Thief cases in KIY

feeling like getting more and more terrible in kolej here
damn shit with the stuff of thief thing
there are thieves in our KIY here.
according to those victims, the thief using jampi on them
and they just cannot do anything but just stand there and let the thief to take all their valuable belongings away
2 cases in a day...just today....
4 cases happened since a week ago....damn serious....

everyone here is tension with the mid sem test now
add on this crime stuff, become worse....

sick day

get sick again since yesterday.
sore throat and a small fever.
due to pressure of exam and not getting enough rest I think.
not only me, buddy and friends also the same.
hate to get sore throat as many of the food must not be taken.
bought "strepsils" an brought it with me the whole day today....
did not came back to my room since went out to class at 11am in the morning.
science physics class was canceled as the lecturer did not came in the class.
went to Pusanika with Kean Wei and had my lunch as a Kebab.
teman her to buy her ticket to back to Penang at 29th of August
I won't go back to Penang at that weekend.
almost all of our friends here will go back to hometown as that is a holiday or can say is longer weekend for us in UKM as we haven't get any longer holiday then 3 days here since we were here at 29th of June
we have no Mid sem break until 22th of September.
sad....

getting so boring with my study now...
I really cannot cope back my study in form 6
damn it!
tomorrow there will be a test of calculus...
I sure will die tomorrow in the test....sad la...
cos I cannot answer the question at all!!!!
really sad enough....

突然决的好累，好不想再浪费时间了
可是，还是无能为力。。。。

hate

a free day before i get busy tomorrow.
only got 1 lecture class and 1 lab today...
they will take me 3 hours in the afternoon.
but tomorrow my class will be damn full....
will have a calculus test on this coming Thursday....totally have no confidence on it....
my maths become damn bad as i come into university.
I cannot answer questions and forget all the technics....
I really don't know what's wrong with me....I cannot do my maths well....
used the method my buddy taught me, learn by memorizing
damn it!!! I hate myself like that, it suppose not like that.....I hate to learn maths in this way.
this is the damn wrong way to learn maths...suppose is understanding but not memorizing!
but the test is damn near and I have to wait for my f6 notes to be here for me.I had no choice.
this is the 1st time in my life since I study maths, i use memorizing way to do maths.
damn it la!
I really hate myself like that.

stars

stars always make our life brighter and brighter...
the fac night theme is "the night of stars"
hope that all of us here were stars for our future and in everything.....jia you o.....

suppose not?!

last year Fac King and I
with Ah Seng....
2 loves....
kean wei, the new fac queen and I
Fac king and fac queen
hallo...KIY PPSM

today is a good day to sleep as i slept very late yesterday night after came back from my Fac night.
went out for a breakfast in Pusanika there with KIY PPSM after calculus class and then back to my room
after my EST class at 1pm and our lunch in KIY at 2pm
I came back to room again and watch my movie and study a little bit
slept at 3.30pm in the evening and woke up at 4.40pm.
get late into Ethnics class which suppose to be started at 5pm
luckily Shawn is there earlier then me.
read some book in the class as usual and then we back to KIY to have our dinner and go to DAM for our Economics class...

it is not a very tired day suppose...
but due to not getting enough sleep before that, make me feel tired even not doing anything also

FAC night

Is me
Fac queen 2007/2008 and I
lizards...haha....
lollipop
Kean Wei (Fac queen) and I
KIY PPSM.....
cheers....


just came back from my FAC Night....
is not very fun there.
we went to the hotel there by senior's car.
we arrive quite early and the dinner really take very long time to start
the fac night is not as com night do.
i think is due to we not really know our fac mates well
while taking photos, just around we all 7 people only
all KIY PPSM...
not really fun.

Kean Wei become the Fac Queen at last
she really do very well in her performance.
Zhi Hong also did well....just there is other candidate did something that is more "qiang jing"
no idea la....haha...
no matter how, you two really did a well done job

took quite a lots of pictures at last.
with seniors, among 7 of us, with some other fac mates and with the last year fac queen and king.

had a great chat on fon with my buddy just now when I were so boring in the party...
thanks a lot for willing to talk to me when I feel so boring
the funniest thing that we did on fon is doing the test on my characteristics...
that was fun...your memories is damn good until you can remember almost all the answers and the questions la....haha....admire you la....you really a great Bio student...haha...

