die in midterm!!!

Meeting room
study box.....we always call it "kotak"
more "kotak"....haha....

just get killed by my c++ midterm just now...
damn shit that my program can run but cannot solve my question with the equation which i put in.
I don't know what is happening as I really know how to do it during practicing but i just cannot make it during the test.
damn!
sure die in this midterm!!!!argh!!!

i must do the best for my final exam as my midterm result really like shit!
haiz....

doing some funny thing now with my friend...
2 people sitting in the same study room but messaging each other...haha...
dealing with my assignment in the study room of library
have to finish it tonight as my friend need it ttomorrow to make slide show....
haiz.....the assignment is driving me crazy......=S

exam....C++

going to have my C++ midterm test later...
haven't finish the study although slept late at 4am in the morning just now.
after Perayaan Kuih Bulan of KIY, just feel free a little bit but my assignments are coming up their ways.
have to finish 2 assignment in one day....today...
my exam will take my time till 2.45pm later.
have to finish my assignment on Ethnics and Persatuan Pelajar.
Persatuan Pelajar is going to have the last class in this coming Saturday.
is better I try to finish the work in today or the latest tomorrow.
haiz....
have to pass my Ethnics assignment to Hwee them tonight so that they can proceed on with the slide show....
have to pass up our assignment on the coming Monday....

I am going to back to Penang on the coming Thursday.
cannot wait for that day.....I miss you, my hometown....
the feeling step on the land of hometown make me feel so blissful.
this is the feeling for a person who goes outstation for a long time.
miss the foods and everything there which make me feel familiar.....=)

Yu, sorry for not able to help you on that night.
because I were outside for function.....busy with stuff...and cannot help you...
sorry o....=S

这次回来，要面对的到底有多少？
我又能承受多少？
无论如何，还是要面对等的。那是不可逃避的。。。。。
谢谢你的鼓励。=）

Pesta Kuih Bulan KIY 2008

PPSM seniors and Ah Seng.......
scared me before took photo......you guys really......=S
stage of PKB KIY 2008.....
enjoy yourselves.....haha......
my friends from other kolej....
"Ghosts".....haha.....
Indian Dance
Seniors...
Malays dance
Fire works
spray you!!!haha.....
Scary man!!!!
our advertisment at UKM front door

finally....our KIY Pesta Kuih Bulan KIY is over....
didn't sleep at the night before to prepare for the PKB KIY....
slept at 5am in the morning yesterday to do my movie show for the PKB KIY....
did not go for class yesterday because we cannot finish our preparation....

many people came to our KIY PKB at that night.
the ghost house is so popular until many people queue up so long to go inside...
RM2 per person. those "ghost" were our friends from faculty engineering, FEP and PPSM....
haha....they made the sound of ghost until no sound to talk at last....
they built the ghost house for days until yesterday before the Pesta begun.
they put so many effort on it.....and the ghost house really earned quite a lots of money....

the food stalls were not many enough.
there were no food like mee or rice....only burgers, french fries, nugget, fruits and jelly....
and also "zhen zhu nai cha" and orange juice lo.....
the stage show is not fun enough, the songs choosen for the show is not hot and great enough...
they chose the slow songs and it cannot make the situation become hot.

due to bulan Ramadhan, our open ceremony started late at 10pm at night.
the protocol cannot do the jobs well....making the ceremony not running in the smooth way....so many problems came out on the spot.

I become the camera girl for the whole process...
so tired run here and there to take photos
I started my works 2 weeks ago when they started to do the dediction stuff....
and every meeting of the exco also I have to attend....to take photos to make out a movie show that show out our preparation of the PKB KIY....
sorry to everyone if I did not do the jobs well......
hope that you all really enjoyed the night.....

