house with Singyin.
bought food and come back, we started to cook.
3 simple food with 1 soup.
nice one.

Alvin was not in house today.
his event is tomorrow.
pity him cannot get to eat and cook with us...
wakakaka...

not study much today.
until now.
tonight, I want to fight already.....
hope can touch my target soon.
Modelling, here I come...^^

Thursday, 1 April 2010

study week started

should start to study right the way.
and I am doing so. + online and songs.
haha...

well...love this subject that I am studying now. because at least, I know what am I am studying.
gonna finish it fast so that i have some times for my revision.
^^

add oil....
weather is great
not so hot. and quite a cold one.
this make me got mood to study and take a nap when I need.
^^

add oil~~~
 
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