Happy birthhday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH CHOONG.....

sicks

just woke up....9.10am
many of my friends get sicks since few days ago....
I thought I won't get sick as I did not feel any difference on myself
but when I walked to the toilet,almost get fainted on the way....
luckily I still get in time to hold on the holder of the ladder.
slept very early at 9pm at night.
feeling better now as I already get enough rest.
the pressure on study recently really make me almost cannot stand on it.
maybe due to not get enough sleep, so that I will feel uncomfortable.
after 12 hours rest, feel so comfort now and getting better.
feeling better in physicality and mentality also.haha....

will have a dinner tonight.
the hotel is same as our COM night's hotel.Metro Inn in Kajang.
hope that we all can enjoy the party tonight.

What's the hell?!

feeling so relax recently when i found someone can listen to me
thanks a lot buddy...
i am not going to hate anyone in UKM here just that sometimes I cannot used to their behavior....
but I just keep myself out from there and I want to be natural now...
can cope with anyone
I cannot tahan with some, but not means that I cannot talk to him or her nicely...
I still the good friend for her....but not in front of you...
just that I don't acting in front of you....just because you are my best friend here...
you are the one really can know what an I thinking here and willing to let me "bom" when I were not feeling comfort...thanks a lot ya...haha...

some people really make me cannot tahan already..
but then I just try to stand on it with them just because they are my best friends...
I don't like the human like that....it is so childish la....
some people ask me to settle it asap...
m I willing to do so????yes, I do....and I did too....
it is not seems like appreciated by the opposite side...
is it useful or worth for me???
nope at all!!!!
I just feeling fed up and disgusted with the behavior like that.
i can endure it last time maybe but not now...
what the hell man??? m I borned for that stupid stuff????just to endure you????
there is always a limit for this stuff...you and me know it well....
it is no point for me to shot or "attacking" someone here...
who ever read my blog here please don't put yourselves into this issue...
and never and ever feel bad about this post because I just trying to make myself feeling free for the stupid stuff...and just to get a "bom"here to make myself feeling better...that's all....

曾经说过，你是个会控制自己的人
只不过，你的控制，有时候却是会让自己受伤的那种
不介意成为你的出气筒，因为我了解你的脾气
你对我的好，也一直是我最开心的。

不是每个人都会在明白自己的错误之后东的悔改
还是会有人一直重犯错误
有的人，明明知道自己的态度是错的，还是继续下去。

team work

just came back from DG (Dataran Gemilang)...after our lunch in KUO
went out for a watch about the baddminton match today...
Shawn and Mei Huai were playing for KIY
against Zaaba and KIZ....we lose the games....
hmmmm.....no team work in KIY team, that is the main problem...

buddy,do not get angry anymore...
I know your feeling well as I were also a player in a team last time...
couple game in badminton and netball not much different as all team works
the partner is damn important in a couple game.
you did not get a good partner in this game and he is not having a great spirit as a sportsman.
just like my team mate in MMP netball game.
once you lost your spirit in a game as a sports player, you sure will lose the game.

MMP story....
we won the first game in the netball competition in a very great marks
the second game just like they got so great spirit in the game and got willing to win the game
what were they do just keep on changing people among the position...
ask those attacker to become the defender....otherwise...
changing the center who suppose become the captain, make the whole team become so weird.
we won the game at the starting...
but the opponent seems like caught our weaknesses in the half way...
our center is not good enough in stamina and she was not dong her job to help those shooter.
she cannot get to the point when she should be there.
the WA become so tired as she have to cope up that part...
I cannot help as i got my post as the WD....
but i have to take over the GD's job when the opponent GA is not inside the court of shooting.
what is that huh???
once the marks of the opponent got higher then our team even just one marks
our team mate like loosing their spirit like that.
they cannot stay calm and play well anymore.
they started to be nervous and get lost with the ball
looking at the ball when the ball was throwing towards her and at last let the opponent player took it...
oh my god!
we lose the game at last....

not everyone will have willing to scarify what they got in games or a sport event.
sports players not necessary got spirit in sports.
that is the main point.
we got hurts in our sports as we can make the ball like our own life but not everyone will do so.
relax about it la...

watched a great game among the best player in the inter university Malaysia and the Champion of UKM few years ago....
the best player inter uni had a great move in his game....that is a really damn great game i ever watched...
the smash is damn good....the games is really great enough.....
he is looking forward to play with Shawn's brother, who is the champion of UKM last year but Shawn's brother just change to play in double game but not single...
I just hope to see the games but no chance...sad la....haha...
many great guys in the games today.....many of them played well and they showed great games....haha...