虽然是个忙碌又辛苦的中秋节，但是我们大家都很开心。。。。。
这不是个很成功的中秋晚会，可是，大家都已把最好的都拿出来了不是吗？
虽然是在考试的时期，大家也能把时间抽出来。。。。。加油哦！
你们都好棒！谢谢大家。。。。加油。。。。。

special thanks to you..buddy...
you really help much in my slide show for this night. thanks ya...
had a great night with you...=)

great

a great morning....woke up naturally after get a good sleep as I really very tired yesterday....
will be very busy tonight...to help them to set up the ghost house.....
my room mate is the exco...have to help up la....
is a very great experience to help up as we can learn up so many stuff....
get a small cut on my thumb yesterday night when I help my friend to cut stuff.....haha...
but just a very small cut la...
everyone work hard for it....hope that the Pesta Tanglung will be succeed....
tomorrow will be the best day for all KIY highlanders....
hope you all enjoy yourselves la....haha....

no worries.....just small deal nia...haha...

沿海公路的出口-SHE

用半截烟蒂烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
慌茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躺在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎么走

preparing KIY PT

busy with PT stuff again
the last two days for us to work on it...
those guys from engineering faculty building a ghost house for the fun fair
they were playing around with the funny jokes and spray....doing vandalism....haha....
I just can help up them to take the stuff for them and cut the tape for them to paste the plastic bag.
the ghost house pasted and built by using the big black plastic bags.

after this stuff....we are going to busy with our Hubungan Ethnics stuff....it must be handed up in the coming Monday.and we haven't started anything yet.
going to start it soon as we all busy with KIY PT stuff....
canceled the plan which will bring us to visit to the TV3 tomorrow...
I really hope to go but I will be very busy tomorrow.
because I have to go for the C++ lab and have tutorial
the time left out, must be used to do my movie show for the PT night and I still have to type out the assignment for the Ethnics Project.
at night, we have to help to set up the ghost house, to complete it.
tomorrow, everyone who came from KIY PPSM all will ponteng our C++ lecture class as we shall be very busy with KIY PT
cant wait for that night to come...it must be very fun...haha....

study life

came back from calculus class....
later will have an EST class at 12pm...
damn sien...the life become very boring as the exam is so near around, make everyone busy with study and study.
the final exam is going to start at 3rd of November which is my friend's birthday.....hehe...
cannot celebrate your birthday already o....haha....
the date is damn near with this mid sem test, we only have time to breath in our mid sem break and have to continue our study after we come back to UKM.
this type of life is study life....haiz.....

feeling weird with the relationship between both of us...
why will it become like this???I also don't know what happen as we really close sometimes
can you tell me why will it become like this??

something happened at the Dataran K13D which is in front of my hostel yesterday night.
there are 2 guys came into the girls' block (the block which I stay in)
they got caught and our PC and police came.some how they just quarrel.
they thieves just ran away after the quarrel and all our PC try to after them on motor and cars.but at last, nothing gain.
actually it is very weird that they still can let the thieves went onto the motor in front of them and ride to the slope of KIY which is pointed to the main road.
I really cannot understand why will this happen?
don't should our PC should ride on or take away the thieves' motor and just take them onto the patrol car??they won't get ran away if those PC do like this.
the PC maybe made this mistake because they do not have enough experience. but why the policemen who stand there can make such mistake too??
sorry for cannot understand in this mistake as I saw the whole process with my eyes.

最不熟悉的人。。。。你， 我， 他。。。。。

偶然出现在一个人的网页，写下了那么一句话

最不熟悉的人其实是自己

也许到这儿很多一定会拍胸膛说：错！其实自己才是最熟悉自己的人！！

嗯，这句话在理论上的确是对的，但是最熟悉自己的人真的是自己吗？

累了就睡，饿了就吃。。。这是熟悉吗？

好，就当做成立。。。

但是有时走到餐馆前，看着一堆食物却不懂要吃什么？（这餐也许就报销了）

这时这个你是最熟悉自己的人吗？

也许你会将就些，为了填饱肚子就叫了一份自己比较喜欢的东西吃。。。（这是熟悉“营养学”和避免“生病”吧）

人生如此，熟悉的自己很多时候都做错了决策，这是熟悉的原因吗？

熟悉自己后悔的感觉，

熟悉面对这样的自己，

熟悉接受不熟悉的自己。

有时说，经验才是熟悉和陌生的分界线。。。你认为呢？

偶然在某人的部落格里看见了这片文章
感觉很有意思，就抄下来和大家分享。
究竟我们是不是很熟悉自己?
最了解自己的人到底是不是自己本身？？？是这样的吗？
当你在面对着必须选择一大堆东西时，你是不是能立刻做出决定，选择你最想要还是最喜欢的东西呢？能吗？
有时候，我们本身根本就不了解自己，到底自己为什么会做出有些事物和举动。。。
至于“后悔”这两个字之所以会出现在我们的字典里，都是因为我们不够了解自己吧！
对吧？

对于自己，我一直都觉得我不了解
我可以很了解一个别人，就是无法对自己很了解
有时候，会觉得很奇怪，为什么我会了解别人的需要
却不懂得我自己有些什么需要呢？我不懂。。。。。
近来，遇见了一个人，他很了解我，比以前的朋友们都了解我，明白我。。。也总是有方法让我放轻松下来，安慰我。
很开心遇见了你。谢谢你，我的好朋友!

Movie Day

today is a movie day in my room here....
actually it should not be like this and i should study....
I watched 3 movies in a day....
each one takes me 2 hours....
spent 6 hours for movies...but not even a second for my study
is going to have a presentation on the coming Monday or Wednesday I don't know....
haiz....but i didn't prepare on it even
damn shit!!!
the C++ test is coming up its way on the Friday
damn sien that I not really feel like want to study....
my room is not suitable for study as when my room mate is sleeping, i will have no motivation to study anymore....
I really need someone to motivate me la!
i really need you in this, friend.....haiz.....

happy Birthday my friend....

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a very happy birthday to you my friend....
so sad you are too far away from me....cannot celebrate for you....haha....
take this as a present from me la k???haha....=)

wasting of time

well....look at my title for today....but i am posting a post to describe my life, yesterday life
i were wasting my time...a whole day time...
by just playing online game....don't ask me what name is that game, i don't know.
just simply play for fun....fun...I should not have and had it now as my test is damn near and I am not even started to prepare for it
damn!
after that i chat with friend on MSN and watched movie....
and then go out for a meeting of PT KIY...
and then, do my calculus homework...and then talk on fon...and now, i am typing my blog and i am going to sleep soon
damn! I wasted my whole day time! that should be a great and meaningful day for me to study...
but i just used it for nonsense....
when can I started to be hardworking enough???when can I started to stop from watch movie???
just WHEN????

no worries....

quite free now....but studying my C++ now.
it is practical stuff...have to DO it but not READ it.
that is the problem

finally finish my Heroes yesterday night.
damn siok la....waiting for the season 3 now.
hope that i can get it soon.

test is coming up its way
so do the PT KIY and the PT Pusat.
everyone seems like busy with it and so do i.
got the programming stuff to do and I point myself for it only at night as I do not wan to spend too much time on it.

had a kebab as my lunch in the bakery there just now.
went to the PMFST for study.
due to not getting enough sleep and tired of shopping yesterday.
we came back to room earlier.
damn shit that do nothing yesterday and gain nothing today. and my test is coming up its way!!!
what's the hell?????

I won't feel bad or think that you are bad with that stuff...
because you know the way to control it.
i know the stuff which is even worse then this case....haha....
but don't worry, I were not involved and not going to involve too...

Mid Valley

Vicky and me

should be study in the library today but we changed our plan at the last minutes about 1pm something.

hang out with my friend in Mid Valley today.

met Vicky as she is in KL too...with her friend.

hang out for a while and then we walked separatedly.

we will meet again in Penang when I back to there at 18th.

met my UM friends in there too....is Ing Ting and Xing Le.

had a great day with you today....=)

morning walk.....

woke up very early in the morning and go have a morning walk to Wisma UNIKEB to buy my ticket home to Penang.

Finally i got it and I will be back to Penang at 18th of September!

wait for me o Penang! 

I miss you so much! haha....

so happy that I finally got my 家好月圆now....

going to watch it as I finish my Heroes....haha...

anyone who want to get that movie, can get it from me but I still waiting for astro on demand to finish it.

I only have the movie until chapter 27......the latest which astro on demand showed it yesterday night.