Sate Kajang

just came back to dorms from Kajang there
went out for dinner in Kajang there and walked around in Metro Kajang.with Shawn, William, Vincent and Kean Wei.
bought some groceries there like my shampoo....haha...
get onto the last bus at 10.30pm.the bus was full with UKM students....haha...
we have no seats and just stand.luckily i able to stand in the bus....cause can back to KIY without paying.
there are so many people on the bus and we just like lying against people when standing in the bus.thanks a lot buddy to help me on the bus...haha....you are caring enough....=)
we were trying to balance ourselves.
the bus drove like a roller coaster....shaking here and there.

canceled our plan to go for badminton today evening
it is taken over by go out for sate Kajang.
it is nice.....the nicest is the one with duck meat one...
but the "ketupat" is not fresh enough....
"they might left it for weeks if they cannot be sold...."said Shawn when i were eating the ketupat....what the hell?!
I were eating le!!!!

do not like the style...
too sensitive...
but won't hate...different people with different styles...
i understand....
don't like doesn't mean hate....
buddy,no worry k?haha....

feeling so nice that can online in my room now....
can study my calculus at last...cause the notes must be gained by online...
when the line is turning to be bad, I cannot study anymore....sad la....

have to sleep early tonight so that I able to wake up early in the morning tomorrow....
so envy those friends who get their Sem break now.....can go back to hometown and enjoy the family life there.
enjoy your holiday o....

heard some bad news just now...
there are some cases happened in UM last week
there is a girl in UM get.....by a guy....what the hell la????
they said the same cases happen in UKM too....
in KKM and don't know which kolej some more...
damn it la!!how come this kind of thing will happen in universities???
should not be like that!
the security is damn bad...
girls, please be careful....don't ever walk around in the University at night if no guys friends with you all
even if you are with other gals friends....that is useless....the cases still will happen
at last it will become "buy one free one" la....
one more case is, if you are going to toilet in the midnight alone, no matter is just use the toilet or want to take a bathe.
please be really so careful...somebody may watch you....it is so dangerous although you are in girls hostel....
really....do not be alone late at night....anything may happen and no matter you are karate or what...it is useless....really....serious....

cats and dogs....damn it!!!! they just around here near my room here
oh my god!!!!what happen with those cats that might just like want to attack you when you pass though its side???
those Malays some more trying to get the cats into theirs rooms....oh my god!!!!
damn dirty!!!
these situation just make me getting more and more hate cats!!!!!
dogs getting into our KIY today....got a big shock with that
cause I never saw any dog in KIY or can say in UKM....
don't even know how are they get into here also....and that is whole gang some more....
I really hate those organism when they just looking more fierce then human....
will get attack like that....
got a big shock with Shawn's scream in phone talk in evening just now
just because there is a cat get into his room and those guys who played game inside the room just got shock and like mad people...haha.....
I myself got a big shock last time once....
when I went out from my room, saw few cats just look at me just outside my room in front of my door....
what I do were just get back to my room straight away and shut my door...really scary la!!!!
why there must be cats when there is Malays around????what is the theory????
according to my matrics friends in UKM here, the cats in Matrics is even more fierce then UKM here.....but I still uncomfort with those organism here.....

thanks a lot to Shawn and his brother for my great lunch which is bought from Chinese food outside UKM
all those are my favourite foods la...thanks for your treat to....=)

mid night oil again........

is mid night now....
morning actually...haha...
I just came back from the foyer of KIY
went to watch Zhi Hong and Kean Wei practice for the Fac night which will be hold on this coming Sunday.
the story line is so funny...
we got a help from a senior in KIY...Ah Seng.
he really got so many ideas of this stuff...
continue my study in calculus and my research in Ethnics stuff after back to Dorms
at least I can online now....
just scare that the line will suddenly ki siao tomorrow then I cannot do my research anymore.
the calculus stuff is not that important but the Ethnics and the Persatuan Pelajar stuff are damn important.
have to do slide some more...
this thing make me really headache and i not really hope to put so many time on it
my study and the SOA stuff is even more crucial.
trying to cope back all my study in the mean time...
research in the science physics stuff is needed in the mean time

that is some things that i not really can understand.
why will there some people can borrow people's stuff without permission??
broke people's stuff then still can act nothing???what is this world huh??
pity that stuff and the people la...