Happy....great line here....

happy with my internet now in my kolej...haha...
the line is as fast as streamyx line and I finally got it!!damn happy le....
haha....
so happy to get so good line
i finally can download my stuff and movie in a very fast way...happy......

just came back from a PT KIY meeting.
there is a senior, she is the Setiausaha of last year PT KIY.
damn shit that she is act pro in there and scold us just like we were all kids.
if she is scolding straight to the point, then it is good.
but she was not!she is scolding in the damn bad way and making people feel bad to her.
everyone is tired with all the PT stuff and we also have our exam around.
the PT KIY is getting nearer and nearer.

have to wake up very early in the morning tomorrow to go to buy the bus tickets before I go out for the Science Physics class.
we are learning the Chemistry stuff now and the physics stuff just finish in the Mid Sem
have to learn Biology stuff in the next sem.
sien.....I will die for it!
buddy, I count on you already for the next sem as you are the one professional in it o!haha.....

rainy day.....

it is a rainy day today.
went out to the Wisma UNIKEB for bus tickets.but cannot get it as the system is down.
went out with Hwee them to a hawker stall outside UKm for our lunch and do some research on goods that we need on PT night.
came back to UKM earlier then Hwee them as they are going to Kajang but we didn 't go for it.
it was raining quite heavy at that time and we have to walk in rain.
met our Acturial Science senior, Calvin when we were on our way back.
he fetched us before we got wet...haha.....

hope you can take good care of yourself...
don't ever put too much stress on yourself until you just keep on get sick like sore throat.

are there anything wrong between us??
or something wrong with you???
you look so tired recently.....i know the PT stuffs make you damn busy and they are important
but you health is even more important then that.just take care k?

tired......tired....

today is Wednesday and it is a damn tired day
it is the Bulan Rahmadan and it is the month of puasa for the Malays.
not much food is selling in UKM due to all the boss are Malays
we ran out for a lunch in the coffee shop beside the KTM station there for a lunch.
came back late and go to Pusanika to buy Bus tickets but it is finished!!!damn it!
went back to KIY and get a small rest.
went to Economics class and C++ class after that.
came back to KIY and get my dinner da bao from friend.

just get a small rest now but have to continue my study later.
my C++ test is coming out next Friday but I haven't start to prepare it.

got a test today...EST
suddenly pop out as she told us the test should be hold on next Monday.
damn hate this lecturer. she alwayd like something like that.
she never keep her promise.
came late to the class and go back very early...
is a lazy lecturer.
although it is good for me as she likes to be late and dismiss class early but the way she do her stuff is damn shit!

damn!

dealing with the PT gaming stuff yesterday night in the cafe there.
damn shit that we all just so moody and at last, nothing is done.
everyone is stressed due to the date is become nearer and nearer.
going to complete it as i promised my room mate to help her up.

sorry for being so moody yesterday, buddy.
not mean anything but I just cannot be cool yesterday.

slept early yesterday night as I never sleep so early since long time ago.
really feel uncomfortable and headache.
if not get rest, I think I will kill people yesterday night.
getting much more better after the rest.
now, start working.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...GARY....

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Heroes

just went out for a one hour lecture and 2 hour lab tutorial today.
Kean Wei their EST class was canceled.
went to KIY cafeteria for a dinner and chatting around until 6.30pm like that.
we were not chatting for a so long time since few weeks ago as we all busy for our mid sem test.
our mid sem test is still on and everyone is still headache with it....

poor Shawn, suddenly pop out 2 lab exam in next week when he is starting to get rest in this few days as the last paper will be hold on next Saturday.
now he started to feel headache.
so do I with my EST test in the coming Monday and the programming lab test is on the next Friday.
our Pesta Tanglung Pusat and Perayaan Kuih Bulan is coming up their way as we all busy for it.
damn shit that I will be very very busy.

watch a damn nice movie named "Heroes"
it is an English TV series movie.
a very nice movie on some special human.
they got those special skill that we all the normal human being don't have.
just think about it that you might found out youself are so special and different from other people one day
what will you do?? be a hero and help people or you might feel that you are the one weird and hate yourself??
think about it as it might happen one day.
who knows? nobody know the future except Isaac in the movie does.