the badminton match tomorrow actually not involved KIY team
the Malays senior got the wrong news....=.=
SWEAT....
luckily Shawn asked his brother....if not, we will go for nothing.
how come will have people like that one??
they not seems like put the match as an important thing to remember
only start to training one day before the match...is it useful???
the day before the match should be the day for the player to rest well and prepare himself for the match
but they seems like not thinking like that.
and I do not think that they will stop from eating those junk food, cold drinks and unhealthy food before the match lo...
really a...the sports spirit is all gone....sad la...
haiz....don't know la...
I not get involved in the game and will go as an audience only...
just take it la....support Shawn and hope that he can win the game....
good luck and all the best ya...

tomorrow will be a boring day and I plan to stay rest for the whole day...
feel so tired with my study for the past few days...
I always so busy with my study during weekdays
is better to get enough rest tomorrow and charge back myself before I get sick
so that I can get to study more in the coming weeks...
our test is getting nearer ad the stress will make me mad...
hope that i really can cope back my study....add oil....=>

The Mummy 1 & 2

a tasik near my hostel, my friends almost want to throw Shawn inside.haha.....


just finish watched the show of The Mummy 1st and 2nd episode.
that are great shows and movies.
i like it so much.
haha....

the water was damn dirty today.
if you are going to bath with it, you will become even more dirty.seriously...
get a very good evening after a short nap as I really feel very tired.
2 classes today finished at 12pm make me feel really happy with it.

went to the PTSL,thinking to online there just now but couldn't make it.
luckily got Shawn's help yesterday to check out about my yahoo mail
about the SOA stuff and i got the discount rate for registration in my exam already.
so happy with it as the examination is really cost me so much
Zhi Hong decided to take the exam in this November
but I still wondering.....should I take it so early????
I really don't know....if want to take about stress, I still will be very stress if I gonna take it in the next year as i am going to have my 1st year final exam at that time.
it is among April and May.

never thought before that we can talk in this topic
it is really very happy with it.
I really feel comfort talking with you on it compared to others.
so happy that we can share together our views.

skipped the PT pusat meeting which is going to held tonight
not feeling like want to go for it as it is so boring.
nobody i know there and i already skipped the meeting for several times
don't know la...
about the BSMM also I don't know should I attend to the duty slot tonight or not.
it was so boring by teach me all those stuff we learned in form 5
is Biology stuff some more.

tomorrow will be Shawn's badminton match for SUKEM
hope that he can do well in it
hope to get a good match tomorrow.
good luck.....=)

there is a weird sound in here.
something like thunder storm sound but it is too long.
weird sound la.....

yellow water

there is no water supply in K13D and K13C yesterday
gals' hostel....
forced me to wash myself in the toilet in foyer of KIY
so gai...
there is water supply today morning.
but it is in yellow color at the basin there.
make me cannot wash my clothes again....=.=
luckily the water supply in bathroom is better.at least i still can take a bath before go to class...
science physics again in the morning today.
it is a very sien class and i always in sleep mode unless i were studying at my own.
listen in the class is not my style of studying as i always prefer to study myself
charging back from yesterday tiredness...
want to continue my work again today....add oil o!!!!!=)

Mid Sem break

many university will have their Mid Sem break in the coming week
USM,UM, UPM and UMT all got
maybe still got other universities is having too...
but UKM do not have...
I cannot back to Penang in the mean time and have to study for my Mid Sem test some more.
started to feel stress with those test and quiz...and all my assignments
cannot meet all the friends who are in the different universities now in the coming weeks.
so sad la....
although time can pass very fast but I really hope that I can go back to meet all my friends la...
I will have 2 weeks holiday in the September as the other universities only have one weeks.
I also don't know whether I can stay in Penang for a so long time or not as the final exam is so near at that time.
that's why i told you all that I really don't know that whether we can meet or not at that time
and maybe we will go out for a short vacation in some other states like Melaka as our friends invited us and willing to host the trip.
maybe I will host a trip to Penang with all those friends too....don't know la...
we all cannot have a really clear plan as we still don't know when will we finish our Mid Sem test.

been told suddenly yesterday evening that our course trip is in 21st of September and 22nd September.going to Genting Highlands.
I not plan to go as that is my Mid Sem break
will go home in the mean time.i think....

Went to convo with Kean Wei and Shawn yesterday as their EST class was canceled
eat the Char Kuey Tiow there and it is not bad
it cost me RM3 and can get a free drink.
quite cheap huh???although it is not really big plate given.
go to walked around with Ah Seng them and Ah Seng treat us an ice-cream each
ate so many keropok lekor and tried something new(I forgot the name)
they were very nice to eat but make me feel sore throat after that.
so do Shawn and Kean Wei.
just want to prevend us from getting sick.
I really hope that I won't get sick as I really easily feel tired recently.

came back from PTSL so late tonight and had a short tea time with Shawn
chat around about our life stuff and had a great talk with him.
talking nonsence around and keep on campur our talk with Mandarin and English
some times we used to speak to each other in English, but not Mandarin
but there are many things that we should not speak in English due to it is a international language and the stuff we were talking on should not be understand by other ethnics
haiz....our talk was so funny until we both feel weird with it...haha...
just get used to it...hehe....

friends make me feel comfortable.

many many things

cannot online again for the past few days.
no matter is early in the morning or at night
so that I have to online in foyer of KIY there....sad...
feeling so bad as i cannot online to search for my assignment stuff and do my research on my lecture notes
the line is damn bad even if I can online

the worse part in my hostel now is my hostel is out of water!!!!
I cannot bath and wash my clothes!!
damn it la!!!
at last, what had i done was ran down to the foyer there and bath!
oh my god!
really very pai se le!
but if i don't want bath, i will die la
i went out from my room from 11am morning till 10pm at night for whole day
if don't want bath, then i also cannot sleep for whoe night already
i were really very dirty and smelly

passed my laptop to Shawn in the morning in PTSL
his laptop was down and he cannot study without it
went for him at 7pm after finish my class today
my class were very full for Wednesday.
but I will be very free tomorrow...
happy...
Hau Fei was so funny that we asked him to buy us some food from the Chinese stall outside of UKM
the 'lauk' he bought for us were damn funny
luckily he did not buy me vegetables
haha....
Shawn asked him to buy 两样菜一样肉，
the “菜” were not green vegetables la.
at last he bought 2 green vegetables and one meat for him...hahaha....
mine one is better but the color of the food is all same as they were all in light brown color
they were 2 types of vegetarian food and the other one is fried egg with don't know what...
haha....
although it is very funny but the food is very nice to eat la...
thanks a lot ya...

today got a quiz in the economics class..
32 questions and not very hard test
I just made a big mistake that remember the wrong meaning in some words
make me get so many meaningless wrong in my paper....sad la...
but I really learned up something and I will remember it as well
got a pop quiz in the C++ lecture yesterday
got a big shock and I don't think that I can get any good marks in the quiz
this is cause I just learned up that stuff in the tutorial Lab just after the lecture....=.=
getting more and more fun for the C++ programming stuff...
but the lecture class was very sien
make us feeling sleepy

finally finish studying my science physics today.
my brain was out of function already now.
study too much in one day make me feel stress and cannot support
I have to study economics some more as the subjects need much more understanding then just memorize.
more research is needed for the science physics
even i finish the study of that subjects, I still have to continue with it with more research from internet.
the details in the notes given is not full enough as we need to know more then that.
although know more then what is given is not seems like useful for exam purpose
but, we should not study for exam only
and the understanding part is all from the research part....no choice la
FST stuff all need research one
we have to do it....

assignments

nice cap huh????but not mine one...sad...haha...


woke up very early in the morning juat to do my assignment
so many assignment come together really can kill me
EST, PP, Ethnics.....die.....
really hate the things like that
we deal yesterday, want to wait for the 2 Malays gals in my Ethnics group to come find us for the project
they seems like totally did not feel fear and nervous for the project
what for we so nervous leh????
no point

get contact with yu yesterday
really miss you so much yu....
but you seldom online due to your line problem, so i cannot get contact with you.
i will confirm with you my schedule as soon as possible ok???
haha....
you all must enjoy you holiday in the coming week o...
i will have my exam at UKM here, this make me cannot go back to Penang in the mean time
I know many of our friends are in Penang now....I really miss you all so much...
really so hope to meet you all...but i cannot....so sad and sorry le....

bad line

really cannot tahan with my line in my room
when i don't want use it, it will be damn fast and can be used
when i need it so much, it bbecome cannot be used!damn it!!!!
really la
cannot tahan with it la

photos of university life

viewed all those photos we took yesterday...
it is damn funny la...haha...
laugh myself when i viewing the photos....haha...
those photos showed our university life well....everyone wore so casual and played around
they took all those photos when we don't know about that and all the photos we took together really make our university life become so memorable....
so happy to meet you all guys.....happy...
haha....

bad test

came back from my class....
finished the test...haha....
forget all stuff i studied in my test
just 5 questions, but i think my result will be damn bad.
haiz...
have to add oil more for my study already....haha...
hope that can get better result in my mid sem exam..

had a great party yesterday...
thanks to everyone.....
thanks Shawn especially...=)
you really help me much.....